There is a breeze in long summer

Watching Luo Yang's car go away, Lin Changqing was about to slip away when Xia Yiqun's voice came from behind him at the right time: "Lin Changqing, stop for me."

He used declarative sentences, but there was obvious anger between the words.

Lin Changqing bit the bullet and turned around: "Mr. Xia, what else can I do?"

"I have a lot of questions, and I have never had a chance to ask you. Let's ask them together now." Xia Yiqun folded his hands on his chest, "How did you know Mo Jingyi?"

"I met him during my internship at the newspaper." Lin Changqing answered with confidence, because it was a fact that he went to the newspaper where Mo Jingyi worked as an intern.

"Why did you choose "Daily News"? Could it be that you wanted to use Mo Jingyi to get close to me?" Lin Changqing's various suspicious behaviors before now seem to have been explained. Xia Yiqun's tone was not kind, "Tell me, from How much has Mo Jingyi inquired about me?"

"I went for an internship just to change my major..." Lin Changqing knew that he must have misunderstood something when he heard Xia Yiqun's words, and couldn't help but want to explain, but stopped in the middle of the sentence, "Forget it, what do you think? It's just something. Anyway, I didn't hinder you, where I went and what I did, it has nothing to do with you!"

"Okay, okay, that one has nothing to do with me!" Xia Yiqun said sarcastically, "That's right, you don't want to stay in the physics department, you want to transfer to the journalism department, this has nothing to do with me. You want to publish articles in newspapers to become famous Wan, I don’t care about it! But I would like to advise you, don’t be so eager for quick success, write your own articles if you want to publish them, don’t take it for granted...don’t take other people’s hard work and show off in front of the leaders that it’s the fruit of your labor. You know this What kind of behavior? This is stealing! You not only plagiarized other people’s articles, but also published them under the identity of others. What’s the point of being a counterfeit? Don’t let people look down on you!”

Xia Yiqun spoke so fast that Lin Changqing couldn't resist for a while.During the commotion, he seemed to be talking about "fake goods", and these three words instantly ignited the long-standing anger in Lin Changqing's heart.The memory that had begun to gradually blur suddenly made a comeback.Lin Changqing seemed to return to that night again, Xia Yiqun was drunk, and pressed him under his body as soon as he entered the door, lingering, tender and impatient.

It was supposed to be a heartwarming affair for both of them.He thought that Xia Yiqun was so devoted because he loved him, but he was soon slapped loudly by the cruel fact.

When climbing to the peak of desire, Xia Yiqun's eyes lingered on the white body of the person below him, greedily wanting to have a panoramic view of every inch of that person's skin.The eyes that were originally full of confusion suddenly became soft and stable, Xia Yiqun finally couldn't help calling out: "Gu Zhihang..."

Xia Yiqun reached the climax by calling Gu Zhihang's name, but this action drove Wen Qiu from the paradise of bliss to the hell of bitter cold in an instant.Calls full of passion|desire and longing turned into whips, whipping Wen Qiu's heart, making him feel so much pain.

Unforgettable memories, accompanied by shame, flooded Lin Changqing like a tide, drowning him and making him lose his mind: Wen Qiu is dead, but Xia Yiqun is alive and well now, standing in front of him confidently, laughing at himself It is a "counterfeit".

In past and present lives, the reputation of "fake goods" has always been imposed on me by you.What right do you have to laugh at me?

Haven't I been humiliated enough by you?

Why are you?

Why are you?

This is also all the thoughts in Xia Yiqun's mind at the moment.

Xia Yiqun always believed that Lin Changqing was just a small admirer of his, although he was a bit clingy, but not annoying enough.After school started, he thought that the student's enthusiasm for him had cooled down, but Lin Changqing changed to a more aggressive offensive: he even started to imitate Wen Qiu in words and deeds!

He came down again and again, making Xia Yiqun almost bewildered by him.

No matter how Lin Changqing learned about Wen Qiu's situation, the fact before him is that Lin Changqing became more and more courageous, and dared to delete, delete, and modify Wen Qiu's posthumous work, and presented it to the leader as his own work to claim credit for it. .

This approach touched Xia Yiqun's bottom line.He also didn't care that Lin Changqing was Wang Musong's relative, and said bluntly: "Pretend to be another person to attract my attention, Lin Changqing, are you tired?"

As soon as this remark came out, Lin Changqing suddenly felt thunderous: Has Xia Yiqun seen through the matter of pretending to be Lin Changqing?

