[Comprehensive fear] This shitty world

Rococo's words completely overturned Carl's impression of her. She and Ruth are two completely different people. Ruth appreciates art and dare not be interested in his business. Sometimes he talks to her about business matters. When it comes to things, it will annoy her instead, and as time goes by, he doesn't mention it in front of her.

Unexpectedly, he picked up the treasure. Even though he admired Rococo very much, Karl still kept some points, and only picked up some unimportant business and talked with Rococo.

After all, Rococo has experienced many worlds. Although she doesn't know much about business matters, for this era, many opinions are quite constructive. An occasional sentence or two will benefit Karl a lot.

Karl didn't know anything about many arts, but he was an unscrupulous business genius. For many things, Rococo only proposed a rough outline, and he made a very complete plan based on this.

Rococo curled up on the sofa, looking at Carl who was working hard, and felt that he was never as charming as he is now. Ruth must have never really got to know Carl, that's why she rejected him so much.

Abandoning Karl is her loss, Rococo thinks so.

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Today is April NO.14. Rococo doesn't know the exact date when Titanic hit the iceberg. In fact, knowing the incident of Titanic's silence is thanks to an English text she learned in high school, otherwise she wouldn't have Knowing that this so-called unsinkable ship will be buried in the bottom of the sea.

Rococo stood on the deck, with the sea breeze blowing on her face, bringing a slight chill. She felt that the speed of this ship was getting faster and faster, and everyone couldn't wait to witness the largest ship in the world. The ship reaches the other shore.

This kind of excitement has already made them lose the vigilance they should have, perhaps because they trust this ship too much, this dream ship that claims to be unsinkable.

Feeling a bit cold, Rococo leaned on the railing, and she saw that on the deck below, Ruth and Jack were snuggling together, admiring Jack's works, and she saw the bright expression on Ruth's face. Inner smile.

She is happy, the burden has been lifted, she no longer needs to marry someone she doesn't like, and can be with the one she loves, what a happy thing.

Last night, I chatted with Karl very late, and today I accompanied him to a party. Rococo was so tired that he went to bed early.

In her sleep, Rococo felt the ship shaking, and she rolled down from the bed while sleeping beside the bed. The vibration of the ship's body was still continuing and getting worse. Rococo woke up instantly, and she knew that An inevitable disaster has begun.

Rococo didn't care to change into his pajamas, and ran towards the deck. The cold air in the air became more and more intense. Rococo saw the huge iceberg close at hand. Ice strewn across the deck, hurting the busy sailors on deck.

No one knows better than Rococo, who has lived in the sea for tens of thousands of years, that what is exposed on the sea is only the tip of the iceberg, and what is hidden under the sea is more dangerous.

Many people have sensed the danger and ran out of the cabin one after another. The huge vibration has caused these people to have an unparalleled panic. Rococo looked at the people running around in a panic, and couldn't imagine it at all. At that time, how many of these people survived.

She is really not the Holy Mother, but she can't do it. When she has the ability to save these people, she watched them die more than 2000 lives, and she couldn't be taken away so easily.

Carl, who did not find Rococo in the room, just ran out of the cabin, and the scene he saw almost made his blood freeze. He saw the elf-like girl and jumped off the bow without any hesitation. .

Does marrying me make it so difficult for you to accept?Why would you rather die than marry me? Could it be that our so many happy nights are all my own fantasies?

Why?Why?You answer me! !

It turns out that I fell in love with you before I knew it.

Karl rushed to the bow like crazy, most of his body almost stuck his head out, the waves were churning, her slender figure could no longer be seen, something slipped from the corner of his eyes, the hull shook violently, his body In a flash, it fell towards the dark sea water.

Carl closed his eyes.

His body was rolled up by something soft and slowly rose up. Karl opened his eyes and found a black tentacle wrapped around his body. That tentacle protruded from the sea water, and it seemed to have no limit. Generally, it has been extended upwards. Its upward speed is very fast and stable, but in a short while, it sent him back to the boat. The tentacle quickly retracted. Karl ran over and saw only a piece of dark sea water , where there are shadows of tentacles.

All this is like a dream, was he saved by a monster?

Rococo never knew that the Titanic was so heavy.After she fell into the bottom of the sea, she quickly turned into her own body and carried the whole body of the Titanic on her back. Her body was extremely tough, but the weight of more than 4 tons made her almost lose her breath. What made it even more uncomfortable was that the water here was very cold, and her body was almost frozen stiff. If this situation continued, it would be useless to keep what she did.

Luo Keke tried his best to restrain the pervasive cold air, put his tentacles behind him, slowly rotated, and with this power, he swam forward.

At this time, she didn't care whether it would cause panic. Countless tentacles rose from the sea and tied the huge Titanic firmly to her back. The tentacles that fell from the sky caused panic among the people on board. Screaming and running around, some people accidentally fell to the bottom of the sea. If they hadn't been caught by those tentacles, they might have been buried in the bottom of the sea.

The voice of the captain spread through the radio to every corner of the big ship. He said that this is the savior sent by God to save them. The ship has hit an iceberg and the water compartment has been flooded. The thing saved them, and in a few hours, the Titanic would sink to the bottom of the sea. He said that they were now on the back of this thing.

On April 1912, 4, more than 14 people on the Titanic witnessed a miracle.

When the morning sun rose, countless people ran to the side of the ship, poked their heads, and looked at the creature that snatched them back from the hands of death. Under the clear water, a huge black shadow was slowly moving towards it. Swim forward.

All the people were praying silently, praying that the creature God sent to save them could deliver them to safety.

