you are the one I love.

"..." I couldn't say it.

Under Cheng Yufei's gaze, Gu Nianxi lowered her head, and even the hands around her waist loosened as if she had suddenly lost strength.

There is no way.

Can't say it.

I don't believe you or anything... It's just... I don't have confidence in myself or anything... But because these words are stuck in my throat, I can't tell you no matter what.

Gu Nianxi thought so in his heart.

Cheng Yufei didn't care so much, no matter what Gu Nianxi thought, she must ask the truth today.

The other hand is still maintaining the posture of clasping the ten fingers of Gu Nianxi's hand, while the free hand raised Gu Nianxi's chin, making her look directly at him, let her look at him.

let her...

Let only herself be in her eyes.

"Why?" Cheng Yufei stared into her eyes.

"..." Gu Nianxi bit her lower lip and remained silent.

Cheng Yufei had no choice but to sigh, after all... If Gu Nianxi didn't want to say something, would she really want to do something to Gu Nianxi and force her to say... Maybe she didn't want to say something.

"I don't know...why do you think that I don't like you." Cheng Yufei turned her gaze away, lowered her head, fixed her eyes on Gu Nianxi's hand that had been interlocking her fingers, and said slowly, "But I Really...really, really, really, really like you very much. I never felt...I like you like now, like someone. You are the first, and you will definitely be..."

Cheng Yufei raised her head and looked into Gu Nianxi's eyes without reservation or concealment, "The last one." She couldn't help smiling, a little shy, a little shy, "I think...we will always be together together—ah—"

Sudden surprise.

Because just after Cheng Yufei finished speaking, Gu Nianxi hugged her before she finished speaking.Very hard, very hard hugs.

"I……"

"Huh?" Cheng Yufei also hugged her, and her cheek was pressed against hers, feeling... so comfortable, so comfortable... There was a little itchiness on the neck, and... there was also a little in the heart.

"It's not that I don't have confidence in you... I'm..." It's like I suddenly feel like I want to pour out my emotions, I want to try... tell her my feelings, "I'm just... to myself no confidence."

Cheng Yufei was taken aback for a moment, then understood, and suddenly realized... This is a very serious problem.

It's not that Gu Nianxi doesn't believe that Cheng Yufei likes her, but that she doesn't have confidence in herself and feels that she can't attract Cheng Yufei.

"Don't you believe that I like you?" Cheng Yufei broke away from this embrace, but looked at Gu Nianxi again, she wondered... did she make Gu Nianxi... too insecure.

"I...not...just—" Gu Nianxi spoke very slowly, trying to explain something, she licked her dry lips, and when she opened her mouth with difficulty to say something more, her opened lips It was stuck by Cheng Yufei's cold index finger.

"You don't have to say anything."

Gu Nianxi closed her lips obediently.

"You don't have to think about anything," Cheng Yufei's face was full of sadness, "you just need to know that I like you very much, and Cheng Yufei likes Gu Nianxi very much. I know what you are hesitating about." She recalled the contents of that recording.

About...why I have always dated men, but now, I am dating women.Gu Nianxi... Probably because of this matter, he is hesitating, right?

"I admit, and I can't deny, that my past contacts were all men, but as you can see, those... all, all, are things in the past. For me, the most important thing It's the present, being with you, and the future, being with you, those are the things I care about, what I care about." Cheng Yufei said very seriously.

In fact... She didn't know what kind of method she should use to let Gu Nianxi know that she is a very attractive person, so... she was attracted to her unconsciously, and when she returned When he came to his senses, he already... couldn't help falling in love with her.

Maybe... when she was being clever.

Maybe... when she smiled so cutely.

Maybe... from the parking lot where they had an argument.

As far as the outcome is concerned, maybe...their love is destined.

"Can you understand... what I mean?" Seeing that Gu Nianxi was silent for a while, and she didn't see anything, Cheng Yufei became a little at a loss.

Gu Nianxi nodded and said, "I know what you mean. You want to tell me that you like me. It's just..." The corners of Cheng Yufei's mouth, which was about to raise, retracted because of the words behind her.

"How long will it be?"

Gu Nianxi didn't even know how she did it. She asked this sentence calmly and calmly, as if... she didn't rehearse it in her heart beforehand, but... she said it to herself very suddenly. heart...uncertain about the future....

I know that you like me, and I also believe that you like me.

At least... At this moment, I like it.At least... During the days we were together, we liked each other very much.

But how long will it be?

How long can I make you like me like this?

How long will you... like me like this?

After hearing these words, Cheng Yufei already understood, no matter what answer she gave.Gu Nianxi...wouldn't believe it.

Because of time...about how long it will be, the answer to this kind of question is very illusory, even if Cheng Yufei answers for a lifetime, Gu Nianxi's heart... probably will never believe it.

