north wind blows south

I know it's not the sea, but I still have the feeling of the sea.Even more different than the sea, they can skate on frozen ice.After renting two sets of skates and storing the things, Shen Ye held Mu Liang's hand, and the two of them skated slowly on the ice.Perhaps it should not be said "slippery", but slowly moving on the ice.

"Do you know why this place is called the sea?" Shen Ye asked Mu Liang.It is obviously not even a lake, but it has the sea in its name.

"I don't know. Why?" Mu Liang clenched their hands together and quickened his pace.

"I don't know either, I thought you knew." Shen Ye said suddenly.

"Then you ask me?" Mu Liang stared into Shen Ye's eyes.

"Ask you, I want to talk to you more, but I always talk to you, and you never take the initiative to talk to me." Shen also tightly held their interlocking hands.

"Sometimes it's not because I don't want to say it, but because I don't know what to say."

"It's okay, you can say whatever you want, I can answer it."

It fell into silence again.They often fell into inexplicable silence while talking.One is to have reservations, and the other is to take care of the other party's privacy.There are unspeakable reasons.

There is no very low temperature in the south, and ice rarely appears, and even if it does, it is not very thick, and it cannot support the weight of so many people.There are in the north.This is the first time Shen Ye has been skating in this city for so long, and it is also the first time in his life.I wanted to come here before, but when I came, I found that everyone was in pairs. How lonely it would be to skate on it by myself, so I gave up.Skating with Mu Liang today, although the speed is moving, but still very happy.

He knew that Mu Liang would issue an "ultimatum" today, but he didn't know when.This unknown makes people anxious.But now it's worth it to be able to hold his hand so tightly.People in crushes are always easily satisfied, maybe a quick glance, maybe a simple sentence, can make them happy all day.Not to mention skating holding the hand of the person you like.

Silence is the Yangtze River Bridge tonight.They are always silent.Perhaps the things we have known each other for so long are not as many as he and his neighbors have said.

It's a holiday today, so many people come to skate.Shen Ye and Mu Liang were two big tall guys holding hands and skating on the ice, like a moving landscape, which was really eye-catching.Everywhere I go, people stare at me, and it feels really uncomfortable.Mu Liang quietly let go of Shen Ye's hand.

Ah, so it is.Shen also understood Mu Liang's concerns. Although he had guessed it before, it was far more clear than what he had seen.It's so hard, it's too hard for two people of the same sex to be together.It's hard to be watched.If they were really together, maybe someone would point their noses and scold them.Although the words are so-go your own way and let others say it, how many people can really do it.It makes sense, but life is still a mess.

Shen also took out the hand warmer from his pocket and stuffed it into Mu Liang's pocket.Still miss him.

"It's so white." Mu Liang said very softly, maybe he was speaking for himself, but Shen didn't hear clearly.

"What?" Shen Ye turned to ask.

"Huh? Let me say, so white. Both the sky and the earth are so white." Mu Liang said it again, this time for Shen Ye.

"Yeah, it's really clean to leave a piece of white land." For some reason, Shen also suddenly remembered such a sentence in "Dream of Red Mansions".

"A dream of the Red Chamber. The two of us don't even count as a dream, and we haven't even dreamed it." Mu Liang said suddenly.Shen also understood that this was going to be a "showdown".

"As long as you want to do it, you can do it for the rest of your life, and you can wake up whenever you want." It's not so easy to say let go.He really likes Mu Liang.

"There's a bench over there, sit on it." Mu Liang pointed to the front.

"it is good."

Looking from behind, Mu Liang was sitting on the left, and Shen was also sitting on the left.Seen from the front, Shen Ye is sitting on the left, and Mu Liang is sitting on the right.Passers-by would either pass by directly, and occasionally someone would say a good match, in exchange for Shen Ye's smile.

"I like white." This time it was finally Mu Liang who spoke first.He looked at the sky, there was no blue at all, it was all covered with clouds.I can't see it several times a year, the sky and the earth are the same color.

"White is the only clean color. If you stay in the colorful world for too long, you will like white more and more." Mu Liang still looked at the sky.Shen also didn't know whether the words were addressed to him or to Mu Liang himself.

Shen Ye raised his head and looked at the sky that Mu Liang was looking at.It's really beautiful, and you may not be able to see such a beautiful pure white sky all year round. Against the background of the snow on the ground, everything is white.Shen also suddenly understood why Mu Liang liked white.

Shen also turned his head, looked at Mu Liang, and said, "I like white too."

Mu Liang looked into his eyes and asked, "Why?"

"Love the house and the crow."

Aiwujiwu.I like you and I like everything you like.You like white, so I like white.You like kittens, and I like kittens too.What do you like to eat, I also like to eat.

