[re0] When the angry line becomes a cool text

Although it can't be called encouragement, Natsuki Subaru still draws some strength from Julius' words.

This feeling is like clearing a game. Even if I fail, there are others who can take the top, and the pressure is more or less relieved.

The tomb of the witch in front of him is like an ancient Greek and Roman temple, with a rough but magnificent beauty. Standing in front of this relic, Natsuki Subaru was in a trance, and all kinds of whispers and ravings sounded in his ears.

The black-haired king of purging took a deep breath, and under Garfiel's cold gaze and the worried gazes of the others, he stepped into the automatically glowing wrath.

As Nayuki Subaru expected, he was not rejected, and after entering, he felt a strong drowsiness, his body shook a few times, and finally fell to the ground, his consciousness was completely swallowed up.

"Jingle Bell--"

The strange and familiar bell rang crisply, Natsuki Subaru opened his eyes from the hazy sleepiness, and saw the same familiar but strange ceiling.

He let the alarm ring in a daze, his pupils trembled and swept across where he was, multiple colors brilliantly impacted his eyeballs, making his brain dizzy for a short time.

The walls with Two-dimensional beautiful girl posters, the bookshelves with comic books and figures, and the desk with computers, everything is so familiar and warm.

——This is Subaru Natsuki's room.

Just when Nayuki Subaru was at a loss, his door was kicked open with a "bang", and the tall man wearing glasses laughed and shouted: "Good morning, my dear son!"

After seeing the other person's face clearly, Natsuki Subaru recognized that he was his father - Natsuki Kenichi.

At this moment, countless emotions swept through his brain, grievance, sadness, guilt, annoyance, apology, fear, joy, touch, and peace of mind all stirred into a ball, pressing heavily on Nayue Subaru's heart, making him cry The flow was faster, and even his breathing was blocked in his throat, making him suffocate, and his body seemed to be turned into a stone statue, unable to move.

"Don't ignore me!"

With this sound, Natsuki Subaru was locked by Natsuki Kenichi's arms and penis.

"what……"

For some reason, Natsuki Subaru felt as if his eyes had been burned, and the tears kept flowing out. No matter how much he wiped, he couldn't stop. Soon the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose were red, and he looked a bit miserable.

Whether it's strength or body temperature, everything is so real that Subaru Natsuki's mind is shaking.

Why do I want to cry so much, isn't this just an ordinary day?

As if aware of something wrong with his son, Natsuki Xian let go of Natsuki Subaru. After seeing the tearful Natsuki Subaru clearly, Natsuki Xian was stunned, he quickly let go of Natsuki Subaru, and put He helped him up: "what's the matter, son? Are you feeling unwell?"

After Cai Yue Subaru heard these words, his tears flowed even harder. He bent his waist deeply, buried his head in his hands, and his body trembled like fallen leaves in autumn .

"dad……"

"It's time for breakfast—huh? What's the matter, Subaru?"

His mother, Nahoko, was about to call the father and son to eat, but saw that Nayue Xianyi was scrambling to stop tears for Nayue Subaru. She was stunned, and immediately walked over to support her son: " Are you crying? Are you feeling unwell?"

"Ah..." The gentle voice of his parents didn't stop Natsuki Subaru from crying, but made him cry even harder.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..."

It was probably the first time Natsuki Subaru cried so loudly and hard since he was born. His tears and nose were all mixed together, and he cried so hoarsely that he couldn't even utter half-formed words.

He didn't know how long he had been crying, and he didn't know how badly he was crying, but he subconsciously poured out his apology in a vague voice.

After Natsuki Subaru calmed down a bit and wiped his red and swollen eyes clean, his parents, Natsuki Kenichi and Natsuki Nahoko were sitting beside him, hugging him.

"You must have suffered a lot, Subaru."

"It must be very hard."

The hair was stroked gently, and the back was patted lovingly. The tears that Natsuki Subaru had stopped showed signs of bursting again, but this time, he held back well.

