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Rong Lingjun strode into the mansion that he hadn't returned to for many months with his arms in his arms. He said anxiously, "Go to the doctor quickly. Bring some hot water."

Kicking open the door, he carefully put the person on the bed, Chen Huanluo frowned, closed his eyes tightly, the tears on his face were still wet, Rong Ling even touched his face with his hands, carefully, distressed, and joyful, "I'm back, I finally see you."

The servants led the doctor into the room quickly, and Rong Ling stepped aside to allow the doctor to feel his pulse.

"The patient's qi is weak, his mood fluctuates excessively, his body has a high fever, and his heart knot is hard to calm down. The old man went to prescribe medicine. I also hope that Mr. Rong will persuade him with kind words, so as to relax his heart knot and relax his mind."

Rong Lingjun nodded, and asked people to follow him to grab the medicine. He sat on the side of the bed, lightly shook his hand, the slightly cool body temperature passed to his heart through the pulse condition, he raised his hand to wipe off Chen Huanluo's tears, and sighed in his heart.

Knowing that his heart is cold, but when he thinks about it, he always feels like the cold wind at home in the north, cold to the bone, and he can't forget it.

It was getting dark, and Shao Yan returned to the mansion after having dinner in the palace. As soon as he walked in, he saw the butler waiting anxiously at the door. When he saw Shao Yan, he let out a sigh, and hurried forward, "Master, Qu He has been waiting in the study for a long time, you go quickly."

The hairball in the housekeeper's hand chirped, grabbed Shao Yan's hand, and screamed non-stop.

Shao Yan rubbed his head and strode into the study.

Qu He huddled by the table skinny, and didn't dare to move a piece of snacks on the table. When he heard the door, he immediately widened his eyes, "Master, you, you are back."

Shao Yan frowned, sat down, and asked, "What's the matter, how urgent are you?"

Qu He scratched his ears and cheeks, and said hesitantly, "The young master was taken away by Rong Xiaoshi."

Shao Yan stood up abruptly, "Rong Lingjun took Huan Luo away?"

Qu He groaned, turned around and took a step back, knelt down on one knee, and said, "During the day, the young master met a man by the river in the outskirts of the city, and the person left after handing the letter to the young master. In a daze, even, even crying, Rong Xiaoshi passed by here when he was returning to the city, and happened to meet him, the young master passed out, and he was taken away by Rong Shizi."

Shao Yan's eyes flickered, his heart suddenly ached, and he cried.

He got up and was about to go out, but was stopped by Qu He, who scratched his head severely and said, "Over there at Nanmu Mountain, our people got the news that Young Master Chen's mother, she, she died of illness."

Shao Yan choked for breath, and grabbed Qu He's collar, "It was fine a while ago, why did you suddenly get sick? Where are the people who are following you! Didn't I ask you to take good care of it!"

"No, master, Mr. Chen's mother and elder brother are surrounded by another group of watchers, we can't get too close, no, but, it is indeed fine, it seems to be suddenly ill, it is a flower and willow disease, the subordinates guessed If it's not bad, the letter Mr. Chen received today is about this matter."

Shao Yan suppressed his heartache, and said sharply, "It's impossible. People with this disease will have scars all over their bodies, which can be seen at a glance, and they won't die immediately. Qu He, you go and investigate and bring the body back. Absolutely impossible!"

If it was a willow disease, they would definitely be able to find it.

Qu He knelt down and kowtowed, "The person has already been burned. When we got the news, Mrs. Chen had already been cremated. Moreover, the whereabouts of Mr. Chen's brother are unknown."

Shao Yan felt his eyes suddenly go dark, his chest was suffocated and he couldn't speak, he closed his eyes hard, pushed Qu He away and ran out in big strides.

The housekeeper hurriedly pulled Qu He up, "Go to Rong Mansion and follow Master!"

When Chen Huanluo woke up, it was already dark.

"Drink some water, Huan Luo." Seeing him wake up, Rong Lingjun, who had already changed into plain clothes, helped him up and put a glass of water to his lips.

Chen Huanluo shook his head slightly, his face pale.

There was a commotion outside the house, before Rong Lingjun could speak, the door was slammed open, Shao Yan was followed by Qu He and Han Xu who just came back from outside.

Chen Huanluo looked up at the people in the room with cold eyes.

Shao Yan ran all the way, and when he saw Chen Huanluo, he suddenly didn't know how to speak. He walked over, his hands trembling a little, and he called hoarsely, "Luoer, I... let's go home."

