After the shadow of rebirth, I forgot to fall in love again

Liu Yunxi really wanted to refute Gu Xi, but she couldn't say anything, she could only look at Gu Xi helplessly, and heard her ask: "Do you know where the money we earn is used?"

"Where did you use it?" Liu Yunxi heard herself asking in a hoarse and dry voice.

"We have set up a 'God's Love Fund'." Gu Xi said piously and proudly: "Build roads for poor villages, build schools for remote mountain villages, let left-behind children have books to read, orphans and elderly people have clothes to wear, and seriously ill patients have The medicine can be eaten..."

"...You, you...it's impossible to spend all the money, right?"

Although he knew for a long time that he didn't have the Three Views, Liu Yunxi still had a feeling that the Three Views were completely broken-these people illegally collected information, invaded privacy, and made huge profits. Use the money on yourself?

"Why not spend it? Compared to us, those people need money more." Gu Xi asked Liu Yunxi: "Do you think that everyone is like you and Shen Manqing, rich in wealth, but they don't care about other people's lives?"

"I admit, I don't care much about other people's deaths, but Shen Manqing...she seems to be okay? It's hard to say about the past, but didn't she donate a sky-high priced bag a while ago?"

Moreover, Chen Feng spent 1000 million yuan on that second-hand bag and bought it for her.Thinking of this, Liu Yunxi couldn't help gnashing her teeth: "When she went to shoot variety shows, didn't she also hold a public welfare party, and danced on stage to make fun of herself? How can I say it is still a bit conscientious? At least she is better than me. A little bit, how did she become useless when it got into your mouth?"

However, the more Liu Yunxi spoke good words for Shen Manqing, the more Gu Xi became angrier: "A second-hand bag, if I didn't deliberately raise the price, how could it be possible to sell it for tens of millions?"

"...So?" Liu Yunxi folded his arms and concluded, "She, Shen Manqing, shouldn't be rich at all?"

"At least you shouldn't buy one house after another! It's a villa and a building!" Gu Xihen said, "If it wasn't for the existence of people like her, how could the prices be so ridiculously high?"

"...Then she still plays with cars, and she is also very beautiful." Liu Yunxi couldn't help curling her lips: "Seriously, aren't you just like me, in fact, you are very jealous of her?"

"No! I hate her!"

"...It's nothing more than jealousy, where does this hatred come from?" Liu Yunxi was suddenly curious: "Could it be that when you were in her studio before, you were unspoken by her? Or did she always abandon you? Or... "

"Don't quarrel!" Bai Hu suddenly slapped the table angrily: "Ms. Su is about to start writing songs, so stop arguing!"

"..."

Is there anything wrong with this kid?He wanted to blacken Shen Manqing, and wanted to monitor Shen Manqing, but he fell in love with an artist from Shen Manqing's company?

So, did the child realize that what he did was actually breaking the law?

Liu Yunxi looked at the projection cloth, and saw Su Jinci holding a pen, lowering his head and writing intently:

I once asked the Buddha if I had a relationship with her.

Buddha said, no chance.

I have been begging for years just to see her again.

Later, I changed my identity and appearance, and finally came to her again.

However, she no longer remembers the past.

……

Shen Manqing stopped the guitar at some point, even her breathing became cautious, she was afraid of disturbing the inspiration of Su Jinci.

Su Jinci lowered his head, finished writing the narration and continued to write the lyrics, while humming softly:

haven't figured it out yet

it's all over

frozen in time

Time stops

the story came to an end

Let others comment on honor and disgrace

……

——When thinking of her, Jun Xinzhuo, she was scared of poverty, worked hard, fought desperately, and earned a huge amount of wealth, just to be able to stretch out her hands to support Shen Manqing when Shen Manqing needed it most. clear sky.

However, throughout her life, she never confided in Shen Manqing in person. After her life came to an abrupt end, she secretly followed Shen Manqing on the Internet, secretly watched her live broadcast, and listened to her talk about the ridiculous things in the past. It's a deplorable past, and I heard netizens reminisce and comment on the glorious but short life of 'Jun Xinzhuo'.

At that time, she didn't realize that love, in fact, was never something that could be accomplished by one person.

can't tell

have parted ways

how to trace

or feeling

your gentle eyebrows

and palm temperature

……

——After being reborn as Su Jinci, she thought that she and Shen Manqing would part ways from now on. She thought that from then on, she could only look up at Shen Manqing on TV, in theaters or under the LED advertising screens in squares.

