you are the one I love.

Gu Siyan has never been a dull person.If she was dull and stupid, she must have overlooked it without noticing it.

So if we had lunch at home with Nianxi and Xueyan on the weekend before, and felt that something was wrong with Cheng Xueyan, and felt that she hadn't rested well or was angry after waking up, then these days it was simply inexplicable.

Although the usual relationship between two people does not say how harmonious or intimate it is, but at least it is harmonious and ordinary.However, since that day, the way the two of them get along has become quite strange. When they were at home on weekends, Cheng Xueyan completely ignored her existence. Gu Siyan occasionally spoke to her or asked her for her opinion. Usually they don't speak, they just nod their heads. In short, they don't speak if they don't need it, and their expression is quite cold. When they go to work on Monday, they are better at the company, and they don't often meet each other. But when they come home from work, they go directly to their room. Gu Siyan vaguely felt that Cheng Xueyan seemed to be angry.

He wanted to speak several times, and even stood at the door of Cheng Xueyan's room, but he didn't have the courage to knock on her door.

she does not know.How should I speak.I don't even know what position I should use to speak.

However, what she didn't expect was that Cheng Xueyan finally broke out after this situation lasted for a few days.

on Monday. am9:00. Conference room.

This morning was the day for the design draft of Lotte City to be submitted. After seeing a dozen design drafts in the morning, Gu Siyan read them in advance, and then expressed her opinions objectively at the meeting.

"I have carefully read everyone's design drafts, and I have a general understanding of your strengths." After a short pause, looked around, and said again, "The design draft of the Lotte City project this time will be handed over to Cheng Xueyan to complete. After finishing speaking, there were whispers all around, "It's her again", "I didn't draw the design so much if I knew it, anyway, it was her in the end", "So that's how it is", and so on.

Until Gu Siyan said, "Does anyone have any comments? You can raise them." The conference room suddenly fell silent, "The next step is the planning project of the planning department, and Liu Sijia is in charge." Liu Sijia has always done a good job in the planning department.And the coordination of things is also good.

After confirming that there is no sound around this time, he said again, "If anyone else thinks they are more capable, they can re-submit the draft tomorrow morning. In addition, after the draft is finalized tomorrow, each department will prepare and hurry up to complete the work in hand within this week. For other projects, the Lotte City plan has been officially launched, and we will go to the site for inspection next week, and all departments will prepare. If there is nothing to report, the meeting will be adjourned."

Then the people in the conference room left one after another, except... Cheng Xueyan.She stopped Gu Siyan, "I have something to say." After being stopped by her, Gu Siyan saw her serious face and said, "Well, go to my office."

Gu Nianxi was originally sitting next to Gu Siyan, seeing this scene, she thought it was Cheng Xueyan who finally couldn't bear to say something to Gu Siyan, and looked at their backs behind them and covered her mouth and laughed.

Cheng Xueyan was the complete opposite.Seeing Gu Siyan taking a girl home at home that night made her very upset these days. She thought it would be better to work in the company after work, but she didn't expect to see that girl sitting next to Gu Siyan in the regular meeting , it can be seen that the relationship is very close, and at the same time she also learned one thing, that is, this girl is also an employee of Gu's.

What made her even more irritated was that Gu Siyan announced at the regular meeting that she would be in charge of the design draft. Hearing the whispered voices of people around her and Gu Nianxi's gaze beside Gu Siyan made her feel even more embarrassed .

It is true that she liked design before, and she planned to study design, but in the end, she chose to study finance for the sake of her family's business. It is ridiculous that she was arranged by Gu Siyan to enter the design department and become a manager when she did not study design. This time, she is happy For such a big project in the city, she was also responsible for the design draft, which was even more embarrassing for her than other people who majored in design.

So, the depression of the past few days finally gave her a breaking point.

After arriving at Gu Siyan's office, after closing the door of the general manager's office, without waiting for Gu Siyan to speak first, Cheng Xueyan spoke first.

Cheng Xueyan: Did you do it on purpose?

Gu Siyan: What?

Cheng Xueyan: You clearly know that I am not a design student. For such a big case as Lotte City, you still asked me to be in charge of the design draft. You also heard what other people in the conference room said. What do you mean by doing this?

Gu Siyan: What do you mean to say, I let you, who was not a design student, work in the design department, and now let you be in charge of the design draft of Lotte City, is it to make things difficult for you?

Cheng Xueyan: Isn't it?

Gu Siyan: Although you did not study design, you have been very interested in design since you were a child. Even if you did not study design, you have never given up on design for so many years, so I don’t think there is anything wrong with you being in charge of this design draft question.Do you think that I chose you because of my own selfishness to make things difficult for you?

Cheng Xueyan was silent, and Gu Siyan thought she was acquiescing to her statement when she saw her like this.

