north wind blows south

What it's like to send his son to the exam, Mu Liang now finally knows a little bit.

But what he sent was not his son, but his boyfriend.Like an anxious parent, he didn't sleep well the night before, tossing and turning on the bed like pancakes, waking Shen Ye up.

After waking up, he stopped.Young people are always full of energy, but how to tire an old man is a very simple matter.Mu Liang was exhausted and finally willing to sleep obediently.

It's not that there was no dream all night, one dream after another, but maybe it's because of sleeping in Shen Ye's arms, I didn't wake up at the end of every dream.

When I woke up in the morning, my back was sore and I was waiting for Panda Eye to help Shen Ye prepare breakfast.It is said to be preparing breakfast, but actually it is to heat up the sandwiches from the convenience store in the microwave, and then heat up the juice.

Mu Liang, who did a little thing, was so proud that he waited at the dining table early to be praised.

Praise is a sweet, sweet kiss.

Shen Ye didn't look anxious at all.In fact, this exam is just for scoring. It doesn't matter if he doesn't pass the exam. He can apply to a good school with the score he already has.

"Every exam must be taken seriously." These are Mu Liang's original words.For this reason, he went to wash the car and filled up the oil.

It is not so difficult to adapt to the life without a driver, and Mu Liang drives very steadily, even the kind of map that will give [-]% stability.He doesn't have road rage, and he doesn't turn without turning on the turn signal. He is a good and law-abiding baby.

Shen also entered the examination room half an hour earlier.No goodbye kisses, just a simple hug.

It finally became real, the strange feeling that has always existed in my heart.He knew that Shen Ye would definitely go to the United States, and this was his only way.

What about yourself?Is it exotic?Or break up?

he does not know.

He is obviously a very courageous person. He has the courage to meet the parents of his underage boyfriend, and he also has the courage to give up his career for him.If you ask yourself in the deepest part of your heart, Mu Liang can only say that it is because there is still a way out for everything.

Even if he met Shen Ye's parents, if they disagreed with a strong attitude, Mu Liang could choose to break up; even if he gave up his career in a moment of enthusiasm, he could definitely find a better job with his ability.

If we went to the United States together, everything would be hard to say.Will he still have a way out?We've come so far, it seems like there's no turning back.

I chose a coffee shop to sit and ordered a cup of ordinary coffee.Although it's called "hand pour", it's not as good as the instant coffee Mu Liang bought.

Like this bad coffee, his mood suddenly fell to the bottom.As for the upcoming coming-of-age ceremony, Mu Liang hasn't decided what gift to give him yet.

Are they going to separate like this?Could it be that they have gone through so much and suffered so much to come together until now, but did they break up in the end?

Mu Liang couldn't figure it out, and he knew that if he didn't take that step, he would never figure it out.

He was a brave man and a cowardly man.

The stamina of love is really too strong. It is not until Mu Liang has been going forward bravely until now that he starts to think about the future.

future.

The word became a thorn in Mu Liang's heart.

He had no intention of going abroad at all before, he just wanted to find a favorite city and spend his whole life ordinary.For him at the time, "ordinary" was already a luxury.

tangled.

The love for Shen Ye is 70.00%.Inner resistance is 30.00%, reluctance is [-]%.

So full of thoughts and distracted, I didn't even know there was someone sitting next to me.When I reacted, I was startled, almost screamed out and was suppressed.

It was a young man who was about the same age as Shen, or it should be said that he was a teenager, which is more accurate.

Mu Liang felt that this was the same as attracting kittens.I have a clingy and cute cat at home, so I have a cat smell on my body, and I can somehow attract cats who like freedom in the outside world.

The light in his eyes gave Mu Liang a very familiar feeling, and that's how Shen Ye saw him at the beginning.

This kind of light is called "good impression", which is the impulsive affection of young people.

"Hello." The voice was hoarse in adolescence, no matter how you looked at it, it was about the same age as Shen Ye.

"Brother." Oh, this address made Mu Liang's heart tremble.

"Are you a college student?" Hey, when did you become so young.

"My parents have always wanted to find a tutor for me." Oh, that's what it meant.

"So I want to say, brother, do you usually have time?" The ending is still upturned.

Although Mu Liang really has a lot of bad intentions, and he is crazier than anyone else when playing, but he will never let Shen Ye down, even a little bit.

reject.In a gentle tone, but firmly, refuse.

Squinting, smiling.Say it with a grown-up attitude: "I'm already at work, and now I'm waiting for my friends."

