you are the one I love.

After that, Cheng Xueyan never spoke again.

Shen Yanxin didn't hear Cheng Xueyan's voice, so she didn't speak, but kept patting Cheng Xueyan's back lightly to comfort her.

Even if it's yourself, you can't control it.

Yes, when you really like someone, whether you want to like her, whether you want to continue to like her, how can these things be out of her control.She can think about this matter rationally, but she cannot treat it rationally.Because she can't control her heart.

How could Cheng Xueyan not know about this.

It's just that there are some truths that everyone understands when they are said, but it is so difficult to actually do them.

Cheng Yufei, who was at the door, silently listened to everything that happened in the room, her mother's worries, and her sister's loneliness.

In fact, after she finished shopping, she went directly back to her mother's private room, and she also had the key, but when she heard the voice of her mother talking to her sister when she was at the door, she gently took out the room card, swiped The door was opened, but there was still a "squeak".

Because the security protection of the residents' apartments in the nursing home is good, even the gates of the nursing home are fingerprinted, and the room cards are not even swiped, because they are afraid that some residents will lose their room cards or keys and sneak into the nursing home. In the case of being harassed or the residents' belongings are stolen, the door must be entered with fingerprints to enter.

However, you need to swipe your card when you enter the apartment of the resident, and finally you need to swipe the card when you enter your small single room, and there will be a "squeak" sound when the door is opened, but the sound is not loud, just enough to make the inside of the small single room Residents heard a little noise.Although it seems a little troublesome, with three layers of protection, but because of the unique security measures, there have been almost no thefts or intrusions by outsiders. The residents of the nursing home are very satisfied with this.

Therefore, it may be because Shen Yanxin in the living room of the room was too involved in talking to Cheng Xueyan, and did not pay attention to the movement on the door. After all, only those with room cards can enter the room, so the mother and daughter in the room Neither of them was too worried about who else could come in besides their three mothers and daughters.

Cheng Yufei originally planned to speak after she entered the room lightly. She belonged to the kind of person who heard her voice before seeing her. She had such a habit with her family members, but when she got close, she heard her voice. Mom was talking to her sister about her sister's relationship problems, so she stopped silently, closed the door and leaned against the door.

She knew that her elder sister had always liked elder sister Siyan, and it had been so many years in a flash.

Ten years of youth is extremely precious time for a girl and even more so for a woman.

Not to mention that her sister was with Gu Siyan before she was 17 years old.Then Gu Siyan left. For ten years, her sister had been vacant for ten years. Maybe it didn't mean that she was waiting for Gu Siyan, but Cheng Yufei knew that, at least, in these ten years, her sister's heart, Cheng Xueyan's heart, Gu Siyan has always existed.

Maybe it's because she hasn't met anyone she thinks is suitable; maybe she doesn't think she's met someone better than Gu Siyan who makes her heart move; maybe it's because she thinks...it's a very difficult thing to invest in a new relationship with someone else. tiring thing.

However, after ten years of tossing and turning, Cheng Xueyan's place in her heart has never been given to anyone else.

In fact, Cheng Yufei sometimes felt that she could understand her sister.After all, her sister and Gu Siyan are involved too much, and their parents are family friends, so Cheng Xueyan has known Gu Siyan since she was a child, grew up together in childhood, went to an international school together in middle school, and high school is still a continuation of the old way of getting along.There are too many memories between her sister and Gu Siyan, too many to count. As long as things related to her childhood are mentioned, Gu Siyan must be mentioned.

Cheng Xueyan's life for the first 17 years was all related to Gu Siyan, the relationship between them is so inextricably linked, how can they be easily forgotten.

In the next ten years, Cheng Xueyan waited stubbornly and never interacted with anyone again. When Cheng Xueyan's family business was in crisis, it was Gu Siyan who appeared with her and saved her crisis.Now at the age of 27, she is already a young mature woman, or a mature woman, but it is still difficult to get rid of everything related to Gu Siyan.Can't get rid of it either.

Thinking about it carefully, Cheng Yufei felt that it was too long, whether it was her sister's love history or her sister's love for someone.They are so long that she can't match them.

Ten years, long is actually quite long, but short is also short, after all, the future life is still so long.But it just so happened that these ten years were also very important ten years in Cheng Xueyan's life, the ten years in which she grew up and transformed from a girl to a woman.

However, Cheng Xueyan spent the past ten years obsessively loving Gu Siyan.