But Lin Changqing quickly forced himself to calm down, and immediately found the flaw in Xia Yiqun's question just now: he was still calling himself "Lin Changqing" instead of "Wen Qiu"; as for Xia Yiqun's "pretending to be another person", It probably refers to how he behaves like Gu Zhihang.

Obviously changed into a skin that has no similar appearance with Gu Zhihang, but Xia Yiqun inevitably saw the similarities in the end.

Lin Changqing thought, he really resembles that person from the bottom of his heart.

He was stunned by Xia Yiqun's words for a long time, and finally counterattacked angrily: "Why should I pretend to be someone else? I have never pretended before!"

Seeing that Lin Changqing had no intention of repenting, Xia Yiqun was so angry that he was speechless.

Seeing that Xia Yiqun's words were poor, Lin Changqing sneered and continued to sarcastically say: "Mr. Xia, I would like to ask you for advice. Why do you think I'm pretending to be someone else? Who do you think I look like? Obviously you have a ghost in your heart, so you will always talk about it." I feel like there are shadows of other people in me!"

Lin Changqing's words deeply hurt Xia Yiqun.

Because he was right.

When he first started dating Wen Qiu, Xia Yiqun really had the dirty idea of ​​using Wen Qiu as a substitute, taking advantage of Wen Qiu's wholeheartedness towards him, and keeping him by his side to comfort the emptiness after being rejected by Gu Zhihang and loneliness.

After a long time, Xia Yiqun found that Wen Qiu treated him very well. ——It's not so good, it's better to say it's too good for him. ——Xia Yiqun took Wen Qiu's kindness for granted, so during the many days and nights he spent with Wen Qiu, he never once thought carefully about why he tied Wen Qiu by his side. Year.

The days with Wen Qiu seemed really good.Xia Yiqun gradually began to have this idea: as long as Wen Qiu didn't find out his feelings for Gu Zhihang, - take a step back, even if Wen Qiu found out, it's okay to make a fuss - as long as Wen Qiu didn't mention breaking up , he was going to continue living like this for the two of them.

It can only be said that Xia Yiqun is too slow in terms of emotions.So much so that after Wen Qiu proposed to break up, it took him a long time to understand where he was wrong and to see his true intentions.

I don't know when, Wen Qiu has slowly penetrated into Xia Yiqun's life, making him get used to Wen Qiu, and then fell in love with Wen Qiu.

Wen Qiu is so nice, so nice that anyone who gets along with him will fall in love with him.

Wen Qiu should have been cherished and treated tenderly.Xia Yiqun hated himself so much that he was willing to let Wen Qiu be someone else's stand-in, and he ignored Wen Qiu's continuous love as nothing and abandoned it like a pair of shoes; what's even more hateful was that if it wasn't for a misrecognition many years ago, he would have even It was love at first sight for Wen Qiu, not for Gu Zhihang.

It turned out that from beginning to end, he had only loved Wen Qiu.

Xia Yiqun delayed Wen Qiu for seven full years. He thought that after he realized it, he would still have the opportunity to use the next seven years to make up for the mistakes he made to Wen Qiu.

Unexpectedly, mistakes will eventually become misses.And this miss is the separation of yin and yang.

Even though Xia Yiqun regretted everything, it was too late.

Xia Yiqun's big mistakes in the past were easily pointed out by Lin Changqing, how can he not lose his temper?When he was about to attack Lin Changqing, Xia Yiqun was intimidated by Lin Changqing's eyes.

What kind of look is that?

It was exactly the same as Wen Qiu's appearance when he proposed to break up.

At that time, the blow came so suddenly that Wen Qiu's eyes were full of contradictions, he was so sad that he was on the verge of collapse, but also full of reluctance because it was too late to cut off his love.That gaze seemed to engrave every strand of Xia Yiqun's hair and every inch of his skin into his eyes and into his blood.As if they had expected it a long time ago, that was the last time they stared at each other before parting.

Why does even a glance remind me of Wen Qiu?

Xia Yiqun felt that Lin Changqing was driving him crazy.

Lin Changqing was also anxious and angry at the moment. He felt a sudden soreness in his nose, and hurriedly turned his face away, hiding his eyes in the shadow of his forehead hair, for fear that Xia Yiqun could clearly see the tears swirling in his eyes, and even more afraid that Xia Yiqun would see through them. See his soul clearly through his abnormal emotions.

Wu Zhen finished supper with his roommates and was walking towards the school at this time. With sharp eyes, he saw Xia Yiqun immediately.

