When Kotomine Kirei opened his eyes, he thought he was in hell.

The sky dyed red by the fire, the broken rubble surrounding him, and the black mud that polluted everything.As far as the eye can see, there are all miserable and dark things.

However, the self in the miserable image is full of strength, as if reborn.

"Are you awake, Kirei? How presumptuous, you actually bothered me to dig you out with my own hands. You are too infuriating, to be killed so easily? This caused my king's combat power to drop and his movements to become slow It's..."

As soon as he woke up, he heard the somewhat noisy voice of the King of Heroes, and Kirei held his forehead with a headache.At the same time, the other party's words reminded him of another thing. "Where is Matou Kariya? He should have survived, he."

"Hmph." The King of Heroes snorted coldly, then suddenly rolled his eyes and smiled. "However, the Holy Grail War is indeed full of fun. Although the black mud in the broken cup is filthy, it still makes me regain my body. And you, Kirei, are also alive because of me. It's a pity that Saber brought That mad dog has returned to its original place. This woman is really..."

"Where is Kariya?"

Ignoring Kirei's questioning again, Archer stood up and looked around. "Your enemy, Emiya Kiritsugu, also survived. Just now I saw him leaving with that doll in his arms, um... seems to be carrying a child on his back, probably because he passed by here and got caught in the fire. Eggs."

"Gilgamesh."

Recognizing a few traces of anger from the deep voice of the other party, Archer smiled more cheerfully.Without continuing to talk about him, the King of Heroes gave the answer directly. "he died."

Kotomine Kirei, who had already stood up steadily, almost fell because of this answer. "Impossible," he said firmly, turning to Archer.His dark eyes stared at the other party without blinking, trying to find evidence that the other party was lying.

"Hmph, I don't have the time to joke with you." Thinking of the series of unexpected events just now, the King of Heroes looked towards the place where the Holy Grail was originally. "I didn't expect him to be the one chosen in the end. It seems that the taste of the Holy Grail is not bad. However, he seems to have made some strange wish, so that he self-destructed."

Kotomine Kirei listened to his speech expressionlessly, but seemed not to listen.Suddenly, he stepped forward and walked in the direction the King of Heroes was facing.

"Kirei," Archer stared at his Master with interest, and joked viciously, "his body may have been burnt to the point that not even ash remains."

Kotomine Kirei acted as if he had never heard of it, and just walked into the distance.

The King of Heroes smiled and sighed.The other party's empty expression of being on the verge of collapse but pretending to be calm pleased him, so that he burst into kindness. "You can feed him blood for a try. But I can't guarantee the outcome."

Kirei paused. "...um." He replied curtly.

In fact, Kotomine Kirei has not yet accepted the fact that Kariya Matou is dead.

——even when he dug out the other party's blood-stained body from the black mud with his own hands.

Unacceptable, incomprehensible.

Matou Kariya, whose pale skin was stained with red-black blood, had no obvious injuries other than a broken hand, and there was even an unbelievably strong magic power remaining in his body.

However, the opponent's heart had stopped beating, and there was no tactile sensation of worms moving under the skin on both sides of the spine—that was what he had felt when he hugged the opponent.The body, which was originally quite thin, was so light at this moment that it seemed that it would disappear in the next second.Kotomine Kirei could almost imagine how the other party not long ago was bleeding profusely alone, emptying out all the vitality in his body.

The man, it seemed, was indeed dead.

However, this is not right.

No no no no no.

I haven't seen the other party's painful and forbearing expression again, I haven't tasted the other party's tears, and I haven't imprisoned the other party's soul to play with.

This man can only be harmed by himself, destroyed by himself.

Those who are killed by the opponent can be reborn.How could this person, as the victor, die so easily.

If Kariya died, where would he find happiness.

Kotomine Kirei cut open the inside of his wrist, and used his own lips to feed the blood to the cold corpse little by little.At the same time, his hand penetrated from the opponent's messy collar, covered the opponent's heart, and cast magic for healing.

In fact, the moment he was killed by the opponent, or even earlier, he had already realized it.This person's sense of existence in his own life is too strong.

If he wanted to live without burden, it would probably be better to throw Matou Kariya away.

However, if this person is obliterated and returns to his boring self, he may not be able to survive at all.

