My nemesis clings to me every day

Ji Li regretted that he was too impulsive and should not have listened to Ji Yan's words so easily.He never knew that he was so stupid that a substitute could easily irritate him.

That was an obvious provocation.

But he already had seeds of doubt in his heart, suspected that Rong Yu didn't like him enough, suspected that Rong Yu didn't want him that much, suspected that Rong Yu didn't just love the fox, maybe he loved the fox's owner even more.

To make matters worse, most of his guesses were right.

It wasn't until he questioned Rong Yu that he realized that Rong Yu might not really regard him as Ji Yan's substitute, but indeed, he liked Ji Yan more.

Ji Li clenched his lips, hating himself for not sending that fox out of the entire White Star District, out of the empire.

I feel even more ashamed that I shouldn't have kissed Rong Yu.

He looked like a pissed-off loser, eager to prove something with a kiss—but what could he prove?

Does it prove that he has been reduced to relying on such actions to keep Rong Yu?

Yes, Rong Yu is indeed very good, he has observed Rong Yu for so long, he is even willing to give him his spiritual body, he is willing to be polluted by him, even the wedding venue has been chosen...

When thinking of this, Ji Li felt even more sour.

But Rong Yu didn't like him the most.

Proud young master, how could he tolerate such love divided into pieces?

He doesn't care that Rong Yu has an ex-boyfriend, and he can even accept that Rong Yu and Ji Yan have such an indelible past, but at least, Rong Yu should like him wholeheartedly and only like him.

Rong Yu should belong to him from head to toe, not even a little bit should be distributed to others.

Otherwise he would rather not.

If he really was the original Ji Li, he should give up Rong Yu decently, find someone who is more loyal and suitable for him, and make Rong Yu and Ji Yan that fox...

Instead of being like now, he is like a hungry traveler, like a nasty criminal, burned to the ground by the flames of desire, wanting more from Rong Yu without restraint.

He even hopes that Rong Yu is a utilitarian and shrewd businessman. As long as he pays the price, he can weave wonderful lies, saying that he only has himself in his life, he has never loved Ji Yan, and he cannot leave himself.

—He even longed for such a lie.

Then came a more hateful idea: wanting to take Rong Yu away forcibly, wanting to tamper with Rong Yu's memory, and wanting Rong Yu's world to be only her from beginning to end.

He shouldn't have such terrible thoughts about Rong Yu.

He... didn't like Rong Yu so much in the first place.

He told himself again and again in his mind.

Rong Yu's news came from Guang's mind.

【Want to come out and chat? ] Rong Yu asked him.

Ji Li pursed his lips tightly, and two words flashed in the dialogue box: 【Don't】

His fingertips trembled, but he still sent it.

The moment the message came out, he felt even more sad, turned off the optical brain as if evading, and lay down on the table, admonishing himself repeatedly.

It's time to wake up a little bit.

he said to himself.

Rong Yu likes Ji Yan more.

And you don't like Rong Yu much.

【Want to come out and chat? 】

【don't want】

The screen of the light brain stays on Rong Yu's last message, but Ji Li rejects him.

This did not affect Rong Yu's good mood at all.

That shallow kiss, which could not be called a kiss, was enough to make Rong Yu anxious all night, and went back to toss and turn.

It felt so good, like a flower petal in early spring, falling on the mirror-like lake water, ripples gently rippling, not making people panic, but making people happy.

Rong Yu ignorantly hugged Sticky Tang tightly, wanting to see the person who just gave him a kiss and ran away hastily.He didn't know what to say after meeting him, did he want more kisses?Do you want to say something to Ji Li?Or do you want Ji Li to promise him something?

Maybe not, he just longed to stay in the same space as Ji Li, and longed to see Ji Li's sapphire-like eyes.

...I want to see Ji Li smile at him.

Don't even understand where this desperate desire comes from.

He is like a harp, with cute fluffy hairs crawling on every string, making chaotic musical sounds, but being unscrupulously stirred at the heartstrings, the whole person becomes soft and crisp.

Rong Yu rolled around on the bed, her eyes became bright crescents when she smiled, and she thought about sending a message to Ji Li: [Then do you want to have class together tomorrow? 】

Stone sinks into the sea.

Rong Yu wondered if he had said something wrong, and he should be more careful with the princess.

But he was silent for a while, put down his light brain, and smiled again.

No matter what, we should be able to see each other tomorrow.

Ji Li.

Even the name is a little sweet.

But Rong Yu was still disappointed.

During the first class, Ji Li didn't come, and he didn't participate in the mecha practice either.

He asked if Ji Li was sick, but he didn't get a reply.

I wanted to knock on the door, but I was afraid of disturbing Ji Li.

On the second day of the public class, Ji Li was the last to enter and sat in the seat farthest from Rong Yu.And at the first moment after class, he disappeared into his world.

This cast a slight shadow over Rong Yu's happiness, and he seriously thought about the reason, whether his reaction to being kissed was wrong.

Maybe he should be more enthusiastic?

Maybe he still has a chance to perform?

Finally on the third day, he blocked Ji Li at the door of the tactical training room.

He skipped his favorite mech class, and stood at the door of the tactical training room before the get out of class ended. As soon as Ji Li came out, he pulled people into the corner, blocking the road with his legs like a hooligan, trying not to let him go. People go.

