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In fact, to be precise, it cannot be called a "confession"."Confession" in the usual sense has the purpose of "wanting to be together", but Lu Peizhong's "confession" does not have the purpose of "wanting to be together", but because it is too painful to hold back. It was too painful.

He knew that they might not be able to continue being friends if they said it out, and they also knew that even if they said it, there would be no result, but at the moment they said it, Lu Peizhong's unresolved heart was finally let go.

Of course, maybe the place where he chose to "confess" is not very good.After thousands of choices, I chose the classroom during the lunch break. Everyone went out to eat, and there were only the two of them in the classroom.

It was a bit embarrassing, maybe it was because Lu Peizhong said it too blatantly, or it should be that he finally said all his thoughts, those things that made him suffer for a long time.

It's just that he was a little impulsive, and he didn't think about Shen's reaction after he said it, and he didn't think it through carefully, which made Shen also mistakenly think what purpose he wanted to achieve, or what result he would get.

Well, it turns out that when Lu Peizhong made it clear that he didn't want anything, he only wanted Shen to know, that's all.After that, Shen was not so nervous.Of course, Lu Peizhong was only guessing, and Shen also looked a little anxious because he didn't know how to answer him.

Neither of them looked each other in the eye.Shen Ye's eyes were flustered and anxious like a deer, while Lu Peizhong's eyes were like the scary red eyes on the head of a snow-white rabbit.

"You know..." Shen also paused, perhaps thinking, and then said, "Mu Liang."

Well, his topic can never be separated from Mu Liang.After all, everyone who falls in love is like this, always has the other person's name on their lips, always has the other person's figure in their mind, and always has a best place for the other person in their heart.

When he mentioned Mu Liang, the corners of his eyes were cracked with laughter. He was obviously very young, and his skin was fair and shiny, but every time he talked about the person who made him miss him so much, the corners of Shen Ye's eyes would always have crow's feet.

Maybe it shouldn't be called "crow's feet", it should be called "lover's smile".

"He is a very good person." The speaker is Shen Ye, and "he" refers to Mu Liang. The adjective "very good" summed up all the commendatory words that Shen Ye knew could be used to describe people.

Mu Liang was already very good.Whether on the outside or on the inside.The appearance can kill 90.00% of [-]'s peers, of course, personal aesthetics are completely different, at least Shen also thinks so.When he doesn't wear glasses, he's the creamy kid in the entertainment circle. When he wears glasses, he's the kind of gentle scum described in novels. He has one personality under the bed and another personality on the bed.

Of course, this description is not suitable for Mu Liang.Although he looks like a gentle scum, he is a kind wolf in his heart.Because he is not used to fighting, he chooses to give in most of the time when he needs to show his fangs.

To sum up, the adjective "very good" is very suitable for Mu Liang, and it is more like it is completely customized for him.

"Yes." Lu Peizhong couldn't help agreeing with Shen Ye's words.Because in his eyes, Shen is also a "very good" person.

Shen also lowered his head and played with his hands.There were only the two of them in the classroom, sitting in a corner, talking quietly.

——"He will comfort me when I am unhappy, take me out to relax, take me to eat delicious food, and make me happy."

——"He is a complicated and simple person. Sometimes I really can't understand him, maybe because he is 11 years older than me."

——"But sometimes, he is a person who is easy to understand. When I am happy, I am happy with him, and when I am sad, I am sad with him."

——"Although I know very well in my heart that the promise of a 17-year-old boy is not so credible, but he still chooses to believe me. I am very grateful to him about believing in me."

- "I want to spend my life with him. Fall in love, get married, maybe adopt a kid, maybe not. We fight, we go to bed, we eat, we sleep together."

——"This is a lifetime thing."

Before they had time to finish what they wanted to say, the students filed in after eating, and their conversation was forced to stop.

After returning home, there was no follow-up, Shen also went to school and did not see Lu Peizhong.He didn't send a message to Lu Peizhong, and the other party didn't send a message to himself.An unfinished conversation, just kept there, without a result.

It wasn't until Shen Ye left school, went to his hometown, did some errands, and came back to attend Junior Mu Liang's wedding, that night he received a text message from Lu Peizhong, saying that he was leaving.

Shen didn't hesitate, and wrote back directly saying that he wanted to see him off.

Facts have proved that the word "farewell party" is too heavy.There was no farewell banquet, and there was no grand ceremony. Shen also brought him a photo taken when they first met. It borrowed a Polaroid from a female classmate, and the frame was still various pink hearts.They are still young in the photos, and their smiles will remain on them forever.

Lu Peizhong turned to the back, and it was not blank."Find me anytime!" is written in a ballpoint pen on the back, which is Shen Ye's sincerity.He regards him as a true friend.