Because I can't let go, I just want to get this person completely.

Archer rarely lied in front of Kirei, which made Kirei believe that most of the methods offered by the other party were effective.However, the magic power was indeed absorbed by the opponent's body like a bottomless pit, but the body in his arms was still as cold as ice.

It's still a corpse.

For a moment, Kotomine Kirei was so desperate that he was about to give up.But Archer's words from earlier flooded into his mind again.

——The dead Heroic Spirit was reborn because of the black mud.

Forcefully prying Kariya's lips open, Kotomine Kirei stuffed the cold and disgusting black mud deep into the opponent's throat, lifted his chin, and forced the opponent to swallow it.He was anxious, but his movements were gentle and careful, for fear of blocking the other party's airway.

Kirei's worries did not come true.Not only that, he witnessed the occurrence of incredible events.Merging with the blood remaining in Kariya's mouth, the black mud began to move on its own like a living thing.Kirei felt the flowing black matter flow into Kariya's body, pouring into Kariya's broken heart.And under his fingers, within the thin skin, something jumped again.

"Yan...Ye."

Kotomine Kirei tried calling the other party's name.His vocal cords were blocked for something, and his voice was harsh with frenzied emotions.Matou Kariya did not respond, but he clearly felt that the other party's heart was beating again - at a frequency that was completely synchronized with his own.

The black mud connected their lives.Matou Kariya, who regained his life from himself, will probably only be able to live on his own life in the future; if he dies, Kariya will die because he loses the source of life, even if the inexplicably extra magic power in this body can save him. Can not each other.

Finally got it.This bitter, pure, and addictive soul was taken back from the hands of death by himself, and imprisoned with flesh and blood.

The other party has become blood in his own blood, bone in his bones.

In this way, he finally held Matou Kariya firmly in his hands.Not even death can separate them.

With an intoxicated gesture, Kotomine Kirei pressed his lips to his, and continued to give his prey life-saving blood.

When Kariya regained consciousness, what he felt was the fishy sweetness of blood in his mouth, the disgusting taste of another unknown substance, and a strong sense of suffocation.He tried to dodge, but the other person pursued and pressed him relentlessly.

"Ahem..." Matou Kariya finally couldn't bear the disgusting breath, and coughed crazily.And the guy who fed him the strange liquid finally let him go.

The moment his breathing became smoother, countless doubts flooded into Kariya's mind.

The heart was pierced with Zang Yan's death.Such a self should be dead.

However, the discomfort and wrist pain felt right now are very real.

And, the man who pulled himself back from death...

There is no way to get it wrong.In the previous life, the other party also helped him when he was on the verge of death.

Kariya turned his head abruptly.With dizziness, he saw the expected person.

"It really is you, Father."

With a dying voice, Kariya called out the usual address.

Kotomine Kirei just stared at Kariya Matou, whose eyes were still somewhat dazed, with gloomy enthusiasm gathered in his eyes.Relieved, he showed a slightly twisted smile.

Stared at by the other party's dark pupils, Kariya had no choice but to close his eyes to avoid the frighteningly crazy gaze.Is this guy planning to keep himself tormented slowly?He guessed.

I don't know how to face this person who I have killed.However, if you don't make a sound, you can only go on in such a depressing stalemate.

"Where are Emiya Kiritsugu and the others?" Slightly propped himself up, Kariya left Kirei's arms and looked around, "That guy should be relieved, right? He should have given up his illusory ideals and turned to protect worthy people instead. "

Kotomine Kirei did not answer.Lowering his head slightly, his face was cast a faint shadow by the messy hair.

Having seen the other party suddenly go berserk, Kariya became slightly vigilant.Tightening his body without any trace, he asked softly: "Speaking of which, what about the three heroic spirits? Lancelot will follow King Arthur and go to the opponent's place. I should not be willing to sleep forever..."

Kariya had no choice but to silence here.Kotomine Kirei seemed to burst out of hatred suddenly, and stretched out his hands to strangle him by the throat.

Don't talk about other people.

look at me.

look at me look at me look at me.

Kirei's clasped hands trembled slightly.He used a lot of strength to cut off the slender neck in his hands, and even more strength to prevent himself from hurting the opponent.With complex emotions that were infinitely close to hatred, Kirei stared at Kariya; Kariya looked back at him with pity.

