[Comprehensive fear] This shitty world

zh Do you know how to retrieve those forgotten memories?

After fulfilling Qinzai's wish to meet Ah Rain, Rococo will not intervene in the subsequent affairs, and now she has more important things to do.

After knowing the existence of Luo An'an, Luo Keke finally understood why she had never seen her childhood photos. The parents' explanation for this was because they lost them when they moved. In fact, they were not lost, but the past. The traces of An An's existence, they were afraid that she would think of them, so they erased all of them.

Luo's parents and Luo's mother did this to protect her, but Luo Ke didn't want to just live in such a muddle. She knew the existence of Luo An'an, and she wanted to know what those things she had forgotten were.

Rococo took a long vacation and returned to the place where she lived when she was young without telling her parents.

Rococo's appearance has not changed much from ten years ago. The original neighbors quickly recognized her. They greeted her warmly and asked how her parents were doing, how her work was, and why Luo Anan didn't come back. .

With a smile on her face, Rococo asked them about Luo Anan without any trace. From their mouths, she knew what kind of person Luo Anan was.

She is a well-behaved, sensible and kind girl with a smile on her face. Even after ten years, the neighbors still remember her clearly. They say she is a girl like an angel.

Walking through the familiar streets and alleys, Rococo closed his eyes and imagined that there was a girl who looked exactly like her walking with her, holding her arm, and she called her sister.

The fuzzy images in her mind gradually became clear, and the girl's pure and flawless face clearly appeared in her mind. She said, "Sister, you finally think of me."

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With a thud, the document in his hand accidentally fell to the ground, Ye Shenghui looked back at Qin Zai and said, "Why are you so careless?"

"Ah Hui, you also know that this evidence room is always gloomy. I always feel that something is watching me. You see, the hairs all over my body are standing on end."

After helping to arrest the person who harmed Ah Rain, Qin Zai's heart knot was also untied, and the whole person became much more cheerful.

Ye Shenghui glanced at him helplessly, and squatted down to help him tidy up the materials on the ground.

The sound of ticking water came from the empty evidence room. The two people who were picking up the materials looked at each other. After seeing the solemn look in each other's eyes, they stood up and walked towards the place where the sound came from.

The lid of the huge glass container placed in the corner was opened at some point, and the soaking liquid inside had already flowed all over the place.

Qin Zai saw a white thing soaked in the puddle of liquid with sharp eyes, and he stepped forward to pick it up regardless of his nausea.

"Ah Hui, it's a work permit."

"Bring it to me to see."

Ye Shenghui, who had completed several cases by relying on the instructions of the ghost, was already familiar with handling these things, so he turned over the work card.

When they saw the photo on the work card, the two of them widened their eyes in disbelief, and cried out, "How could it be her?"

Qin Zai was the first to come back to his senses, and said firmly, "This has nothing to do with her, I believe her."

Ye Shenghui's complexion was also very ugly. He naturally didn't believe that she would be related to this case, but the liquid soaking the corpse would not flow out for no reason, and it just soaked her work card in it.

"Qinzi, calm down. I also believe that this has nothing to do with her. Anyway, let's investigate first before drawing conclusions, shall we?"

Even though Ye Shenghui said so, there was a seed of doubt buried in his heart. He clenched the work card in his hand, and a complicated look flashed across his face.

The lights in the evidence room flickered on and off, and the corpse soaked in the transparent glass container suddenly opened its eyes, looking coldly at the two people standing in front of it.

***

After returning from his hometown, Luo Keke found the psychiatrist Li Jiawen who treated Ye Shenghui.

"Doctor Li, I want to ask you a question." Rococo said bluntly: "If a person loses a memory inexplicably, is there any way to get it back?"

"There are many reasons for people to lose their memory. One is physiological. Generally speaking, it is because the brain is severely injured, which makes the memory nerve disorder, which leads to the loss of some memories. Generally speaking, with the recovery of the brain, The memory will also slowly come back."

"The other is psychological, usually because the mind has been severely injured, and the person's self-protection function is activated to seal up that unbearable memory. Generally speaking, if there is no external stimulus in this situation, it will be very difficult. hard to recover."

Li Jiawen looked at Rococo seriously, and said, "According to your situation, it should belong to the second type. I don't recommend you to retrieve that memory, because generally speaking, self-blocked memories are difficult for people to remember." Take it, and it will probably break your heart."

Rococo was silent for a long time before he spoke: "What if I insist?"

"OK, as a psychiatrist, I have my professional ethics. If I know that you will be hurt because of that memory, I will not help you recover."