When the sun was about to sink, they saw the port, saw the crowds that greeted them, people cheered, hugged each other, celebrated their escape from death, and what's more, they threw themselves on the thick tentacles and kissed The tentacle wrist that smelled of the sea kept saying thank you.

At that moment, Rococo, who was already extremely tired, felt his body was filled with inexplicable power.

I am very happy to save you.

The Titanic has become a well-deserved dream ship. People say that the passengers on board are people favored by God.

No one knows what the creature that saved the entire boat was like, because it disappeared after the boat was safely delivered to the port, so people called it a mythical beast.

Rococo was wet and mixed in the crowd. She stood at the port, looking at the luxurious ship, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

Her body fell into a warm embrace, and a familiar smell filled her nose. The man hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to embed her in his arms.

"I love you." His voice trembled with excitement: "Marry me."

Rococo broke free from his arms, looked into his deep eyes, and showed a bright smile: "I promise you."

*****

Ruth Extra

The heavy snow fell one after another, and a thick layer of white snow hung on the branches. The cold wind blew, and the white snow on the branches slid down.

Under the tree, a woman in a gray dress, with her head down, washed a large basin full of clothes. Her hands were red from the cold, and many places had been rotten from the cold, and there was almost no good part of her hands.

The housekeeper held an umbrella, stepped on the thick snow, and walked towards this side. He stood in front of the woman who was buried in washing clothes, and said with a frown.

"Ruth, have you finished washing your clothes? Can you please hurry up? If you can't do this job, then I'm going to hire someone else."

"Housekeeper, I will finish cleaning as soon as possible, please don't fire me, I really need this job."

Ruth raised her head, the original beautiful face has been engraved with deep wrinkles by time, at this time, there is no confidence and arrogance between her brows, life has smoothed her spirit, now she is just a need Ordinary woman who does the job.

The housekeeper frowned in dissatisfaction. Seeing that she had worked hard for a long time, she didn't say anything, and walked away with an umbrella.

Ruth stared blankly at her reflection immersed in the sewage, and suddenly remembered the kind of life she had lived more than ten years ago.

She used to think that love was everything, but later she discovered that life requires more than just love.

She and Jack fell in love on the dream ship. She was immersed in love, and after getting off the ship, she followed Jack and left with Jack in spite of her mother's dissuasion.

Ruth remembered her mother's disappointed eyes when she was leaving, she only said one word, she said: "Ruth, you will regret it."

At that time, she was immersed in the bright future that Jack had woven for her, without looking back, and without hesitation, she ran towards the freedom she had longed for.

At the beginning, they were really happy. Jack was a very romantic person. He took her wandering around, admiring the beautiful scenery that she had never seen before. He painted her, and she was as beautiful in the painting as A fairy who does not eat fireworks.

At that time, she thought that she had finally found the life she wanted, but slowly, she discovered that everything was so different from what she imagined.

They had no savings, and they couldn't afford even a small shelter. More often, Jack took her to live in the farmhouse's stable, lying on some damp straw, smelling the bad smell coming from the stable. Ruth had doubts for the first time when she smelled it. Is what she chose really right?

Ruth was brought up pampered, such a rough life made her delicate body very uncomfortable. She was sick and had a severe fever, but Jack, the man who loved her so much, even called for a doctor's visit. No money.

She was in a daze from the fever, and lay on the broken plank bed that the farmer kindly provided them. Jack stood by her side and helped her cool down with warm water over and over again.

Ruth's fever finally subsided, and she woke up drowsily. When she saw the dark circles under the eyes of Jack who was sleeping next to her, Ruth's heart was shaken. At that moment, she really wanted to Be with him forever.

However, dreams cannot match reality after all. When the passion fades away, how can love continue to go on.

After leaving with Jack, she didn't complete her studies. Without a proper diploma, she couldn't find a job that was enough to make ends meet. She was very talented, but she was young after all. Back then, she could appraise paintings by famous masters, but now, She is so young and has no background, no one will use her at all.

Falling down again and again, hitting a wall again and again, her edges and corners were slowly smoothed, and she had to let go of her ridiculous self-esteem and arrogance to do the kind of work that she didn't even look down on before.

Working as a maid for nobles is the easiest job she can find. Many years ago, she enjoyed the service of a maid and lived a high life. She looked down on those nobles and tried her best to escape such a life, but Now, she has returned, and returned here in another way.

She is very fortunate that this is the United States, and no one knows her as a former noble lady, otherwise she can't guarantee whether she will continue this job.

She was busy earning money to support her family, and gradually turned into an ordinary woman. She had forgotten what she was like when she was appreciating artworks. The things at that time were so far away that they seemed to be things in her previous life.

There was also a huge conflict between her and Jack, who was gambling with the money she had worked so hard to save.

Gambling is something that Ruth cannot accept. She has seen many rich people go bankrupt because of gambling, and she has seen many people have their wives separated because of gambling. After persuasion to no avail, Ruth chose to break up. left Jack.

When they left their hut, Ruth walked forward numbly, tears rolling down her cheeks, as if paying homage to her dead love.

That love consumed all her life's energy. Later, she married an ordinary worker. The worker didn't understand romance or art, but he was hard-working. They lived an ordinary life, and this was enough. up.

Sometimes, Ruth would think back to her life many years ago. At that time, she was just a simple and brave aristocratic girl. She was tired of the luxurious life of aristocrats and yearned for an unfettered and free life. She desperately escaped from that cage. He escaped and ran towards the free life he imagined, but in the end, he was bruised all over by the reality.

Until now, she didn't understand the meaning of what Kate said back then.

People living in this world not only have dreams, but also the responsibilities they need to bear. Without that sense of responsibility, this person is incomplete.

Now she understood, but it was too late.

Do you regret it?maybe.