fall or redemption

The next day, as expected, he opened his eyes and looked at the snow-white ceiling, but still didn't react. He got up and took a look at the familiar environment, then lay down with peace of mind, and then sat up immediately: This is a hospital, where is Brother Han?what time is it?

Picking up the phone next to the bed and looking at it, the screen was black and turned off.Sure enough, he quickly got up and looked for Jiang Han's charger, finally turned it on, and called Jiang Han's phone, but the vibrating sound of "beep" came from the desk, and Jiang Han didn't bring his mobile phone.Sure enough, just as he was about to hang up the phone, he saw the caller information displayed on Jiang Han's phone: The little fox is calling.Sure enough, he sneered, and said in disbelief: "Little fox? Fox spirit? Me?" He hung up the phone depressedly, and a smiling face appeared on Jiang Han's phone screen. This photo was taken by him and Jiang Han during Chinese New Year. Jiang Han cut himself out and left it as the desktop of his mobile phone.Sure enough, the corners of his mouth turned up, his smile was brighter than in the photo, he put down his phone and went out to find Jiang Han.

I searched around but couldn't find it, so I went to ask the nurse again, and a few nurses also smiled and shook their heads and said they didn't know. Just when he was a little anxious, Zhou Shen came, looked at him, and said: " Looking for Jiang Han? The most likely place is Zhao Sinan." After speaking, he left.

Sure enough, standing outside Zhao Sinan's ward, he saw a figure from behind through the glass window, and he knew it was Jiang Han.He sat on the stool in front of Zhao Sinan's bed, bowed his head and looked a little lonely. He sat there silently all the time. Sure enough, he gently pushed open the door. Jiang Han turned his head slightly, showing no surprise when he saw Sure enough , smiled and asked: "Are you awake?" Sure enough, she walked over, put her hands around his neck, put her chin on his shoulder, and said in a coquettish tone: "I didn't see you when I woke up, and I have been looking for you for a long time."

Jiang Han touched his head with his backhand, gently pinched the back of his neck, and said, "Haven't you eaten yet, are you hungry? Let's go."

Sure enough, she folded her arms tightly and lay on top of him, preventing him from getting up.

"Brother Han, what are you thinking? Can you tell me?"

Jiang Han pulled Guoruo onto his lap and sat, held his hand, and slowly confided in his heart: "Sure enough, do you know? Back then, my mother wanted me to die with her, when I was young, I I don't want to die, death is too terrible, I don't want to, so she left me and committed suicide by jumping off the building. From then on, I don't want to die even more, why should I die? During large and small operations, I I keep telling myself that I want to live, but I don't know what the meaning of living is. It wasn't until I met you that I realized that if the painful life before had any meaning, I probably met you after I survived. You and I feel that I am really alive. You have given me many feelings and tastes that I have never experienced before. I was not reconciled before, because I never had it, and now I am not reconciled, because I don’t want to give up.”

Sure enough, he hugged Jiang Han distressedly, and said softly: "Brother Han, I am willing to exchange all the good luck in my life for that 25% chance, but if I can't exchange it, you will lie here like him , I will come to talk with you every day, read to you, wash your face and body, trim your nails, shave your beard, and cut your hair when your hair grows. I will not let you sleep alone at night , I will accompany you, warm your hands and feet in winter, and shake your fan to beat mosquitoes in summer... okay?"

A hot tear fell on the back of Jiang Han's hand, almost burning him.

"Sure enough, you treat me like this, but I will not be able to respond to you at that time. You will be tired, you will hurt, you will be desperate, and you will make me feel guilty..."

"I'm willing..." Sure enough, he hurriedly said.

Jiang Han put his index finger on his lips to interrupt his words.

"I know, so let's make an agreement in three chapters. I agree to the operation, but you have to promise me one request."

Sure enough, he opened his eyes wide and asked, "What do you want me to do?"

"If I don't have the good luck to come to the 25% chance, you can come to see me at any time during the first three years when I am in a vegetative state, and if I still can't wake up after three years, you can no longer come to see me, yourself Just do what you should do, don't spend your energy on me." It shouldn't take three years, and you will get bored...

Sure enough, he stared: "You don't believe me?"

Jiang Han shook his head, but did not speak.

Sure enough, she wiped away her tears: "Okay, I promise you." Brother Han, in fact, I dare not promise forever myself, but I will try my best to get closer to this.

Zhou Shen hugged Jiang Han happily after hearing Jiang Han's words: "This is just like you, don't give up any hope of surviving."

Then he smiled at Guo Guo behind him, "I'll give you a head start!"

Surgery was scheduled for ten days later.

Three days before the operation, Jiang Han went back to the old house, just like during Chinese New Year, the whole family was there.Everyone tacitly did not make the atmosphere very sad, and they all carried hope and hope for the success of the operation.When Jiang Han returned to the hospital at night, he followed Jiang Han into the car naturally. Xia Xiaoqin was stunned for a moment, and then said to Jiang Han: "Is there a lot of procedures to be done before the operation? How about me and your third uncle going with you?" Let's go to the hospital!"

Jiang Han politely replied: "There is no procedure, the operation will be performed three days later, I am bored in the hospital, so let Guo Guo accompany me, is that okay?"

Xia Xiaoqin quickly replied: "Of course, it's rare that you can chat with Guo Guo. As expected, you took care of Jiang Han in the hospital, you know?"

Sure enough, he nodded obediently.

Jiang Feng said unhappily: "Jiang Yi and I can also accompany you..."

Jiang Yi tugged at the corner of Jiang Feng's clothes, signaling him not to make trouble.

"Too many people are arguing that Jiang Han can't rest well, so let Guo Guo accompany him." The old man said.

After Jiang Han left, the old man sighed again and again, and the atmosphere at home became heavy.

The night before the operation, he did not sleep much. He hugged Jiang Han and smelled Jiang Han's body forcefully, felt the tenderness of Jiang Han's kiss with his heart, and tried to remember the touch of Jiang Han scratching the tip of his nose with his white and slender fingers. Put your ear close to Jiang Han's chest and listen to his strong heartbeat. He said that it is the proof that Jiang Han likes him.

Jiang Han also couldn't fall asleep, feeling the uneasiness of the person in his arms, he stroked Guo Guo's back lightly, kissed his lips tenderly, and looked at his face greedily under the moonlight...

Before entering the operating room, the whole family's eyes were wet, only Guo Guo smiled and waved to Jiang Han, and said loudly, "Brother Han, I'll wait for you outside!"

Jiang Han returned him a bright smile, and also said loudly: "Okay."

The lights in the operating room came on...

Sure enough, his hands trembled slightly, suppressing the fear in his heart, and staring blankly at the lights in the operating room.The old man was sitting on a chair with a cane in both hands, his cloudy eyes were full of sadness.Jiang Feng paced back and forth anxiously, while Jiang Yi sat in a chair and remained silent.Xia Xiaoqin walked to Guo Guo's side, patted his head, and comforted him: "It will be fine, it will come out safely." Guo Guo nodded, and repeated in a murmur: "It will be fine, it will come out safe."

☆, years