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Song Zhou couldn't find Mo Dong.

Because no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change the fact that he didn't understand Mo Dong at all.

He couldn't figure out what Mo Dong was thinking, couldn't imagine what Mo Dong would do, couldn't find where Mo Dong would be... When the thought that he might never see Mo Dong again came to his mind, he even felt a sense of deception.

Mo Dong lied to him.

He clearly said that he would meet the next day, and he also said that he would be together forever, but in the end these were all lies.

Total liar.

"Your father will be back in two days. When the time comes, be careful not to say the wrong thing, or you will make him angry again." Li Yan told Song Zhou after the meal.

Song Zhou lowered his eyes and replied, "Yes."

"Is the midterm exam coming soon?"

"Ah."

Li Yan looked at Song Zhou, swallowed back the reprimand, and finally said: "I took a freshly killed chicken from your uncle, and I will cook it in chicken soup tomorrow."

Song Zhou still didn't drink the chicken soup in the end, and Song Zhengguo returned home early, just in time for the chicken soup to come out of the pot.

Li Yan put three bowls on the table, but because Song Zhengguo was in a bad mood, he lifted the table and got up to go out. All the hot chicken soup was spilled on the floor, leaving the last trace of heat.

Li Yan sat on a chair, looked down at the mess on the floor, and didn't speak for a long time.It was Song Zhou who stood up first and went to the bathroom to get a mop to clean up the mess.

After he packed everything up, Li Yan quietly walked to the door, and slammed the door behind her backhand when she walked out.

Such days are actually just the most ordinary days for Song Zhou. He has spent every day like this before, and there is nothing difficult or difficult - when you are suffering every day, you will not Felt like I was living my day.

But since he met Mo Dong, he suddenly realized that he couldn't endure such days any longer.

Who would choose darkness after seeing the light?

But Song Zhou still couldn't find Mo Dong. He even went to the company, but was told by the front desk that Mo Dong had resigned.

After that, he had no other place to look for. He didn't go home and quit his job. He couldn't imagine where Mo Dong would go.

Maybe he has already left Fencheng, or maybe he is still here, somewhere he doesn't know.But no matter what, Mo Dong didn't want to see him again, so he couldn't find Mo Dong again.

Sometimes he would wake up suddenly in the middle of the night—since Mo Dong disappeared, it was almost difficult for him to sleep peacefully for a whole night, and every time he went back and forth between falling asleep and waking up intermittently, and sometimes he even stopped sleeping at all.

And when he was awakened in his sleep, he would think of Mo Dong and wonder why he left without saying goodbye.

Are you mad at him?I still don't want to be implicated again because of him, or I just want to simply change places and stay away from everything before.

But no matter what the reason was, Mo Dong left him cleanly and left in the end.

It's like throwing away useless garbage, without any psychological burden, and without hesitation, just throw it away.

The author says:

It's too late to go home, and it's too late to code words. After working hard, I can only squeeze out such a little bit.

Continue to code after waking up during the day, and try to be earlier, love you.