After the shadow of rebirth, I forgot to fall in love again

After the dance, the highlight of today's party - donation.

Shen Manqing didn't say anything, and directly donated 100 million, and even called her friend Mu Jin over to join in the fun. Jiang Xichen's team also donated 100 million after weighing it up. As for Xia Ruo and Zheng Yufeng, each Shen Manqing contributed 50 yuan, while Zhou Yao and Su Jinci pledged [-] yuan each.

The program group also contributed 100 million, and the rest of the businessmen and entrepreneurs brought in by the government also contributed more or less. Su Jinci later heard from Mu Jin and Shen Manqing that the total donations received this time should be There are more than 500 million.

More than five million yuan is not much, and you may not be able to buy a house in the prime location of the first-tier cities, but for these remote mountain villages, it is a lot of money. It can be used to build Hope Primary School, at least a dozen or so Place.

Of course, no one is sure where the money will be spent in the end. Therefore, after all the donations and all the things that should be done have been done, the program team returned to the courtyard with big and small stars .

Since all the guests in the back have arrived, the program team changed the shooting method, and set up multiple cameras at the same time to shoot multiple scenes, so as to speed up the shooting progress.

In this way, Shen Manqing, Su Jinci, and Zhou Yao suffered a lot. After all, they are the host and host partner, and they basically have their shots in every scene. They can only follow the script and act scene by scene. After shaking a joke, I went to dig a small hole... At the end of the filming, even Su Jinci himself didn't know what he was acting embarrassingly.

Fortunately, the director and program crew were very satisfied with their performance. After a week, they happily announced that the filming of the program was over, and asked everyone to go back to their respective homes and find their mothers.

Before the return trip, Shen Manqing took Su Jinci and Zhou Yao for a stroll around the city, rented a pickup truck that could climb hills, bought several computers and projection equipment, and some elementary school students could use and read Books and learning materials, as well as a large number of teaching CDs and related stationery, were prepared and delivered to Liu Guihua in person.

Liu Guihua, who had been acting reasonably all along, burst into tears on the spot after receiving these items. Shen Manqing didn't know how to persuade her. After standing stiffly for a while, she took out her wallet and put the remaining He took out the cash all at once, and stuffed it all into Liu Guihua's arms. There was a thick stack of heads of great men, so scared that Liu Guihua didn't dare to cry, so she stuffed the money back.

On the way back, Shen Manqing listened to Su Jinci tell the story of Liu Guihua: "In the age full of changes decades ago, Liu Guihua's grandfather, Liu Jiashan, was educated, literate, and good at calculating. He was also called up by the party across the Channel for it."

"But later, that political party withdrew from this land, and Liu Jiashan, a little-known little character, was abandoned and left here." Su Jinci recalled Brother Niu's words while picking and relaying To Shen Manqing: "Because of the political environment at that time, Liu Jiashan, who had the experience of serving the enemy, was burdened with the issue of 'composition', which also affected Liu Guihua's parents."

"Liu Guihua's parents worked hard for half their life, and they only gave birth to such a daughter. They raised this daughter as a son, went up to the mountains to farm, went down to the river to catch fish, and did all kinds of rough and tiring work. Maybe it was because of this, Only Liu Guihua had the opportunity to study."

"Liu Guihua studied hard and got good grades, but because of her family status, she never had the chance to enter a university. She can only bury her hopes in this mountainous land."

"Later, the policy was changed, and Liu Guihua's identity problem was no longer a problem. Because she had a high school education, and because the village next door responded to the national name, she recruited a school, but she came out and became a school teacher. teaching career.”

"Liu Guihua is a very pure scholar and a very pure teacher—even though the parents of her students don't value education, she still hopes to change the status quo with her own ability."

Speaking of this, Su Jinci couldn't help sighing: "But the reality taught her a very cruel lesson - her daughter Qin Lan, a student she taught herself, graduated from primary school with full marks; graduated from junior high school with top ten in the school. ...But in high school, his grades plummeted, and he didn't even get into a third-rate university..."

"Why?" Shen Manqing heard this seriously, and couldn't help guessing in doubt: "Could it be because the high school is getting bigger, there are more classmates, and the surrounding environment has changed... So, Tan Lan has become lazy?"

"No." Su Jinci shook his head: "According to Teacher Liu Guihua, Qin Lan worked very hard in high school."

"What is the reason, causing the academic performance to drop so badly?"

"The school is getting bigger, there are more classmates, and the competition is fierce. This is just one of the reasons." As he spoke, Su Jinci couldn't help but think of his past again, with a wry smile flashing across his eyes: "The biggest reason is that Tan Lan The foundation in elementary school was too poor. In the local junior high school, the level of the students is not far behind, and they can still catch up with hard work, but in high school, the fierce competition magnifies the gap... And these gaps are not at all in just two or three years. With hard work and time, we can catch up."

"I understand a little bit." Shen Manqing thought for a while and said, "For example, I have been exposed to English before going to school. I was able to use bilingual oral communication at the same time in elementary school... and my junior high school classmates spent a lot of time When memorizing words and learning grammar, English has become one of my mother tongues, and I can use the time when my classmates memorize words to learn and accumulate more knowledge.”

One step ahead is one step ahead, and those who lag behind often have to pay more before they can reach the level of the former or surpass the former.But life is limited and time is limited. Except for those amazing and brilliant geniuses, who can embark on a perfect counterattack road?

How many sleepless nights Jun Xinzhuo spent behind Shen Manqing's back, how much time and energy he spent, how hard and desperate he was chasing after him... Those scenes are still as clear as before his eyes.

