After marrying evil, I can't leave

In fact, Zhou Wu has been going through the hurdle in his heart these days.

Since childhood, due to the environmental problems around her, Zhou Wu has always been more or less reserved when socializing with others.

The impression he has always left on everyone is: gentle, loves to laugh, and has a good temper.

Everyone thinks so, even in the end, he himself thinks so.

But that's not the case. In fact, when he was a child, Zhou Wu liked to act like a baby. As long as he remembered, he always pestered Chen Xian to buy malt candy, and pestered a sister who was 12 years older than him to talk about things on campus.

There are two things that made Zhou Wu completely get rid of the habit of acting like a baby.

The first thing is that Zhou Wu hugged Zhou Weiguo's thigh and craved the cake in the window, but Zhou Weiguo refused to buy it for him.

When he got home, Zhou Wu acted like a baby to Chen Xian, and Chen Xian bought it for him.

Zhou Weiguo came back from playing cards and lost money. Seeing Zhou Wu eating cake by himself, he slapped him when he came up.

"I know how to act like a baby to your mother. Boys like to eat sweets. Is it disgusting?"

The second thing is that after entering junior high school, the teacher liked Zhou Wu very much. Whenever he invited parents, he would always say that Zhou Wu had good grades and a sweet mouth. All the teachers in the class liked him very much.

As a result, just a week later, Zhou Wu became a study committee member. After the class meeting, the classmate who competed with him spoke loudly in front of the whole class.

"Zhou Wu is a sycophant who acts like a baby to the teacher every day and flatters her! The teacher chooses you rather than me."

It turned out that what the head teacher praised Zhou Wu in front of Chen Xian was heard by another parent who was criticized.

Then the parent went home to educate the child, you learn from Zhou Wu, who knows how to act like a baby to the teacher, and come here.

That classmate was quite popular in the class, but now, many students looked at Zhou Wu in the wrong way.

"Boys are still acting like a baby, flattering, good mother."

"Don't play with coquetry."

"Did you know? Last time he fell down playing basketball, he actually cried!"

Zhou Wu wanted to say that he sprained his ankle that time, and it hurt so much, and he thought he had a broken bone and would not be able to walk in the future, so he scared himself and cried.

Most of the students on campus at that age hate the top students who get close to their teachers.

I was worried that this person would make a small report, so after that day, Zhou Wu was alienated and even isolated

It wasn't until high school that Zhou Wu got rid of the nickname of "acting like a baby".

When he arrived at the university, he even kept things in his heart when he had something to do, and he would not let out any unhappiness, let alone act like a baby to others.

Completely hide this side of yourself.

Besides, he thinks that he should act like a baby when he is young. He also has a younger brother, so he can't help himself.

A deep-rooted idea: acting like a baby is shameful.

So when he turned over and carefully circled Bailiqi, his anxiety reached the extreme.

I am deeply afraid of being hated and being treated as a "trouble".

This was Zhou Wu's coquettish act in a sober state, he couldn't be as calm as he was drunk.

"I seem to be... having a nightmare." His heart was beating loudly, and he didn't look at the other party.

So when Zhou Wufan was hugged, his body became hot all of a sudden, as if he had a fever.

I was hugged.

"What dream did you have?"

Next to Zhou Wu's ear was the deep voice of the other party, and he couldn't help but feel a numbness behind his ears, which spread to his whole body.

It took a while to make up: "That is, being chased by a ghost, in the mountains, afraid..."

Bailiqi fell silent.

It was a bad memory. He thought Zhou Wu was being chased by a "ghost" here, referring to himself, who was so frightened that he trembled all over, crying and begging.

Facing Bailiqi's silence, Zhou Wu's heart sank just now.

He hesitated and slowly withdrew his hand: "I... I will continue to sleep."

Suddenly, Bailiqi said: "It won't happen again."

Zhou Wu: "What?"

Bailiqi: "I won't treat you like before."

What this means is that Bailiqi will not scare Zhou Wu anymore, but in Zhou Wu's ears, it becomes: I will not cook for you, open the door for you, and accompany you like before.

This sentence caused Zhou Wu to cool down instantly, his lips moved twice, as if a pot of cold water had been poured into a hot pot, it made a sizzling sound.

Zhou Wu whispered bitterly: "Well..."

Little by little, he rolled over and shrank back.

Zhou Wu was like a salted fish on a dry pot, tossing and turning, unable to sleep but forced himself to close his eyes.

