The queen does not eat back grass

She stood in the cold wind, against the light, her exposed white skin was illuminated by the fluorescent yellow light at the hotel entrance, like a crystal emitting light, but her lips gradually turned blue, and it was obvious that her body was also in the cold. Trembling in the wind.

Xiao Mingge is most afraid of the cold. She remembers that when she first joined the club, it happened that a few feet of heavy snow fell. During group activities, when the club organized everyone to build a snowman and have a snowball fight, she stood quietly at the school alone to observe the scenery. In the pavilion, wrapped in thick clothes, only a pair of eyes were exposed.

At that time, she was ridiculed for being like a tightly wrapped panda, which was in stark contrast to her current appearance.

She didn't speak, and the sorrow in her eyes became more and more intense, "...Is my request very high?"

Su Liuyin lowered her head slowly, pulled out the notebook from her hand, opened to the page that she had signed before, and tore it off.

Xiao Mingge's chest heaved violently twice, and he stretched out his arms slightly, as if trying to stop her, but in the end, she didn't stretch out her hand.

After Su Liuyin tore off the piece of paper he had signed before, he found a new clean place, and just after writing a word, he heard Xiao Mingge suddenly say, "This piece of paper represents the past, you To tear it down, do you want to imply that in the future we will abandon the past and start again?"

With a flick of the pen tip, she crooked her character "Liu".

The person on the other side changed his tone and chuckled, "It's just a joke, don't take it to heart."

Su Liuyin lowered her head and continued to sign. After writing the last stroke, when she handed the notebook to her, she said softly, "You...you can think so too."

Xiao Mingge didn't seem to understand what she meant, he lowered his head slightly, his voice was a bit dull.

"But--"

"Boss!" At this moment, Shu Lin, who was not far away, drove over and waved his arm violently at her, "This way, this way!"

She couldn't say the rest of the words, Su Liuyin gave her a sorry look, turned her head to leave, and said softly to her before parting, "Put on your clothes, aren't you most afraid of the cold?"

Her voice is very soft, like a dandelion, easily blown away in the wind.

This sentence is a signal, a signal that belongs to "restart", "all things are born again".

Just like in autumn, a wildfire burns all the withered grass in the field. When the dark ash is everywhere, and the greenish-yellow soil exudes a burnt smell, spring comes, and the seeds of vitality are planted. Tell her she must let go of the past before she can start a new life.

Spring is unburdened, she got what she wanted, she is a little accomplished now, so she can speak new words, but what about the scorched field before, forget everything and start again , how difficult is it?

But Spring won't care.

Maybe all she wants is a word of approval, and then let her catch up with her, pursue her, date, fall in love, like nothing happened.

It's so perfect.

Su Liuyin walked away, and when he turned his head, he could still see Xiao Mingge standing on the spot holding the notebook and bowing his head, his thin figure stretched out under the light, he was thinking of something.

"Mr. Xiao isn't afraid of the cold." Shu Lin, who was sitting in the driver's seat, folded his hands and shivered exaggeratedly, "Ah, as expected of Mr. Xiao, if I were to wear so little clothes and stand outside, I might freeze into an ice sculpture— —Where are you going, boss?"

Before she finished speaking, Su Liuyin opened the car door and ran out. Shu Lin had a question mark on her face, until she saw her boss running up to Xiao Mingge, putting the clothes she threw on the ground on her body, and then he didn't know what to do with her. After saying something, she walked into the hotel by herself.

"Go back." Su Liuyin who returned to the car looked very tired, and the tired makeup on his face couldn't cover it.

Shu Lin was very confused about the relationship between these two people, but considering that she would probably be beaten to death for spying on the boss's privacy, she could only treat herself as blind, and then drove the boss back silently.

Su Liuyin didn't fall asleep until three o'clock in the middle of the night. Liu Xun was very considerate. Considering that they had been working too hard these days, he specially gave them a holiday the next day, so that even if she slept until nine o'clock in the evening, she would not sleep. Don't worry about delaying things.

She opened the curtains, and just as the morning sun poured down along the blinds, the phone rang sweetly as a text message.

"Good morning."

The short greeting combined with the sender's name "Xiao Mingge" made people feel incredible as always.

She remembered that before they had a quarrel, no matter where Xiao Mingge was, even if he was on a business trip abroad, he could send this greeting message within 10 minutes of her waking up.

Su Liuyin was a little curious for a while, did she install a surveillance camera on her, and how did she know when she would wake up?

She wanted to send a greeting, but another text message came into view. "I'm at the corner of the alley on the right downstairs of your house. If you are free, can you go out together?"

This is very similar to a date between people who have just established a relationship, but her polite tone between the lines is no different from an invitation between ordinary friends.

