north wind blows south

When Mu Liang got up to drain the water in the middle of the night, he found that Shen was gone.

Rubbing his eyes, he came out of the bathroom, yelled a few times in the dining room, and ran to the study room to yell a few times, but he didn't call out Shen, but woke himself up.In fact, you only need to shout in the living room, the place is so big, if Shen is there, you can always hear it.

Sitting on the sofa with messy hair, feeling restless.This can be regarded as getting up in the middle of the night, but the person who said he couldn't leave first left.Thinking of this, Mu Liang realized that he was paranoid again.

Wanting to touch a cigarette, he groped in the sofa several times but couldn't find it. Only later did he realize that it was confiscated by Shen Ye.At that time, he also said that if the addiction to cigarettes came up, his lips could be lent to him.Whether to borrow or not, these lips were originally his.And he doesn't smoke.

I looked at the clock, it was only two o'clock.Usually, he would wake up at two o'clock at night, lie back on the bed and hide in Shen Ye's arms after running the water, and then fell asleep.Now that Shen is not here, he doesn't feel sleepy at all.

Just go out and don't leave a message telling him where to go.It's not safe at night.Mu Liang wanted to make a phone call to ask where Shen Ye was going, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was inappropriate. They were both people who left room for each other, and wanted to send a message, but they were still angry, angry and couldn't find it. Shen Ye was sulking, Mu Liang threw the phone on the sofa and simply ignored it.

Whatever it is, we'll talk about it when he comes back.If he did something wrong to him, Mu Liang would push him down and eunuch him.

It's been a long time since I've been so irritable, and it's still because of a kid who is 11 years younger than him.Since meeting Shen Ye, his heart has always been led away by him, and his thinking is always hypocritical.Is love really exactly the same as in a work of art?You become less of yourself, but you become your truest self.

Mu Liang simply didn't sleep, made a bag of instant coffee, and added two ice cubes while he was still asleep.

He is very thin, which leads to only a small ball when huddled in the sofa even though he has a great advantage in height.He doesn't like to turn on the lights when he is working, and the light from the laptop screen is the only light source in the dark.Throw an iron straw into the cup, like a child holding a bottle, and suck it little by little.

In fact, Mu Liang had to admit in his heart that Shen Nianping came to buy the shares of their company out of selfish motives.After all, I have been in the market for so many years. After the company went public, many target companies came to ask about the price, but they have never kept the price so low.

But he felt so stupid that he couldn't see Shen Nianping's attitude clearly.Whether it was in a meeting or in private as the principal of the two transactions, they couldn't see through Shen Nianping's attitude.Indifferent, everything follows the procedure, without any personal emotion on the surface.

He is a cowardly person, he does not have the guts to ask, let alone the right to ask.This is a serious problem. They are of the same sex. Under the premise that the society does not support or recognize them, if they lose the support of their parents, even those who do not love their children so much, their love is very likely to fail. Disappeared in the rolling.Like marriage, love needs to be managed and maintained with care.

Mu Liang suddenly knew where Shen Ye had gone.Although he, who is sensitive by nature, didn't realize it until now because of the strange emotion of just waking up and getting up, but he was always aware of it.Shen also must have gone to look for Shen Nianping.

At least he knew him.He realized very early on that although Mu Liang was only 17 years old, his mind was more mature than his peers. Apart from social experience, his understanding of life was no less than that of 28-year-old Mu Liang.Of course, behind a precocious child, there is always one or many sad memories.Mu Liang didn't have the guts to look at the scabbed wounds, let alone ask the origin of the wounds.

He's really, really, really timid.

As soon as Shen Ye was thought of in his mind, his thoughts were endless, making it impossible for him to work well.

The environment is a problem. Ever since Shen Ye moved to Hairun Building, Mu Liang seldom worked in the study.Even if he has work at night, he will lie on the bed and work halfway after washing.When Shen Ye is by his side, he is always at ease.

He simply turned on all the lights, the ones in the living room and the hallway, then opened the door of the study, and sat at the desk to work. There was a layer of dust on it, and Mu Liang took a folder to clean it up.

Well, circumstances change people.Now Mu Liang's mind is not all about Shen Ye, there is also part of Shen Nianping, and his transaction case of unknown outcome.

The whole city is asleep, and everyone who has something on their minds is awake.

Mu Liang was not the only one who was worried, Lu Peizhong was also there.A person who has a secret love but can't get it is a person who is more miserable than a person who is in love.Lu Peizhong was even worse.