What you don't like, I don't like.

Mu Liang looked into Shen Ye's eyes.Even under the winter sun, Shen Ye's pupils were still completely black with bright light.Mu Liang finally understood why actors in the previous books were always sought after by all kinds of people, regardless of gender.At the moment of beginning and end, the eyes are so bright, and the heart is sucked in.

"Is it meaningful to work so hard to like an impossible person?" Mu Liang asked him.Maybe he will never experience this question personally in his life, so he wants to ask those who are in love when he has the opportunity.

Shen also heard Mu Liang's question and smiled, "If you like someone, you don't ask if it's meaningful. It doesn't matter if it's meaningful or not. If you like someone, you just like it. If you like someone, it's from the bottom of your heart. Wanting to be nice to him. There's no reason, and there shouldn't be."

"It doesn't matter if we can't be together in the end?"

"It's okay, because I have good memories. Even if it's a little thing, it will make people have a long aftertaste." Shen also seemed to think of something, and after saying this, he lowered his head and chuckled.

Mu Liang felt that what Shen Ye said was right, even the trivial matter of Shen Ye picking up pickles for him three times this morning, he could taste the difference.The aftertaste is long, and when I think about it now, the throbbing at that time is still fresh in my memory, and it will last forever.

"Then when will you give up, if there is really no way to be together." The bottom line is human virtue.Mu Liang wants to ask clearly.

"Give up—" Shen also looked at the people on the ice.Most of them are in groups of three or two, wearing beautiful clothes in winter, like clusters of flowers, people can't take their eyes off.The world is too beautiful to be willing to leave.I would rather watch it with my lover.

"Only time will make people give up, just like time will make people forget. In fact, it should not be said to be giving up, but forgetting. I can't remember the feeling of liking someone, so I don't like it anymore." Shen didn't look at Mu. Liang's eyes said this.If he looked, he couldn't tell.

"How long does it take to forget someone?" Human virtues can be irritating too.Shen was also a little angry, not at Mu Liang.He found that he was actually angry with himself, blaming himself for liking Mu Liang, which made both of them uncomfortable.

Maybe I shouldn't have bought that pancake fruit that day, and I wouldn't have met Mu Liang because I couldn't take the subway and wait for the bus.A little regret, only a little.

Shen also turned his head to look at Mu Liang's eyes and saw the bottom of his eyes.See the depths of the sea.He couldn't understand it, thinking that no one could understand the sea.This is also the charm of the sea.

"Sometimes you can forget it in a second, and sometimes you will never forget it for a lifetime." Shen Ye said word by word.

Mu Liang is not a person who can be forgotten in a second, he is a person who will never be forgotten in a lifetime.Shen also couldn't explain the reason, he only knew that Mu Liang was the only person he met in his unsteady and somewhat monotonous life who made him see the rainbow.Maybe when he is so old that he has no teeth, he can still dream of Mu Liang's eyes, Mu Liang's wrist, and the little mole on the inside of Mu Liang's right ear.

"Oh, really." Mu Liang dodged his eyes.

It's so dangerous, there is almost no way to refuse.Every time it is a little bit short, if there are a little more, there will be no more shortcoming.I want to be with Shen Ye, from a little tempted to super tempted, from a little bit of wanting to be together to now wanting to be together.Mu Liang knew that if he and Shen Ye said they wanted to be together now, Shen would definitely agree.But he is not 17 years old, he is 28 years old this year.He is also 11 years older than Shen.I have stayed in this world for 11 years longer than him, and I know what the consequences of being together are, and I understand his specialness better, so there is no need to pull each other down.

Shen also looked at Mu Liang's side face, and then turned his eyes to the mole on Mu Liang's ear.So bright, like a star.Or the positive and negative poles of a magnet, Shen Ye's lips are the positive pole, and Mu Liang's mole is the negative pole. It is the law of nature that makes them attract each other.

Mu Liang's ears were cold, Shen Ye's lips told him.Shen Ye's lips were dry, Mu Liang's ears told him.

Still kissed.If it wasn't clear in his heart what would happen next, the little man in Shen Ye's mind would definitely raise the flag and cheer.After the kiss was over, Shen Ye watched as Mu Liang's ears blushed little by little.

"Let's not do this anymore." Mu Liang said softly.

Shen also didn't like Mu Liang talking like this.Maybe it's because of Pavlov's dog.Every time Mu Liang spoke like this, like coaxing a child, it would always be words of refusal, sometimes the words were firm, and sometimes the words were soft.It hasn't been said that yet - let's not.

He is an unforgettable person, and the words he said are also unforgettable words.

"Okay." Shen also said.