"Okay, your time is up, sorry, I have other things to do, please go ahead."

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When she came out of the hospital, it was already dark. Luo Keke looked at the dimly lit city in the distance, and suddenly felt a little unreal. It was the midsummer of July, but she felt like she was in a cold day.

There was no other way, if she wanted to retrieve those memories, she could only take the risk of using that method.

**

Memory recall, this is the first time she used this kind of Taoism. When she and Master Mao were learning this kind of Taoism, Master Mao once warned her that this Taoism is very dangerous. If you are not careful, you will be lost in the past In memory, can never return.

When using this Taoism, everything you see is just what happened in the past. There, you are just a bystander, and there is no way to change anything.

Rococo put the prepared coarse sandalwood in front of him, cut off a strand of long hair, wrapped it densely on the sandalwood, lit the sandalwood with talisman paper, and with the rising smoke, Rococo crossed his legs Sitting on the carpet, calmly concentrating, thoughts drifting away with the smoke.

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Looking at the thick stack of documents at hand, Ye Shenghui frowned deeply.

He had also heard about the tragedy ten years ago, but he never imagined that this case would be related to Rococo.

Ye Shenghui found out that the deceased Jia Zhengyi used to be Rococo's high school teacher, and Rococo transferred to Yuying High School after his death.

This actually didn't explain anything, but Ye Shenghui discovered after in-depth investigation that Luo Keke had a younger sister, Luo An'an, who committed suicide by jumping off a building for unknown reasons ten years ago.

Perhaps Luo An'an's death has something to do with Jia Zhengyi.

Ye Shenghui also discovered that in the past ten years, wherever Rococo appeared, one or several murder cases occurred. The investigation found that the men had a history of assaulting women.

Thinking of the case that happened a few days ago, the man who was ripped off did not die immediately, but was sent to the hospital by passing pedestrians. After rescue, he is now awake.

After packing up the materials at hand, Ye Shenghui greeted Qin Zai and drove to the hospital.

After leaving the ward, Ye Shenghui's face was more serious than ever. Thinking of the accusations made by the man in the ward, his heart gradually sank.

"Ah Hui, there must be some misunderstanding here, Coco is not that kind of person, we have to trust her." Qin Zai's voice lacked confidence, rather than convincing Ye Shenghui, he might as well be convincing himself.

"Qinzai, I don't want to believe it, but the matter is right in front of us, so we can't help but believe it. Even if Jia Zhengyi's case has nothing to do with her, what about the people who died in the past ten years? Have nothing to do with her?"

Ye Shenghui was very emotional, and he didn't want to believe it, but the facts were in front of him, how could he refute the victim's accusation?How to believe it?

The two got into the car in silence, and Ye Shenghui calmed down: "Now, the first thing we need to do is find Coco and see what she has to say."

Ye Shenghui did not expect that when he returned to the antique warehouse, Rococo was already waiting there.

She was wearing a white knee-length dress, and her long black hair was smoothly scattered on her shoulders. She looked very soft and harmless, completely different from her usual appearance.

Ye Shenghui was stunned when he saw Rococo, and after a long time he said hoarsely: "You are back."

After finishing speaking, he fell silent. Seeing Rococo like this, those already prepared speeches suddenly didn't know how to speak.

Rococo looked at the two men standing there who seemed to be at a loss, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, flipping the thick stack of documents on the table with plain fingers, Rococo said: "When will Doubt me?"

Ye Shenghui turned his face away somewhat unnaturally. She once helped the two of them so much, but they suspected her and investigated her behind her back.

Qin Zai felt uncomfortable with Luo Keke's half-smiling eyes, and finally couldn't help telling everything, from finding her work card to how they investigated her, and so on.

As Qin Zai told, the expression on Rococo's face kept a faint smile, until he said the victim who did not die, Rococo snorted and curled his lips in disdain: "That kind of scourge, he Life is really big."

Seeing Rococo's disdainful eyes and her disregard for life clearly displayed on her face, Ye Shenghui finally couldn't help it and shouted angrily: "Rococo, do you still have any humanity? More than forty people died at your hands, don't you never feel afraid? When you dream back at midnight, when you think of the horrors of those who were killed by you, don't you feel guilty at all? Such a you , how do you deserve to wear this police uniform?"

Looking at Ye Shenghui who was full of anger, the disdain on Luo Keke's face became more and more intense. Her voice was clear and cold, but pierced into Ye Shenghui's heart like a sharp blade: "What do you know? Those who died , They all deserved to die, do you know what they have done? Those girls who were violated by them lived in pain, some were sent to a mental hospital, some chose to commit suicide, and some because of this stain Being looked down upon by others and thus falling into the abyss, what they have done has already ruined the lives of countless girls, such a sin, even if they die a thousand or ten thousand times, they will never be redeemed."

