He doesn't want to be the protagonist

Su Ruanlian was so calm that Qiu Hanci felt a little embarrassed.He couldn't help but wonder if I was too impulsive. Under the bright moonlight, one person sat and the other stood, and didn't move for a long time.

Qiu Hanci said in a shy voice, "You..."

Su Ruanlian raised his head, he didn't laugh or get angry, he just said calmly: "You are a very interesting person, I wouldn't be surprised what happens to you."

Qiu Hanci's face was slightly red, and when he looked up, he felt that the full moon in the sky was extraordinarily white.Qiu Hanci held his breath and said, "I lied to you."

There was a slightly invisible upward arc at the corner of Su Ruanlian's mouth, he half-closed his eyes, as if intoxicated by the moonlight in the middle of the night, "I know."

Qiu Hanci squatted down, and the two sat side by side, the breeze blew the hair that fell on Qiu Hanci's forehead.In late autumn, the bricks and tiles of the roof are covered with a thin layer of frost, and a white mist begins to appear in the distance.

Qiu Hanci felt an inexplicable sense of peace in his heart, he thought, it would be great if this continued.Two people sit together, forget their troubles, enjoy the silence in the middle of the night, there is no noisy sound around, and there is a vast white mist in the distance, how nice it is...

A person who cultivates immortals can sleep for seven days. Qiu Hanci closed his eyes slightly, but his mind was clear.In the morning, the first ray of sunlight shines, and then thousands of strands of golden light emerge from the gaps in the sky, and a trace of warmth seeps into the cold air.Qiu Hanci's eyelids were also illuminated. He lifted his long eyelashes and saw the vast and prosperous world.

People in the city got up early, and not long after the sun rose, small stalls lined up on the side of the road.The shopkeeper girl from yesterday was yawning and leaning against the edge of the door, wearing delicate clothes.

Qiu Hanci felt it, "Actually, it is a beautiful thing to be an ordinary person like them and live for a short few decades."

Su Ruanlian lowered his eyes, watching the people coming and going, he smiled slightly: "Most ordinary people in this world envy the immortals, envy them for their powerful power, their long life, and even more envy them for being able to stay away from the secular world." , not to be troubled by disputes in the world of mortals. And the monks are looking for opportunities to ascend, and they are constantly practicing. Except for you, there is probably no second person who would say that it is better to be an ordinary person instead of being a monk."

Qiu Hanci's nose was slightly red, and after quietly listening to Su Ruanlian's words, he just nodded, his black and white eyes were still looking at the distant sky.

In the early morning, the sun was shining brightly, and in the layers of clouds and mist, there were countless colorful colors, and Qiu Hanci was fascinated by it.When he was still in the world full of modern technology, he often sat on the roof balcony of his house, watching the sun rise and set, and he also used the camera to record this scene. At those moments, Qiu Hanci always felt a lot of emotion in his heart, but Gathered to the end, but could not speak a word.

He clutched his heart, hearing the rhythmic beating of his heart.Qiu Hanci turned his head and squinted his eyes. Under the sunlight, his beautiful and delicate face showed a bit of brilliance.

Su Ruanlian seemed to see a person bathed in golden light.

He was suffocating for breath, and hurriedly turned his face away, but he heard Qiu Hanci's voice next to his ear.

"In my opinion, the life I like is the best. Ordinary people also have the happiness of ordinary people. If there are two or three relatives and friends, or the company of a loved one, life will be glorious. Compared with thousands of Years of solitary life, these few short decades, although a little bit more ups and downs, but also tasteful."

Su Ruanlian turned his head back, he looked at the smiling young man with a slight tinge of pink on his face, and said lightly: "You are not suitable for cultivation."

Those who cultivate immortals should naturally set their hearts on the Dao of Ascension.Both love and love are destined to pass by. For thousands of years, only the Dao will accompany you. If you have distracting thoughts in your heart, you will not be able to ascend.

Su Ruanlian felt that Qiu Hanci was a person with a simple mind, impulsive behavior, and a lot of strange thoughts in his mind, and a person with too complicated feelings might not be suitable for cultivating immortals.