Su Liuyin frowned and thought about it for a while while holding the phone, before sending the word "OK".

She put on her mask and went downstairs, walked to the place Xiao Mingge said, and saw an unremarkable van parked there.

The sense of age of the van almost gave her the illusion of going back to when she was in junior high school more than ten years ago.

I didn't see Xiao Mingge, she was about to make a phone call when the windows of the van were lowered, the always energetic little girl Che Yao smiled like a flower and waved to her, "Morning sister Su!"

Sitting in the driver's seat, wearing sunglasses, Xiao Mingge nodded slightly to her.

She looked at the dilapidated van, then at the two people in the car with very different attitudes, and rubbed her forehead, "What are you doing?"

"Hiding away from the gossip reporters." The little girl Che Yao smiled proudly, "Sister Su, your house is very hidden, and the reporters won't be guarding you if they can't find it for a while, but it's not necessarily the case if we go out, now Sister Su Your beauty is spreading everywhere in the city, if we don't do something, we will probably be surrounded by crowds and unable to get out."

The reason was well-founded, and Su Liuyin was a little amused that these two people could think of such a way. "However, how do you know that I rest today?"

Xiao Mingge got out of the car, and said calmly, "You told me yesterday that we can start over from tomorrow, so after I asked you about your rest time, I came to the appointment non-stop."

As she spoke, she thoughtfully walked over and opened the car door for her. She glanced at her. Her face was already as big as a palm, but it was covered by the sunglasses she was wearing, which instantly blocked most of her face, and she couldn't see her face. The expression on her face made her feel a little inexplicable regret.

After getting in the car, Xiao Mingge drove quietly, only the little girl Che Yao, the co-pilot, chatted with her.

"Where did you get this car?"

"Cousin bought it from the second-hand market. But sister Su, don't be afraid. Cousin has always maintained this car well, and don't look at the car. It's a high-end business car. Only the appearance is a little broken, and the facilities inside are top-notch. .”

That's right, take the car seat as an example, the leather feels soft and slippery, and you can tell it's expensive at first glance.

"But I remember, the worst driver's license to drive this kind of car is to get a B1 driver's license?"

"My cousin has already obtained the A certificate two years after graduation. It's amazing. I didn't even take the ordinary C certificate." The little girl Che Yao smiled, as if she was the one who got the A certificate.

"Yes... quite powerful." Su Liuyin smiled a little forcedly.

At that time, they were passionately in love, and they talked about everything. Why didn't she know that she had a driver's license?

The little girl Che Yao was also sensitive to the fact that her mood seemed to have suddenly become less beautiful, and she was about to speak in confusion, when Xiao Mingge, who had been wearing sunglasses, said, "We're going to the main road soon, is there anywhere you want to go? ?”

Su Liuyin took a deep breath, grabbed her clothes, and said slowly, "...Can I go to Hongshan?"

Xiao Mingge glanced at her in the rearview mirror, didn't say anything, but the car drove on the familiar road to Hongshan, she was in a bad mood, and didn't have time to guess what she meant by looking at her, so she lay on the car window and closed it. His eyes stopped talking, and he seemed to be asleep.

Not long after Che Yao came back from abroad, he didn't quite understand what the place names in this city meant. Seeing Su Liuyin in the back seat leaning against the car window in a daze, he secretly asked Xiao Mingge, "Cousin, where is Hongshan? No matter how you look at it, Sister Su is not in a good mood after she finished talking about the place name."

"Mental hospital."

"Hiss—" Che Yao secretly took a deep breath. According to her years of knowledge, it was scarier than the crematorium.

What is burnt in the crematorium is human body, but most of the people living there are people whose thoughts have been poisoned. They are proved to be different from the general public, and they are thrown there again, and various means are used to force them to return to normal. This kind of meaning is more terrible than death.

"What is Sister Su doing there?"

"You'll know when you get there."

"But cousin, didn't you say that you can ask sister Su out for dinner today?"

"It's not up to me to decide."

Speaking of this, the voice of the person who has been holding the steering wheel is much lower.

Tell me not to dwell on the past, she is the one who made me pursue her again, and she is the one who is addicted to the past and wants to avenge my junior sister.

Even if the nature of the two things is different, don't you think it's a great irony that the same person said two sentences with diametrically opposite attitudes?

"Cousin, you...don't do this..."

"I'm fine." Xiao Mingge blinked, tears back into the red and swollen eye sockets under the sunglasses.lily#court

Some people, like her, are very affectionate at best, but at worst, they are like a pug waiting for pity. Talking about self-abuse, self-injury and self-pity.

The beauty of love makes people intoxicated, but who knows that love becomes humble?

She was afraid that one day she would be so painful that she would tear out her heart and remove the name "Su Liuyin" in order to be completely free and liberated.