Lock Xin

The doors and windows were closed, and the huge room was extremely silent, and a ray of sunlight reflected through the cracks in the windows dispelled the faint gloom.Han Jun sat at the table with his back to the closed door, his cheeks were a little pale, his brows and eyes were slightly gloomy, and his blue eyes were extremely cold, as if he had no emotion at all.

Han Jun raised his fingers to caress the slightly opened pages of the book, layers of white cloth were wrapped around his thin wrist, and with a little force on his fingertips, there seemed to be a trace of bright red oozing from the white cloth.He picked up the writing brush on the side, leaned over and wrote down a line of small characters.

The door was gently pushed open, and Gao Lin walked softly to the table with the tray, and the pitch-black soup in the white porcelain medicine bowl exuded a faint white mist.The corners of the light-colored clothes fluttered lightly, revealing a pair of silver boots.The crystal clear jade pendant between the clothes hem swayed slightly.

Gao Lin put the tray by the table, stood beside Han Jun and called softly, "Han Jun, it's time to drink the soup."

As if Han Jun didn't hear Gao Lin's voice, he looked at the paper very seriously.

"If the soup is cold, it will have no effect. It's okay to look at it later." Gao Lin lowered his head and took the pen and ink from Han Jun's hand. His clear and beautiful face was extremely gentle, and there was a hint of a soft smile.

Han Jun looked up at Gao Lin and said coldly, "I'm not Han Jun. Han Jun died of illness many years ago." He was just a shadow of an impostor, and now he has regained his identity.

"I was wrong." Gao Lin lowered his head, his voice was still soft and gentle, seeing Han Jun's coldness and ruthlessness, he felt extremely painful and even blamed himself extremely, if it wasn't for his insistence on acting recklessly, how could Han Jun be like this.No matter whether Han Jun treats him with affection in the future, he will never take a step away from Han Jun. He is willing to serve Han Jun all his life. As long as he sees Han Jun living happily, he is enough, but this simple idea is extravagant hope.

"Go down." Han Jun waved his hand casually as if he were treating a servant. He grabbed the writing brush from Gao Lin's hand vigorously, and a red mark was drawn on his white palm.

"The decoction is ready. I will leave when you finish drinking the decoction." Gao Lin approached Han Jun, staring at Han Jun's cold face, as if looking for traces of warmth, but even though the same face The handsome face is completely different, and now Han Jun is no different from a cold killer.

"Keep away from me. I don't like outsiders getting too close to me." Han Jun frowned slightly, and stretched out his hand to push Gao Lin away.

Gao Lin lowered his head slightly, there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, he had already missed it, is he still worthy of Han Jun's gentle treatment now, maybe this is his punishment, he is willing to accept it.

Gao Lin picked up the medicine bowl, stirred the medicine juice with a spoon, scooped up a spoonful and blew it gently on his mouth to test the temperature before feeding it to Hanjun. He still remembered the first time he poured tea for Hanjun , Han Jun took a big sip, his lips were hot red, this time he can't let Han Jun get burned again.

"I'm not disabled anymore, I can drink by myself." Han Jun frowned and turned sideways to avoid the spoon.

"Your hand is injured and you can't use your strength. If you don't rest well, I'm afraid you won't be able to recover." Gao Lin looked at the gauze on Han Jun's wrist and casually made up a reason.

"I don't want you to feed me." Han Jun didn't want Gao Lin to touch him even more. He looked at Gao Lin's fair face and still felt a twinge of pain in his heart. It turned out that he still had feelings for Gao Lin. It has become cold and ruthless.

Now that Han Jun is dead, and he is a sharp sword to remove obstacles for the Lord, if he can't be truly ruthless, how can he help the Lord.

Han Jun stretched out his hand and pushed Gao Lin's arm away, and the slightly hot medicine spilled on the back of Gao Lin's hand, leaving a red mark.Han Jun snatched the medicine bowl from Gao Lin's hand and drank it.

"Be careful of burns." Gao Lin didn't care to check his burns, and looked up at Han Jun's face.

"I've finished drinking the medicine, you go out." Han Jun forcefully placed the medicine bowl in Gao Lin's hand, and turned his back to the table.

The medicine bowl in Gao Lin's hand was still hot. Looking at Han Jun's thin back, he murmured, "Are you so unwilling to see me?" He lost Han Jun's cherished child, but he He has made up his mind to stay by Han Jun's side all his life, why Han Jun has been so indifferent for so many days, he can't even see a chance.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Han Jun turned around and saw Gao Lin's figure, he frowned, his eyes became more and more cold.

"It's time for you to change your wound medicine." Gao Lin put the medicine bowl aside, and faced Han Jun's anger, he slowly walked towards him.

"I will change it myself." Han Jun said coldly, raising his hand to open the thick scroll in front of him.

"Your wound is on your back, and you can't apply the medicine on your own." Gao Lin said softly, there seemed to be an indelible pain in his eyes.

"Come here and change my medicine." Han Jun pushed Gao Lin away, and pointed to the maid standing in the distance.

Seeing the chill on Han Jun's face, the maid shook her head slightly and dared not take a step forward.

"You would rather expose your wounds to a little maid whom you don't know than let me touch you." Looking at Han Jun's indifferent face, Gao Lin looked a little crazy.