Gu Siyan: I think you have the strength to be responsible for this design draft.It has nothing to do with selfishness or not.Why can't you have a little confidence in yourself?

When Cheng Xueyan heard her say these words, she just looked up at her, and left without speaking again, followed by a muffled sound of the office being closed.

Gu Siyan just lowered her eyes and kept Cheng Xueyan's leaving posture, as if she was in a daze.after a long time.She seemed to be talking to herself.

"Actually, if it is a selfish painting, I do have it. I hope you can do what you really like, and you don't have to sacrifice yourself for anything."

At the same time, you can stay by my side.

Gu Siyan didn't say this sentence, she didn't seem qualified to say that.Thinking of the way Cheng Xueyan looked at her questioning herself at that time, she looked a little sad.But with a wry smile, he felt that this was also good.But he couldn't restrain his true thoughts.This reunion made her less and less want to let Cheng Xueyan leave her, and also less and less want to let herself leave her.

"Sister..." Gu Nianxi's voice suddenly sounded.She really didn't expect that it would be like this when sister Xueyan asked her sister to talk about something.

"Why didn't you knock on the door?" Gu Siyan came back to her senses.

"Sister, are you... okay?" Gu Nianxi originally wanted to say that I knocked my old sister several times and you didn't respond, but she swallowed the words back seeing her old sister's face.

"It's okay, you can go to work." Gu Siyan barely held up her spirits, her expression was indifferent, as if what happened just now hadn't happened.

Seeing her sister like this, Gu Nianxi felt that it was not good to say anything, so she closed the office door silently.

When she went outside and saw Mo Yao at the table next to her, she also had a look of helplessness.Both of them understand that there are some things that even if they want to help, they can't intervene.

After all, feelings are a matter between two people.

On the other side, after Cheng Xueyan left, she went directly to the rooftop to breathe in a huff, and didn't even return to the design department.After being announced that I will be in charge of the design draft, it can be discussed like that in the meeting. You don't need to think about it. What you will hear when you go back to the design department, maybe the discussion in the proportional meeting is even worse.

Cheng Xueyan had a moment of euphoria after venting the depression of the past few days, but the mood afterwards was not as good as imagined. After venting her anger, she felt that she was too naive. She was already a 27-year-old young mature woman, and she was still like this Feel free to vent your anger.

But there is one thing, she really feels that she is not capable of being responsible for the design draft of such a big project as Lotte City. Although she has liked to write and draw since she was a child, it is not wrong that she is very interested in design, but in the end it was for the sake of the family business. The relationship chose economics, although she regretted it, she didn't regret it, so she didn't think she could compare with those who studied design.

And several times, Cheng Xueyan thought a lot and learned a lot about the Lotte City project before drawing the design draft, but Cheng Xueyan was not confident that her design draft would be adopted.

It's just that she said in Gu Siyan's office that she chose to make herself responsible in order to embarrass herself. It was indeed an angry word, because Siyan, she...was never like that.Although they haven't seen each other for so many years since she left that year, maybe they are no longer who they used to be, but Cheng Xueyan has a certainty in her heart, she just thinks that Gu Siyan will not be like this.

And... what she said at that time was that, looking at Gu Siyan's expression, she always felt that... hurt her.Thinking about what happened just now, she did say a little too much.

But it was true that she felt embarrassed.Because she was not originally from a design background, but Gu Siyan chose her, the whispers of the people around, and the probing gaze of the girl sitting next to Gu Siyan made her feel embarrassed, and she didn't want to be with a girl who was close to Gu Siyan be looked down upon.

Feeling distressed, he had a headache, regretted his words and deeds just now, felt that he was too immature, and at the same time, he sighed deeply.

Gu Siyan, when you left without a word ten years ago, I was clearly determined not to like you anymore, but I never let you go.Now, ten years later, you suddenly returned to China and appeared by my side, but you were lukewarm and intimate with another girl, but, but... I couldn't help but get angry and jealous.I can't help it... I'm tempted.

Is it doomed that my whole life will be entangled endlessly because of you?

Cheng Xueyan didn't want to do this at all.She didn't want Gu Siyan's every move to affect her emotions.She didn't want to fall into the vortex called "Gu Siyan" again.

But she had to admit that she couldn't do it at all.She can't control her heart.

Even occasionally, she just caught a glimpse of her serious side face, or was watched by her.Her heart always softens unconsciously, and her eyes stop for her.

Because, to Cheng Xueyan, what Gu Siyan once gave her is everything unique in the world.

She tolerated her vexatiousness.She dotes on her little fights.She was the only one in her eyes.She will hold her tenderly and kiss her forehead.She would gently wipe away her tears when she was crying angrily, and said "I'm sorry, it's my fault" in a gentle voice about to drip.

She was full of everything in her past life.In every corner of memory, there is her shadow and the touch she gave her.