Isolated

Can't help but slam the phone angrily, who wants to know the cruel truth! ! !

Life is a puddle of stinky blood, and it's fucking disgusting to splash on anyone.

"Are you okay?" I asked tentatively.

He sat on the ground blankly without saying a word, any consolation at this time seemed pale and powerless.

"Hehe" he announced decisively with a pale face and trembling lips.

"I have to cure my amnesia, I have to remember everything, every word he said to me."

"You could cry." I said quietly.

"Why should I cry? What's there to cry about! It's just knowing something I should have known earlier. I have nothing to lose!"

At that moment, I thought that he, whose eyes were red but refused to cry, regained his memory, that stubborn and tenacious Xu Zhenyu.

"I am your alpha, you can cry in front of me."

"No matter who you are, you just need to be yourself. Regardless of the name Xu Zhenyu, you still exist."

"You have to raise your spirits to face even more tragic battles. What to do is more beneficial to yourself. You can figure it out."

I persuaded in a flat tone, as always.

He stood up and approached me slowly, lowering his head to my back, "Can I borrow your back?"

"Anything~"

After a while, my back felt slightly wet and trembling that the omega had been trying to hide.I looked up at the gray sky outside the window, the gloomy dark clouds were extremely low, and the storm was coming.

After weeping silently for a while, he gently stretched out his arms and hugged me from behind.

"Thank you."

At that moment, he only relied on me and could only rely on me. I don't know what kind of emotion he felt when he hugged me later, but I think it should have something to do with dependence.It's just that I can't tell whether it's Omega's dependence on Alpha or Xu Zhenyu's dependence on Xu Zhenhou, or what if I can tell the difference?

The dog blood of life is still being sprinkled.

According to Xu Zaihyuk, all the abnormalities in Zhenyu's body are related to the test drugs many years ago. My aunt helped us contact the best neurologists and abo sex experts in China to study Zhenyu's condition.During this period, Zhenyu often went in and out of the hospital. He experienced various hypnosis and physical therapy in the early stage, and he might have brain surgery in the later stage. His attending doctor in the United States did not approve of surgery at first, but he read the ao quality report provided by the sex expert Later backed the decision.

"With the company of alpha, the operational risk will be reduced." He told Zhenyu on the phone.

"Have you decided to have surgery?"

"I want to try it, you will help me."

"How to help?"

"Don't leave me for now."

"I've been there all the time, haven't I?"

"You're fine, I don't know what's the point of saying this now..." He paused, hesitating a bit, "I still like you, not because you're an alpha and I'm an omega."

"The goodwill towards me at the beginning came from the temporary mark, but now the goodwill comes from dependence and trust, right?"

"I have to admit that you have helped me many times. I am sorry for the last mark. Not only did I drag you down at the time, but I may have caused you to have an inexplicable relationship in my life."

He was tangled in his own words, with obvious self-blame on his face.

I shook my head and covered my face and wept

"So you have to take responsibility, and don't be the heartless man accused by thousands of people. Hey~ Hey~ Hey~"

Zhenyu: ...

(...Who will take him.)

There were not many people on the shaky bus, and when I turned my head, I could see Rong Xin with short maroon hair, and the white earphone cable extending from the back of the ear to the pocket. The bus slammed to the brakes, and she staggered and hit me.

"Be careful." I told her.

"Thank you." She brushed her hair angrily.

The place where we met for the first time as adults was a shaky bus, the silver armrests glowed with a metallic luster, and for the first time I smelled a faint fragrance from a girl, not sweet and greasy pheromones, so good!

"At that time, Zhenhou's muscles were too hard, and it hurt a little when I hit them suddenly." Later, she jokingly beat my chest muscles twice, and complained with a smile, "Why are they so hard! It's too hard! "

"Rong Xin, I've been a little strange recently."

"how?"

"I've been thinking about an omega in my mind recently."

"Maybe Zhenhou has fallen in love with this omega."

"Not necessarily. I forgot to tell you that there was an accident in the mission last time. I permanently marked him. Maybe it was just because of Alpha's natural desire to protect and possess."

"Zhen Hou is a bit too superstitious about the theory of desire ~ haven't you calmed down and really looked into your heart?"

"Yes, I have examined my heart countless times, why didn't I protect you well."

"This is obviously blinded by excessive self-blame!"