In the suffocating stalemate, Matou Kariya slowly widened his eyes.

The eyes of this frighteningly evil and maddeningly persistent man unexpectedly gathered mist.

Unaware of the fact that he shed tears, Kotomine Kirei gritted his teeth: "Kariya, you..."

You appeared in front of my eyes without warning, and left without paying attention.

I've been working hard to get you dirty, but your soul, which isn't pure white, is spotless.

You have never forgiven me, but you don't want to entangle me with hatred.

You have a trace of what I planted in your heart, but you throw it away with the whole heart.

You are already owned by me and treat me like nothing.Worse still, I can't say anything to force you.

Kirei, whose emotions have long been paralyzed, once thought that he could not feel the pain in his heart.And his pierced chest was empty except for the black mud.

Kotomine Kirei no longer has a heart.But right now, he actually let out a sigh of pain.

If this person doesn't want to be owned by me no matter what...

This is a possibility that Mine Kirei didn't care about before, but is terribly afraid now.

If Matou Kariya was not willing, then everything would be meaningless.

There is really no way.The innocent and cruel guy will definitely have bad consequences if he is not cared for carefully.Matou Kariya, who was thinking like this, raised his slender arms. "You, stop being coquettish." Looking at Kirei helplessly, Kariya slowly wiped away the man's dark eyes soaked in tears, "I did something unforgivable to you too, I should be asking you Your forgiveness is right. And, to me, you are no longer an insignificant person."

Kirei raised his eyes in a daze.He moved the hand on Kariya's neck away, and turned to caress the bright purple eyes and the soft corners of the raised lips.

Has your voice been heard?

For Matou Kariya, he is no longer irrelevant.So, what do you think?

I want this person to be by my side.Still yearning to see Kariya's painful expression, but maybe in the future, he will be a little gentler towards Kariya.

When he came back to his senses, Kotomine Kirei carefully picked up the opponent's thin body. "I'll take you back to the church." He said in an unquestionable tone.

"I want to go back to Matou's house."

Kotomine Kirei remained silent, but walked towards the church with Kariya in his arms.

"I want to go back to Matou's house." Kariya repeated with an emphatic tone.Afterwards, he sighed softly and said, "Although you are a nuisance, your father doesn't seem to know about it. He will allow you to stay in Fuyuki City Church. At that time, you can come to Matou's house to see me at any time."

Kotomine Kirei suddenly stopped advancing.He heard the other party's words word for word, but he couldn't understand the other party's intention immediately.

"However, Sakura hates you very much. I will explain the situation to her, but if she cannot accept your existence, then there is nothing I can do. We can only avoid meeting her. If you meet her when you come, just Calm down a little for me."

"What do you mean when you say this." Kirei finally asked.

Kariya lightly touched the corner of the opponent's mouth with his soft lips, instead of answering.

"What an idiot, you." Matou Kariya said.

However, he is not much smarter than the other party.

Theoretically speaking, neither I nor Kotomine Kirei are people who cannot have "love".The other party can only get pleasure from the suffering of others, while she pins all her good emotions on Sakura.

However, the souls of the two of them resonated.The two developed an indefinable obsession with each other.

"Like" and "hate", opposite feelings, are sometimes so difficult to define.

However, for me, all pain is over.

Those unfortunate people that I know well have found happiness in another world; and because of some miracles, I am able to continue to protect my beloved girl.

Everything will be fine in the future.Matou Kariya believed so.

The author has something to say:

So here is the full text.I was so excited at the end of the writing... This is Qiyan HE in my mind. Although Kariya is still the 2333 who was bullied, Ma Po is afraid of losing the source of pleasure again, and maybe she will say better to Kariya indefinite.

More importantly, the two people whose chests are empty, because each other fills in the incompleteness of life.

A new FZ fan will open on May 5th (serious face). The following is the promotion of this book.

The book contains the full text + two color pictures + extra 1.5W words including driver services in various poses.

Because I really like this couple, I decided to make an appointment with an artist to produce a book. It just so happens that the two pictures are "Love and Kill"... This is just a preview, and the official promotion will be made after the draft is finalized.

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