Lock Xin

The light blue bed curtain was rolled up and hung aside, Zi Xin leaned over and sat on the edge of the bed, raised her sleeves slightly, caressed the baby's fair and tender face with her slender knuckles, and her eyes were full of love.

Chen'er's slender hands hugged Zi Xin's round fingertips, and his round eyes kept turning, as if looking for novel things. He saw Zi Xin's hair hanging in the air, and her blue eyes There was a strange radiance suddenly, and he waved his little hand to try to touch it, but he couldn't touch it no matter what. Tears filled his eyes and slowly trickled down his fair cheeks.

"Chen'er doesn't cry, Daddy hugs me." Zi Xin hurriedly picked up Chen'er, shaking it gently in her arms, Chen'er held a lock of Zi Xin's beautiful hair between her fingers, and smiled happily, her little face still There are stains of tears.

Zixin was worried that Chen'er would put his hair in his mouth, so she hurriedly let go of Chen'er's little hand, and freed his hair. Chen'er looked at the empty palm and cried out loudly.

"Chen'er is good, don't cry, Daddy will carry you away." Zi Xin looked at the tears on Chen'er's face and felt very distressed. He got up and gently shook Chen'er's body and walked slowly in the room.

"Did Chen'er miss the father?" Zi Xin said softly, even if the child really misses Yeluning, he can't hug the child right now, "Chen'er, the father has a lot of things to do, so I will wait a little later." I'll come to see Chen'er when I'm here, is Chen'er waiting?"

Zixin patted the child's small shoulders, looking at Chen'er's eyebrows that resembled Yeluning, she couldn't help but feel a little bitterness in her heart.Yeluning loved him deeply and did not hesitate to bear the pain of pregnancy for him, but now that the dark forces are surging, Yeluning is quite exhausted physically and mentally, but he is powerless to help.

Zixin sighed slightly, as a man, could he only be protected by Yeluning in his arms?

"It's time to breastfeed His Royal Highness." The nanny walked to Zi Xin and reminded her in a low voice.

"Bring up the goat's milk, let me feed it." Zixin looked up at the sky, and suddenly realized that no wonder Chen'er cried so much just now, he was hungry, and as Chen'er's father, he didn't realize this, Zixin couldn't help blaming herself.

"Is Chen'er hungry? Daddy is here to feed Chen'er." Zi Xin sat beside the bed holding the child.

The nurse brought the tray to the bed, and half a bowl of goat's milk was filled in the ceramic bowl.

After Chen'er smelled the strong milk fragrance, she hurriedly opened her eyes wide, dancing and looking for food, Zixin was worried that Chen'er would cry because she was very hungry, so she hurriedly picked up the gauze on the side, dipped some goat milk and sent it to Chen'er. Chen'er sucked on the mouth, with a sweet smile on his face.

"Will these be a little less?" Zi Xin looked at the milk in the bowl, as if worried that Chen'er would not be full.

"It's already quite a lot, and children don't have much to eat." The nanny responded.

Chen'er was full and refused to use it anymore. He watched the gauze sent by Zi Xin and raised his hand to hold it. The goat milk overflowed his fingertips. Zi Xin took out a handkerchief and wiped the milk stains for Chen'er. The son grabbed the white handkerchief and refused to let go.

"Don't catch Chen'er." Zi Xin smiled helplessly, he didn't dare to grab Chen'er with force, so he could only let Chen'er play around.

Zixin smelled the faint milk fragrance from Chen'er's body, and couldn't help but kissed Chen'er's soft face, her eyebrows and eyes were extremely gentle.

Zixin heard footsteps behind her, and was about to turn around to look over, but was hugged tightly by the person behind her.Zixin felt Yeluning's slightly heavy breathing, and couldn't help but raised her hand to hold Yeluning's fingertips, and asked softly, "What's wrong, my lord?"

"It's okay, just let me hug you for a while." Yeluning shook his head, and buried his head on Zixin's thin shoulder.Now that he has a loved one and a child, he no longer wants to face these cruel battles, but there are some things that he cannot avoid.

Yeluning got up slowly, hiding the sadness in his eyes and leaned over to sit opposite Zi Xin, looking at the child in Zi Xin's arms, his cold face was unusually gentle.

Yeluning raised his hand and shook Chen'er's fleshy little arm, feeling a little moved in his heart.

"Chen'er, my father is here to see you." Zixin carefully carried Chen'er into Yeluning's arms, Chen'er looked at the ornament on Yeluning's chest with novelty in his eyes, and fumbled with his small hands.

"Chen'er has sunk a lot recently." Yeluning raised his hand to hold Chen'er's flying little hand.Chen'er pursed her lips unhappily as if she heard Yeluning's words.

"Why are you still angry?" Yeluning raised his eyebrows, he saw that Chen'er's temperament was exactly the same as when Zi Xin was angry.

"Chen'er, Father didn't mean to talk about you." Zi Xin hurriedly coaxed the child in Yeluning's arms, and he gave Yeluning a sideways look, "Chen'er will hear."

"So what, he can't understand." Seeing Chen'er's cute little appearance, Yeluning couldn't help laughing softly, imagining Zi Xin's childhood appearance.

"My lord, what are you thinking? You are so happy." Zixin was slightly displeased. Could it be that Yeluning made Chen'er unhappy, so he was so happy.

Yeluning shook his head, he looked at Chen'er lying in his arms with a lazy look, he didn't like to talk to him very much, and raised his hand to poke Chen'er's face.