When Zhou Wu turned over again, Baili Qi finally grabbed him and held his shoulder: "Can't you sleep?"

Zhou Wu wanted to say, yes, he couldn't sleep and was unhappy, but he wondered if this was acting like a baby again, so he didn't say anything.

Bailiqi felt that something was wrong, Zhou Wu, who was clearly embracing him just now, suddenly looked like his yang energy had been taken away, and his whole body was listless.

Bailiqi frowned: "What's wrong with you?"

Zhou Wu shook his head, shaking his head, the corners of his eyes suddenly became hot, the tear glands have always been out of control of his will, and he easily violated his will.

"Why are you crying?" Bailiqi stared at his tears, frowned, thinking about why Zhou Wu was crying.

He said he would not scare Zhou Wu again, why did he cry instead?

Does Zhou Wu like to be scared?

Does he like...?

impossible.

Only then did Zhou Wu realize that he was crying, and frantically held back his tears: "No..."

The sky outside the window began to be dim and gray, and there was a small night light in the room. After Zhou Wu wiped away his tears, he looked up at Bailiqi's face. He felt that the other party was like a black mist, which would disperse when he blew on it. dissipated in his own memory.

Over the past few days, I have been cautious, apprehensive, happy, and that sweet and sour feeling all mixed together at once.

He was getting weird, he wanted to curl up again, like he did every day and night.

Baili is not allowed to give up.

But a pair of big hands spread him out again, showing his softest belly, and then entangled his limbs, as if even his hair was entwined.

The original Zhou Wu was like a wrapped glass bottle with rolls of bandages wrapped around it.

People can't see the inside, and they can't open the inside. If you want to open it, you have to find the opening slowly.

But suddenly one day, a frighteningly strong force tore off the bandage, and then used thunder to pry open the glass, shattered it, and entered the innermost part.

While everything was being disrupted, it also allowed that force to see the softest part.

At the same time, the side that dare not reveal is also forcibly presented.

Was smashed, reorganized, forced to face the original self.

Breathing on the cold shoulder, Zhou Wu's neck was wrapped around the black hair, a little itchy, tears mixed into the hair, and some stuck to his face.

The heartbeat was fast, and it must be heard, Zhou Wu held back very hard.

Bailiqi wrapped Zhou Wu up, and the quilt was messed up.

The white toes are in contact with the pale feet, one big and one small, protruding from the quilt and entangled with each other at the end of the bed.

Bailiqi: "Zhou Wu."

Zhou Wu paused, this... seemed to be the first time Bailiqi called his name.

"What's the matter with you?" Bailiqi placed his palm on the back of his neck and patted him lightly.

Zhou Wu stared at him, then suddenly stretched out his hand, touching the tip of his nose, cock, lips and eyelashes with his warm fingertips.

Bailiqi just let Zhou Wu touch his face, then grabbed his hand and scratched his cheek.

Zhou Wu looked at his face obsessively, tears were still flowing, but he seemed to be sucked in, the warmth of his face was still in the palm of his hand.

Like a ghost, she said softly, "You...why didn't you open the door for me today."

After saying this, Zhou Wu buried his head again.

Bailiqi:?

what.

There was a momentary pause in his movements, and the phalanx that was placed between Zhou Wu's hair and slowly running along the hair also stopped.

Open the door?

"because this?"

Zhou Wu shook his head desperately: "No, it's not... just..."

Bailiqi dug him out from his shoulder, took a few pieces of paper from the bedside, wiped away the tears on his face, lifted his bangs with his fingertips, and saw his whole face clearly.

The almond eyes were red, the tip of the nose was also red, twitching and twitching, and the fair cheeks became flushed from crying.

Zhou Wu used his hands to remove the finger that lifted the bangs: "Without bangs, it's ugly..."

Bailiqi looked at him and retorted: "It's not ugly."

"Because I didn't open the door for you, are you angry?" Bailiqi asked.

Zhou Wu didn't speak, this time he buried his face in the quilt.

Bailiqi didn't dig him out this time, but grabbed his fingers with his fingertips.

"I ask a question, and if you answer yes, grab me with two fingers."

"If not, just grab one."

Zhou Wu was crying in the quilt, and after hearing Baili Qi's coaxing words, he calmed down slowly, and felt a little ashamed.

"I didn't open the door for you, are you angry?"