The word "friend" was specially emphasized, this kid should understand.

Well, the kid didn't get it.

The boy asked reluctantly, "Is it your girlfriend?"

Tsk tsk tsk, I'm afraid that speaking out will scare you, but I'm also worried that the young man is an idiot and can't understand what he said.

He leaned closer, lowered his voice, and looked around to see if anyone was looking at them.Well, safe for now.

"It's a boyfriend." Mu Liang said.

Well, the thrill of hitting a straight ball is truly unparalleled.Mu Liang was satisfied to see that the young man's face quickly changed from surprise to disappointment.Maybe if he said "girlfriend", he would be less disappointed.

"Then—" Maybe Sunshine was too enthusiastic, or maybe his emotions were too impulsive, the young man's tone was full of pity and reluctance, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red, "Then I wish you happiness." After finishing speaking, The young man grabbed his schoolbag and ran away.

Mu Liang supported his head and thought, this might be his first conversation.For the first time in your life, you muster up the courage to strike up a conversation with the same sex. It should be a very difficult thing.Although Mu Liang really couldn't agree to him, let alone promise him or make any changes, he still wished him good luck in his heart.

Now, rather than worrying about others, Mu Liang feels that he should be more worried about himself.

He has no love experience before, and he doesn't know what choice to make between self and ego.No matter what choice you make, the risks are great.

He was cowardly, yes, he was really cowardly at the most critical moment.

Watch people around you choose their own lives.The junior chose to be a "normal person", no longer existing on the fringes of society, but chose to "follow the crowd" in Mu Liang's eyes.Bai Yun chose to be a "good husband", and maybe he will become a "good father" in a few years. He chose a stable life, which is also a very ordinary and rare life.

And what about myself?What kind of life should I choose?

Should I choose to break up, give up the previous efforts, maybe change my life in another city and find a stable boy to live with, or—or choose to go crazy once, find a job in the United States or go to study for an MBA, and then have a relationship with Shen Let's fight for a future together...

Regardless of the choice, it was extremely difficult for Mu Liang.

The head is big, one head is bigger than two.

He brought his computer with him, ordered a cup of coffee that was strong enough and pure enough, and began to help Bai Yun read the report.He used to do this often, and he got used to seeing these messy and mind-boggling numbers.

If you just pass by the cafe in a hurry and see the people inside the glass window, some of you are reading, some are typing in front of the computer like Mu Liang.Everyone looks ordinary, and no one knows their inner world.

No one would know that Mu Liang was inclined to "give up" this choice.

Wanting to give up but reluctant, this is his current state.But he wouldn't tell Shen Ye, nor would he go to Bai Yun for help.This is his own business, he will definitely think about it, and make a choice when he ensures that he will not regret it no matter what he chooses.

Finally, I regained my sharpness when I abandoned my troubles.

Shen Ye noticed it when he walked into the cafe, but he didn't show it.Shen also felt it when he wanted to scare him, but he just didn't show it.

Of course, at the moment Shen Ye chose to pat his right shoulder, he turned to the left at lightning speed, so that Shen fell into his arms accurately, and they completed a hug that was beyond perfect.

This hug was too long, even Shen could feel the gaze from the side.He patted Mu Liang's, wanting to remind him.

Mu Liang didn't care about these things.In fact, he has learned not to care about other people's eyes since he fell in love.This is a very important lesson, which protects them from parting ways because of the so-called "gaze".

They just have to think about the future.In other words, Mu Liang only needs to consider this.

"I still have to hug." He said.He needs Shen Ye's hug, desperately.

"Well, I'm not going." Shen Ye squatted halfway, even though this posture made him feel a little uncomfortable.Mu Liang's request, as long as he can meet it immediately, he will definitely run to do it with all his strength.

Mu Liang closed his eyes, the previous scene was like a train passing by, and he could only see a blurry scene.The first time they met at the bus station, Shen also moved into his house, they confirmed their relationship, went to bed for the first time, went to see Shen Nianping, attended the wedding of the schoolboy, attended the wedding of Bai Yun...

In a flash, they have come to the present.

It's not easy.Mu Liang cherishes it so much that he wants to give up his own life and choose to live the same life as Shen Ye.

But there is always a question in his heart that bothers him-is it worth it?Is it worth giving up everything for an underage child?

He is an insecure person, thinking about this issue is not accidental, let alone hypocritical.He needs to protect himself, and this is how he protects himself.

Of course, he won't talk to Shen Ye about this, never will.