sweet dreams as old

Life on the mountain is very comfortable. Chongyang gradually accepted the new environment and adapted to the new life. Every day, she would get up early to practice with the younger brothers. Yun Shu would not get up until Chongyang came back from the group practice.Since returning to the mountain, Chongyang has been relying on Yunshu's bed. At first, Yunshu thought that Chongyang would not be able to adapt to the unfamiliar environment, so he just hugged her and slept with her as before. After a long time, Chongyang Yang didn't want to leave, and Yun Shu felt comfortable sleeping with a fleshy body at night.

Yun Shu took Chongyang to visit various teachers and uncles, and collected a lot of good things, especially from Shang Feng and Liu Yun. Chongyang couldn't help laughing when he saw the things in his arms.

"Master, why did Uncle Shang and Uncle Liu quarrel when they met?" Chongyang didn't understand. Every time he saw their saber-rattling appearance, Chongyang would be a little worried, but when he saw that they were just fighting with each other, at most they were just pushing and shoving. Twice, after watching too much, Chongyang relaxed, and when he was bored, he would go to watch them bicker for fun.

"Don't ask children about adults' matters." Chongyang nodded, oh, adults' matters really don't understand, even though it's a small matter, it can turn the world upside down. In the world of adults, it's wired.

Chongyang practiced martial arts with Liu Yun and the others every day, and Yun Shu was also happy to be at leisure, occasionally checking and giving pointers, and at other times Yun Shu would stay alone, enjoying the purity of being alone, and occasionally indulge that weak self, flirting Touching the figure buried in my heart with the longing in my heart, the saddest thing in this world is that I ran away from you for thousands of miles, but I still can't get rid of the throbbing feeling in my heart because of you.

Yun Shu loves wine, but he is not addicted to alcohol. He usually just has a small drink, and the number of times he gets drunk is very few. What Chongyang remembers is only once a year. Pulling Chongyang to accompany her and talk with her, Chongyang just listened, and occasionally played to Yun Shuman, listening to her constantly telling the story of an old friend, the places they had been to, and the things they did together , How much fun they had, talking about how much she missed that person, and talking about how much she wanted to say to that old friend, happy birthday.Chongyang thought, that person must be Master's sweetheart, otherwise why would he miss him so much.

In the past two years, Chongyang has gradually developed a problem of serving Yun Shu. Not to mention washing and cooking, cleaning the house, sewing and mending Chongyang is good at everything. Why, Yun Shu calls it "exercise", as for Chongyang didn't want to ask why she needed to exercise, but she probably understood a little when she watched the master sleep until he woke up naturally every day. If both of them were lazy, how would they live their days.

When Chongyang was 11 years old, Yun Shu received a letter from home. Seeing that the date of sending the letter was two months ago, after opening it, Yun Shu looked solemn and frowned, and told Chongyang that he had something to go home , Let her leave alone on the mountain to listen to the words of the masters and uncles.

Chongyang didn't know what happened. She wanted to go with Yun Shu, but seeing Yun Shu's face, she still didn't say anything. Something must have happened at home.

"Uncle Liu, do you know why the master is in such a hurry to go back?" Chong Yang followed Liu Yun to practice martial arts and asked, but the master didn't say anything, and she was very worried.

"I heard from your master that her brother and sister-in-law are sick, let her go home and have a look." Liu Yun corrected Chongyang's posture, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry about Chongyang, your master will be back soon of"

"Uncle Liu, how far is North Heshan from Qingzhou?"

"A horse-drawn carriage will take about half a month, and it will take less than ten days to get there quickly."

Chongyang has been waiting for more than a month, but Yun Shu has no news at all. This is the longest time since they returned to the mountain. They have been with each other all day for the past few years. Chongyang is not used to being separated for so long. , It takes a long time for one person to fall asleep at night, wrapped in a quilt, and the sound of another person's breathing is missing, Chongyang misses it a little.

Here, Yun Shu rode the horse with almost no rest. She was very worried. The letter was written two months ago. After so long, she didn't know how their situation is now. Although the letter didn't say how serious the illness was, she I was very worried. Ever since I read the letter, I have been panicked and never calmed down.

It took seven days for Yun Shu to rush home, seeing the closed door, Yun Shu became frightened.

Pushing open the door, the white silk hanging in the yard hurt Yun Shu's eyes. She ran in in a panic, and saw the old housekeeper sitting on the stone bench with a sad face.

"Uncle Lou, this,, this is," Yun Shu didn't dare to ask, because she was afraid that everything she saw was true.

"Miss, you're back, why are you back now?" The old housekeeper hugged Yun Shu's arm, his hoarse voice, red and swollen eye sockets, Yun Shu felt that it was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, his heart was cramping, and his whole body was a little weak soft.

"Uncle Lou, my brother's sister-in-law,, they,, they,," Yun Shu clutched his chest with one hand and covered his mouth with the other to keep himself from crying.

"Miss, the young master and madam left half a month ago." Yun Shu still couldn't believe it, she was pulling her chest hard, it hurt, she was not dreaming.