He may be able to become a strong man in the nine continents, but he cannot become the person who has reached the highest peak in the history of cultivating immortals for thousands of years.

How can a person who is dedicated to the Dao of Tongtian be able to linger on the feelings of mundane affairs?

Su Ruanlian shook her head.

Qiu Hanci was like a child who didn't know anything. He leaned over, his nose wrinkled, and Su Ruanlian heard him say: "Let's watch the moon together last night. Don't you have a feeling that your mood is very calm, especially Is it peaceful?"

Su Ruanlian's expression moved slightly...Last night, the two of them sat side by side without saying a word until dawn.

Su Ruanlian was calm in his heart, and even liked this quiet feeling a little bit, but as for appreciating the moon, he didn't think that the two of them sitting in a daze yesterday could be called appreciating the moon.

Besides... Su Ruanlian tilted his head, and Qiu Hanci was sitting next to him, and the two were very close.Su Ruanlian doesn't like to have too close contact with others. If it was in the past, he would have already moved away and frowned slightly.

But last night and today, Su Ruanlian unexpectedly got used to the feeling of sitting next to someone. He never felt uncomfortable, nor did he think about getting up and leaving.

Su Ruanlian lowered her eyes and said, "I remember you said you have someone you like?"

Qiu Hanci didn't hide it, "Yes, I did say it."

Su Ruanlian has never been a person who likes to ask questions, and he is not interested in other people's affairs, but for some reason, today, his chatterbox has been opened.

Perhaps the newborn sunshine is too warm and fascinates people's minds.Or maybe it was because the moonlight last night was so beautiful that people couldn't get over it.

Su Ruanlian said: "Do you like a man?"

Qiu Hanci's face was flushed, his voice became lower and lower, but there was a light in his eyes, "Yes."

Whether you like this kind of thing or not, you can feel it yourself. No matter how dull you are, you will understand that if you have a heart for a person, you can't help but think of that person and care about that person's every move.

Seeing the other person's inadvertent eyes, you will think about many things, whether he likes me or doesn't like me.Trembling, painful and sweet.

Qiu Hanci hasn't fallen to that level yet, firstly, he has too much heart, and secondly, his thinking is simple, and many things that he can't figure out or think about are annoying, he will forget about them.

But even so, Qiu Hanci was sure that Su Ruanlian's position in his heart was different from that of other people.He has many friends, but Su Ruanlian is definitely not one of them.

At first, he only thought that Su Ruanlian was good-looking.Because he had to do those things according to the system's instructions, Qiu Hanci felt guilty towards Su Ruanlian.

Later, he felt that Su Ruanlian was a nice person, so he thought that the two of them might be friends.

In the end, when Su Ruanlian expressed his feelings and Qiu Hanci learned that he was actually the lord of the peak, his state of mind changed, and there were many thoughts in his mind that he had never thought of before.

The plot of the novel is false, Su Ruanlian is not a weak and weak person with no strength to restrain a chicken, and he has no affection for Xiao Rongshu.

When everything became clear, Qiu Hanci found that there was indeed a strange idea in his heart, which had just sprouted and grew wildly.

Recalling many past events, Qiu Hanci felt a sense of melancholy in his heart. He is now in a thousand years ago, and all kinds of things have become clouds and smoke. They existed and did not exist...everything has become an unresolved knot.

Qiu Hanci scratched his hair in distress.

This fell into Su Ruanlian's eyes, making people's eyes move slightly.Su Ruanlian felt that this young man, known as the head of Zuofeng, was famous in nine continents, a young genius, but by himself, he was just a cute and slightly silly ordinary person.

Oh, it's not an ordinary person, and there is no one as stupid as him among ordinary people.

Su Ruanlian felt that he had stayed in this city for too long, perhaps it should be said that he had stayed by Qiu Hanci's side for too long.

Just like what he said before, those who make great achievements in the world of cultivating immortals should have no passion and desire, and should not be troubled by mundane affairs, and naturally they should not stop for a certain person.