"My lord, don't poke Chen'er." Zi Xin pressed Yeluning's fingertips, raised her hand and gently rubbed Chen'er's face.

"Is Chen'er sleepy?" Seeing that Chen'er closed his eyes slightly and leaned against his chest, Yeluning slowly leaned over and put Chen'er on the bed, took the small quilt beside him and laid it lightly on Chen'er.

"Chen'er has just used goat's milk, so he might want to sleep for a while." Zixin worried that Chen'er would be disturbed, so she tried to keep her voice as quiet as possible.

"My lord, let's go out." Zixin pulled Yeluning by the sleeve and walked out of the room.

A ray of sunlight reflected on Yeluning's face, there was a hint of gloom between the heroic eyebrows, and the wide sleeves fluttered slightly in the wind.

"My lord, why did you suddenly go back to the room?" Zi Xin was a little stunned when she saw Yeluning's figure. Yeluning was very concerned about the affairs of the court and would never let it go until noon, but this was indeed the first time.

"I miss Zixin a little bit, and I want to come back and have a look." Yeluning said pretending to be relaxed, if he hadn't forced Zixin to stay in Chen'er's room, maybe Zixin would still insist on staying by his side.

"I'm by my lord's side every day, why should my lord miss me?" Zi Xin smiled. Although Yeluning was not good at sweet words, he was very tempted by what he said.

"If I don't see Zixin for a moment, I will be very sad." Yeluning stopped slowly, holding Zixin's fingertips, with a hint of affection in his eyes.

"I will never leave your side, never." Zixin leaned into Yeluning's arms and said word by word. He loves Yeluning not only because he is grateful to the men around him for bearing the pain of pregnancy for him, but also because he loves Yeluning. I am more willing to cherish Yeluning with all my heart.

"Does the lord believe me?" Zixin raised his head and asked in a gentle voice, he didn't want to accept Yeluning's affection blindly, he wanted to stand beside Yeluning and share some of his sorrow.

"Believe it." Yeluning looked at Zixin's ruddy lips, and leaned slightly closer.If he didn't believe that Zixin would stay by his side, he wouldn't have decided to keep Chen'er back then.

"Did something happen in the court?" Zi Xin raised his hand and pressed Yeluning's lips. Even though he had never heard of any court affairs, he looked at Yeluning's frowning and felt a little bit of it.

"It's nothing small, it will be fine in a few days." Yeluning shook his head and pulled Zi Xin's fingertips, he didn't want Zi Xin to touch too many cruel things.

"Look into my eyes." Zixin pressed Yeluning's shoulders, forcing Yeluning to look into his bright eyes.

"I won't have anything to do. After a while, after this matter is over, can I mention it to Zi Xin?" Yeluning said slowly, Zi Xin cares about his feelings very much, if he really doesn't want to, Zi Xin would never force him.

"My lord is very troubled, can't you bear it?" Zi Xin looked at Yeluning's face without a hint of ruthlessness, but filled with a touch of pain.

"He is my real brother." Yeluning lowered his head slightly. Yeluhong was brought up by the princess's side since he was born, and he was humiliated and beaten by his father since he was a child. The elder brother gets along well, and he has kept it in his heart for many years.

Yeluning tried to get closer to his brother many times, but was pushed away by his brother. He didn't want to fight too much when his father died five years ago, but Yeluhong repeatedly forced him to seize the throne, but he couldn't bear to hurt his brother. Yeluhong was exiled to the border.Who knows that Yeluhong is not reconciled, and even secretly recruits soldiers and horses to buy people and wants to make a comeback, but now that he has a lover and a child, he really can't tolerate him being soft-hearted, but if he kills Yeluhong, how will he face his dead father in the future.

Zixin caressed Yeluning's shoulder lightly, fighting for the throne is very common in the Central Plains, how could he not understand Yeluning's pain.

"I don't want to kill him." Yeluning squeezed Zi Xin's fingertips slightly, but he didn't want to leave endless troubles for his children.

"It's easy to save a person's life. If you kill all of them, it will be hard to recover. Lord, please let your wishes go. There will always be a way in the future, but I don't want you to live in guilt for the rest of your life." Azusa Xin hugged Yeluning's waist and said warmly.

Yeluning nodded, the matter has not yet reached that point, if Yeluhong agrees to surrender, he will not hurt Yeluhong's life.Now that he has conceived Chen'er himself, he can also feel the hardships of his father's pregnancy. Although his father resented his father, he still has a deep love for him and Yeluhong, and his father definitely does not want the children he gave birth to to have each other. massacre.

"My lord, if you have something on your mind, please mention a few words to me. Although I can't solve anything for you, you will feel better after you speak up." Zixin saw that the sadness on Yeluning's face eased a little.

"These days have made Zixin worry." Yeluning felt apologetic, he was so troubled by court affairs that he forgot the feelings of the people around him.

"If you knew I was worried, you shouldn't have lied to me." Zixin smiled. He had already seen what was on Yeluning's mind, but he didn't know whether he should ask, so he kept it buried in his heart.

"I won't lie to Zi Xin in the future." Ye Luning looked at Zi Xin's face, he worried that Zi Xin might worry if he said what was in his heart, but he forgot that Zi Xin was even more worried when he looked at his gloomy face.

"You must do what you say." Zi Xin stepped into the door beside Yeluning.

Chapter 89