Silly goose

Luo Yu silently listened to Xiaoguo calling these two people over and over again, and realized that his name was mixed with Xiaoguo's mother's address, which made Luo Yu inexplicably want to laugh.Thinking about it, he really laughed.

Luo Yu knew that if he didn't stop Xiaoguo, he would probably keep screaming, so Luo Yu said: "Mom... I also had a mother, may I tell you a story?"

Xiao Guo was not interrupted by Luo Yu's words, he seemed to be still immersed in his own thoughts, repeating those two words silently over and over again.But Luo Yu didn't care, and continued talking.

"My mother is, um, pretty. She and my father are classmates, and they got married very early. Does Xiaoguo know what marriage is? Marriage should be a... let two people love each other forever and ever A ritual of being together." It's just a lot of things that should be taken for granted, but in the end it's often just people's wishful thinking.

"It took me a long time after they got married. When I was young, I saw my father very rarely, maybe not once a year, because he had too many things to do, inside the company, outside the company, at home, He's outside of my family, huh, so I still can't remember what he looks like... Maybe he doesn't look like me, but more like Luo Baofan. And my mother, she treats me pretty well, I have been eating since I was a child Yes, uh, maybe I have more toys than you, and I have a lot of models, including boats, cars, and airplanes, which can fill a large cupboard. It took me a long time to build them. You Want to see it? Next time I can take you... oh, sorry, I forgot, they're gone."

Luo Yu paused at this point, showing regret, but soon he laughed again.

"If it's gone, it's gone. Anyway, my mother smashed it a lot before. She thinks that thing looks like a monster. Some have many feet, and some have no feet, so she is afraid. Speaking of monsters, I last time But I didn’t lie to you, because she was the one who told me that there was a monster in that room. She said that the monster came to her every night and made her sleepless. She was very unhappy. When she was unhappy, she would lose her temper. Although I grew up with her temper tantrums, she seems to be getting more and more violent. Besides being angry, she is always crying and laughing. Now it's my turn to sleep. I hate seeing people cry , why aren’t everyone happy? Xiaoguo, tell me, do I still like her like this mother?”

Luo Yu asked suspiciously, as if he really wanted to know the answer to this question.

Xiao Guo was leaning on Luo Yu's shoulder, her chanting voice was much weaker, but her mouth was still moving, and the mouth shape should still be the same.Luo Yu sighed helplessly.

"Well...you should like it, but I thought about it for a long time, and finally decided not to like her, because at that time she didn't like me either, and she wouldn't recognize me when she saw me, unless I was standing by the easel Use it as a reference for her. Who wants to use it as a reference for her? Standing there all afternoon without being able to move is so tiring, and you can’t even eat. You’ll be really hungry..."

Xiaoguo stopped murmuring at some point, and blinked her eyes, as if she was thinking or listening to Luo Yu's words seriously.

Luo Yu asked: "Is she not good to me like this? She must not have your mother, okay? Although I think so too, we have never had a fight. So many people scolded her, and she also quarreled with so many people , but we just never quarreled."

Luo Yu seemed to feel that this was something to be proud of, and happily showed it off to Xiaoguo, but the smile on his face became indifferent the next moment.

"Many people say it's because I resemble her so much. I don't understand what they mean. I obviously seldom get angry, and I seldom lose my temper. I'm even polite to Fan Qi. Unlike She pushed people downstairs and laughed so loudly that I didn't even take a nap. Oh, and one more important point, I don't like lying, unlike her, who always tells lies and deceives me Father, you still want to lie to me. But I feel sorry for her, so I still believe her. "

Luo Yu looked aggrieved, he stroked Xiaoguo's hair, and tightened his arms.

"So you see, we are not alike at all, but so many people are always nagging in our ears. The second uncle and second aunt said the same, and the third uncle and third aunt said the same. Later, Baodie Baofan grew up. Yes, I still think so... If I don't want to be as good as they want, won't it appear that I am too unreasonable? Alas, but it is a pity that just as I made up my mind, my mother is gone... She is gone, how do I know her What will happen in the future? Who can I turn to for reference? These days are really difficult."

Having said so many words at once, Luo Yu was already a little tired. Just when he was about to close his eyes for a rest, he suddenly felt his cheeks soften, and when he opened his eyes, he met Xiaoguo's black pupils.

Xiaoguo's hand stroked Luo Yu's face lightly, not so much as a touch, but more like a kind of wiping, wiping away the tears that didn't exist...

Luo Yu grabbed Xiaoguo's hand and said with a smile: "No need to do this, I'm not sad, although I have tried. Because after thinking about it carefully, if a person leaves, there is no one in the world who is sad for her. Will it be a little lonely to walk? But then I gave up trying because I don’t know the answer, maybe... I will know this feeling when I die." Luo Yu said with faint eyes Looking forward to it, as if a great secret is about to be revealed.

