fierce dog

Dreams and reality suddenly began to intersect, and forgotten images suddenly replayed in the mind.

After a long time, Mo Dong finally remembered what he had dreamed at the beginning.

Song Zhou let go of Mo Dong first.

He drew back the distance, but his eyes were still fixed on Mo Dong.

Mo Dong stared, wondering whether he should speak first or Song Zhou in this atmosphere.

In the end, it was Song Zhou who spoke first: "I'm sorry."

sorry?

He should say sorry to himself, for such a sudden and unexpected kiss, no normal person can accept it, as long as he doesn't get a heart attack from being frightened.

but...

"Are you curious?" This was the most reasonable reason Mo Dong could think of.

Song Zhou is in his adolescence at this age, and he is very interested in anything novel.So he may be surprised, curious, and a little bit interested when he finds out he's gay.

In fact, this is not difficult to understand, just like children who find something interesting that they have never seen before want to try it, Mo Dong thinks the same is true for Song Zhou.

"What are you curious about?" Song Zhou's voice sounds a little hoarse today, maybe it's because of the hot spring.

"It's just... between men and men, uh, what." Mo Dong didn't know how to describe it.

Anyway, if it wasn't for this reason, he really couldn't figure out why Song Zhou would suddenly kiss him.

The surrounding lights were too dim, but Mo Dong could still see that Song Zhou's face darkened instantly, and his voice changed: "Do you think I'm joking with you?"

"I'm not joking, maybe it's just to try the feeling of a man kissing a man? How about it, does it feel nothing, like kissing the back of your own hand? Or, in fact, most men will feel sick to kissing the same sex. Do you feel that way? "

Song Zhou didn't speak again.

Whenever he didn't speak, Mo Dong would feel an inexplicable panic in his heart.

And his premonition seems to have never been wrong, just like just now—

Song Zhou kissed him again.

This time it was no longer a brief touch and leave, Song Zhou's kiss became aggressive, he raised his hand and clasped the back of Mo Dong's head, preventing him from moving, and bit his teeth lightly like a predator. After rubbing his lower lip a few times, he took a hard bite with a sense of punishment.

Mo Dong frowned in pain, then reacted and pushed him away.

"Are you a dog?" Mo Dong licked the place where his lower lip was bitten with his tongue, but fortunately there was no bleeding.

Song Zhou looked at him, and said slowly and calmly, "It's not like carrying it with your own hands, and it doesn't make you sick to your stomach."

Mo Dong didn't realize it: "What?"

"Rebut what you just said." Song Zhou said.

Is this kid crazy?

Mo Dong raised his hand and touched his lips. He was kissed twice for no reason, and even bit him hard. If Song Zhou hadn't got rabies, he really couldn't explain his current situation.

"What do you mean?" Mo Dong finally looked at Song Zhou after the bitten lip was no longer so painful.

"I," Song Zhou, who was still confident just now, suddenly paused, "I think..."

"Like me?" Mo Dong said directly for him.

Song Zhou pursed his lips, looked at Mo Dong with bright eyes, and nodded slightly.

It was only now that Mo Dong realized that although Song Zhou always put on a cold face to show that he was an adult, he was actually just an underage kid in his heart, silly and cute.

"I'm sorry." Mo Dong apologized, but it wasn't for rejecting Song Zhou, "I never shy away from you about my liking for men, because I think it's a very common and ordinary thing. There is no need to avoid it, but I forgot that you are still a minor, have little experience in emotions, and are easily guided."

Song Zhou listened to Mo Dong's words, and his shy face just now turned serious, "What do you mean?"

Mo Dong raised his eyes and looked at him: "Just like a teenager who may like his teacher when he is emotionally ignorant, this kind of feeling is not love, it is just a kind of dependence, or worship. Of course, I am not talking about you Worship me, it’s just that we’ve been together all this time and we’ve been through so much, it’s possible that you’ll get the wrong idea of ​​me, but it’s not real.”

Mo Dong wanted to try his best to enlighten Song Zhou without hurting his self-esteem.

But it was very difficult, at least judging from Song Zhou's expression at this time, it seemed that he had failed.

"I understand my inner feelings very well. This is not an illusion at all. Don't treat me like a child!" Song Zhou's voice was a little excited.

"I didn't treat you as a child..." Mo Dong explained in vain.

Song Zhou didn't listen at all, and stared at him angrily.

On the contrary, Mo Dong was very calm, but said helplessly: "You...how about you stay calm and think about it carefully, I still don't think you really like me."

The sentence "I don't really like it" completely annoyed Song Zhou. He got up from the hot spring directly, without even having time to wipe off the water droplets on his body, and went back to the room with bare feet.

He couldn't continue to stay with Mo Dong now, otherwise he might be directly killed by the air blast.

The surface of the hot spring returned to calm, and Mo Dong leaned against the edge of the pool alone, closing his eyes with some headaches.

It's hard, raising kids is really hard.

Mo Dong didn't experience much rebellion in his adolescence, and he didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Even if he found out that he liked men, he never showed it to anyone before he went to college, let alone fell in love.

So he was very obedient in high school, which also caused him to be somewhat unable to understand Song Zhou's thoughts at the moment, let alone how to enlighten him from the standpoint of an adult.

"Be sober...Song Zhou."

Does he think liking a man is a good thing?In this society where people can be killed with their eyes, liking the same sex is equivalent to carrying the original sin from birth, and they will be spurned by others for the rest of their lives; they will not be understood by their families;

So liking a man is really nothing good.

After Mo Dong came out of the water, dried himself, put on a bathrobe and returned to his room, Song Zhou was already lying on the bed, with his back turned to his body and his face could not be seen clearly, wondering if he was asleep.

Mo Dong guessed that he should not have slept. Today may be the first time he confessed his love to someone, but the other party said that he was too young to distinguish love.This matter hurt the boy's self-esteem, and he probably couldn't sleep all night.

After turning off the light and lying back on the bed, Mo Dong suddenly started flashing that dream again.

Yes, that dream.

The moment Song Zhou kissed him just now, he suddenly remembered something that he couldn't remember alive at the beginning.

Song Zhou also kissed him in the dream, but different from the reality, he was very happy in the dream.

It happened vaguely before his eyes, he slightly raised his head, and greeted Song Zhou's kiss with throbbing and anticipation.

——Different from reality, he fell in love with Song Zhou in his dream.

The author says:

Sorry, because I have to go out to play during the National Day, so the update may not be stable.

I hope you all have a good holiday and have a good time!