Cover the glass with water

At this time, Xin Qianyu saw Lin Chunhong was exhausted and haggard, like a lifeless log.

Seeing her like this, Xin Qianyu was quite emotional: this woman really gave her all for Su Zhong.However, the problem is that when she gave everything, she also asked Su Zhong to give everything for herself.

She was abandoned by her husband and looked down upon by her natal family. During her long years, she had only one son as her emotional sustenance.

Su Zhong has no friends or hobbies. For a long time, the most important person in his life was his mother.Although he looks cold, it is enough to meet the emotional needs of Lin Chunhong, a poor woman.

But now, she found that her son was not that indifferent. He had enthusiasm, but all his enthusiasm was given to a strange man.The son became a homosexual she could never understand...and she went crazy.

Xin Qianyu looked at Lin Chunhong with little hostility in his eyes: "Okay, I get it."

Lin Chunhong didn't seem to be angry, but said mechanically: "I'm sorry, I was wrong. Please don't embarrass my family."

"I didn't embarrass them, and I can't do it." Xin Qianyu said lightly, "You don't have to apologize to me. The person you should apologize to is Su Zhong."

Lin Chunhong raised her eyes as if she had been pricked by a needle.

At this time, Su Zhong also came back from the outside.Seeing Lin Chunhong, he was also slightly surprised, and only said, "Mom, why are you here?"

Lin Chunhong's heart cracked again: I am your mother, why did you talk to me in such a tone?

"I..." Lin Chunhong looked at Su Zhong eagerly, "I... apologize to you. I shouldn't be so strongly opposed to the matter between you and Xin Qianyu."

"You don't need to apologize to me." Su Zhong said, "The person you should apologize to is Xiaoyu."

Hearing Su Zhong say the same words as Xin Qianyu, Lin Chunhong was in a daze: she found that the most important things in her life were slipping through her fingers like quicksand.

Lin Chunhong's eyes suddenly became warm, and tears were about to gush out at any time: "Son—"

She looked at Su Zhong with fragile and helpless eyes.

And Su Zhong's response was - confusion, doubt and even... embarrassment.

Yes, he looked confused and embarrassed as she looked at him mournfully.

Lin Chunhong panicked even more. She grabbed Su Zhong's arm and said in a trembling voice, "I have nothing...for so many years, I have nothing, only you! You know, you are my only relative... For so many years, I have put all my heart and soul into you. I have no friends or family anymore, I only have you!"

I don't know how many times Lin Chunhong has said this.

Su Zhong was originally very cold and dull, and he had been passively listening to similar words for so many years, it was really hard to be moved.

Of course, he was also grateful and just said, "Thank you, I understand."

But such a reaction made Lin Chunhong extremely disappointed.

What she wanted was not a faint thank you, but an equally warm emotional response from the other party.

Lin Chunhong suddenly became angry, her fingers were trembling, and hurtful words were about to burst out of her mouth at any time——Xin Qianyu took the first step, pulled Lin Chunhong away, and said calmly: "There is something I wanted to do last time. said."

"What?" Lin Chunhong's accumulated emotions were suddenly interrupted, and her face looked a little confused.

"Kale. Why did you put kale for Su Zhong when you ate last time? And before, you put kale for him several times." Xin Qianyu said, "Su Zhong doesn't like to eat kale. You Do not you know?"

Lin Chunhong's face froze for a moment, and then an expression of disbelief appeared: "Nonsense! Why doesn't he like to eat kale? He has loved it since he was a child..."

Xin Qianyu turned to look at Su Zhong: "Do you like kale?"

Su Zhong replied: "I have eaten it since I was a child, but I don't like it."

Lin Chunhong's expression turned petrified: "How, how?"

Xin Qianyu looked at Lin Chunhong and said, "But I can see that you like to eat kale. Basically, you must order fried kale when you go out to eat."

Lin Chunhong looked confused.

Xin Qianyu said: "So, the person who likes kale is not Su Zhi, but you, right?"

Lin Chunhong murmured: "I, I like it, but my son..."

Su Zhong still looked indifferent, Lin Chunhong felt more guilty, but her voice became louder: "If he doesn't tell, how would I know?"

Xin Qianyu turned her head and asked Su Zhong: "Did you ever say you don't like kale?"

Su Zhong replied: "Yes."

Lin Chunhong retorted: "I don't remember this happening!" in an anxious tone, as if trying to prove something.

Su Zhong's reaction was very flat: "It's normal not to remember, because it was a long time ago."

When Su Zhong was young, she told Lin Chunhong that she didn't like kale. Lin Chunhong didn't think so, and forcefully put the vegetable in Su Zhong's bowl, saying, this is delicious!Fast food!Don't be picky!

Over time, Su Zhong did not resist, and he would eat whatever Lin Chunhong gave him.

There are many similar things. For example, the clothes Su Zhong wears and the things he uses are not counted as what he likes. Lin Chunhong only chooses what he thinks is good.

Su Zhong took a fancy to the small abacus of 5 yuan, but Lin Chunhong insisted on buying him a toy car worth 100 yuan, and took the toy car and said to Su Zhong: "My mother spent a month's salary to buy it for you... ..."

Su Zhong's expression at that time was also confused and confused, and finally he could only say: "Thank you, Mom."

Xin Qianyu looked at Lin Chunhong with blazing eyes and said, "Since you are such a great and caring mother, can you name ten foods that Su Zhong doesn't like?"