Is that so?Am I being fooled?Is it because of ao's nature or the feeling of being depended on that the growing concern and respect for Xu Zhenyu is love?I can't tell.

Xu Zhenyu was sent to the operating room, and I went in with him. Before the anesthesia took effect, he suddenly grabbed my hand and shouted to me as the unconscious consciousness gradually became stronger.

"If... I wake up differently than I am now, please don't leave because of this, I am a blank sheet of paper and can better reflect my subconscious mind! Don't give up on me!"

I shook his hand and replied softly, "Okay."

Knowing that Xu Zhenyu may want to kill me after waking up, may go abroad to find Li Renya, may carry all the burdens alone to settle accounts with Rihao Group, and may treat me as nothing, I still agreed to Xu Zhenyu.

fraud?

Chapter 17

The white curtains trembled under the blowing of the wind, and the white lilies sent by the nurses were inserted in the vase. The people on the hospital bed were covered in white, wearing large hospital gowns, and a thin arm was exposed on the bloated quilt, closed. The eyes, the bangs covering the heroic eyebrows, look even weaker... It's my illusion. (Let you say that people are sick)

The moment the closed eyes were opened, a murderous aura rushed straight to Tianling Gai, and Xu Zhenyu recovered his memory.

"You're awake. There's water beside the bed, and you can reach it with one hand. Hey, you don't know. You've been asleep for three whole days. I'm the one who took care of you in every detail. God pity you." , the nurse sisters in this corridor were all moved by my tenderness and consideration, and sent us many lovely flowers."

I looked at the sun and looked at myself with pity, and sang alpha's affectionate and lingering love words loudly. I hope the earth will be full of peace and the world will become a beautiful world. (going to throw up)

"Are you so afraid that I will kill you?" He asked me with a half-smile, his eyes were completely cold.

"Nope! I talk nonsense when I'm embarrassed." I just don't know what to say, we almost became rivals and became ao relationship.

With a long sigh, he rubbed his forehead wearily, his face full of tiredness.

"Too many things have happened, let me think about it alone."

"I can't leave. The doctor said that I will be with you for at least five days after the operation."

"What? Can I die without you?" His words were sarcasm and sharp.

Increased defensiveness, emotional lability, increased aggression, typical gender non-identity.

"You will be sad if you leave me, you will feel unwell physically, and you will feel empty mentally." I leaned against the window, put my hands in my pockets and said the doctor's order indifferently.

"I can still live well without you, so what if these things happen? It's just some symptoms."

"How can you love Renya if you don't even love yourself?"

"Don't mention Renya to me!" He punched the wall, and the infusion bottle hanging on the shelf wobbled and nearly fell.

"It's impossible for me to be with her," he said hoarsely, and I remembered that he didn't drink a sip of water after waking up, "If... if there was no such mark at the beginning, I wouldn't have said those hurts after amnesia As for her, even if we can't be together in the end, I don't want to make her sad."

"It was Renya who asked me to mark you. After you came back from amnesia, I told her the reason."

"what did she say?"

"She sighed."

Xu Zhenyu lowered his head and smiled wryly, "We thought we could overcome gender restrictions..."

"It would be better if you were an omega all the time. At least the current inhibitors can allow you to survive for a few years safely. When you have to go into heat, there may be new technologies."

"Mr. Xu has worked hard during this time, and he has been entangled by people he doesn't like, but he can still stay here to take care of me."

"Is it interesting for you to always look down on yourself like this?"

"Isn't what I said the truth?"

"I don't like your current attitude even more than I don't like you."

"What attitude should I have? What attitude do you think of me? Renya left me, or because of my ignorance and indifference. My father lied to me, so why have I worked hard all these years? When I woke up, I found that not only did I still maintain the omega My identity has been marked, permanently marked! I will be bound to one person for the rest of my life, why should I bear this? Did I do something wrong?"

He had nowhere to vent his trembling shoulders, he could only growl at me in a low voice.

"Soon you find out that the multiple hits of life will only come one after another, and what else can you do but accept the reality?"

Xu Zhenyu covered his face with a low laugh, "Hahahaha, yes, I should have known it earlier. What is there to expect from a life like mud? It used to be, and it is now."

I looked at the buildings lined up in the distance outside the window, how many ordinary people are walking in it for their lives?How many sad people and things are hidden under the magnificent building, the gorgeous back