fall or redemption

The first day of school is the beginning of the nightmare of being a senior high school student.Before everyone had time to chat with each other about their holiday life, the exam bell rang; after handing in the papers, before they had time to complain about the abnormality of the questions, the order to hand in their mobile phones had already been issued; On... Everything is like pressing the fast forward button, and there is no way to stop.

The school asked every class to hang slogans encouraging students to take the college entrance examination.Lao Tang asked everyone in the class to think of an inspirational slogan for the college entrance examination, and selected the best one to make a slogan and hang it in the classroom to motivate everyone.

As a result, all kinds of weird slogans appeared in the classrooms of the third grade.

"If you can bear it, let me carry it; if you can't bear it, let me carry it to death."

"Even if you hit your head badly, you still have to rush into the building of a prestigious school."

"Old Immortal Xingxiu, with boundless magic power, helped me in the college entrance examination and swept thousands."

"To be successful, go crazy first and make up your mind to move forward."

"Increase one point, kill a thousand people"

"No bitterness or tiredness, high school is tasteless; no hard work, no hard work, high school is useless."

"If you don't succeed, you will become a ghost"

Needless to say, after this ordeal, everyone seemed to have been brainwashed, and each of them showed a enthusiasm for learning that they had never had before.

Sure enough, looking at the vacant seat in the last row, he remembered what the monkey said when he and He Can went to find him: "I am different from you, I never had any real dreams. Just... I have been with my mother since I was a child, and I have moved countless times and changed schools. I have to be ready to leave the environment I have just become familiar with at any time. Therefore, I dare not have any dreams that are too far away. Just think of me as that deserter! "

He Can punched the monkey's chest lightly, with a rare serious look: "If you can't go through the purgatory of the college entrance examination with us, you are indeed a deserter. But, is the college entrance examination the only way for everyone? Can you not It's a good thing to enter this fire pit. You can learn what you want to learn, and you can do what you want. It's not only our country that has a media school. Isn't there a better and more professional university abroad? Although we are not together anymore , but we can also cheer together, and we will meet up at the pinnacle of this field."

Sure enough, it was only then that I found out that the reason Houzi wanted to enter the School of Media and Communication was because of He Can.

Sure enough, looking at He Can who was lying on the table in a daze, he bumped him with a crutch and asked, "You are all studying hard, why are you in a daze?"

He Can didn't move, just glanced at it, and sure enough, he replied inscrutablely: "Don't bother me, I'm fighting against the master in my mind, and if I win, I can get the cheats for winning the college entrance examination, and from then on I will start the mastery mode Crushing all beings."

"The college entrance examination drove another one crazy..." Sure enough, Wanxi said.

Just as he took out the physics problem set and was about to solve the problem, He Can suddenly asked very seriously: "Brother Ran, do you think the monkey will come back?"

Sure enough, he thought for a while: "I don't know if I will come back or not, but, didn't you make an appointment with him to meet up at the summit? As long as you all go forward and climb up, you will always meet."

He Can nodded, opened the book, and said nothing.

Sure enough, he is glad that he is determined at this moment. Maybe he does not have too far away dreams, but he has immediate goals, and he is confident that he will connect each goal step by step into a distant and real dream.He shouted in his heart: Brother Han, wait for me!I will definitely be able to become a person standing shoulder to shoulder with you. We will stand at the same height and see the same scenery.

Later, the reality forced him to admit that this was wishful thinking, no matter how hard he tried, he could not reach Jiang Han's height.Of course, this is all for later.

The school will return the mobile phones to the students every Sunday, and the first thing they did when they got the mobile phones was to call Jiang Han.But except for the one who was contacted and passed the phone in the first week, every time I called thereafter, either no one answered, or the phone was turned off.I always don't reply to the messages I send, and occasionally reply a message saying that I am busy.Sure enough, I came to a conclusion: he was hiding from me on purpose.

At first, I really couldn't figure out why. Later, He Can glanced at the desktop of his mobile phone and said in surprise: "Hey, this handsome guy looks familiar. Is he a popular celebrity recently? I seem to have seen it somewhere..."

Sure enough, the memory came back. That night, he was so scared by the picture sent by He Can that he threw away his phone. Jiang Han caught it, and even helped him act as a human figure stand for the whole night. Then Jiang Han must have seen this desktop!It happened that night, he was still so obviously tempting... As expected, he lit candles in his heart and mourned for himself.

"He Ercan! Let's settle the old and new grudges together!"

"What's the matter, Brother Ran, if you have something to say, don't, don't, let go, your neck will be cut off..."

"Okay, you can let go. From now until the end of the college entrance examination, you will wash the smelly socks."

"Isn't it a week? Speaking of which, how did you pass the 125 in your Chinese test paper? If I hadn't been sitting next to you, I would have suspected you of cheating."

"125 is against the sky, what is 140 on behalf of Ke?"

"Can you compare yourself to others? You are the snail raised by Old Tang, who has been wandering around the mountain, and suddenly ran to the top of the mountain, can you not go against the sky? However, Old Tang is very happy, and laughs when he sees you."