She didn't want to forget the past, tried hard to remember, tried hard to remember, remember Shen Manqing's eyebrows and the warmth that once brought her, but...

can't find the way home

footsteps are lonely

how to trace

or keep

Still let the years prosper and wither

pretend not to care

……

——How could it be possible to pretend not to care?Even when he was reborn as Su Jinci, he had to take his ID card to confirm his identity every day when he woke up; even if he hypnotized himself in front of the mirror every day, telling himself that he was still alive; In the hospital, even the relatives and friends of the original owner dare not take the initiative to contact...

But after so many years of deep love, I have turned this love into a habit. When I heard that she was going to start a live broadcast, I was worried and excited, and when I was watching the live broadcast, I was engrossed in it. When Xie Jinwei said that she still needs a screenwriter ...Even if she changed her identity, even if she changed her appearance, this heart still flew over thousands of rivers and mountains, and landed by her side.

——How can you pretend you don't care?

Su Jinci hummed softly, affectionately and sadly.

Tao Wei was stunned.

Shen Manqing was also stunned.

She felt that her heart was hot and painful. She seemed to hear the affection, sadness and fragility hidden in Su Jinci's singing. She really wanted to hug Su Jinci into her arms immediately and give her a warm embrace. , drive away her loneliness, appease her sorrow...

Can't see the way ahead

Memories fade away

how to lock

how to record

or the next show

start a new journey

……

——Come to Shen Manqing's side again, she still loves and still struggles, she wants to love Shen Manqing well, affectionately, and with all her strength, but Shen Manqing's identity always makes her Stay away.

She is a star!

She is a goddess!

She is a public figure!

She lives in plain sight!

She is destined to be the brightest star in the night sky!

……

The deeper the love, the deeper the heart. When the future of Jun Xinzhuo can no longer be looked back, and when the memories gradually become barren, how can she remember Shen Manqing who was deeply loved by her in the past?Or be brave again, start a new performance, and embark on a new journey?Embark on a new life journey with the current Shen Manqing?

They say ending is the end

Unwilling to repeat the old journey

If you insist on chasing again

give it your all

turn a blind eye

Or draw your attention?

——The previous life is over, but I am unwilling to embark on this road of chasing dreams in the entertainment industry again. I desperately chase your footsteps...

This is my love, this is my life, I am here to sing it to you, are you ignorant?Or look sideways for me, feel sorry for me?

They say parting is the end

Unwillingness is also obsessive

If you insist on chasing again

last show

turn a blind eye

Or draw your attention?

is obsessive

Or cheers?

……

——The previous life is over, and you and I have become strangers in this life, but I am not willing to end here, and continue to be obsessed with you...

This song, this relationship, this performance, this journey of life... Now I am no longer lonely because of you, but one day in the future, after our relationship is discovered by the world, we will be scolded for being obsessed, or Is the crowd cheering and blessing for us?

Shen Manqing raised her head, looking at the blue sky through the car window, her expression suddenly became a little confused.

She doesn't know what kind of ending she and Su Jinci will face one day in the future... But, no matter what, at this moment, this heart that is sad and soft because of her singing wants to embrace her The mood of protecting you in your arms is clearly saying——Shen Manqing, Su Jinci has already entered your heart!

Su Jinci's voice continued, and she continued to read the narration:

The Buddha said, if you never forget, there will be echoes

I have wade through thousands of mountains and rivers

reincarnation

Tried all kinds of hardships

Buddha, finally give me rebirth

Let me come to you again...

……

The singing ended here, but the mood of the audience and listeners was still moved by it.

Ye Qingmei held the tablet, exhaled a long breath, and said to Kennly with emotion: "Behind this song, it feels like there is an unfinished story..."

Kennly sighed: "I only heard the timidity in the first half and the bravery in the second half... Maybe this is another kind of rebirth?"

……

Baihu wiped his tears and cried, "Listening to Teacher Xiao Su's song, I thought of the time when I had a crush on my senior sister... I didn't see her, I wanted to chase her, but I didn't dare to say anything when I saw her." Squeak..."

Gu Xi remained silent, as if caught in some kind of memory.

Liu Yunxi tilted her head, and sneered slightly: "It's really hypocritical, it reminds me of my first boyfriend... In this world, how can there be such lingering feelings? Don't you just come here when you see each other? Field? Why is it so troublesome to use? It's just hypocritical! Just as hypocritical as Shen Manqing!"

……

Li Hui put down his pen, started to play the piano, and sang along with Haomai, presenting his work to the audience:

I rise from the ashes

illuminate the boundless sentient beings

……

The author has something to say: I started writing lyrics blindly again.Well, it must be poorly written, you can skip to the end, it won't affect the plot anyway.