Lock Xin

The window sash is half open, the green branches and leaves are blown by the breeze, and the light spots reflected on the table appear and disappear.Han Jun raised his hand to press the volume that was flipping in the wind, his brows were slightly frowned, his fair cheeks were slightly pale, his lips were slightly dry and chapped, there was a trace of blood stains, and there seemed to be a trace of morbid weakness on his gentle and handsome face.

Han Jun picked up the writing brush at the side, and just as the ink was on the scroll, he heard a faint sound, and looked sideways at the bookshelf.Han Jun looked at the tall figure, and his calm face was slightly moved. He mistakenly thought that Gao Lin was no longer in the palace, and he would not come back until very late. He did not expect Gao Lin to stay in the study all the time.

There was a gleam of hope in Han Jun's eyes, maybe Gao Lin saw his intention and wanted to let go of everything in the past and stay by his side with peace of mind.But all this is just his extravagant wish. In order to deceive others, Gao Lin must not go out of the mansion every day to do private affairs. He always stays by Han Jun's side for a few days.

A trace of sadness flashed between Han Jun's brows. He loves Gao Lin, no matter how long he will stand behind Gao Lin and wait forever. If Gao Lin is willing to let go of the things in his heart, then he is also willing to take all the sins for the one he loves .

Gao Lin seemed to be aware of the gaze from his side, he turned to look at Han Jun's gentle face, "My lord, did I disturb you?"

"No problem." Han Jun shook his head, he hoped that Gao Lin could stay, even if it was only for personal matters.There was a trace of bitterness on Han Jun's face. At the beginning, he stood in the distance silently looking at Gao Lin's figure for many years. When he learned that Gao Lin was willing to stay in his mansion, he was extremely happy, and even wanted to give everything for the one he loved. At that time, he didn't expect that Gao Lin's thoughts were not on him, so the pain of unrequited love.

Han Jun doesn't regret letting Gao Lin stay, and he won't resent Gao Lin's fickleness, all of this is his willingness, once he could only hide his heart secretly in his heart, now he can openly see whether the person he loves is already Is it good, what else can he ask for.

Han Jun held the pen holder tightly, and he didn't write a word for a long time. He slightly turned sideways and looked at the people in the distance, wondering if Gao Lin would stay tomorrow.

Han Jun didn't dare to say a word, for fear that his words would offend Gao Lin, if he couldn't win back Gao Lin's heart, then he would rather maintain the present peace and see the one he loves every day.

Gao Lin walked to the far side of the bookshelf and quickly read the small words on the scroll. Although his expression was extremely solemn, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, revealing a faint smile, which was beautiful and moving.

He raised his sleeve to pick up the thick scroll on top, but he felt dizzy for a moment, his body couldn't help shaking slightly, the scroll fell out of his hand, and suddenly fell to the ground.

Han Jun raised his head and saw Gao Lin frowned slightly, and put one hand on the bookshelf, hurriedly got up and walked a few steps, and put his hand on his shoulder, "What's the matter, what's wrong?"

Gao Lin shook his head slightly, "It's nothing. I was a little dizzy just now after being exposed to the sun for a long time. I'll be fine after sitting for a while." Because of Chi, Gao Lin had doubts in his eyes, and a thought suddenly appeared in his mind. He lowered his head slightly to look at his flat belly, and his heart sank suddenly. It would never happen, he must be overthinking.

"I'll send someone to call the doctor to come and have a look." Han Jun was still a little worried, he supported Gao Lin to sit at the table, and poured a cup of tea for him.

"No need, it's not a disease." Gao Lin felt a faint fear in his heart, he hurriedly stood up and stopped Han Jun.

"It's better to have nothing to do. I can feel more at ease when I let the doctor check the pulse." Han Jun patted Gao Lin's hand. The disease is difficult to heal for a long time.

Gao Lin looked at the determination in Han Jun's eyes, and nodded helplessly. He looked at the cakes on the side plate, and felt a faint nausea in his chest. The aroma of tea remains in the mouth, which is slightly relieved.

Hearing Han Jun's low coughing that he tried his best to hold back, Gao Lin raised his hand to grab his sleeve, and gently stroked his back, "Don't hold back, my lord, it's better to cough up."

Han Jun slowly put down his hands, his pale cheeks were slightly flushed, he didn't expect that he still didn't deceive Gao Lin's eyes, or that Gao Lin cared about him, and his safety was always in his heart.

"When the doctor comes in a while, let him diagnose your pulse and prescribe some medicine, which may relieve some pain." Gao Lin looked at Han Jun's pale complexion, and was very worried. The doctors in the imperial city are not quack doctors, but rare Jun took a lot of side effects but nothing worked. He watched Han Jun coughing day by day and could only feel anxious.

"It's okay, I've been suffering from chronic diseases for many years, and I'm used to it." Han Jun smiled and indicated that he was fine. He has been weak and sick since he was a child, and he has long been used to continuous soups and medicines.

"My lord, don't give up. If you persist in taking the medicine, you will see some effect." Gao Lin said warmly, if he hadn't been by Han Jun's side every day and urged him repeatedly, Han Jun might have saved his daily decoction.

"Okay." Han Jun nodded, he also knew that those medicines would not have much effect, but only to reassure the people around him.