"How, why, why?"

"The young master and his wife came back from the west three months ago, and they began to feel unwell. The doctor couldn't diagnose the problem. They thought it was a long-distance fatigue and rested for a few days. Who knows, the disease is getting worse and worse. , that’s why I repaired the book and asked someone to send it to Miss Yu, who knew they wouldn’t be able to hold on anymore.”

"How could this be, how could it be..." Everything collapsed, and there was nothing left. It felt like he had received a heavy blow in his heart, and his heart was broken. Yun Shu couldn't help crying.

Why bother to escape, escaped so hard for so long, and then come back, things are different, people are different, the empty yard is hung with white silk, and the people of the past are dead.

At this moment, Yun Shu, no matter how determined he was to leave at that time, he regretted it now.Kneeling in front of the coffin, Yun Shu cried so hard that she lost her voice. She wanted to say too much, but she didn't know how to say it, so she could only kneel down and cry.It's not that she hasn't thought about going home these years, but every time she approaches the house, she always feels that she can't face the person in her heart, can't face her brother, so she runs away, far away.

Why do you have to have heart, why do you have to have feelings, pretending to be someone who shouldn’t be pretending in your heart, giving love to someone who can’t be given, if I am alone, it’s okay, why is this the result, why is it what it is now, regardless of persuasion at that time Once he left, he never looked back. Now kneeling in front of them, Yun Shu had the urge to go with them. He was young and ignorant, which made them worry for a long time. Before he left, he didn't even see him. It's very sad, sister-in-law, sister-in-law must be blaming myself.

Yun Shu got up and approached the two coffins, raised his hand and pulled his sleeves to wipe gently, then stroked the other one after a while, touching them carefully, as if he accidentally touched a beautiful woman, Yun Shu held her hand Picking up Su Qinghe's spirit seat, gently placed it in his arms, and quietly closed his eyes.

"Qinghe, sister-in-law, I should say sorry to you." After thinking about it for many years, there was only one sentence after thousands of words.

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No.20 two

Escaping, I never thought that this escape would mean that I would never be able to see each other again for the rest of my life.

Yun Shu hugged Su Qinghe's spiritual seat and knelt in front of the hall. The old housekeeper came over to persuade him several times but to no avail. Yun Shu just sat like that, "Uncle Lou, I want to accompany them. I must have made them sad after walking for so long. Let me stay with them for a while."

"Miss, your body is important. You don't eat or drink. If something happens to you, how can I explain to the young master and his wife?" The old housekeeper burst into tears, looking at Yun Shu like this, he was very distressed but helpless.

"Miss, don't burn yourself out, the young miss still needs your care." Helplessly dragging Lou Yu out, the old housekeeper couldn't bear to see Yun Shu like this.Seeing Yun Shu raised his head to look at him, the old housekeeper said again, "The young master sent Miss Yu'er to Su's house in advance, and asked them to take care of it first, saying that it would be up to the lady to decide when she came back. Miss Yu'er is still so young, and her closest relatives Miss, you have to take care of yourself." The old butler is already old, and after this blow, he is much older. He is sad in every way at this time, but he has to be strong in order to persuade Yun Shu Do calm down.

It was only when the housekeeper mentioned Lou Yu that Yun Shu remembered, yes, they still have children.

Yun Shu stayed at home for half a month, packed up his mood, and set off for Su's house. The two families are both in the Qingzhou border, not far apart, and they arrived at Su's house within an hour's journey.

The servant informed that Su Qingyuan and his wife came out together. Mrs. Su held Yun Shu's hand and kept patting her. She wanted to talk but didn't know what to say. Su Qingyuan was also depressed and worried.

"Master Su, Mrs. Su, Yun Shu is here today because of Yu'er, it has really bothered you for so long."

"Everywhere, it's a family, so what's the point of bothering or not?" Mrs. Su held Yun Shu's hand with a pity expression on her face.

"That's right, we're all a family, so it's too polite to talk like that." Su Qingyuan said, his own sister, the two families are on good terms, and now the sister and husband are in the same accident, and everyone is very sad. A small child, of course, needs to be taken care of.

Passing by the yard, seeing two little girls having fun, Mrs. Su called out, "Yu'er, do you think this is here?"

Yun Shu looked at the short little girl, her eyebrows looked so much like Su Qinghe, she couldn't help but her eyes turned red, and saw the little girl obediently ran up to her and said weakly, "Are you my aunt? Is it Aunt Yunshu?"

Yun Shu was taken aback, Lou Yu was still in his infancy when he left, and after so many years, Lou Yu was surprised that he recognized him, "Yu Er, be good, I'm Aunt Yun Shu, how could Yu Er recognize you?" It's from my aunt." Yun Shu knelt down and wiped the dirt off Lou Yu's cheeks, like, really looks like Qing He.

"Mother often talks about my aunt. I have seen portraits of my aunt. My mother said that my aunt has gone to learn martial arts. When she returns from her studies, she will be a very powerful heroine. Aunt, are you now? How amazing?" Lou Yu asked curiously with his big eyes wide open.