Lu Peizhong looked at Shen Ye's handwriting carefully.It looks like the words of an ordinary high school student, but also like the words of a mature man.It is true to say a sentence that often appears in hypocritical novels-"There are traces of Mu Liang in his writing."

The rich and full celebration poured out in an instant, and Lu Peizhong finally learned to cry thoroughly.It was the extreme grievance, the feelings that I wanted to hide in my heart, but I couldn't hide them no matter what, and finally popped up out of nowhere, and suddenly turned into a never-ending stream.

"You know..." Lu Peizhong said, his voice choked with sobs.

After Shen Ye fell in love, his empathy ability increased rapidly.He knew that what Lu Peizhong needed now was tranquility, the tranquility from Shen Ye.

He needs to confide, a lot of confides, and Shen also only needs to be an obedient listener.

Emotions are infinite coils where you can’t find the end of the thread. If you want to express it, you can only cut a certain tightly wound thread, and the end of the thread will be found, and you can start to pull it infinitely.Emotions are just that.

——"It's a stupid thing to want to go back to the past, I know. But I still can't help going back and thinking about it."

——"Maybe going back to the past, everything I got will still be bad, and maybe I only deserve bad things."

"No." Shen Ye said softly, "It's not like that."

— "I'm not gay, actually. But to be honest, I don't even know what I am."

——"I just envy you. I envy you for having the courage to escape, I envy you for having the courage to escape, and I envy you for having the courage to speak out."

——"Now I feel that life is so difficult, isn't it a failure?"

Just as Lu Peizhong finished speaking, before Shen Ye could answer, the airport announcement rang.Life is just too dramatic.Lu Peizhong's flight started to board, and he was really about to leave.

Shen also hugged him, this is a parting hug, which is very common at the airport, and no one looks sideways.

"If there is something you want to do, then do it!" Shen Ye said.

"Well, I see." Lu Peizhong said, patting Shen Ye's back.

This may be the last time they will be in close contact.

Lu Peizhong quickly put away his emotions, and after saying goodbye to Shen Ye solemnly, he left with his schoolbag on his back. The large luggage was sent to check-in, and Lu Peizhong packed lightly.

He kept going and never looked back.

"Good luck" didn't have time to say, so let's save it for another time.They are still young, and their future is still very long.

There is always emotion in my heart, but I can't say it, I can't say it.Sitting in the terminal, watching the hurrying people, Shen was just a bystander.

Mu Liang should still be asleep.It's getting late, if you go back now, you should have finished your meal.There are no fresh vegetables at home, only a little bit of bacon sent by my grandmother.

Shen didn't send another message to Mu Liang, he didn't want to wake him up.

Go grocery shopping a little earlier now, so you won't encounter grocery buyers during rush hour.I drank some wine that hurt my stomach yesterday, so I have to eat lightly today.

But how could the picky little prince be willing to continue to drink porridge, so he had to choose light vegetables with a little shredded pork, make a soup, and a small bowl of rice. Only in this way can he satisfy the picky ghost's mouth.

Get up, also rush into the crowd, from a bystander to a party.

There is always life.

People must also love.

Even if you are in a hurry, try your best to shuttle around the city like a trapeze.After buying vegetables, I also went to the pharmacy to buy the medicines that were missing in the medicine cabinet.

But when I got home, it was still dark.

Mu Liang was awake, very sober, sober enough to wash Shen Ye's underwear by hand.

Shen was also taken aback, and hurried to grab it, pulled Mu Liang away, hiding his underwear in his hand, as if he had done something bad and was caught by his boyfriend.

"What are you doing?" After the underwear being washed was robbed, Mu Liang was a little puzzled, but thought it was quite fun.

Shen also hid his underwear and pulled Mu Liang into the living room.The face is red, the sentences are incoherent, and the speech is stumbling.

"You—why did you wash me..." God, how could this matter be more embarrassing than going to bed.

Mu Liang didn't think it was a big deal, "Just wash your underwear, it's nothing."

"It's okay, I can wash it myself. It's really strange that you wash it for me."

"What's strange? I haven't seen you before. Aren't we all honest with each other?"

If Shen had to give a reason, he really couldn't.What Mu Liang said was right, they were all honest with each other, but young people are always generous and shy.

In the end, Shen Ye could only hold back, "I'll just wash it for you, you don't need to wash it for me."

"Well, okay, you can wash it for me." There is nothing wrong with being able to do one less thing, Mu Liang readily agreed.

It's a short mini before dinner.Shen also cooks, and Mu Liang watches documentaries that the children are not interested in.

After the afterglow faded, the lights in the opposite building came on.

Shen also called Mu Liang to eat, and Mu Liang responded, turned off the TV and walked over.

It is the ordinary daily life that many people have, and it is the daily life that Mu Liang expected before.

Now he finally has it.

very nice.

That's great.