Rebirth depends on you without discussing

"Or, I'd better leave in two days, anyway the vacation is so long..." Looking at Qi Zhongxuan who was packing his luggage, Zuo Chuan said pitifully lying on the bed.

It's a holiday, and he won't see Qi Zhongxuan for more than a month. Before they separated, Zuo Chuan found that he had already started to miss him.

"What are you talking about? Uncles and aunts have been looking forward to you for so long. Let's go back. After the new year, just come back earlier." Qi Zhongxuan sat by the bed, Zuo Chuan immediately squirmed over and lay on Qi Zhongxuan's lap.

Amused by Zuo Chuan's appearance, Qi Zhongxuan reached out and rubbed the soft flesh on Zuo Chuan's waist: "It still hurts? See if you still toss?"

"It hurts!" Zuo Chuan immediately wrinkled his face, rubbed his waist with one hand, and cried out in pain: "It hurts to death, my waist is about to break, I can't walk today, let's do it tomorrow."

Qi Zhongxuan smiled wryly, yesterday he only asked for Zuo Chuan twice, how could there be such pain, he was clearly just making excuses and didn't want to leave.

"It really hurts?" Qi Zhongxuan laughed and squeezed the massage hand badly. Zuo Chuan immediately rolled over and left Qi Zhongxuan. Enjoy it a lot."

"I don't care, or you go back with me, or I won't leave."

Qi Zhongxuan smiled, to put it bluntly, Zuo Chuan just found various excuses to not want to leave.

"Next year, wait for uncle and aunt to wait a little longer. Next year, I will accompany you back to celebrate the New Year." Although Zhao Zishan and Zuo Yiru did not stop them, they did not explicitly accept them.

Qi Zhongxuan knew that the other party still hoped that Zuo Chuan could lead a normal life.

"But, I..."

Qi Zhongxuan chuckled, pulled Zuo Chuan over and kissed him directly.

"Okay, if you don't leave, you won't be able to catch the plane." Zuo Chuan knew that he would go back sooner or later, and the struggle was fruitless, so he had to let Qi Zhongxuan drag him down the stairs.

After watching Zuo Chuan's plane fly into the sky, Qi Zhongxuan rubbed the corners of his brows and walked back.

"Master Sun!" Hearing Ah Chao's voice, Qi Zhongxuan put down his hands: "Let's go!"

When Zuo Chuan left the airport, he saw Zhao Zishan waiting at the side: "Mom!"

Zhao Zishan responded, her eyes fell behind Zuo Chuan, she didn't see anyone else, she couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief: "You, came back by yourself?"

"Ah."

Looking at Zhao Zishan's relaxed face, Zuo Chuan felt pain in his heart, but what he wanted to say in his heart was taken back when he thought of what Qi Zhongxuan said before leaving.

"Chuan'er, don't mention anything when you go back, and have a good New Year."

Thinking of Qi Zhongxuan being there alone, Zuo Chuan couldn't help feeling sour: "Mom, didn't you say you couldn't..."

"Yes, I said that I will not stop you, but Xiao Chuan, you have to give us time to adapt, and it has never appeared on our side... Your father is a teacher, and his words are awesome!"

After all, I still find it unacceptable.

Zuo Chuan didn't speak until he got home, even Zhao Zishan, who was always talkative, was silent all the way.

When entering the house, Zhao Zishan hesitated and stopped Zuo Chuan.

"Xiao Chuan, how is he?"

Zuo Chuan, who was walking in front, looked happy, but he still pretended to be depressed and replied: "It's okay, even if I'm alone there, I don't know how to live this year."

"He's not coming home?"

Zuo Chuan smiled wryly: "There is no home!"

Zhao Zishan only felt that her heart was blocked by something, and she felt uncomfortably suffocated.

Thinking of Qi Zhongxuan's thin body, thinking of those firm and bright eyes, thinking of this person who is always gentle and kindly calling her aunt, Zhao Zishan's heart ached.

"Xiao Chuan, why don't you let someone come." Now that you accept it, you have to face it, and you can't miss it forever.

"Really?" Zuo Chuan exclaimed, his face was full of joy but when he thought of Zuo Yiru, he still became sluggish: "Forget it, Dad..."

"Let's go, let's talk first." As soon as the words came out, Zhao Zishan was stunned. Although she didn't regret it, she didn't want to face it so soon.

Zuo Yiru asked about Zuo Chuan's studies as if nothing had happened, even about studying medicine, but he didn't ask anything about Qi Zhongxuan.

After dinner, Zuo Chuan returned to his room and called Qi Zhongxuan.

"Well, we're home, have you eaten yet?" Thinking of Qi Zhongxuan's body, Zuo Chuan was worried: "Don't be too busy with work to forget to eat, it's not like you don't know that your body can't go hungry."

Listening to Zuo Chuan's rambling words of concern, Qi Zhongxuan turned over on the bed, and took up the topic with a light smile: "Chuan'er, what should I do if I miss you?"

Zuo Chuan fell silent all of a sudden, unable to utter a single word despite being full of words.

"Okay, just kidding, Xiang Qingyu is here, I have something else to do, so hang up first!" After speaking, Qi Zhongxuan hung up the phone first, and then got up and went to the kitchen to find something to eat.

Looking at the refrigerator full of food, Qi Zhongxuan smiled weakly. He should have eaten, but he didn't have any appetite at all. In life, without Zuo Chuan, it seemed that everything was uninteresting.

After simply finishing dinner, Qi Zhongxuan sat by the computer and started working. Only heavy work can counteract the longing for Zuo Chuan in his heart.

Near the end of the new year, Zhao Zishan got busy, cleaning the house, buying new year's goods, and buying festival supplies, in short, she got busy.

And Zuo Chuan was also ordered around by Zhao Zishan every day, and he only had time to chat with Qi Zhongxuan when he lay in bed at night.

This time of day is when Zuo Chuan is the happiest, talking to Qi Zhongxuan about the experience of the day, then falling asleep listening to the other person's breathing, meeting his lover in a dream, and then waking up with a smile...

As the year approached, Zuo Chuan missed Qi Zhongxuan more and more, as long as he thought of Qi Zhongxuan spending the New Year alone, he felt very uncomfortable.

"It's okay, I'll go to Ding's hometown, don't worry."

"Well, then you have a good rest, and I'll go back after the new year." Hearing Zhao Zishan's shout, Zuo Chuan hastily hung up the phone.

As soon as he went out, he saw Ye Qingluo standing at the door.

Zuo Chuan was slightly taken aback, if he hadn't seen Ye Qingluo, Zuo Chuan would have forgotten about this person.

"Zuo Chuan, let's go out and play together."

"I asked my classmates to play games together, you go and play." Zuo Chuan was silent for a while, and finally came up with a reason to refuse.

"What game do you play, I play xx, how about we form a team?" Seeing Zuo Chuan again, Ye Qingluo always felt that the other party was avoiding him as much as possible.

"Don't play, I'll go in, don't give it away!" As for Ye Qingluo, Zuo Chuan still couldn't get up the energy to deal with it.

"Zuo Chuan." Ye Qingluo called out, "Why are you avoiding me?"