The star-chasing daily life of the eighteenth-line actor

Hey……

Smashed.

I'm just too modest.

But when I saw Master's appearance, I couldn't help thinking of how he and his two friends chatted cheerfully last week. I was an outsider, and I couldn't get in at all.

The most uncomfortable thing was that Master was very relaxed in front of them, every movement and every expression was the real him.But when he came back to me, he was very reserved. I could feel that his smile was not sincere, and his words had been modified several times, and many times we even had nothing to talk about.

I know that Master and I are nothing more than a relationship between a teacher and a student. We only meet once a week, and the content of the meeting is nothing more than class.I don't know what he is like in private, I don't know his hobbies and interests, I don't know anything about him except the impression of him on the screen.You can't say we're friends, right?

Since they are not friends, it is normal to have a cold way of getting along.

But why is it so uncomfortable?

My heart was sour, even more sour than swallowing ten lemons.

Today, I must have disappointed Master. Today, he has been cautious, and he must have been frightened by me.Why have I never grown up?Can't control my emotions like adults, especially when facing him.

Reflect, reflect, reflect.

How can I make Master treat me so naturally?

How can I tell him that I can also be his listener, I can also chat and play with him, I don’t want to be just his student, I want to know him better, know everything about him, everything about him, I want ...

Well, that's weird, I'm going to wash my face.

Send a WeChat message to apologize to Master later.