Zhou Wu grabbed his index finger and thumb.

"You like to be frightened? Or... rudely treated?"

Zhou Wu slumped under the quilt, and his whole body burned up. How could Bailiqi have such an idea?

He quickly grabbed one, but for some reason, his breathing fluctuated violently.

Bailiqi almost knew it, but he liked interacting with Zhou Wu like this, so he continued to ask: "Would you like chicken porridge tomorrow morning?"

Zhou Wu paused, but he didn't expect the other party to ask this, so he grabbed two.

Bailiqi asked a few more dispensable questions, and Zhou Wu answered them one by one, calming down a lot.

Until Bailiqi asked that question.

"Can I kiss you"

Zhou Wu in the quilt remained silent.

After a long time, Bailiqi wanted to lift the quilt to see Zhou Wu fell asleep from time to time, and suddenly felt two fingers being held.

At this moment, Bailiqi was on fire.

Zhou Wu was wearing light blue pajamas, his fair skin matched with blue, he looked pure and pure, plus he cried beautifully, when he was dug out from the quilt by Bailiqi, his whole body exuded a sweet smell.

Zhou Wu was already out of breath from crying, but now he felt suffocated by the kiss, and beat Bailiqi's shoulder desperately.

After being tossed and turned, Zhou Wu started crying again when he was let go: "Are you... are you going to suffocate me?"

Bailiqi suddenly couldn't hear the word 'death', pressed Zhou Wu's mouth with his index finger, quickly hugged him to comfort him, and said sorry, sorry, and couldn't control it.

When Zhou Wu calmed down a bit, he said, "Why don't you come?"

"I... come?" With a swipe, Zhou Wu's whole body burned.

The last time he took the initiative to get close to Bailiqi, it was because he went all out and drank, but this time he is completely sober and has something on his mind.

The whole person feels completely different.

Looking at Bailiqi's expectant eyes, Zhou Wu felt sore and swollen in his heart. He slowly approached Bailiqi, covered his lips, and closed his eyes.

He stretched out his tip desperately.

The warm body approached Bailiqi, rubbing against each other like a kitten, feeling the tip of the other's tongue cautiously sticking out.

Zhou Wu couldn't predict how strong his response would be.

So, when things came, he panicked.

This development made him unpredictable.

At first I thought it was just a taste, but I didn't expect that there was an extremely turbulent torrent hidden behind the gentleness, rushing him like being merged into the rushing sea from a small river, the blood almost broke through the top of his head, and his limbs were numb.

Fear is mixed with a little disorientation, and a little curiosity about the unknown... -

When Zhou Wu, who had fallen asleep in a daze, woke up, he felt a little pain in his body, and when he sat up, he felt a complete pain.

He got up slowly and walked out, Bailiqi was making chicken porridge that he had agreed to last night.

"What side dish do you want?"

"Mustard mustard, poached eggs..." Zhou Wu lowered his head and said softly.

Zhou Wu didn't dare to look at him, so he quickly washed up, drank the porridge with his head down, and ran out after saying "I'm going to work."

He was close to fleeing.

He breathed a sigh of relief when he got on the subway.

Last night's physical examination failed. It is not as easy as imagined to open a place that has never been set before.

He was in excruciating pain, and when he couldn't help it, the normal saline couldn't stop gushing out, his limbs began to twitch, and he slapped Bailiqi several times in a row, until his hand hurt.

Bailiqi put the palm of his hand on his lips and kissed him, feeling sorry for Zhou Wu's pain, and comforted him in his ear.

That voice is deep and has a scalp-numbing magnetism, which will definitely make people feel distracted on weekdays.

But Zhou Wu breathed too much because of fear and pain, which made him lack of oxygen, so he couldn't hear anything, and he forgot what the other party said later.

I only remember that I screamed out as if I was dying, and I don't quite remember what happened next.

But in the end it failed, and Zhou Wu left a shadow, and began to be afraid of such things.

It hurts so much.

Zhou Wu didn't dare to sit on the seat on the subway, and stood trembling, recalling the pain, he couldn't help shivering.

Was it that painful?

In fact, Bailiqi is very gentle and gentle, although Zhou Wu was frightened by Bailiqi's strong style at first, thinking that the other party must be fierce and domineering.

Who would have thought it would be so gentle.

But it didn't work either.

Just not.

The difference in body shape between Zhou Wu and Bailiqi is doomed to fail.