"Do not……"

"Huh?" Luo Yu was startled, turned his gaze back to the person in front of him, "What did you say?"

Xiaoguo opened his mouth and held back a sentence after a while.

"don't want……"

Seeing Xiaoguo's eyes cleared up, Luo Yu frowned.

He pressed Xiaoguo: "Don't want what?"

Xiaoguo spoke very slowly, and it took him a long time to complete a sentence.

"Don't...want...die...mom...Luo Yu...don't...die..."

Xiaoguo in front of him had red eyes. It was unknown whether it was because of Luo Yu's story, or because he was immersed in other emotions. His expression was full of sadness.

Luo Yu listened silently, and suddenly felt a little sad.

"Don't you want me to die? But the wishes we make wholeheartedly are always so difficult to come true. Half of Xiaoguo's wishes have failed. What are the chances of the remaining half being fulfilled?"

"Mom...Luo Yu...don't die..."

Xiaoguo repeated the words in a daze, and Luo Yu laughed wryly.

"Okay, I'm fine. It seems that this story is not suitable for telling before going to bed. Let's change it next time. How about I sing to Xiaoguo? Sing one that my mother also sang to me before? Uh... I forgot the words, but I still remember the tune, it seems to be sung like this..."

With that said, Luo Yu hummed lightly.His voice is different from Xiaoguo's. Because he is sick, his tone is lower than before, and Luo Yu is out of breath, so he has to stop and rest for a while after humming twice, but this does not hinder the beauty of this tune. , coming out of Luo Yu's mouth, it is full of soft and delicate style, like a ray of coolness flowing through the skin, making people feel comfortable all over.

Xiaoguo really calmed down after hearing this, Luo Yu's hand was still patting his back to comfort him, the slow and gentle force made Xiaoguo's eyelids move up and down tiredly, and finally fell down slowly .

Feeling that Xiaoguo's breathing gradually calmed down, Luo Yu's singing did not stop. He looked out of the dark window, but his eyes seemed to see a distant place through the sky.

Luo Yu lowered his head and kissed Xiaoguo's forehead, and said with a smile, "Good night..."

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Luo Yu asked someone to add another bed in his room, in case Xiaoguo moved around during the day when he was hanging the needle and made trouble, but at night, the two of them were still the same as they were in the ecological garden and the main house. Sleep together.

Xiaoguo's situation is much better than the previous few days. As far as Dr. Liu said, he was cut off from part of the communication with the outside world because of the shock, but once he feels the safety around him, Xiaoguo can still return to his previous state .Obviously, Luo Yu's company has achieved such good results. In Xiaoguo's heart, Luo Yu is very important to him.

As for Xiaoguo's fear of water, Luo Yu also asked him for advice.Dr. Liu said that considering the particularity of Xiaoguo's brain, once his psychological trauma is formed, his self-healing ability should be lower than that of ordinary people.Dr. Liu read Xiaoguo's medical history. He had been treated for a period of time at the Angel's Home, and Xiaoguo's recovery should be relatively good now. As long as he is not stimulated by external forces, it will not affect his normal life too much. Impact.Therefore, Dr. Liu suggested that it should be the same as before, or choose the right time to carry out small-scale stimulation treatment on Xiaoguo, and maybe there will be corresponding improvement in the future, but this will definitely be a very long process, several years, even dozens of years. Every year is possible.

Hang Yan was also on the side at the time. Regarding the scene where Luo Yu and Xiaoguo were in the same room, Hang Yan's expression was very complicated, but after listening to Dr. Liu's words, he saw that Xiaoguo was in a much better state than before. All the words that came to his lips were swallowed back.

He only said to Luo Yu: "You know that my greatest hope is that you can recover, and Xiaoguo... I also hope that he can be well. But if one day, you are dissatisfied with the status quo, or tired of it, please be sure. Tell me in advance. I can't influence your thoughts, but at least Xiaoguo should have a peaceful life. Because... I owe him this."

Facing Hang Yan's earnest words, Luo Yu just shrugged his shoulders in answer, then inserted a piece of apple and handed it to Xiaoguo's mouth, watching the other party eat it in one bite, both Luo Yu and Xiaoguo's faces showed smile.

Xiaoguo is happy, Luo Yu is gentle.

Hang Yan shook his head and left the ward helplessly.

In the afternoon, the nurse pushed Luo Yu to go for an examination. After tossing around in various machines, Luo Yu returned to the ward with a tired face, but when he looked up, he saw only Luo Yulan sitting by the bed.

Luo Yu waved the nurse to leave, but didn't get off the wheelchair, just looked at Luo Yulan and said softly, "Where's Xiaoguo?"