Parallel with his desperate love, is his unspeakable academic pressure and family burden.The academic pressure stems from too high demands on oneself, and the family burden comes from loving one's parents too much, unable to accept the fact that they don't love each other and will never get back together.And the feeling of admiration made Lu Peizhong very painful, maybe he would never meet such a pure love in his life.This is a humble liking, but it blooms in the dust.

Obviously it is the so-called "perfect life" in the eyes of others, with good looks, a good family background, no worries about food and clothing, and hobbies that belong to the "rich people", but he is always unhappy. Behind the "perfect life", there are difficulties that cannot be shared with others.

His sleep fluctuates. Sometimes he sleeps better when he is in a good mood, and sometimes he sleeps less than ten hours a week when he is in a bad mood.

When I can't fall asleep, I like to look at the photos on my phone.Most of them are from Shen Ye, most of them are candid shots, and most of the small parts are group photos of him with various reasons and excuses. In every group photo, Shen Ye is smiling happily. Of course, Lu Peizhong Smiling is also very happy, but there is always a trace of bitterness behind this kind of happiness.Anyone who understands this bitterness can see it.

The most recent photo was a candid shot, and that day Shen also asked him out to do homework in the cafe where they often met.He is joyful, at least at first.Before he went out, he even thought viciously whether Shen Ye and Mu Liang would break up, and whether he would have such a slight chance to realize the beauty in his dreams.

Reality will always be hidden in the deepest layer of thoughts in the heart, and the deepest layer of thoughts in Lu Peizhong, Shen will not give up lightly, they will be together until they grow old.It is cruel, it deviates from reality but is the closest to reality.

When Shen Ye said that he would not give up easily, he was not surprised, but understood, followed by sadness.Reality always makes people sad.

When Shen Ye bowed his head, he secretly took a photo.There is no focus, just passing by, the background is blurred, even the face is blurred, but hazy is always beautiful, and what is not available is also beautiful.

It's a serious look.The eyes are drooping, the eyelashes are long, and they seem to move in the static picture, opening and closing as if they can talk.It seems that Shen Ye's lips are rarely dry. Every time Lu Peizhong sees him, his lips are moist, making people want to take a bite.The face is sharp and angular, which not only conforms to the mainstream aesthetics, but also has its own characteristics.

In Lu Peizhong's eyes, Shen was also perfect.

Even though he clearly knew that this was a thick filter, Lu Peizhong was willing to see him through this filter.Without this filter, he has no qualifications.

I still miss it, whether I met that day or haven't seen it for a long time, I always miss it.Sometimes I think so hard that my head throbs and hurts.I used to superficially think that the so-called love in my teenage years was just a small fight, but now I have experienced it to understand that love has never been a small fight.

Lu Peizhong curled up under the quilt, looking at Shen Ye on the screen, his heart twitched more and more, after thinking for a long time, he still dialed Shen Ye's number.

It connected after two rings, which made Lu Peizhong jump.He put the phone to his ear and heard the whirring of the wind coming from inside.

"Hello." Lu Peizhong's voice trembled.

Shen Ye's voice came from far away, "Hello—" the voice was elongated, and the joy in his voice could be clearly heard.

Before Lu Peizhong could speak, Shen started chattering and pouring beans, "I went to my mother just now and told her about the matter between me and Mu Liang, uh—it's a long time, I don't know how to tell you. To put it simply It means that my mother agreed with certain conditions, and to be more complicated, it means that Mu Liang and I have already taken the most precious first step, and there is no way for us to turn back."

Lu Peizhong couldn't react in time, as if his heartbeat had stopped, he didn't know what to say.Congratulations would be fake if it didn't come from the heart.He didn't want to tell lies to Shen Ye, but he couldn't tell the truth to Shen Ye either.

"Hello——" the wind on the receiver stopped, there was only a little rustling sound, and Shen Ye should be walking, "Are you still listening to me——" The uncontrollable joy made every word of Shen Ye It's all a happy romp.

"Ah—" Lu Peizhong came back to his senses, "I'm here, I'm listening."

The incident was helpless, Lu Peizhong didn't know what to say except congratulations.When Shen Ye was happy, Lu Peizhong would be happy with him.

"Well, I'm really happy for you. Did you tell Mu Liang? If he knew, he would be happy too." Lu Peizhong still lied. These words sounded too false to him, but he had to say them.

Shen didn't think that what Lu Peizhong said was a lie. In his impression, Lu Peizhong was always polite and refused people thousands of miles away, as if no one could break his heart.

"I'm going home now and talking to him now."

That kind of joy came from the receiver, and the changed voice couldn't hide all the emotions.Lu Peizhong hung up the phone, and unexpectedly found that he couldn't cry, he could only make a whining sound.

Sad and pitiful.