It's just a person who has only seen him for half a day, so don't be too nostalgic.

Su Ruanlian had already made up his mind to leave, but before getting up, he still took a deep look at the young man.The young man was dressed in white, his hair was simply tied behind his head, and his lips were red. Looking from a distance, it seemed that there were drops of water on his lips.

Su Ruanlian thought for a while, and said: "Although you are strong, you have to guard against others. In this world, there are gentlemen and villains. To meet the enemy head-on, maybe no one is your opponent, but there are people who are watching you secretly. Man, you have to pay attention."

"I haven't known you for a day, but you treat me as a sincere friend. This is not a good thing."

Su Ruanlian thought, if I want to hurt you, there will already be countless scars on your rosy white face.

Looking at that pink face, and remembering that face covered with scars, he couldn't help but feel terrified.

Qiu Hanci opened his mouth as if he didn't understand, and said with a smile, "Are you worried about me? Don't worry, no one can hurt me!"

The reason why Qiu Hanci has such confidence is because he has already heard the legend of Long Aotian.In his whole life, Lord Zuofeng rarely met an opponent. He can drag the fairy island on the sea alone, and he can also fight all the sea beasts and protect the spirit beasts on the island.

Such a person is not afraid of villains plotting, because the reason why a villain is a villain is because he has not proved his courage and strength to fight, such a person cannot hurt Lord Zuofeng.

Qiu Hanci thought, since Master Zuofeng is me, and I am Master Zuofeng, why should I worry about this and that...

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was witty, and he couldn't help nodding, with a wider smile on his face.

Seeing his appearance, Su Ruanlian didn't know how to feel.He didn't shake his head or sigh, he narrowed his eyes and smiled suddenly.

Qiu Han said: "You look so pretty when you smile, so smile more."

Su Ruanlian didn't stop her smile, but nodded upon hearing the words.Qiu Hanci was overwhelmed by the flattery. Sure enough, Su Ruanlian is a gentle person at heart. Although the first meeting was not pleasant, and there was even coldness in the other party's eyes, they soon became familiar with each other.

Qiu Hanci nodded in his heart, Su Ruanlian, no matter how hard armor you have on the surface, you are actually a soft person...

He raised his eyes, and was about to talk to that person again, but saw Su Ruanlian was holding a sword and was about to leave.

Su Ruanlian turned her head to look at Qiu Hanci, and said, "Goodbye."

After finishing speaking, the voice fell, and the figure disappeared, leaving Qiu Hanci alone standing in place, dazed and foolish.

Su Ruanlian walked with the sword, and couldn't help turning his head. He half-closed his eyes and said in his heart, the more nostalgia, the more entanglement, it is not a good thing for me or him.This person is the head of the Seven Peaks, and I am not a decent person to be accepted by the Immortal Dao. If I entangle him too much, I will be happy for a while, and then I will suffer for a longer time. In the past, it was sad.

It's better to meet by chance and wave goodbye. If there is a chance to see you again, the emotion is light and there is no need to be sad.

He also thought that this person has many disciples and is favored by many seniors in the world of cultivating immortals. He must have many friends, so he should not be short of himself.

As for the others... Su Ruanli remembered that Qiu Hanci said that she had a place in her heart. Although she didn't know whether his words were true or not, but... Su Ruanliao frowned slightly, so she just took it for granted.

He has someone he likes, and after a hundred years, when the two get married, Qiu Hanci should be able to be happy and forget about the person he met by chance.

so good...

Su Ruanlian successfully convinced herself that such an ending was a good thing for herself, and it was also a good thing for Qiu Hanci.

The autumn wind is rustling, and yellow leaves are everywhere.

Qiu Han resigned from the city, stepped on the layers of fallen leaves, looked up, it was the sky thousands of years ago, took a deep breath, and what was soaked into the lung cavity was the air thousands of years ago.

He once entered the world of the book he wrote. There, he looked up and saw the vast sky and the spotless sky. At that time, Qiu Hanci was excited and his eyes were moist. He was both happy and melancholy , but there is also some ambition mixed in with it...