Thinking of this, Su Jinci felt sorry for Tan Lan's experience: "That's it, good people will be better, and those who are not good enough, most of them will be stuck in the college entrance examination. Like Qin Lan, she Bearing the expectations of their parents as educators, they worked hard, but still failed to pass this test. Instead, they became a negative example in the mouths of those students' parents, making them more convinced that reading is useless, and they force their children...Maybe the only one The way to success is snuffed out."

"This is wrong." Shen Manqing shook his head and said, "Although studying may not guarantee success, but if you don't study, you will definitely miss a lot of opportunities for success."

"That's what I said." Su Jinci interjected: "But everyone's definition of success is different. For example, Mr. Shen may think that success is achieved by winning domestic and foreign awards, becoming a world idol, and a legend of the times. But For them, building a house, marrying a daughter-in-law, and having two children is considered a success..."

"But this kind of success... No, isn't it boring to live a life where you can see the end at a glance?" Shen Manqing looked at Su Jinci and said seriously: "I think that this short life can only be achieved by traveling through thousands of years. Mountains and rivers, wading through the turbulent waves, enjoying the ebb and flow of the tide, is complete."

"..."

So, Mr. Shen, you have never used oars to row a boat in your life, but rely on waves, right?Then why are you still in my arms?Uh... No, you want me to lie in your arms?

Su Jinci was stymied and felt unable to continue this topic at all. Fortunately, Tao Wei, who was driving in front, said in time: "Mr. That's enough for me to worry about, another little Su, my old bones can't stand it anymore."

Shen Manqing suddenly felt aggrieved: "Why did I make such a fuss?"

"Why don't you bother?" Speaking of this, Tao Wei felt very angry: "Think about it yourself, what good things did you do last year?"

Shen Manqing was full of confusion, trying to think back: "What good things did I do last year?"

"With only 300 yuan in my pocket, I secretly ran out for a trip, and even changed my mobile phone number on purpose..."

"..."

"What? Have you nothing to say?" Tao Wei said ruthlessly, "Isn't it absurd that a dignified movie queen is so poor that she spends half a month washing dishes for others?"

"What's so absurd? What's wrong with washing dishes? I also rely on my skills to make money..."

……

Listening to the tit-for-tat confrontation between the two, and Tao Wei recounting Shen Manqing's ridiculous things, Su Jinci couldn't help laughing, but he didn't dare to laugh too obviously, so he had to bring a pen and a sketchbook, trying to cover up a little.

But nothing? How does Su Jinci cover it up, Shen Manqing is still full of her thoughts, these experiences and years she has not participated in are gradually being filled, making Shen Manqing in her memory more vivid.

Looking at Shen Manqing now, Su Jinci couldn't help but look back at the past and think of Liu Guihua, the pen in his hand became inexplicably heavy.

Jun Xinzhuo's experience is actually not the same as Liu Guihua's, but she has found a sense of similarity in Liu Guihua's self, especially after Liu Guihua refused the cash offered by Shen Manqing, she took the two of them to visit her. When the school library was finally raised, Su Jinci almost lost his composure and cried on the spot.

The school library that Liu Guihua is proud of was built after she summed up the reasons why her daughter failed the exam.In total, it is filled with a large bookshelf that she nailed with wood, probably no more than two hundred books.Some of them were bought at the second-hand bookstore in the city at her own expense; some of them were obtained from the school in the town;

This kind of Liu Guihua, just like Jun Xinzhuo, was originally a weed struggling to survive in the mountains, surrounded by barren and dark surroundings, but because of Shen Manqing's unintentional passing by, she saw the sun...

Shen Manqing and Tao Wei came and went, fighting fiercely, but at the moment when Su Jinci wrote the pen, he suddenly fell silent, and asked Tao Wei to also silence, watching Su Jinci write a string quietly. Crosstalk.

Although her musical attainments are not professional enough, she is not unfamiliar. Looking at the lines of notes flowing out of Su Jin's pen, she couldn't help but simulate the performance in her mind. The more she simulated, the more shocked she was. I couldn't believe it. The tune, like eating and drinking, was written by Su Jinci.

However, Su Jinci was not satisfied with the song she wrote. She always felt that she had not written what she really wanted to express. She changed it four or five times in a row. , There is a feeling of suffocation.

Shen Manqing also sensed that something was wrong with Su Jinci, and hastily tapped on Su Jinci's sketchpad, while distracting her attention, she said in a soft voice: "Hey, listen to me, close your eyes, take a deep breath... come on , come again... breathe..."

Su Jinci recognized Shen Manqing's voice, calmed down his irritable state of mind, followed his words obediently, and gradually regained his senses.

"Sorry, I'm too..."

"It's okay." Shen Manqing patted Su Jinci's shoulder, handed over the mineral water, and comforted him: "Inspiration, don't force it too much, and don't worry, take your time, it will always be finished, and I feel better now Yet?"

"It's much better." Su Jinci drank his saliva, but regretfully said: "It's just this song, it may be useless..."

Things like inspiration and mentality are always fleeting. If you keep them, they are treasures. If you don’t keep them, they may disappear forever.

"Take your time, maybe you can get back the feeling in the future..."

Shen Manqing was talking when the cell phone rang suddenly, it was a call from the studio manager.

"Mr. Shen, quickly check WeChat, the news I sent you!"

Shen Manqing quickly opened WeChat, and saw a line of bold news headlines displayed on Manager Wang's chat window - well-known actress, making money in front of the stage, tax evasion behind the stage?