Kicked the groom out of bed on the wedding day

The hospital in the afternoon was still crowded with people, Yan Shili went to Zuo Jingnian's office with ease.

It happened that Zuo Jingnian was not busy, so he was a little surprised to see him come over suddenly, after all, today is the second day of Yan Shili's wedding.

"Why are you here? Today shouldn't be the day for the inspection." He closed the door casually, looked at Yan Shili and said.

After waiting for a while without hearing anyone speak, Zuo Jingnian was puzzled for a moment, then smiled and said, "Happy newlyweds."

Yan Shili was stunned for a moment when he heard these four words, and felt a little uncomfortable. Because of the quarrel, he was sensitive and thought that anyone who said it was sarcasm.

"I came to see you for something." He sat down on the chair, his gaze following Zuo Jingnian.

Zuo Jingnian also sat down on his seat, nodded and asked him, "Let's talk."

"Can you help me find a better plastic surgeon?" Yan Shili looked at Zuo Jingnian with some embarrassment, "I want to remove the scar on my abdomen."

"Why do you want to remove it all of a sudden? Didn't you plan to repair it because you were afraid of pain?" Zuo Jingnian looked at him in surprise.

Of course, there were also reasons why Yan Shili was too fragile just after so many surgeries, so she gave up on scar repair.

Everyone knew that those scars were like reminding Yan Shili, it must be uncomfortable to see, so few people mentioned it.

And he himself doesn't seem to care much, it's a bit too sudden now.

"It's not good-looking after all. I'm afraid that if Qi He sees it, he will..." Yan Shili said cautiously. If he is the only one who can see it, then of course it's fine, but he and Qi He don't get married. Can't be honest with each other all the time.

Zuo Jingnian obviously didn't expect this to be the reason, and judging by Yan Shili's appearance, it should be because he had conflicts with Qi He on this matter.

He has always felt that Yan Shili is a person who cares about himself a lot, and he can't be said to be bad to others, but he doesn't care too much. He has always cared about his own feelings, and he has a different kind of self-confidence.

But Yan Shili, who is sitting in front of him now, is full of embarrassment, even twitching, he seems to care about Qi He's other opinions, and is afraid that Qi He will not be disgusted with his scars, which will cause him to feel a little bit humbled.

"If he likes you, he won't care about these things." Zuo Jingnian said, "You just got married, and it's the time when your relationship is at its best. You can chat with him."

The key is that the two of them don't have any feelings for each other, Yan Shili thought discouragedly that he was the only one who knew everything, so he plunged into it all at once, Qi Hebie didn't know anything at all.

Yan Shili held her hand tightly: "You'd better help me find a doctor, please."

"Of course I can find it for you, but if you think about it, it may be a little painful, and the recovery period will not be short." Zuo Jingnian paused, and continued, "More importantly, it cannot be completely removed. , will only dilute a lot.”

"It doesn't matter, as long as it looks better than now." Yan Shili said hastily.

Zuo Jingnian was silent for a while. He looked at Yan Shili expressionlessly, and realized that something was wrong with him, so he asked him gently, "Do you think those scars have affected you?"

"Still...... Do you think that as long as you have an operation, you can treat it as if it doesn't exist? I still have to repeat, it can't be completely removed."

Yan Shili seemed a little restless. Looking at Zuo Jingnian, who had a serious expression, he felt even more aggrieved.

"But I can't face Qi Hebie like this, what if he hates me?"

Because it is enough to be hated, it cannot be hated no matter what.

Zuo Jingnian frowned: "How do you know that he will definitely hate him?"

"Even... Even if he doesn't hate it, but I care, I, I can't imagine his expression when he sees the scar, just like that, I'm going to collapse! Can you understand how I feel? He likes it Me, he used to like me and always said I was good-looking, if not, what should I do?!"

Yan Shili stared at Zuo Jingnian helplessly. From the moment Qi He said, don't scold him, he fell into a kind of panic. Although he knew that there were many problems between them, he was reminded too much. Qi He don't like him this time, it makes him unable to calm down, his mind is full of thinking about what to do, what to do.

As long as there is anything that might make Qi He don't like it, he has to eliminate it, maybe he can feel more at ease because of this.

Zuo Jingnian was stunned, he looked at Yan Shili, and felt that he was really anxious, completely lost his usual appearance, and became a bit unlike himself.

She was obviously just married and should be the most beautiful, how did she become like this?

"Shili, don't you think you're thinking too much?" Zuo Jingnian really didn't know what to say.