The conversation with Xia Yiqun in the office that day did not make Wu Zhen give up on Xia Yiqun.For a while, he ran to Xia Yiqun's place more often.

After some reconnaissance, Wu Zhen found that the "person she likes" that Xia Yiqun mentioned never seemed to have appeared by Xia Yiqun's side.He began to suspect that Xia Yiqun was unrequited love, and became more and more certain of this conclusion as time went by.Since Xia Yiqun didn't have a master yet, his desire to pursue Xia Yiqun naturally came alive again.

Wu Zhen was overjoyed to meet Xia Yiqun after supper, and shouted across the road: "Teacher Xia!"

Wu Zhen left her roommate and walked straight towards Xia Yiqun.When he got closer, he found another acquaintance of Xia Yiqun standing beside him: "Huh? Changqing?"

When Lin Changqing heard Wu Zhen's loud voice from across the road just now, he had already calmed down. When he heard Wu Zhen greet him, he reluctantly responded, "Oh, Wu Zhen."

Wu Zhen looked up at Xia Yiqun, only to see him looking at Lin Changqing with a livid face.

As an outsider, Wu Zhen looked at Lin Changqing, then at Xia Yiqun, looked back and forth suspiciously a few times, but didn't see why, only felt that the relationship between the two was a bit stiff, and didn't know what to say to ease the atmosphere ,

Xia Yiqun first lost his demeanor in front of Mo Jingyi, and then vented his resentment on Lin Changqing.He really didn't want to behave abnormally in front of the third person, so he tried his best to maintain the image of a teacher, exchanged a few words with Wu Zhen, and then said goodbye.

Seeing Xia Yiqun's tired face, Wu Zhen didn't want to be too obsessive, and sent the teacher away, and then he became concerned about Lin Changqing: "What did you and Teacher Xia just talk about?"

"Oh, it's about changing departments." Lin Changqing made an excuse casually.

"It seems to me that you two had a very unpleasant conversation, so you just changed your major? As for that?" Wu Zhen felt strange, "Hey? Didn't you say that you didn't know Teacher Xia well before? He's not the counselor of our grade, why? Are you concerned about your changing major?"

Wu Zhen asked one question after another, which annoyed Lin Changqing, but it was not easy to get angry: "Ms. Xia is my uncle's student, and was entrusted by my uncle to come to me and persuade me not to change my major. He told me a lot of things. Reasonable, if I don't listen, he will get angry. ——But it's useless for him to be angry, anyway, I'm determined."

Lin Changqing half-truthfully told Wu Zhen the whole story, and Wu Zhen didn't have any doubts anymore, and took the conversation in a big way: "Don't be depressed. Go talk to your uncle some other day, he will definitely understand you. of."

Lin Changqing managed to dismiss Wu Zhen's remarks, and returned to his residence, feeling physically and mentally exhausted.

To tell one lie, ten lies must be used to cover it up.I just heard people say this before, but now, Lin Changqing has a personal experience of this matter.He fell down on the sofa, Wen Liping's gentle words in his mind for a while, Li Zhiqiu's mischievous smile for a while, and then, he seemed to see Mo Jingyi and Luo Yang dangling in front of his eyes again, recreating everything that happened today again.Those images criss-crossed, and finally, somehow, they converged into Xia Yiqun's eyes, which couldn't be lingered no matter what.

Lin Changqing raised his hand in annoyance and covered his eyes, as if by doing so, he could stop thinking about Xia Yiqun.

At this moment, Xia Yiqun was lying on the bed.Today was really exhausting, but he couldn't fall asleep for a long time.Stretching out his right arm, the side of his body was empty, and he could only hold the coldness of one hand.

There was no light in the room, it was pitch black.

With a hoarse voice, Xia Yiqun whispered, "Wen Qiu."

No one responded.

"Wen Qiu..."

The room was still filled with dead silence and boundless darkness.Just like his life, ever since he lost Wen Qiu, there was no light at all.

Xia Yiqun raised his hands to cover his eyes, trying to stop the scorching liquid gushing out of them.

He really seldom sheds tears, even when he was a child.Even when he heard the news of Wen Qiu's death, he didn't shed a single tear.

Now, why can't I stop crying?

Xia Yiqun knew very well that it was because of Lin Changqing.What Lin Changqing said tonight woke him up. Everyone is unique, and no one can completely replace another.

He can look for a shadow similar to Wen Qiu in countless people, but that unique Wen Qiu, even if he goes to the poor and falls to the underworld, he will never be able to find it again.