Yun Shu was stunned for a long time, Qinghe, did you even draw a portrait of yourself? Thinking of Su Qinghe, Yun Shu's eyes were wet again, and he quickly stood up and turned his head away to wipe away the tears in his eyes. Su Qingyuan and his wife on the side also felt uncomfortable seeing this. , I haven't told Lou Yu the truth these days, for fear that the children won't be able to accept it, and they don't know how to speak.

"Auntie, are you here to take me home?" Upon hearing this, Yun Shu looked back at Su Qingyuan and his wife, seeing them clearing their throats unnaturally, Yun Shu understood.

"Does Yu'er want to practice martial arts?" Yun Shu asked back.

"I think, Yu'er also wants to be a heroine like my aunt." Lou Yu said, and found that his sleeves were being pulled, and when he looked back, Su Yan was standing behind him.

"This is the little girl Su Yan." Su Qingyuan pointed to the older girl and said to Yun Shu, "Come on, Yan'er, I have met my aunt."

"Meet my aunt." Su Yan looked a little unhappy, and his tone was indifferent.

"Yan'er, dear, she's a very pretty girl." Yun Shu stepped forward, and to show her amiability, she reached out to rub Su Yan's hair.

"Let's sit in the room first, Yan'er, take your sister to play, don't run away." Su Qingyuan greeted Yun Shu into the room.

Yun Shu sat down and looked at the two children playing outside, "Yu'er, don't you know?"

Su Qingyuan sighed and shook his head, "Oh, we didn't dare to mention it to her. Yu'er is still so young, how can I bear to see her sad?" Mrs. Su also sighed and wiped her tears.

"Yu'er, let me take it away. After a while, I will tell her myself how long I can hide it. I have to know." Su Qingyuan and his wife nodded, not knowing what to say. It is so depressing and suffocating, and it is really distressing to encounter an accident at a young age.

"When is Miss Yun Shu planning to leave?" Mrs. Su asked sadly, because Yu'er was probably going to make Yan'er sad when she left.

"Just these two days"

Lou Yu knew that he was going to learn martial arts with his aunt, and was happy for several days. Su Yan was very disappointed when he saw Lou Yu's happy appearance. Su Yan originally wanted to go with Yu Er, but his parents didn't let go. I had no choice but to give up.

On the day of leaving, Su Yan grabbed Lou Yu's hand, "Yu'er, will you come back to see me often?"

"Well, cousin, Yu'er will, and Yu'er will also write letters to cousin."

"Yu'er, you have gone so far away, will you forget me?"

"No, cousin, Yu'er will never forget her no matter where she is." Lou Yu raised her head and said seriously, the sun was hitting her face, her fair and tender cheeks were flushed, and she looked at Su Yan with shining eyes , Su Yan smiled happily, took Lou Yu's cheek and pecked lightly.

The carriage carrying Lou Yu gradually went away, Su Yan couldn't help crying, she ran towards the direction Lou Yu left, Su Qingyuan looked very uncomfortable, and hurriedly grabbed Su Yan and hugged her in his arms. "Yan'er don't cry, Yu'er will come back." Su Yan buried his head on Su Qingyuan's shoulder, the small sobs made Mrs. Su's eyes reddened, and the two kept patting Su Yan's back, Constantly comforting, "Yan'er is good, Yu'er will come back, Yan'er is good, stop crying"

Yun Shu was sitting in front driving the carriage, while Lou Yu was sitting in the carriage and opened the curtain to reveal his small head. He looked at the aunt in front of him. Although it was the first time he saw her, Lou Yu didn't feel alienated and embarrassed. Maybe it was because his mother often called his aunt Because of talking about it, Lou Yu knows a lot about Yun Shu, including those she likes and dislikes.

"Auntie, why do people die?" Unaware of the sudden voice from the person behind him, Yun Shu jumped, thinking about what Lou Yu said just now, he was startled again, and hurriedly slowed down the carriage, Looking back at Lou Yu.

"Why did Yu Er ask this?"

Lou Yu slowly climbed out, sat beside Yun Shu, his hands in front of him kept intertwining, he raised his head and glanced at Yun Shu, his eyes were full of grievances, "I heard what uncle and aunt said, is it Daddy?" And mother,,, before coming to uncle's house, father and mother were sick, so now Yu'er can't see them?" Lou Yu pursed her mouth, and tears fell down.

Seeing this, Yun Shu hurriedly parked the carriage aside, hugged Lou Yu and put it on her lap. She really can't comfort others, especially Lou Yu now. She is also suffering from this kind of pain. She has no choice but to Being able to hold Lou Yu and let her cry, this child is also strong-minded. What he knew a long time ago was not reflected in the Su family. Now, the child is crying heartbreakingly, and Yun Shu is also very sad. The nasal voice can only keep saying "Yu'er is not crying, there is still aunt here"

The author has something to say: the third day of the holiday~~~~ I will go to work again tomorrow, so tangled