Avoiding everyone's gaze, Ji Li stared at him coldly, but there was a different emotion in his eyes.

"I caught you." There was a smile in Rong Yu's voice.

The sky outside the window was bright, and Rong Yu's eyes were clear and soft. He looked into Ji Li's eyes, a beautiful golden flash flashed in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Ji Li remembered the touch of Rong Yu's lips.

It's a sad, sour softness.

Ji Li even remembered that he was always so happy.

It seems that he is the only one who is uneasy, ugly and humble because of love.

Rong Yu is always so relaxed.

Obviously he provoked him first.

He provoked him, dragged him into the abyss of jealousy and sweetness, and slapped his ass to get away, telling himself that he liked someone else.

If you are smarter, you should know that you are the only one who worries about gains and losses.

...why do you treat him like this.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Rong Yu's tone softened a little, and she tugged at his sleeve coquettishly.

Ji Li pursed his lips, and after a while, he whispered, "I just don't want to see you for the time being."

Rong Yu froze for a moment, then asked him with a smile: "Why? Regret it? Are you still shy?"

He always speaks so straightforwardly.

Ji's eyes refused to fall on him, and his lips even gradually lost their color.

"I thought..." Rong Yu blushed a little, coughed unconsciously, and whispered hesitantly, "You kissed me that day because you loved me..."

He is not good at such a blunt hooligan, even a little embarrassed, so cute that people can't take their eyes off.

"No." Ji Li closed his eyes and whispered, "I don't like you."

"So I regret it."

Rong Yu was silent.

Ji Li is really good-looking, but he can't see the beautiful blue in his eyes, as if something is missing.

Ji Li is in a bad mood.

Too many low emotions are mixed together, even remorse and anger. Such embarrassing emotions are obviously not read as happiness, let alone love.

The noisy, restless sweetness suddenly changed and poured back.

Rong Yu was like a small animal surfing on the sea. The happiness on the top of the wave was only a moment, and he was overturned by a wave, his hair was soaked, and he ate a mouthful of bitter and salty sea water.

Head over in embarrassment.

"Is that so..."

Rong Yu smiled: "I know."

"Yeah." Ji Li turned his head away, as if he didn't want to entangle with him anymore.

"Ji Li, look at me." He put away his foolish look and whispered.

Ji Li's eyes fell on him reluctantly.

A light kiss landed on his cheek.

It is Rong Yu's rare restraint and gentleness to taste it lightly.

"Okay, I'm back." With a sparkling smile in Rong Yu's eyes, she whispered, "Now I don't remember anything, so don't be sad."

He couldn't understand Ji Li's kiss, just like he couldn't understand the source of Ji Li's sadness now.

The world Ji Li lives in is different from his, and he may have concerns of one kind or another, and may be fundamentally different from his ideas.

After thinking about it carefully, Rong Yu discovered that she could accept all of Ji Li's reasons for not liking him.

However, it doesn't matter if you don't like him.

Maybe it was impulsive, maybe it was because I really liked it a little bit, but I was afraid that he would make a mistake and be entangled with him to the end.

He can pretend it never happened.

Even with the anticipation in my heart for two days, I acted as if it never existed.

The princess kissed the frog.

The frog did not become a prince.

This is the frog's misfortune, the princess should not be so sad.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't like me," Rong Yu whispered, "I will stay with you."

As long as the princess needs him.

He will be his faithful friend.

Rong Yu took a step back slightly.

Returning to the not-too-distant distance again, the smile became calm and peaceful.

"...as long as you need me."

He promised so seriously.

At least he kissed him.

The best gift of the season.

Rong Yu was silent for a while, and then realized that he should leave, and the farther away the better, lest those probing eyes send another message that shouldn't be there.

He took a deep look at Ji Li, and finally let go of his hand.

But it seemed that as soon as he turned around, he was about to disappear from Ji Li's sight.

...Rong Yu, are you really going to leave?

Ji Li's brain was buzzing like bloodshot, but he couldn't help but grab the corner of his clothes.

"I want you."

he whispered.

His voice was hoarse, as if he was about to cry.

In the duel between arrogance and admiration, after all, arrogance lowered its head.

The young master was frustrated and ashamed, but he unconsciously clenched the corner of Rong Yu's clothes.

It’s okay not to be a favorite, and it’s okay not to be unique.

It doesn't matter if it's not the most important.

He can be a little more despicable, and he can send the fox a little further.

Rong Yu will always... like him the most.

He likes Rong Yu.

Rong Yu rumpled his hair with a smile: "Okay."

He needs him, he is his best friend.

The author has something to say: The Princess Diaries:

Lost.

I like you.

Xiaoyu's diary:

It doesn't matter if you don't like me.

The princess is always number one in the world.

... Gummy, Daddy, I'm a little sad, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Diary of a false author:

Ah, finally blocked the last chance for Xiaoyu to take the initiative. (put away the shovel and wipe sweat hard)

Xiaoyu is such a straight person, as long as you say you like it, he will A type.

Unless...he thinks you don't want him to go up.

Misunderstandings will be resolved.

But do good deeds without leaving a name, I hope the princess will not know my existence.

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