After all, this world is not so tolerant of women. It is obviously not their fault, but they have to bear countless accusations and insults. They have already escaped from those unbearable memories, but they were forced back by those who watched the theater.

Ye Shenghui and the others are all policemen, and they have seen countless such things. Those who committed rape crimes can be at ease after serving a few years in prison, but what about the girls who were killed by them?Their lives were ruined like this.

Faced with Rococo's questioning, Ye Shenghui was speechless. This is a loophole in the law, and they have no way to change it.

"What about Jia Zhengyi? Everyone praises him as a highly respected teacher. He has taught countless outstanding students and has been selected as an advanced teacher for countless years. Such a person, why did you kill him again?"

"Ye Shenghui, have you ever heard that rumors can't be trusted, and people who are praised by everyone must be good people? Sometimes, there are cruel and inhuman demons hidden under the human skin."

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All those forgotten memories are full of Luo An'an's shadow.

They are the same mother, and they cuddled tightly together in the mother's womb. She was born a few minutes earlier than her, so she is an older sister, she is a younger sister.

She watched her grow up slowly, she will turn over, she will crawl, she will call her sister indistinctly, she will run, she will jump, she will cuddle in her arms and act coquettishly, softly The soft and thick voice made her heart melt.

From that moment on, Rococo swore that she would protect this younger sister as a treasure in her hands in this life.

They grew up together, Rococo's life is full of Luo An'an's shadow, from kindergarten to elementary school to junior high school to high school, they have been inseparable.

When she was 16 years old, everything changed drastically. It rained heavily that day. Rococo asked An An to wait for her in the corridor of the school. She braved the rain and went to the school shop to buy an umbrella. When he rushed back with an umbrella, An An had disappeared. Rococo searched the school anxiously, but couldn't find any trace of An An. When he saw her for the first time, she had already become a cold corpse.

The younger sister she has always regarded as a treasure is lying on the cold concrete floor like that, with blood blooming under her body like petals, those eyes that are as bright as obsidian have lost their luster forever, and she will never use that soft voice again Calling her sister, won't hug her with her warm arms.

Everyone said that she committed suicide, even her parents believed that, but Luo Ke didn't believe it. Her sister would not be so fragile, and she would never commit suicide.

Rococo, who refused to believe all this, used spiritualism to summon Luo An'an's ghost from the underworld, and learned the unbearable truth from her mouth.

Losing her mind, Rococo vowed to avenge An An. She found the home of the man who hurt An An, and used the cruelest method in the world to linger at that man.

Jia Zhengyi, she used her spiritual power to maintain his vitality, making him soberly feel the pain of cutting off his flesh and blood, and finally she stuffed all the cut flesh and blood into his stomach, and looked at the man with cold eyes. The man who died in pain, the pain in Rococo's heart could not be dissipated, she hated it, hated it, why did she treat her sister like this, she would rather be the one who died at that time.

Even if she becomes a ghost, Luo Anan is still a kind Luo Anan. She can't bear to see her sister because she has become like this. She fights the pain of losing her soul and wipes the memory about herself from Rococo's mind. Go, she only hoped that her sister could live a safe and happy life in the future.

No one thought that the soul of Rococo, who was too stimulated, would split into two extremes, one is the kind and righteous Rococo, and the other is the dark and violent Rococo.

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Luo Keke seemed to be telling other people's stories, and told all the things. Ye Shenghui and Qin Zai were already shocked by the truth of this matter. No one thought that the truth would be like this.

"So, are you going to arrest me, or let me go? Even if you arrest me, a schizophrenic patient will not be held legally responsible. At most, I will be locked up in a mental hospital."

No matter what the result is, Luo Keke doesn't care anymore. What she didn't expect was that Ye Shenghui chose to hide everything.

"Resign, leave Hong Kong, I can pretend that none of this happened."

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Luo Keke woke up from the dream, stared blankly at the roof for a moment, and then turned over and got out of bed to wash.

She thought she had seen through human nature, but in fact she had only touched the tip of the iceberg.

That time, Ye Shenghui let her go, and she then resigned and left Hong Kong.

In that life, she never married. She helped those children who were abused to do psychological construction and help them face the world again. She lived for more than 90 years and helped countless children. With one exception, they resumed their normal lives.

Darkness will eventually pass.