north wind blows south

"There's no reason." Bai Yun said straightforwardly.

"Why?" Mu Liang refused to let go.

"Because of social pressure, family pressure, and self-identity pressure. When you are young, anyone can say such soul-stirring words, but people's memory is limited. When it is compressed bit by bit, it will be forgotten bit by bit. Bai Yun felt a little regretful, but they had to face the reality, "Not everyone has courage. In fact, most people in this world don't have the courage to resist."

"Is this really the only way?" He is more mature and reliable than anyone else in life, but when encountering these heart-pounding problems, Mu Liang really wants to hide and turn his back on the world, "Is this the only way?" He was so desperate.

As half of the parties and half of the bystanders, Bai Yun could only tell Mu Liang the most realistic and painful truth.

"That's the only way, he can only go this way."

"Then this," Mu Liang couldn't understand, maybe he would never understand, "Isn't it a fraudulent marriage?" He was too upright and too lucky, he couldn't understand.

"Just like you, he chose a road, even if it is a dark and endless road, he will go to the end." Bai Yun lowered his eyes, as a person outside the story, he has more feelings than Mu Liang , "He called me and said he was going to live as straight now."

"He has no way to live upright as a homosexual, he has lost the most precious courage."

Mu Liang's eyes were red, he was so sad, another dear friend was missing on this dim but shimmering road.

"Is it really difficult?" Struggling to his deathbed, Mu Liang was not reconciled, because of the once sincere junior.

"It's really hard. He will live forever and ever with a mask on all his life." Bai Yun just wanted to open the bandaged wound, apply medicine painfully, and then wrap it up again. Relapse.

Mu Liang's eyes were red, and he held back the tears.He doesn't want to show the softest part of his heart to others, even his good friend Bai Yun or Shen Ye.He turned his head sideways, sniffed, and waited until the blood red in his eyes dissipated before turning his head around.

"So?" Bai Yun asked when he saw that Mu Liang's eyes were no longer red.

"So what?" Although the eyes and nose could not be seen to be red, it was revealed as soon as he made a sound.His voice was hoarse, as if he had just cried.

"Have you made up your mind? Face all the difficulties together with that kid?" Bai Yun asked.As Mu Liang's best friend, maybe now one of them, he must do something for him.

"Time." Mu Liang said firmly.

As for Bai Yun, he seemed like a person who couldn't stop worrying about his mind. He always felt that he cared too much, but he was worried if he didn't care.

"What about him?" After saying that, Bai Yun felt that he was a thankless old uncle.She cared too much, and she would be disgusted by Mu Liang.

"He chased me!" Mu Liang was a little excited about Bai Yun's words.He has never been in love, and he only has a vague concept of these.He felt that Shen Ye chased him, worked hard and finally got it, and Mu Liang also felt that Shen Ye had a kind of over-maturity that was different from his peers.

Moreover, what he promised, made a promise.Shen is also a trustworthy person, he believes that he will not betray their original sincerity.

Of course, Bai Yun doesn't know this, he only knows that his good friend Mu Liang has never been in love, and if he falls into his first love, he may never be able to let go of it in his life.As a man who often has nothing to do and regards Mu Liang as an important friend in his life, he feels that it is very important to endorse his friend's love, very important.

"So, he chased you, so he can't dump you?" Bai Yun felt that Mu Liang was really stupid when he fell in love, "How old is he, underage? People run away when they are scared, what will you do then?"

Suddenly, as if he had finally remembered something, Bai Yun slapped the table, startling Mu Liang.

"Also! He's a minor. What's wrong with you? Did he do it voluntarily?" Of course, Bai Yun has a legal basis. No matter how open it is, I always feel that adults and minors are together, and there is always a sense of ambiguity.

Mu Liang was speechless, very speechless, very speechless, extremely speechless.For the umpteenth time, he felt that Bai Yun was very annoying. He was obviously one year older than him, and at the age of [-], he looked like an old lady of the neighborhood committee.But he knew clearly in his heart that Bai Yun was giving him life advice from his brother's point of view, and because of his weird, rich and crazy life experience, Mu Liang felt that he was qualified.

"Of course it's voluntary, and you've already said it. I'm the one. I can't force him if he doesn't want to." After Mu Liang finished speaking, he took off his glasses and pinched his brows.He is a quiet person, and Bai Yun is overly active by nature, communicating with him is an extremely energy-consuming thing for the quiet old man, even more tiring than doing bad things.

