"Mr. Fukushima?" Liu Yi frowned, "But..."

"I know what you're going to say." Shen Ning gave the paintbrush to the nanny beside him, "I want to try again, I know the risk is huge, but since there is hope, I want to try again, please help me. "

Shen Ning "looked" at Liu Yi, his eyes were dark, but he just looked at the direction where Liu Yi was standing, with a smile on his face, but it made Liu Yi very sad, although he couldn't bear it, but he still wanted to Said, "Mr. Fukushima has already rejected it once when you were still able to see it. I think it is useless no matter how hard we try. He will not agree. He is an authority in brain surgery and will not do anything to affect his reputation. surgery."

"Shen Ning, the chance of your operation being successful is really too small, just give up."

"I don't want to lose you as a friend. Even if you can't see me, you live a good life, don't you? There's no need to take such a big risk, just in case...in case..."

Liu Yi didn't dare to imagine what would happen. Brain repair surgery was inherently risky, and Shen Ning's condition was even more special. Everything is fine now, and he didn't want any accidents to happen to Shen Ning.

"I know, I know the consequences of failure." Shen Ning stretched out his hand to Liu Yi, "Help me to the dining room, I'm just hungry."

Liu Yi gently supported Shen Ning. The moment he touched Shen Ning's fingers, he couldn't bear to turn his head away. Shen Ning's hands were used for drawing, but now there were many small wounds on them, and the fingertips became disfigured. It is very rough, which is caused by frequent groping with fingers, and various small collisions are always encountered in daily life.

It's only been a short year, and Shen Ning's life has been more careful and careful, but this kind of thing still cannot be avoided. Liu Yi can understand Shen Ning's mentality of wanting to recover, but what is more important than life.

The two went to the dining room to eat, but Shen Ning was eating alone, and Liu Yi came over after eating, and he kept adding vegetables to Shen Ning's bowl.

Shen Ning smiled while eating: "I used to always wonder if Liren would be very sad if I was gone."

"It's definitely going to happen!" Liu Yi tried hard to dispel Shen Ning's idea of ​​having surgery, "So you have to take good care of yourself, it's pretty good now, isn't it?"

"I used to think the same way. I was always worried that he would need me one day, so even if I couldn't see it, I think it's not bad if it goes on like this." Shen Ning took a bite of his meal, "I suddenly had a dream yesterday, I don't remember The content of the dream is gone, but I understand one thing."

"……what?"

"Maybe I think too much about myself. For others, it may be a big burden for the other party. It seems that there is nothing wrong with being selfish now and then only thinking about myself, although I have always been selfish. .” Shen Ning laughed out loud.

But Liu Yi couldn't laugh, he also vaguely guessed something, Shen Ning should know something about Xia Liren and Xue Mai, as for how he knew, he didn't want to ask, and couldn't bear to ask.

"Do you know what my greatest wish is right now?" Shen Ning took another bite of rice.

Liu Yi: "..." He couldn't say it, and he didn't want to say it.

"You may think that I am still able to draw even though I am blind, and even think that I can draw better than I used to. Everyone likes my current works more." Shen Ning stopped slowly, poking the bowl with his chopsticks, " But I’m not happy to paint, you know? I can’t draw happy things, every time I pick up a paintbrush, I think of dark and scary things, and all my inspirations are depressive and negative.”

"But I have nothing else to do besides painting..."

"I'm looking for troubles every day, thinking about boring things, recalling the useless but unforgettable past, trying to make myself happy, but I still want to cry every night when I lie in bed..."

"But now I can just think about myself, so I want to do something that I really want to do."

"...I want to recover."

"It's not that I'm hopeless, it's just that I'm small. I'm no longer afraid, and I won't regret it."

"This is my only wish now, even if I can't wake up on the operating table, I am willing, I have nothing to lose..."

Shen Ning's tears fell one by one, dripping on the bowl and on the table, "So I beg you, please help me this last time..."

"Okay..." Liu Yi felt that he might be crazy to agree to Shen Ning's outrageous request. No one knew better than him the risks of the operation.

But when he thought of Shen Ning's painting just now, he really couldn't say no to it. He didn't use any words. this step.

"I'll help you contact Mr. Fukushima tomorrow." Liu Yi finally said sullenly.

"……Thank you."

It's always a good thing to be thanked, but this time Liu Yi didn't feel happy at all.

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