The queen does not eat back grass

Before everyone tries to prove how good they are, their desire for awards is like weeds that cannot be nourished.As long as there is a little sign, it will grow wildly.

For those who can't find their way, the award can let others see how hard you work, it is absolute, something that can prove yourself

The same is true for Su Liuyin. She has been ups and downs in this circle for so long, and when her self-confidence is about to fade away, only awards can prove that her efforts during this period were not in vain.

So for the upcoming awards ceremony, she expressed her great determination to win. After all, today is different from the past, and she has produced excellent works anyway. However, before the awards ceremony, when she was putting on makeup, she saw Shu Lin frowning Walked in and stayed in the corner.

She was curious about what happened to Shu Lin, and wanted to ask her, but it was already time to enter, so she had to give up.

When entering the venue, the atmosphere of the whole awards ceremony was very good, each other was polite, from outsiders' perspective, it seemed harmonious.

At least on the surface.

After all, even if people in the circle are not familiar with each other, they will still wear enthusiastic smiles. When the short guns sweep over, they will not leave outsiders and the audience to speculate that they have friction with an unfamiliar actor Opportunity.

Su Liuyin was sitting in the center, and Qi Xuan was two rows ahead. In the entire venue, she was the only actress wearing a shiny grid high dress, surrounded by a few girls who had just entered the entertainment circle. , Hearing them say some compliments, Qi Xuan couldn't hide her triumphant smile.

The host on the stage was speaking generously, accompanied by the low-pitched chirping and buzzing of the people below. Like a bee, Su Liuyin tried hard to focus on the host, and could barely hear what they were saying.

The awards were handed out one by one, and when the best actress award came out, Su Liuyin held her breath, gripped the back of the chair tightly with her fingers, and began to review the awards she had won over the years in her mind, as well as the hard work she had done after entering the entertainment industry. These years of giving.

What are you drawing.

It's just trying to be recognized by others.

"Best Actress—"

The lighting engineer at the venue manipulated the lights to keep shooting across the venue, and when Su Liuyin's eyes hurt from the flash, she heard the male host's voice full of smiles.

"Qi Xuan."

There was thunderous applause at the venue, Qi Xuan stood up from her seat like a proud peacock, looked around with a look of disdain for all sentient beings, fixed her gaze on her, and gave her a provocative look, taking it easy on stage.

The guests presenting the awards began to read the award speeches that had been written long ago. When Su Liuyin heard about her excellent acting skills, she thought that when Qi Xuan was acting in grief, she always liked to express it with wide eyes, and when she acted in crying scenes, she always used eye drops It makes me want to laugh a little bit.

In this world, somehow it has become the king of traffic. All the empathy and tears she learned in college, and the performances of demeanor and eyes have all become evidence to laugh at her.

But she doesn't seem to care much now, and it's useless and not worth it to be sad and angry after learning about such a thing.

As soon as the awards ceremony was over, she avoided people she knew and left the venue.

Shu Lin followed behind her hesitantly, and was about to speak when Su Liuyin stopped her with a wave of his hand. "You must know something, you were so unhappy just now, right?"

"I--"

"Forget it, it doesn't make sense for me to listen now, let's go back, you are tired these days, go and rest."

After learning the truth, Su Liuyin felt much better. Instead, she had time to enlighten the unhappy Shu Lin. After Shu Lin returned with a sad face, she went to find Xiao Mingge.

After asking her assistant, she found out where Xiao Mingge was, and she rushed over impatiently. Just as she was about to open the door, she heard Liu Xun's voice inside the door.

"Xiao Mingge, why did I only realize now that you are really resourceful."

Before Xiao Mingge could speak, she said, "You know that I will compete with you, divorce Su Liuyin on purpose, arouse my fighting spirit, and then stimulate me on purpose, let me sign a contract with her, let me praise her, it's really good plot."

Su Liuyin couldn't listen to what Xiao Mingge said later, his mind was full of Liu Xun's words.

It seems that for so long, she has never understood Xiao Mingge, what she was thinking, and what she had paid for their future.

***

Sending away Liu Xun who came over to question his teacher, Xiao Mingge pinched his aching temple, signed the last document, packed up and prepared to go back.

As soon as the door was opened, Su Liuyin with red eyes threw herself into her arms. She received the news from her assistant that she hadn't won the prize. She thought she cared about it, and stroked her head to comfort her. , but she said before her, "I'm sorry."

Xiao Mingge paused while holding her hand, and then heard her say, "I'm thinking about it. Honor and everything are just floating clouds. I was too stupid before."

They have been together for almost seven years, she never said anything like this before, but now she suddenly thinks about it, Xiao Mingge doesn't know what's wrong with her today, so she hugged her silently, and after a while, she let go of her hand, smiled at her, "Let's go back."

This is not the only thing that Xiao Mingge is hiding from her, but she doesn't want to worry about it anymore. For her, facing the future is more important than worrying about the past.

On the second day of the awards ceremony, she followed the crew to a small village in the desert in the northwest, where she was isolated from the world for about three months, during which she called Xiao Mingge every night.

Facing the moonlit desert at night, listening to Xiao Mingge's unique voice flowing from the mobile phone, slowly falling asleep was the happiest thing for her during that time.

A week after returning to the metropolis, she got the news that a big fish was suspected of corruption and was arrested. After following the clues, she found Zhuang Xin, so she was also arrested and sent to prison.

It was Shu Lin who told her about it.

According to her, when Zhuang Xin was still in school, she would introduce girls from the Art Academy to some powerful people, and then collect fees from them.

She also did it when her junior sister did it.Originally, she knew through Xiao Mingge that she wanted to enter the entertainment circle, so she wanted to introduce her to her.

Through the middleman Xiao Mingge, she must also know the person behind Zhuang Xin, and she can't blame her for being unwilling to investigate this matter by herself, and often helped Qi Xuan during the period of time.

Knowing all the causes and consequences, Su Liuyin didn't say anything, put down the work at hand, and couldn't wait to find Xiao Mingge.

When I found her, I saw her sitting on the sofa, staring at her phone in a daze.

Her name was on the phone page, obviously hesitating to call her.

Seeing her stretching, retracting, retracting and extending hands, Su Liuyin's guilt and pity suddenly rose in her heart.

Xiao Mingge has always been like this. When it comes to her matters, she will be timid. Why on earth would she suspect that such a person is unfaithful to her in love?

When she stretched out her hand again, Su Liuyin held her hand from behind.

Xiao Mingge turned his head in surprise. When he saw her, he was even more surprised. He was a little frightened. He took a step back and was about to explain. It's because I don't trust you that I caused so many troubles."

There are so many separations and reunions in love, isn't it because they don't trust each other.

But now she can be sure that Xiao Mingge is still the same Xiao Mingge from before, the one who loves her and cherishes her.

Xiao Mingge's surprised eyes slowly changed into a familiar gentle smile, and he squeezed her hand tightly.

In the years to come, as long as we tolerate and trust each other, and communicate and explain problems in a timely manner, there will be no more twists and turns.

The author has something to say: According to the outline, there were various twists and turns, and then the story of reconciliation at the end, but the comments below made me deeply realize that I am not the kind of material that writes about the entertainment industry, and I am not suitable for writing flashbacks. My writing is ok, it can be said that I am a good-for-nothing kind of rubbish author, so let's end this book like this.I originally planned to solve v, but considering the editor who has been taking care of me, I can only give up. I will not apply for settlement of this book. If you buy a little angel who feels that you are losing money, you can enter my Weibo, send me a private message, and show it Subscribe to screenshots and let me lose money for you, my Weibo name, a small cement that hits the street, but please don't come for personal attacks.