Headache, throbbing temples.It's not because Bai Yun spoke quickly, but because of what he said.It hits the nail on the head, every time we meet.The bandaged wound will always be opened severely, then the ointment will be applied vigorously, and finally it will be bandaged again in a comforting way.Works, but hurts.

"By the way, go to the Three Treasures Palace for nothing, what do you want from me?" Finally, the conversation returned to reality, back to the topic, back to the present moment.The metaphysics is over, and we return to the metaphysics.

Bai Yun played with the pen he gave to Mu Liang, opening and closing the pen cap, "The old man asked me to cut the beard about the transaction case." He had an expression of "I can't help but ask the old man to give me money", angry De Muliang wished he could make his face twenty times bigger.

Well, after all, considering the previous friendship and the current friendship, it is impossible for Mu Liang to get angry with Bai Yun.But hearing this, it was true that the veins on his temples were about to pop out.Reluctantly pressing it back, Mu Liang took a deep breath, and then began to negotiate with the envoy as the person in charge of the company.

"Why?" He asked the "why" of the previous year for half the morning.

"It seems that the old man of your family agreed verbally, and then our family was slow to make a move, so Shen's took the lead." Bai Yun knew the general idea, but he didn't know everything. There was only so much he could tell Mu Liang.

Mu Liang frowned, "Then what does he mean?" This he refers to Mu Jinguo.

"Uncle Mu?" Bai Yun asked.

"Ah."

"It seems that he came to you for this matter. I guess his attitude is to let you reject Shen's side, and the kid's side, you'd better get a vaccination or something." After all, Bai Yun came here today just for the sake of it. send word.He really doesn't know much. As a person who flies around every day and never asks about these things, Bai Yun is the best candidate.Because he didn't know anything, he couldn't help Mu Liang unconditionally.

Mu Jinguo has a family of his own, a young and beautiful wife, and a well-behaved, cute and worry-free young son. Mu Liang is an annoying and annoying son with his ex-wife's surname in his name, so why bother too much.The old man is a man with a strong desire for control, he likes this sense of control, Mu Liang hates him, and even thought that his mother's death was caused by him in the past.

Maybe it's because life has been too happy recently, so it's not fun to come here to find Mu Liang.Mu Liang didn't want to say hate, but he was sure that he would never like his father.

In the end, Mu Liang didn't know what to say.The matter about Mu Jinguo has nothing to do with Bai Yun, and Mu Liang has no right to take his anger out on him.

All he could say was, "Okay, I see."

"Speak well, don't quarrel again." Bai Yun told him.

"Got it." Seeing Bai Yun's intention to leave, Mu Liang didn't want to keep him. They didn't like this, "Okay, let's go find her, she is probably waiting for you."

Bai Yun smiled happily, "The only ones who know me are her and Mu Liang."

Mu Liang sent him out, and before opening the door, Bai Yun left a sentence, "The younger brother invited you to his wedding, I gave him the address, the invitation will arrive in a few days, remember to pack it bigger part of the money."

Mu Liang paused, and said, "Understood, let's go now."

After sending Bai Yun away, Mu Liang fell down on the soft sofa like a lifeless stone with a "boom".Expensive is good, lying on it doesn't feel like lying on a sofa, but like lying in someone's arms.

At ten o'clock, one morning, I met Bai Yun and learned three sad news: the junior who had chased him was getting married; His father, who is not on good terms with him, is coming in a few days.

It's not that I haven't encountered difficult things, but it has never involved emotions.I don't know who said it, but a very vulgar saying: Everything that is mixed with emotion will cause heartache.Mu Liang felt that what he said was true.

Having love is like having an incurable heart disease.Emotions are controlled by another person, and I completely give the beating heart to the other person.When he is happy, he is happy with him; when he is sad, he is sad with him.Of course, if he wanted to pinch his heart to death, it would only take a moment.

For him who is naturally cautious, it is a very bold thing.

Mu Liang had the idea of ​​escaping, even though he knew he had no way to escape.Even if there is no way to escape in reality, he chooses to escape in his heart.Take off the eyes and put the suit on the head.The noise outside was cut off, and only the sound of my own breathing was in my ears in the darkness.Breathing in and out, I finally regained control over my life.

At this moment, who I am has nothing to do with me.