He was actually a little puzzled why the two of them got married so soon, after all, Qi Hebie didn't seem to remember the past, or showed any signs of liking Yan Shili.

But Yan Shili was very happy before getting married, and some people just said that getting married is impulsive, so they didn't question anything.

However, it now appears that things are not as simple as imagined.

If she had enough sense of security, Yan Shili would definitely not be what she is now.

"You...and Hebie, are you really married?" Zuo Jingnian thought about it, but still asked.

Yan Shili was stunned when he heard his words, he stared fixedly at Zuo Jingnian, speechless for a moment.

Except for Han Lang and the two of them, the others didn't know that they had an agreement, but Zuo Jingnian raised a question now, explaining what he saw.

It turns out that whether you are in love or not, you can really be seen through at a glance.

Yan Shili leaned back on the chair weakly, and finally shook her head slowly.

"I forced him. He doesn't like me. The deadline is only three years." He confessed to Zuo Jingnian, "Can you keep it a secret, please? I don't want to be so embarrassing."

Zuo Jingnian stood up, walked in front of Yan Shili, and put his hands on Yan Shili's shoulders.

"You have worked very hard. We all know that liking someone is not something to be ashamed of."

He gently said to Yan Shili: "Of course, you also need to understand what true liking is like. Just like you just now, you have deviated from the normal. You became anxious and afraid because of liking, trying to find ways to change yourself , to seek your own comfort, which is not right."

"You can be like before. If he likes you all the time, then if you change, wouldn't it be worth the loss."

Yan Shili didn't quite understand what he said, and asked suspiciously: "But aren't these all normal emotions when you like someone? I didn't worry about gains and losses enough before, because I didn't like them enough, right?"

"Whether it's dating or getting married, it's all about seeking the best of yourself, otherwise it will be meaningless, and it will even become your shackles, making you miserable."

Zuo Jingnian spread his hands, looking helplessly at Yan Shili.

"You're already in pain, can't you feel it?" He reached out and rubbed the back of Yan Shili's neck, trying to make him relax a bit.

How could Yan Shili not feel it? In other words, since the accident ten years ago, he has been suffering and confessing his selfishness every day.

But now he is more entangled than ever, and he cares about Qi He's other actions all the time.

"But I can't control it. I just need to think that if he still can't remember anything or doesn't like me at all after three years, then I should..."

"How long are you going to atone for?" Zuo Jingnian said suddenly.

"Even if he was in danger because of your phone call, in fact, he has no problems at all other than his amnesia."

"On the contrary, you yourself, not only suffered serious injuries, but now you have put yourself in it."

"There is nothing wrong with you liking him, but you have to take responsibility for yourself, otherwise the efforts of so many people will be in vain."

Zuo Jingnian tried to straighten him out, after all, his humble appearance really didn't suit Yan Shili.

"Doctor, I'll arrange it. Think about it yourself." He patted Yan Shili on the shoulder and sat back in his seat.

Yan Shili left the hospital in a daze, he didn't know how to deal with Zuo Jingnian's words, because every sentence was spoken in his heart, breaking all his resistance.

He went to a pet store that he hadn't been to for a long time, and Wangwang rushed over as soon as he saw him.

Yan Shili rubbed his fur, and spoke to him softly: "Do you miss me? I miss you too."

It seemed that Yan Shili was in a low mood, so Wangwang didn't make a fuss, but lay obediently in Yan Shili's arms.

Both Cui Rong and Lin Meng were invited to the wedding yesterday. Lin Meng is lively and cheerful. When she met Yan Shili, she couldn't control her mouth and said with a smile: "Boss, happy wedding, when will you bring the boss lady over to play?" ah?"

Yan Shili looked up at her, and answered irrelevantly: "Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Ah?" Lin Meng was stunned for a moment, and replied embarrassedly, "Not yet."

"Then if you have, and you like your boyfriend very much, but you don't feel happy because of it, instead you become unhappy, what should you do?" Yan Shili looked at him seriously and asked.

Lin Meng was obviously stumped by the question. After all, she had no experience at all, so she could only answer him based on her imagination: "Well... I should break up. I'm not happy anymore. What else is there to hold on to?" ?”

Yan Shili smiled, he thought maybe he was the only one who couldn't figure it out.

It's not that he's unhappy, it's just that he's a little tired, because after waiting for too long, all his enthusiasm is fading away little by little.

Perhaps in this game, he can't lose himself, only in this way can he be able to escape unscathed in the future.

Otherwise, he will be skinned and cramped, leaving nothing.

Volume one, finished.