"Dad, Mom...I'm sorry...I made a very serious mistake and it caused terrible consequences...I don't deserve to be your son...I don't deserve your love..."

His memory is slowly recovering. Natsuki Subaru remembered that he had directly or indirectly killed many people for peace of mind. According to the testimony told by Reinhardt when he came to crusade against him, the Gundam who died because of him 12 people.

Knowing that he was walking on the wrong path, Natsuki Subaru still longed to live, and in the end he chose to let others end his life in order to escape. He is a completely irresponsible coward and despicable person.

In comparison, playing truant from school, squatting at home, and wanting your parents to disappoint you and give up on your behavior is ridiculously stupid.

So... so...

"If only you hadn't given birth to me, then I wouldn't be a stain on you! If only I wasn't your son, then... you will definitely be happier, happier, and more relaxed! "

"Please give up on me...I am not worthy to be your child..."

"Subaru, you idiot!! How can a parent give up their child?!"

Cai Yuexian raised his hand fiercely with an angry face and planted a chestnut on Cai Yue Subaru's head. One was not enough. pieces.

Natsuki Subaru held his aching head, staring blankly at his rarely angry father.

"Subaru, you must be pushing yourself again, right? After all... Subaru has been a hard worker since he was a child. In fact, he doesn't have to work so hard."

Nahoko held her child's face with both hands, and gently wiped away the tears with her fingers.

"We gave birth to you not because we wanted you to do something for us, but because we wanted to do something for you."

Ah, these two are his parents, this is the luckiest thing in his life.

Looking at the serious and gentle parents, Natsuki Subaru opened his lips, feeling this from the bottom of his heart.

"You mean you made a mistake, right? No matter how big the mistake is, since you realize it, you have to correct it, don't you?"

Cai Yuexian said earnestly.

"Even if I made a mistake that won't be forgiven by anyone?" Natsuki Subaru asked dryly.

"Even if that's the case, Subaru, you don't have the nature to make mistakes but don't know how to repent, right? And don't worry, if it really gets to the point of no return, father and mother will always be with you, and go to atone with you of."

Cai Yuexian hugged her child tightly.

"Mom has always been worried about you, Subaru, because you have been chasing after Dad, and you want to be like Dad in everything, but, Subaru is half of my genes, so you don't need to be like Dad in everything, as long as you have Dad in half You're so handsome, the other half can be Subaru yourself."

Naeko stroked the child's hair, watching tenderly.

"……Um."

Natsuki Subaru buried her head in the arms of her parents, and tightly hugged the best parents in the world.

"By the way, how about a more pleasant topic——Subaru, do you have someone you like?"

As soon as Cai Yuexian wanted to relieve the atmosphere, he suggested this with a smile.

"Are you a middle school student!?"

Nayue Subaru complained subconsciously, although there were tears in the corners of his eyes, the decadent crying just now had disappeared.

"Ah, mom is also curious. Is there anyone around Subaru who likes you? What kind of person is it?"

"Why even you mom?!"

Jokes are jokes, but the image of Emilia still flashed in Natsuki Subaru's mind.There is no doubt that Natsuki Subaru likes her, her appearance, her voice, and her smile. In other world lines, Emilia is undoubtedly the first in Natsuki Subaru's heart.

But for Subaru Natsuki, who became King of Purge, Emilia's figure flashed out, but then gradually disappeared, and then those who accompanied her appeared.

"...In addition to my father and mother, someone who likes me appeared."

Natsuki Subaru licked his dry lips and said softly.

"Oh? What kind of person is that?"

Natsuki Xianichi asked with interest.

"Stable and reliable, cunning and smart, cheerful and straightforward, powerful and calm, elegant and noble..." As he spoke, Natsuki Subaru felt embarrassed himself.

"That must be a wonderful person, Subaru is very happy."

Naeko's eyes sparkled.