For Cheng Xueyan, apart from Gu Siyan, it is probably impossible for her to love another person in her life.Because she has exhausted all her strength to love Gu Siyan, she loves Gu Siyan too much, there is really no way to empty her heart and make room for others.

This is also what makes Cheng Yufei extremely envious and distressed.

How easy it is to like someone.It's not easy to love someone.What's more, it is even more difficult to love someone so paranoidly like her sister Cheng Xueyan.

So even if Cheng Yufei hadn't experienced it, she could somewhat imagine that Cheng Xueyan must have loved Gu Siyan to the bottom of her heart, so she had been waiting for Gu Siyan's return without reservation.He must have suffered unimaginable struggles and sufferings to be able to love Gu Siyan as firmly as he is now for ten years.

Cheng Yufei admired her sister's determination very much, and felt sorry for the torture and hardship her sister had suffered because of this.

But fortunately, Cheng Xueyan's contribution has never been meaningless.

She could slightly feel that Gu Siyan's feelings for Cheng Xueyan were still there, but it was not as ostentatious as when she was a student. Cheng Yufei could see it from the time when Gu Siyan went to the hospital in the hands of Cheng's mansion.

The love between Cheng Xueyan and Gu Siyan.It's not wishful thinking, but mutual affection.

This is exactly what Cheng Yufei admires very much.

To be honest, when it comes to understanding and feeling about love, Cheng Yufei is not ignorant, after all, she is 25 years old.But to say how deep her understanding and feelings of love are, I'm afraid, even she herself can't be clear.

She has always liked reading books, and has read many books since she was a child. She never refuses any type of book.Romance novels were popular when she was a student, so she naturally read them a lot.What those romance novels talk about is the textbook love, and it is also the love that everyone knows.

But that kind of love has stereotyped views and definitions.

is a broad sense.In other words, export, everyone seems to be able to understand.

But, is that the love Cheng Yufei wants?

She didn't understand, and she wasn't sure.

Vigorously, forever.Hold your hand and grow old with you.

These are the plots and oaths often found in romance novels.

The male protagonist fell in love with the female protagonist at first sight, and then the two were together. After experiencing ups and downs and overcoming many difficulties, the male protagonist made a promise to the female protagonist.Very happy, very happy, happy ending.

But can it really be so smooth?

Love, is it really so smooth?

That's right, "smooth".

The reason why Cheng Yufei thinks this way is that it is a "smooth" thing for the hero and heroine to get together after going through ups and downs. It is because, since two people love each other, it is so natural to overcome difficulties together and then stay together something happened.

However, the love in reality is far more ordinary than the ups and downs experienced by these heroes and heroines, even to the point of not worth mentioning.

But it was precisely because of these plainness that the two people who kept saying they were in love separated.Sometimes, even if you don't need to go through any ups and downs, the trivial things in life are the most deadly things.

It is such a difficult thing to persist in love for a long time and keep it fresh forever. In the end, there are countless people who break up peacefully and even divorce.

So, what about her and Li Guanghao?

Recently, Cheng Yufei has been thinking about this issue. Her own view of love has always been the same. Since she has chosen to fall in love with someone, she should naturally be single-minded.And she did exactly that. At first, she thought that Li Guanghao was the kind of gangster who was not serious about love, but she didn't expect that he was an exception, and Cheng Yufei also saw that Li Guanghao was serious about herself.That's why she agreed to Li Guanghao's pursuit to be with him.

However, in the end, it became more and more...so that she didn't know what to do.

Sometimes, for that person in love, you can imagine how good and happy it would be if you were together, but after you are really together, you find that many things are far from being as simple as when you were not together.Many things will become complicated, and anything can become sex between two people.

The more they were together, the more Cheng Yufei felt that something was missing.It seems that she has never quarreled with Li Guanghao. Even if she and Li Guanghao disagree on some things, it must be Li Guanghao who first compromises.From the eyes of others, they thought it was Li Guanghao's consideration for her girlfriend, but in Cheng Yufei's eyes, she thought it was just Li Guanghao's lack of principles.

Cheng Yufei asked her heart very calmly, asked her heart, does she love Li Guanghao?

In the end, she came to a conclusion. She admitted that she liked Li Guanghao, but it seemed... not to the extent she thought she liked him.Not to mention the question of whether you love it or not.

too shallow.It's just too shallow.