Han Jun nodded, "It's impossible for us, don't try to save anything. If you get tired of staying in the mansion, you can leave on your own, and I will never stop you." Only Gao Lin couldn't be seen. Only by completely cutting off a trace of remnants in my heart can I truly be heartless.

Gao Lin leaned over slowly, knelt on the ground, stretched out his arms to hug Han Jun's waist, "I will not leave you, the child's matter is my fault, can you give me another chance?" Gao Lin I want to ask Han Jun not to treat him so indifferently, but what qualifications does he have to say such words. "I swear that I will never betray you again, no matter what you ask me to do, I will promise you."

Tears flowed down the corners of Gao Lin's eyes and dripped onto Han Jun's skirt, "We will have children in the future, and there will be many children around you, calling your father." Gao Lin imagined a In the scene, a little child is sitting in Han Jun's lap, and Han Jun is also smiling very warmly.

"I won't have any more children." Han Jun said word by word, Han Jun, who was in a high position, was dead, and he was just the master's dark owl, how could a dark guard have children.

"There will be." Gao Lin shook his head heavily, he had asked the doctor to recuperate his body, and they will have a child soon.

"Get up." Han Jun pushed Gao Lin away, and reached out to caress the slightly tingling chest.

Gao Lin's body tilted for a while, and he fell to the ground. He reached out to wipe away the tears on his face and slowly got up, "Whether you forgive me or not, I will never give up."

Looking at Gao Lin's back, Han Jun mistook Gao Lin for leaving, and felt a little relieved.

"What are you doing back here?" Han Jun looked at Gao Lin's gentle face as before, feeling slightly agitated.

"Change your wound medicine." Gao Lin put the medicine bottle by the table, he knew what he loved in his heart, and he would never let go again, even though he hurt Hanjun deeply, but he believed that one day Hanjun Will accept his shame.

"I've already said, I don't want you to touch me." Han Jun said in a heavy voice, he stretched out his hand to push Gao Lin away, but Gao Lin hugged his arm into his arms with an unusually gentle expression.

"This is the Lord's order." Gao Lin looked at Han Jun's face full of anger.

Han Jun lowered his arms heavily, and gave Gao Lin a cold look.

Gao Lin lowered his head and moved his slender knuckles slightly, and untied Han Jun's collar. He put the coat aside, and gently stroked the scar on Han Jun's back. There was some pity in his eyes. He made Han Jun suffer too much. , maybe Han Jun was so angry that he beat him up now, he could still have some balance in his heart.

Gao Lin took the porcelain bottle on the side, uncorked the bottle, and applied the light green ointment on Han Jun's wound. He couldn't help asking, "Does it hurt?"

"If you don't feel pain, how can you feel pain?" Han Jun said coldly, he was already in pain, maybe he was numb from the pain.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Gao Lin reached out and hugged Han Jun's shoulders. He looked at Han Jun's chest full of scars, and his eyes seemed a little blurred. If he had a child now, would Han Jun be fine? Some.

Gao Lin raised his hand and tore off his shirt forcefully, his warm skin pressed tightly against Hanjun's back, "The doctor said that my body is ready, can you give me another child, I will definitely protect him , never let him suffer any more harm."

"What are you doing?" Han Jun wanted to push Gao Lin's body away, but Gao Lin seemed to be stuck to him, unable to move at all.

"I love you," Gao Lin gently kissed Han Jun's scar, tears streaming down his face.The fingertips gently slipped into Han Jun's quilt pants.

Han Jun firmly grasped Gao Lin's wrist, "Get up."

Gao Lin shook his head, "I know you like children very much, and you are eager to hold your own blood in your arms. Listen to the baby calling your father. I won't let you wait too long."

"No, I won't have children." Han Jun tried his best to shake off the uncontrollable images in his head. He must forget everything in the past, and take up the sword to sweep away all obstacles for the Lord.

"If you don't get up again, I'll call all the people in the mansion to come in and see your naked appearance." Han Jun said coldly, feeling a dull pain in his chest.

Gao Lin's body slid down suddenly, and fell heavily on the ground, his eyes were full of despair and pain. He was loved by his parents since he was a child, and he never thought of being humiliated by others. Underneath, just because of the love and apology in his heart, but Han Jun humiliated him like this.

"If you really don't want me to stay in the mansion, then do it like this." Gao Lin absolutely couldn't stand outsiders seeing his naked body, he would rather die to erase the shame.

Han Jun looked at the pain on Gao Lin's face, but couldn't say anything, maybe he couldn't bear it in his heart, if so, he not only cut Gao Lin's thoughts, but also his life thoughts.

"Leave the room." Han Jun threw the coat on the ground onto Gao Lin's body.

Gao Lin sat up slowly, grasping the thin garment with his fingertips, "You still don't want to hurt me, you still have love for me in your heart, so why force yourself so much."

"I've already taken the Unfeeling Pill." Han Jun pushed away the scroll on the table, he couldn't be sentient anymore.

"You, get out." Han Jun pointed at the person in front of him, pressing his fingertips on his chest.

"I will come to visit you during dinner." Gao Lin hastily put on his clothes and turned to leave.

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