Now that I think about it carefully, at that time, I should have missed the past.After all, he used to be free and fearless.

But now, also living thousands of years ago, Qiu Hanci felt a sense of being at a loss.He didn't know where he should go, and he didn't know what he should do.

Back to Seven Peaks?

He doesn't recognize the people there because he has no memory of the past.Although he has always used his own body, he has experienced a lot and has long since forgotten everything.

Then go to Su Ruanlian?

Qiu Hanci's heart was shocked, yes, go and find Su Ruanlian quickly, he trotted a few steps, and the fallen leaves creaked under his feet, Qiu Hanci said: "What thick leaves!"

He stopped and found that most of the leaves were withered and yellow, and when he looked up again, the bare branches were connected together. Beside the grayish-yellow path, there were these tall... trees without leaves.

Qiu Han resigned: "Your branches will sprout buds in the coming year."

He breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the white mist in the palm of his hand, narrowed his eyes happily, and laughed alone.After laughing, Qiu Hanci stood where he was, feeling a little bored.

Once upon a time, there was a system chattering in my head.Later, Su Ruanlian accompanied him.

But now, he was left alone, in this world he didn't understand.

"This is strange." Qiu Hanci murmured, "I died and became a lonely soul. I came to this world. At that time, I didn't think too much about it. I quickly accepted the fact. Why now? , I’m alive, but I’ve come back to life, but I’m feeling melancholy?”

Qiu Hanci frowned slightly, feeling that the fault should not be with him, but with this body.He looked down and saw his toes, boots wrapped around his feet, and the boots stepped on the thick fallen leaves.

Qiu Han resigned: "I didn't expect that I was such a sentimental person before."

"Sure enough, the rumors are not credible. I am not a carefree person at all."

Qiu Hanci raised his chin and said, "My Lord Dengtian and I are not mortal enemies."

Amusing himself like this, Qiu Hanci felt a sense of happiness in his heart.

He raised his eyes, took a deep breath, and said, "Su Ruanlian, I'm here to find you."

……

However, one day passed, seven days passed, and one month passed...

Qiu Hanci holds the sword, winter is coming.

Although the monk is strong and not afraid of the severe cold, Qiu Hanci still feels a little cold in his heart.

He searched for a long time, but still couldn't find Su Ruanlian. Su Ruanlian disappeared, as if he had never existed.

Qiu Hanci stomped his feet, feeling a little cold on the soles of his feet.These days, on his way to find Su Ruanlian, he saved a few people who were attacked by bandits, and he was thanked by them.

He also met a seriously injured spirit beast. Seeing that the spirit beast was pitiful and cute, Qiu Hanci rescued it again, which was grateful to him.

There are many other things like this, Qiu Hanci can't remember clearly, but others seem to remember clearly.

Qiu Hanci found it strange that he saved people without any spectators, and he himself never publicized it. How come, after a month, all monks from Nine Continents knew that he is kind and enthusiastic ...

Qiu Hanci thought silently, I just saw it, and it was just a matter of time... I was thinking of Su Ruanlian, and it was him I wanted to find.

Thinking of this, Qiu Hanci felt like weeping silently. Where did Su Ruanlian go?

But after thinking about it, Qiu Hanci felt a little confused again. The current Su Ruanlian was not the Su Ruanlian he knew very well, nor the Su Ruanlian who pampered and let him go. After he found him, What to do, what to say...

He frowned slightly, feeling that this past world was really strange.

Holding the sword, he stood at the highest place in the town, with many thoughts in his mind, thinking of this for a while, thinking of that for a while, and even when he was bored, he thought of the steaming big meat bun...

Sigh, since I came to the world of cultivating immortals, I have never eaten delicious steamed stuffed buns. Now that I think about it, I really miss it...

The people below saw it, and they all thought that the head of the seven peaks must be concentrating on cultivation, and even more humanely said: "It turns out that geniuses are different from ordinary people like us. They cultivate to stand at the highest place!"