Going home, the Prime Minister's Mansion is the home he gave him, and he wants to take him home.

Chen Huanluo lowered his eyes, and after a while suddenly laughed lightly, his eyes were as cold as cold, and he said softly, "Nanmu Mountain, outside the North City, cherish the attic, what else did your people find in Shaoyan?"

In Nanmu Mountain, he was sent as an orphan to study medicine since he was a child. The masters on the mountain were strict, and the children knew how to feel warm and cold. He was rejected and run on since he was a child.

Outside the northern city, my elder brother dragged his broken leg on the mountain to collect sand for others, and ran among the gravel as a slave.

Sent to the frontier, women are prostitutes, men are slaves, and they will never stand up for eternity.

Cherishing the attic, he has been downstairs since he was a child, watching his mother open a small gap, smiling gently at him between the windows, reassuring him.

Shao Yan took a heavy step forward, and Chen Huanluo burst into tears.

Rong Lingjun stood in front of Shao Yan, glaring at each other. Han Xu came out from behind Shao Yan and pulled Rong Lingjun away, "Let's go out first, Brother Rong, let them solve it themselves, come out with me!"

Rong Lingjun turned around, bent down and pulled the brocade quilt up, covering Chen Huanluo's body, strode out of the room, the door was slightly closed, leaving a space of oppression and silence.

Chen Huanluo leaned against the side of the bed, staring blankly at his hands.

The candles in the house crackled slightly, and in the middle of the night, the branches outside the house were blown by the wind, making silent rustling sounds.

A slight voice rang out in the quiet and depressing room.

Chen Huanluo pursed his lips slightly, and said, "My mother has never hugged me, and she seldom even touches me. She always said that my mother is not clean. But in my eyes, she is beautiful and gentle. Her clothes Always neat and clean."

Shao Yan stood by the bed, feeling unbearably distressed.

He expected that one day Chen Huanluo would personally tell him about his life experience, about his mother, and his elder brother, but that was not the case.

Neither the previous life nor the present life should be in such a situation.

"She is the most beautiful person I have ever seen. She will make clothes for me, and let my brother secretly bring them up the mountain. My brother said, I am not wanted by anyone, I have relatives. I dare not wear the clothes that were sent to me. I'm afraid of being snatched away. I can't laugh, and people on Nanmu Mountain don't like me. The master said that I use poison rather than medicine. I thought, I would rather kill people with poison than practice medicine to save people."

Shao Yan lowered his head and held his hand, his fingers were cold, but he broke free, and he shrank in his corner, stuck in the memory of the past.

"Brother, he..." Tears fell silently on Chen Huanluo's face, making him dizzy on the brocade quilt, "Brother, his legs are not good, it was a long time ago, when mother was still pregnant with me, he did it for me. Protect my mother, don't let others touch him, his legs were broken by the people who cherish the attic, no one gave them medicine, my brother has to take care of my mother, dragging his broken legs to fight with others, picking up edible things, until I born to."

Chen Huanluo seemed to remember something, and smiled, "He said that I look like my mother, and my brother looks like my father. He is only ten years older than me, but he has never had a good meal or worn a suit. New clothes, he is a slave for others, the most humble slave, picking up things, the money he and his mother earned, and the money rewarded by others, all are given to me, and they are secretly brought up the mountain to me."

"He said that I can't recognize them, I can't call them, I can only look at them from a distance in front of people. Because my father is a court criminal and a traitor, so the whole family is guilty, can't die, and must be slaves and prostitutes forever. Punishment and warning Descendants. My mother was just pregnant with me, so I escaped the court's conviction and was born safely."

He shivered slightly, curled up into a ball, and hugged his cold self.

The past is painful, struggling to survive in the cracks is not painful, what is uncomfortable is not being able to be with family members, not being able to snuggle together for warmth in the cold winter, not being able to call her mother, not being able to have fun in front of her.

"Don't go back, don't talk, don't move, don't think, no one will know me, no one will know my existence, and I can live a good life." Chen Huanluo looked up at him, the tears were still wet, and his eyes were full of despair, "You Do you know what it feels like to see them in rags and being bullied in front of you, but you are helpless, not even daring to get close to him, not daring to help him up."

——Life is worse than death.

Shao Yan knelt down in front of him, and he was heartbroken in front of him, but there was nothing he could do.