"I really want to tell you, it's a lifetime." Cheng Yufei calmed down all her emotions, and suddenly felt a sense of relief, "But... how long a lifetime will last, I don't know. Maybe it's very short, maybe it's very long. But , These are all things, neither you nor I can be sure."

Gu Nianxi looked directly at Cheng Yufei with piercing eyes, and watched her briskly say a word, a word...that made her head confused, "So, are you ready?"

"What? What are you ready for?" The atmosphere immediately eased from seriousness.

"Are you ready... to finish this life with me? Hold my hand, together. Are you ready?" Cheng Yufei was full of affection, staring into Gu Nianxi's eyes, the corners of her mouth raised high, It seems that even the eyes are smiling.

"I..." Well, Gu Nianxi really didn't expect to be confused by the question.

Cheng Yufei stretched out her thumb and stroked Gu Nianxi's lips, "You just need to answer me, you are ready, that's it."

"..." Gu Nianxi was at a loss for words for a moment, "poof" he couldn't help laughing again, "You are so stupid at all."

"It's just shameless. So, holding on like this, we can't separate." Cheng Yufei shook the hand holding Gu Nianxi vigorously again.

Gu Nianxi laughed, but didn't speak again, never mentioning what happened just now.Hugged with Cheng Yufei again for a long time.

Cheng Yufei understood, so naturally she didn't bring up the matter of destroying the atmosphere.But she told herself in her heart that she would slowly make changes to make Gu Nianxi feel more and more secure.

a week later.

"Dong dong."

"Please come in."

Gu Siyan raised her head from a pile of documents.

"Mr. Gu, this is Police Officer Wang. He said he has an important record that I need to show you." Secretary Zhao walked in first, followed by a police officer wearing a police cap. - people who serve -.

Gu Siyan nodded to show that she understood, Secretary Zhao went out and closed the door.

"Wang-police-officer, right? Hello." Gu Siyan stood up, shook hands with Wang-police-officer, and said, "Actually, I received a call this morning, and I know there will be a result today."

"Mr. Gu, hello. I am ordering from my superiors to send this transcript and report. These are copies. Please take a look at it first." Wang-the police-officer-was very polite and handed over the documents to Looking at Gu Siyan, "If there are any problems, you can make changes. I won't leave until you think there are no problems."

"it is good."

Gu Siyan opened the transcript, and after reading it, she looked at another document.

Everything comes from Cheng Qiming and Xu Jianxun's father and son, as well as the content of their judgments and the like.

Among them, there are three full pages of content, explaining what happened on the day of the crime.

At the beginning, Cheng Qiming actually went to the resort to have fun, but he didn't tell anyone about the trip to the resort, because it just so happened that the school organized the students of his level to go camping in those few days At that time, Cheng Qiming paid the money, but he didn't go with the school's big team, but went to the resort alone. As for why he didn't get discovered...you can imagine.

He didn't expect that the weather would be bad again after he went to the resort, so he thought about going all the way, so he simply wandered around and played near the beach, because even the beach has places to shelter from the rain, so Cheng Qiming decided to So bold, but there were basically no people near the beach at that time, and with the heavy rain afterwards, naturally no one would come out.

until later...

A middle-aged couple and a group of people dressed in black suits with sunglasses appeared in Cheng Qiming's sight.

As they got closer, the man in the couple, with a thick voice and a somewhat anxious tone, asked him if he saw a girl, and described the girl's appearance and appearance.

Cheng Qiming recognized that the person who asked was Gu Chengyang.At that time, the chairman of Gu's Group, no matter whether it was in banquets, news channels or newspapers, he had been seen before, how could Cheng Qiming not know him?

In other words, the woman next to him is his wife?So... The person they are looking for... According to the description, it is Gu Siyan, right?

Cheng Qiming secretly smiled, but his heart burst into laughter, and the anxious adults in front of him were too anxious to notice the change in the expression of the child in front of them.

During that time... Gu Siyan and Cheng Xueyan were already passionately in love. Even if Cheng Qiming didn't talk to Cheng Xueyan at home, he could feel how happy she was in her heart just by looking at her. But the happier Cheng Xueyan was, the more Cheng Qiming hated her , the person who hates making her happy like this is not herself, but... Gu Siyan.

Obviously they are both in the same school, but Gu Siyan is a famous figure in the school, and she is just an outstanding student and good-looking, but when it comes to names... When it comes to Gu Siyan, not many people will not know it, but Speaking of him, Cheng Qiming...but he was not taken seriously.

Obviously... He also grew up with Cheng Xueyan.

Obviously... he was the one who arrived first.

He could have countless opportunities, but he was always preempted by Gu Siyan, always defeated by Gu Siyan.