"That's right, masters, masters, you should stand at the top. I think the Lord of the Seven Peaks is so powerful, it must have something to do with his liking to stand on high places!"

"Yes!"

Since then, people in this city have liked to climb to high places.Qiu Hanci opened his eyes and found that there were people meditating beside him, some people were shivering because of fear of heights, and some people were looking at him adoringly.

Qiu Hanci thought for a while, jumped down, landed firmly on the ground, and sat on the tea stand to drink tea.

So all the tea on the tea stand was sold out in one day.

Qiu Hanci didn't know what happened, so he had to find an inn and sleep at the end. When he woke up three days later, he found that every room in the inn was full, and there was a long queue at the door.

"..." Qiu Hanci thought, I'd better go back to Qizuofeng.

He should stay in this world based on the idea that what has come is safe, but Qiu Hanci is not at ease in his heart. He will always think of Su Ruanlian in the future.

I came here, where did he go?

Was the body I left in that time and space taken away by someone, or did I just sleep there and become an empty shell without a soul?

So what should he do...

Qiu Hanci thought about it for a while, and felt that he could no longer continue "whatever comes, let him be at ease", so he began to think of a way to go back.

That day, he was meditating in the house when he heard a voice.

The voice asked: Why not stay in this world?

Qiu Hanci replied: I do not belong to this world.

The voice asked again: You don't belong to that world either.

Qiu Hanci thought for a while: I understand, so I wanted to go back when I first came, but later, I learned that my body was completely dead, so I took that world as the place where I should exist.

The voice said: No matter which world it is, as long as you live happily, isn't it the world you want?

Qiu Hanci fell silent, the word happiness is simple to say but not simple.

The voice said slowly: In the world of thousands of years, you have been friends with Su Ruanlian, and you continued to chase after him without stabbing him with a sword. Isn't this a good world?

Qiu Han resigned: "Nature is good."

The voice also said: Then why do you want to go back? In a world without regrets, wouldn't it be a great thing to start all over again?

Although Qiu Hanci was meditating, his mind was very clear. Hearing what the voice said, he said: "Of course it's a great thing. Many people should also think that it would be great if they could do it all over again."

The voice said: You have a new chance, so naturally you shouldn't give up.

Qiu Hanci thought to himself, I died once and lived again, and now I have returned to a thousand years ago, and I can change everything in the past. I think God really treats me well.

But he said: If I die, I can go back to the past, naturally I will be ecstatic, but I didn't die, but I went to a past time and space in a daze, I always think, the people who stay in the future Well, what will happen to them.

The voice said: What does it have to do with you.

Qiu Hanci thought that Su Ruanlian should be related to me.

The voice said: Su Ruanlian in this era is also Su Ruanlian, they are the same person.

Qiu Hanci did not answer.

The voice said: You can start all over again with him, there won't be such a long gap between you.

Qiu Hanci frowned slightly, he thought of Su Ruanlian, and his aggrieved appearance... although it was pretending.

The voice said again: They are all Su Ruanlian, they are all the same, as long as you are happy, why bother to think so much.

Qiu Han resigned: Is this world real?

The voice said: If you want it to be true, then it is true.

Qiu Hanci thought of Su Ruanlian's warm palm, the real touch.He said: My memory has never been erased. I remember every bit of being with that person. Maybe the time can be repeated, but everything I have experienced cannot be erased.

Qiu Han said: It should be impossible for a soul to exist in different time and space at the same time.

The voice said: You are right, no matter how similar people are, as long as their souls are different, they just have the same face and same body, and they are no longer the same person.

Qiu Hanci frowned, so is Su Ruanlian in this time and space someone he is familiar with?

The voice said: Don't worry, if you stay in this world, he is the one you know.

Qiu Hanci suddenly grasped something was wrong, he said: What did you say?

The voice said: He is the Su Ruanlian you know, whether it is soul or body.

Qiu Hanci was startled suddenly, besides me, Su Ruanlian also came to this time and space?Then why didn't he recognize me... No, why is his attitude so cold?