Tears flowed into his mouth, bitter and astringent, "Shaoyan, two kings rebelled 20 years ago, one was killed on the battlefield, and his family members were used as prostitutes, and the other was sent to the northwest and was not allowed to return to Beijing."

Shao Yan's heart was pierced by a knife, he didn't know why Chen Huanluo had an indelible hatred for Kun Qian Kingdom, one life, two lives, he knew.

Know what kind of life he lived.

Chen Huanluo smiled indifferently, "The old emperor killed his uncle and nephew for the sake of the new emperor, the Qing government, do you know what he did wrong?" Chen Huanluo pushed Shao Yan away, his face as cold as frost, "His fault was not killing all those People, as long as he can't kill them all, one day, the father's debt will be paid, the country will fall, and the rebels will enter the city!"

Shao Yan grabbed his hand, "No, the first emperor was merciful, he would not kill innocent people randomly, Huan Luo, it is a fact that the two kings rebelled, and Yi Wang is, he is the mastermind, so he—"

"He deserves to die. But what does this have to do with me? All I know is that my mother and elder brother have been bullied and displaced all their lives because of the current emperor!"

Shao Yan stared at him, grabbed his shoulders, and said hoarsely, "Let go, please, King Yu tried to rebel again, he will not have good results, this time he will not succeed, Luo Er, forgot For these, I will send someone to find your brother, I won’t let you get hurt again, we will be together, don’t take revenge, okay?”

"It's too late, it's already too late." Chen Huanluo stared at him, hoarse, "Why should I be a bull and a horse, why should he be above ten thousand people! He is not worthy at all, I will definitely kill him, I will definitely kill him!" Kill him! I want him to die!!"

Snapped.

It was eerily quiet in the house.

Chen Huanluo's eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at him in shock, bewilderment, and fear. His face was deeply branded with a slap, and it hurt like his heart and lungs. Tears rolled down from his eyes quietly, one after another.

Shao Yan stood up, raised his head, his eyes were as deep as a deep pool, his body was tense and stiff, like Li Xuan's arrow, when he reached the critical point, he said coldly, "I've wanted to slap this slap for a long time!"

He hates, he is angry, he hates himself for being unable to make him give up his hatred, angers him for being selfish, thinks wantonly, and abandons the world and everyone!

He loves Chen Huanluo, loves him very much, but this slap, he wants to slap him for a long time, wants to wake him up, wants to tell him what kind of hell on earth is like blood flowing like a river, filled with mourning!

He knelt down, stopped his head, and looked at him, his eyes were full of distress and resentment, "Never say such words again. I let you poison people and plot rebellion under my eyes because I will not let you If you succeed, there will be a first time, and there will be no second time."

Fear and bewilderment appeared on Chen Huanluo's face.

Shao Yan continued, "He is a good emperor, and the previous emperor was also a wise emperor. In the world, there are tens of millions of people who live like ants. The sky is not fair. If you kill him, do you know how many people's peaceful lives you will destroy? How many people were displaced because of you, innocent casualties!"

"I don't care, I don't care!" Chen Huanluo struggled to push him away, wanting to escape from this person in fright.

Shao Yan held his head firmly, forcing him to look at himself, "I care! I care, I can't let my wife and children be displaced in troubled times, and I can't let my people live in a devastated country. Chen Huanluo, this Once, I will not let King Yu go, absolutely not. Whether you believe it or not, you will not."

There will be no second time to let Kun Qianguo be bathed in a sea of ​​blood.

He will not let him die in front of him.

"Get out!" Chen Huanluo whispered, his body trembled, cold, frightened, he was afraid.

"Luoer." Shao Yan caressed his hair, his frantically beating heart and lungs quieted down, with a kind of pain and entanglement between breaths, like a thorn piercing into his bone marrow.

"Those poisoned people, they are alive. Have you seen them? They are unrecognizable, dilapidated, and even worse than bugs. Have you ever seen them? Do you feel uncomfortable!"

"Don't say it, don't say it!" He was afraid, afraid of every word Shao Yan said, every word, he was afraid that the rotten person in his dream would wail in his mind.

"Get out, get out, I don't want to see you, I hate you, I hate—" the heart-piercing voice stopped abruptly, and Shao Yan tapped his acupuncture point, causing him to fall into his arms.

Shao Yan lowered his head and kissed his hair, and said softly, "I know you are afraid, I will be with you, it won't happen, it won't happen."

The author has something to say: (ToT)/~~~ Scared the baby.