Later, for several days, Zhou Wu didn't dare to look into Bailiqi's eyes——

They got into an awkward situation.

Zhou Wu is hiding from Bailiqi, but Bailiqi obviously wants to get closer to Zhou Wu, Zhou Wu dodges in every possible way, crying when he is very scared, crying is very effective for Bailiqi.

So much so that Zhou Wu felt that he had shed all the tears of his life in the past few days.

During the week, Zhou Wu avoided him, worked overtime every day and went to cupping on weekends, or went to sing with Wu Yao and the others, if not, he could go to the library to enrich his cultural knowledge.

He tried all kinds of reasons, and he didn't know if Bailiqi had noticed, but he escaped for a few days.

It is worth mentioning that on the way to work that day, Zhou Wu met a familiar face just downstairs from his house.

Song Shu.

When Zhou Wu saw him, he was not frightened for the first time, but stared at him blankly, and it took him a while to remember.

Song Shu saw Zhou Wu and smiled at him: "Long time no see."

Zhou Wu looked at him vigilantly: "You..."

Song Xu waved his hand: "You don't have to be afraid, I was also kept in the dark about that marriage."

Zhou Wu glanced at the sixth floor: "Are you here to find... Baili?"

Song Shu nodded.

Zhou Wu doesn't like Song Shu inexplicably, not because he is a ghost, nor because of things in the mountains, but...Song Shu knows Bailiqi, and he may know what happened to Bailiqi before.

I don't know anything myself.

Zhou Wu asked tentatively, "What's your relationship?"

Song Shu took a deep look at Zhou Wu, the smile on his face restrained: "I can't tell you this."

Zhou Wu held back his breath: "Then let me go, I'm going to go to work."

It was only when Zhou Wu was about to walk out of the community that he turned to look at Song Shu. There was no shadow of him, standing in the dark under the scorching sun, looking straight at Zhou Wu's direction.

Zhou Wu's heart skipped a beat, a little scared.

He didn't know what Song Shu would say to Bailiqi, but he didn't want to ask. It seemed strange if he asked, prying into privacy, but he would scratch his heart if he didn't ask.

In the end, Zhou Wu didn't ask -

When he arrived at the stage, Zhou Wu forced his posture not to look weird.

It's been a few days, but he still hurts, even though he didn't show it in front of Baili, he was worried that Baili would look at his feet.

But if he can stand, he never sits. When recording a food show, he never touches a chair.

See you at the break of the show, he was thinking in his heart how to reject Bailiqi tonight.

After thinking for a long time, he finally thought of one, took out his mobile phone, and sent a message to Bailiqi who was using the live broadcast platform on his computer.

Tell him that he is going to go to an Internet cafe with his friends tonight, and let him not wait for him.

After sending this message, he let out a long breath, let go of the burden in his heart, and even smiled sweeter.

After get off work, Zhou Wu slowly tidied up his things and was about to clock in, when he heard the people around him exclaim.

"It's snowing outside!"

"Really, the first snow this year!"

"It's so beautiful, but it must be very cold. It seems to go back to eat hot pot soon."

When Zhou Wu heard this, his heart moved, and he suddenly seemed to go back to the warm little house to eat the delicious food made by Bailiqi.

But he is too scared, tomorrow is the weekend again.

At this moment, Zhou Wu was too scared to see if Bailiqi replied to him.

Zhou Wu was not in the mood to watch the snow anymore, so he took out his mobile phone to book a box after finishing packing.

At this time, the colleague next to him yelled again: "Look, is there a handsome guy with long hair standing outside?"

"Wow, really, so handsome, who are you waiting for?"

"Ah, it's so far away, my heart is moving!"

When Zhou Wu heard about the handsome guy with long hair, his heart skipped a beat, and he hurried over to lie down in front of the window.

Zhou Wu saw Bailiqi standing in the snow.

On a road with few pedestrians, Bailiqi stood on the sidewalk of the road. He was only wearing a thin coat and sweater, his long hair was tied behind his back, and his boots exuded a metallic texture.

In the boundless goose feather heavy snow, he stood like an ice sculpture, motionless, until he sensed Zhou Wu's gaze, raised his head, and looked at him.

Too far away, Zhou Wu couldn't see what was hidden in his eyes.

Therefore, the first thought in Zhou Wu's heart was——ah!Bailiqi couldn't help it!They actually found the unit to arrest him and bring him home!