"I think the other party and I must get along very well, right? After all, people who like Subaru are as discerning as I am!"

"This is bragging, stop it, my face is going to turn red!"

Nayuki Subaru covered his face exaggeratedly, and after a while, his choked voice continued.

"Yeah, they are all very good people... But, I treat them badly. Because I have been hurt, because I have been betrayed in my heart, I willfully think that everyone in that world is untrustworthy, and only interests can be trusted. is forever true."

Cai Yuexian frowned, but didn't say anything, but silently and even more tightly hugged Cai Yue Subaru's shoulders, giving strength to his son who was trembling and analyzing the ugliness in his heart.

"But this is wrong... because I see the world with extreme ideas, so the world will take away all the colors from my eyes."

Natsuki Subaru rubbed his eyes, even if he regained his memory, his world is no longer dull black and white, and the gorgeous colors show what they should be.

"So... I have decided, I can no longer be decadent and trample on their wishes."

"them?"

Natsuki Xianichi keenly sensed the little secret that Natsuki Subaru wanted to hide from the address, but was revealed in a moment of emotion.

"Ah! No, this, that, actually the reason is this—" Cai Yuexian shook his head when he was racking his brains on how to tactfully come out to his parents, and the number was more than one. Shaking his head, he put his hand on Natsuki Subaru's shoulder.

"Don't be nervous, no matter what Subaru becomes, he is our son! If you have a chance, take your lovers home and have a look. If you like Subaru, they will like you too. What's the matter?"

"Well, Dad, you're right."

Nayuki Subaru exhaled the stuffiness in his chest, he raised his head, his eyes became firm and energetic.

"I have encountered a lot of bad things, my heart has been betrayed, my trust has been trampled on, and I even wanted to give up on myself at one point, just die like that... But, ah, I have never been given up by you, I have always been loved by you, if I really give up on myself You guys...will be sad, right? I don’t want to make you sad, so I will try my best to live well, and then work hard to return to your side.”

Natsuki Subaru stared at his parents, showing a big smile.

"...I will be traveling for a long time, and there are many things to do. I haven't even started yet, and it may be quite difficult to do...but I will work hard to start doing it, from the beginning, no, Start from scratch!"

Even though the time had passed, Subaru Natsuki changed into his high school uniform and enjoyed a delicious breakfast with his parents—it would have been perfect without the green beans.

Kenichi Natsuki and Keiko Nazuki stood at the entrance, looking at Subaru Natsuki, who was wearing school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, with gentle eyes.

"Don't push yourself too hard, Subaru."

Naeko gently touched Natsuki Subaru's cheek.

"Just be yourself."

"Well, I see." Natsuki Subaru laughed.

Nayuki Subaru stared at his parents, then turned around, pointing his fingers to the sky, and twisted his waist to the side: "I am the son of Natsuki Kenichi and Natsuki Nahoko, no matter how many difficulties are in front of me, I will overcome them." Gotta go!"

"Ah——almost forgot. Subaru, be careful on the road." Just as Nazuki Subaru's hand was on the doorknob, Nahoko said these words softly as if remembering something.

This sentence reminded Natsuki Subaru of himself before traveling to another world. In order to avoid the possibility of washing dishes, he deliberately pretended not to hear it when he left the house to go to the convenience store, not even a word of reply.

His throat was choked, and he moved vigorously, finally swallowing the self-blame and sadness stuck in his throat.

"...I'm leaving." The last thing he left his parents was a bright smile. He took a deep breath, turned the doorknob, and walked out of the house.

The background behind the house is not the street I am familiar with, but a plain with blue sky and green grass stretching as far as the eye can see.

On the grassland, a silver-haired witch was sitting under a parasol, a teapot and two porcelain cups were placed on a white round table.

"Welcome to the Witch Tea Party, Natsuki Subaru-or should I say, congratulations to King Suqing for passing the first trial and successfully facing his past?"

Echidna, the witch of lust, smiles like a flower.