"Am I a joke? Laugh when you see me."

"Tell me, which cliff did you fall off during this vacation? Then you found a peerless secret book to learn Chinese well?"

"I didn't fall off a cliff, I fell into a river. I met an expert, got some advice from him, and then... as you can see."

"Then can you recommend it, and give me some pointers in each subject."

"A master doesn't say that he will see you when he sees you, it depends on fate!"

"Cut, come on, as expected, classmate, tell the truth, be lenient when you confess, and be strict when you resist. If you don't explain clearly, the bet will not count, and the socks will be washed by yourself."

Sure enough, he ignored him, trying to recall what he said to test Jiang Han that night.He said he had a friend who fell in love with a teacher?Didn't he just call him "Teacher Jiang" for a while? The opening line of "I have a friend" is equivalent to talking about yourself, right?Moreover, that night, he happened to see Jiang Han himself on the desktop of his mobile phone!What's the difference between that and a direct confession?Well done, sure enough.The more I think about it, the more I feel like an idiot.

For the next period of time, he really didn't contact Jiang Han again.He didn't know what Jiang Han was thinking, what did this alienation and avoidance represent?Do you not like it?Or do you dislike it so that all problems do not exist?He doesn't know anything, and he is unwilling to make meaningless guesses. He is a little flustered. He can only listen to the lectures more seriously than before, focus on the questions, and arrange his time more reasonably, so as not to let himself have a trace of cranky thinking. Chance.

Occasionally he thought of their conversation at the top of the mountain.

"Sure enough, this is your choice. No one can interfere with you. If you really like to be a doctor, I support you, but if... If there is a reason because of me, I don't agree."

"Why? Why can't I like this school because of you, why can't I like the profession of a doctor because of you?"

"Because it's irrational. It's irrational for you to decide which university to go to, what major to study, and your postmenopausal life because of one person. You should think about what you want and what you like. In this way, you will not have doubts about the choices you have made because your attitude towards this person has changed; your major, your career, and your life are not determined by an insignificant person. Take responsibility for your own life.”

At this time, he would think, if he already knew that Jiang Han and himself were impossible, would he still choose to be a doctor?Do you still want to go to medical school?The answer has never changed, because I have met such an excellent person, and I have glimpsed a corner of his world, and I can't help but approach him, wanting to appreciate his full demeanor, and since then, I have become his most devout believer.

Outside the operating room of the hospital, Jiang Han and Zhou Shen, who were wearing surgical gowns, were sitting on the ground leaning against a wall, so exhausted that they couldn't see their emotions—was Zhao Sinan's operation a success?After 18 hours of surgery, it was successfully completed. As for the success, it depends on whether Zhao Sinan can wake up within three days.

Zhou Shen got up and stretched out his hand and said, "Change clothes, eat something and have a good rest." Originally, Zhou Shen did not agree to his participation in this operation, and his physical condition might not be able to bear it. However, he graduated ahead of schedule and has all kinds of certificates and qualifications. Without falling behind, he put it in front of Zhou Shen and said, "It's good enough to be a striker." Zhou Shen knew that he cared too much about Zhao Sinan's operation, and he had to understand every subtle change in the operation, which was equivalent to simulating the operation for himself.Therefore, he could only agree to participate in this operation as a surgical assistant.

Jiang Han held Zhou Shen's hand, trembling, was it because he was tired or because he was afraid?Jiang Han quickly let go of Zhou Shen's hand after getting up.

Jiang Han has been staying at Zhou Shen's house recently.After the two went back, Jiang Han slept for a day and a night.In the dream, a beautiful woman said with tears: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really can't bear the second loss, forgive me."

Wake up, wake up!Jiang Han knew that he had fallen into a nightmare again, "Han Han, are you willing to go with me? Find your father."

"Daddy is dead. I don't want to die."

"I don't want you to die more than anyone else. Let me watch you die in front of me. It's better to let me die. I hope you are healthy and live a long life."

"Mom, where are you going?"

"Someone jumped off the building!"

"Is there anything you can't think of!"

"My God, it seems to be the family members of bed No. 3..."

When Jiang Han woke up, he was already in the hospital.When he opened his eyes, he saw Zhou Shen frowning, looking at him quietly, and didn't speak when he woke up, but still looked at him.Jiang Han asked, "Is he awake?" Of course he is Zhao Sinan.Zhou Shen still didn't speak.

"Aren't you awake?" The loneliness in Jiang Han's eyes flashed past.

"Maybe...will become a vegetable." Zhou Shen said with difficulty.

"It's one of the expected results, not a surprise." Jiang Han looked at the pale ceiling with a bit of unwillingness in his tone.

Zhou Shen got up and said, "I ordered you to be hospitalized for a month to recuperate, and you will not suffer as before." After finishing speaking, he left.

Jiang Han took out his mobile phone and saw the missed calls and messages he sent, and the unwillingness in his heart only increased.

☆, disaster