"My lord, can you rest earlier and stop working until late at night." Gao Lin lowered his head and pondered for a while. He remembered that Han Jun's health was better a few days ago. Why did he suddenly become so bad? Maybe it was because of Han Jun. It was because of too much work recently, but he didn't seem to know what kind of pain Han Jun felt when he learned about his secret little movements, and even induced hidden diseases in his body.

Han Jun had some hesitation in his eyes, these are the volumes presented by the minister, they must be approved on the same day and cannot be taken off until tomorrow.

"Affair is important, and your body is also important?" Gao Lin couldn't help raising his voice, the master blindly pushed all the affairs to Han Jun, and never considered whether his body could hold it.

"It's all up to Gao Lin." Han Jun looked at the concern in Gao Lin's eyes, and felt a warmth in his heart. If Gao Lin could be by his side, he wouldn't mind putting down his affairs and just looking at Gao Lin It's a pity that most of the time he stays alone in the study, reading some books may relieve the sadness in his heart.

The door was gently pushed open, and an old man carrying a medicine box walked into the room, and he bowed slightly to salute.

Gao Lin opened his mouth and before he could say anything, Han Jun lifted his sleeves, revealing his white and slender wrists. "The doctor checked my pulse yesterday."

"My lord promised me just now, so don't let it go." Gao Lin wanted to ask the doctor to take Han Jun's pulse first, but Han Jun took a step ahead.

Han Jun nodded a little helplessly, his stubborn disease is incurable, if he repeatedly asked the doctor to cure him, it might be considered embarrassing.

"Young master, what's wrong with your body?" The doctor raised his hand to catch Gao Lin's pulse, with a hint of astonishment on his face.

"I was a little dizzy just now." Seeing the doctor's expression, Han Jun mistook Gao Lin for some serious illness, his expression tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What disease is Gao Lin suffering from?"

"Young master is not seriously ill, but happy." The doctor put down his hands and got up slowly.

"Gao Lin is a man, how could that be?" Han Jun looked at the doctor in surprise, with a hint of disbelief on his face.

"I didn't diagnose the wrong pulse. My son is indeed a happy pulse. There is a kind of man in the world with a special physique. If you fall in love with a man, you can conceive a child." The doctor said in a deep voice. This is very rare, and it is the first time he has seen it. .

Gao Lin's face sank heavily. He knew that his constitution was special and he had already used drugs to prevent it, but now he realized that it was really too late.And he had just begun to investigate Luo Xiao, and if he made a wrong step, his identity would be exposed, so he couldn't help keeping this child.

In the future, his body will become more and more awkward, and it will be more difficult to move. He must get rid of the child in his belly as soon as possible.

A hint of joy appeared on Han Jun's face. He thought he was doomed to be lonely in this life, but he didn't expect that his beloved would have their offspring. In the future, he would be able to hold his own child in his arms like ordinary people and enjoy the family happiness.A man can conceive a child if he falls in love, Han Jun secretly repeated this sentence in his heart, or Gao Lin had already fallen in love with him, otherwise there would be no blood in his belly, and he still doubted Gao Lin's intentions , is really stupid.

"Gao Lin." Han Jun held Gao Lin's hands under his sleeves, his expression was extremely excited, and he didn't even know how to say the words in his mouth.After they had a child, Gao Lin would stay by his side safely and never leave again.

"My lord, it's very strange for a man to conceive a child. Maybe the child will be a monster." Gao Lin lowered his head slightly, and he looked at the flat belly with guilt. This child should not have existed in the first place.

"My lord, don't worry too much. Although a man's childbirth is difficult, as long as he rests quietly, the conceived child will be healthy and there will be no abnormality." The doctor explained when Han Jun looked at him.

"The child's life experience is abnormal. He may be tolerated by the world after he is born. I don't want to see him being criticized by everyone." Gao Lin clenched his fists tightly. He has a family feud on his body, so how can he take care of himself? The immature life in the belly.He didn't want the child to survive in the cracks like him after birth.

"No, I will take good care of our children." Han Jun put his arms around Gao Lin's shoulders, he would never let his beloved and children suffer any harm.

Looking at the joy on Han Jun's face, Gao Lin couldn't bear it, "My lord, after you marry a beautiful princess, you will give birth to many children, and this child should not exist in the palace."

"Gao Lin, I would like to treat you alone for the rest of my life, and never marry any woman in the future." Han Jun said seriously, his expression was a little excited, he had exhausted all his heart for Gao Lin, but Gao Lin still couldn't understand him thoughts.

"My lord, you can't be too emotional." The doctor hurriedly stepped forward to support Han Jun's body.

Han Jun waved his hand, signaling the doctor to stop talking.

"The young master is more than three months pregnant. If the young master wants to keep the child, please rest at ease." The doctor looked at Han Jun's pale cheeks, and said in a deep voice, "I hope the prince will take good care of his body."

"What's the matter with the prince's health?" Gao Lin noticed a trace of heaviness in the doctor's eyes, and quickly got up to catch up.

"It's okay, just rest for a few days." Han Jun sideways blocked Gao Lin's body.

Han Jun supported Gao Lin to sit on the chair. He looked at Gao Lin's flat stomach, and couldn't help showing a deep smile on his face, "Gao Lin doesn't need to think too much, just rest at ease."

There was a trace of complicated expression in Gao Lin's eyes, the child was his blood, although he was a bit reluctant, but he had worked hard for years for revenge, and he must not be slighted because of the child in his womb.

I'm sorry, Gao Lin reached out and stroked his abdomen with a little force.

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