Thinking of this, Cheng Qiming felt that his heart was filled with anger and had nowhere to vent, and there was nowhere to burn the anger.

"She went to sea." These four words came out of his mouth.

"What? Going to sea? Are you sure it's the girl I said?"

"I'm sure." There was a hint of pleasure in his eyes.

Then, those people rushed to the beach, boarded the boat and went out to sea.

Not long after that, the rain poured down again.

In the morning, when Cheng Qiming woke up after playing a prank at home and having a satisfying sleep, he learned that...someone died because of going out to sea.

He was extremely scared in his heart, so he specially went to see the victim, it was Gu Siyan's parents... He didn't expect, really didn't expect such a thing to happen.

This is human life, it is human life.

Cheng Qiming was terribly afraid, so he had to call Yuanyang to his father Xu Jianxun who was far away overseas.

The next thing... is to conceal the truth.

He originally thought that such a sense of guilt would accompany him for the rest of his life, but...unexpectedly, not long after that incident happened, it was reported that Gu Siyan wanted to sever ties with the Gu family and go overseas.

From Cheng Xueyan's tears, Cheng Qiming got the proof that this matter was true.

very good.His chance... finally came.

He doesn't want to fail, he doesn't want to.Never again.I don't want to...lose to Gu Siyan again.

Now is the right time.Even God is helping him.

Then this... must have been predestined.Even if he didn't tell them at that time, someone else would have done it, but...it just happened to be him at the time, and it had nothing to do with him.

So... just like that, the guilt of that year gradually decreased, and the time passed, until Cheng Qiming couldn't remember it anymore.

Gu Siyan has returned home.

The momentum is huge and everyone knows it.

Memories about that incident back then flooded in like a tide, drowning Cheng Qiming.

He felt like he was drowning.

Therefore, he began to constantly target Gu Siyan, mocking her, provoking her, framing her secretly, and even provoked the strife between her and Cheng Xueyan, forcing her to leave Cheng Xueyan and leave the country, except because Gu Siyan started to approach Cheng Xueyan together again. , Cheng Xueyan was also with her again, but also because of the... guilt that kept pouring out of her heart, no, maybe it was fear.

He was afraid, that fear, would overwhelm himself.

Gu Siyan raised her head, her hands couldn't help shaking, because of this, because she hated herself, hated herself, did she kill her parents?

Maybe that sentence was an unintentional mistake, but Gu Siyan couldn't help but wonder why Cheng Qiming didn't come at her. If it wasn't because of him, her parents wouldn't...

Gu Siyan bit her lips until her lips turned white, then she let go of her teeth, adjusted her breathing, put on a formulaic smile again, and said, "Thank you for sending me the notes and documents today. Let me see. Sorry to trouble you."

"Is there any problem?" After all, he was told by his superiors. Wang - the police officer - felt that he had to ask clearly, otherwise he would have no good fruit if his superiors found out.

"No big problem." Gu Siyan said with a smile, "However, please also tell - Chief - Police - Division - the day of the public trial, I went to watch it myself."

"Okay. I will definitely pass it on. Then, I will take my leave." Wang - the police officer - stood up and bowed slightly to Gu Siyan.

Gu Siyan nodded.

After he left, Gu Siyan looked at the closed records and documents on the table for a long time, then took out the lighter and burned them all.

Just let her bear these painful things alone.

In the future, the Gu family will start a new life. They shouldn't... and don't need to be bound by these painful memories anymore.

It is good for her to bear the pain carried by these truths.

"Ring, ringing." The ringing interrupted her thoughts, it was Gu Siyan's personal phone.

"Xueyan, what's wrong?" It was Cheng Xueyan's exclusive ringtone, and Gu Siyan knew it even without looking at the caller ID.

"Siyan, don't you want to go to Gu's house to have dinner with grandpa together today? We agreed that we would go there early together, why haven't you come yet?" Cheng Xueyan came over the phone with a slightly complaining tone.

"Okay, I was wrong, I was working on a project just now, so it took me a while, I'll be back now." Gu Siyan apologized kindly, "I also brought your favorite cake."

"..." There is cake, then...forgive her, "Then...then you come back quickly. But drive slowly."

"Pfft..." Gu Siyan couldn't help but wanted to laugh, and she really laughed out loud, "You told me to go back quickly, and you told me to drive slowly, so how can I go back quickly?"

"You...you did it on purpose!"

"Okay. I'll be back right away, right away...home." The gentle look on his face could make people tired.

In my impression, Gu Siyan seldom mentioned the word "home" so formally and emotionally. Cheng Xueyan sensed her emotions and knew that something must have happened, so she answered her thoughtfully.

"Okay. I'll wait for you to go home."

Finish.