Lin Chunhong wanted to say, "Su Zhong is never picky about food", but before she could say it, she choked again: She couldn't be sure whether it was Su Zhong who didn't like food, or whether she didn't care about it and just made Su Zhong dislike it. The food was forced to him, but Su Zhong did not resist.

But Lin Chunhong refused to show weakness, and only said: "I am also doing it for his own good. Is it okay for children to be picky eaters?"

"I know, only children are picky eaters, adults are not picky eaters. Adults don't like food, that's called 'taboo'." Xin Qianyu smiled, "Don't get me wrong, don't react so much. I'm not saying you don't like food. He, you are indeed an amazing single mother. But it is undeniable that you are a bit extreme. You have no relatives to rely on, so you regard Su Zhong as an object of self-projection, and you have to accept what you think is good. , he will do what you think he should do. That's not love—or rather, it's not pure love."

These words were spoken in a calm tone, but they poked Lin Chunhong's heart more than any foul language.

Lin Chunhong almost jumped: "What do you know?! Do you know how hard I worked to raise him? Do you know how I took care of him meticulously? And you, and you don't know anything, only know how to stretch out your clothes, Open your mouth—you can't love him like I do!"

"I can't." Xin Qianyu replied simply, "Why should I love him like a mother?"

Lin Chunhong was blocked and could not speak a word.

Su Zhong was silent for a long time, picked up a business card, and handed it to Lin Chunhong: "Mom, there is really something wrong with you, see a doctor."

Lin Chunhong looked down and found that it was a business card of a psychological counselor, her face turned pale: "You, you think I'm sick?"

"We are all sick." Su Zhong patted Lin Chunhong on the shoulder, "I am also seeing this doctor. The psychological problems that have plagued me since childhood have also been relieved a lot."

Lin Chunhong's eyes were moist all the time, but it was only at this moment that tears fell: "Psychological problems that have plagued you since childhood?"

Only when the business card was held in her hands did Lin Chunhong dare to face herself, she was not a perfect mother...

At the same time, the mirror image of Su Zhong's "perfect son" was instantly shattered.

What is reflected in the mirror image is never the real Su Zhong, but Lin Chunhong's psychological projection.

When the illusion broke, she was cut and dripping with blood.

In the end, she took the business card away and followed Su Zhong's advice to face her own psychological barrier.

Her problems have always existed.

She was born in a patriarchal family, and her elder brother occupied the best resources, and she subtly accepted this allocation.After getting married, she acted as a good wife and mother, a good husband and son.Unexpectedly, what ushered in was her husband's rejection and betrayal.After the divorce, she had to work and raise children alone.However, her son is different from normal children...

For her, life is very hard.

She doesn't tell a few lies to herself, it's hard for her to live with a smile—

"That's right, brother is a man, a man is in charge of the house, it's all like this..."

"My husband is very nice and willing to support me. Who else's husband is not like this?"

"My son isn't dull, he just doesn't like to talk..."

"Who said there is something wrong with my child? Your child is all right, try to get a score of 100 in the exam like my son?"

……

At night, the night seems to be able to absorb the breeze, and the dark blue color is reflected on the transparent glass window.

Xin Qianyu closed the velvet curtains, and looked back at Su Zhong lying beside the bed.

He walked to the bed, took off the cotton socks, showing his snow-white insteps, and said, "Do you think Lin Chunhong loves you?"

Su Zhong glanced at Xin Qianyu: "Yes."

There was actually some confusion in his tone.

Xin Qianyu sighed, and lay down beside Su Zhong: "Do you want her to love you?"

"Hope." Su Zhong replied, this time there was no confusion in his tone, it was very straightforward, "No matter what, being loved is a good thing."

Xin Qianyu smiled: "Of course."

Su Zhong said in a deep voice, "But...maybe I'm not worthy of being loved. It seems that few people are willing to love me."

"Nonsense." Xin Qianyu couldn't hear Su Zhong's pitiful tone the most, "It's because you are too slow to feel it!"

Su Zhong immediately turned his head, showing the puppy begging for food again: "Do you love me?"

Xin Qianyu's heart skipped a beat, she turned her head and said, "This is up to you to feel."

Su Zhong hugged Xin Qianyu and bowed his head to Xin Qianyu's chest, like a coquettish pet, he listened attentively: "Xiaoyu's heart is beating very fast."

Xin Qianyu's face turned red with an angry expression, but she was reluctant to push this handsome man away.

Probably because the night is too dark and the beauty is too bright.

Since Xin Qianyu told Su Zhong to feel it himself, Su Zhong pressed Xin Qianyu on the bed to feel it.

In the past, Su Zhong would ask Xiaoyu if he wanted it, but because Xin Qianyu said in embarrassment before that "you don't need to ask this in the future", Su Zhong felt that he had been given permission, so he asked for it anytime, anywhere, if he wanted.

However, Su Zhong would still seek Xin Qianyu's opinion on some key issues.

"Can I be in there?"

"No!" Xin Qianyu said, "It's too troublesome to clean."

"I can help you……"

"No way, no way!"

"Okay..." Su Zhong felt aggrieved, "Can it be on your lap?"

"what?"

"Xiaoyu's legs are beautiful."

……

Xin Qianyu thought of a saying that Xin Mu often said: All men are dogs.

Really listen to your mother.

Just when he missed his mother, his mother's call came.

Mother's voice was soft and sweet, and she said with concern: "Heck, whoop, aren't you...?"

"...No," Xin Qianyu said, "You think too much."

"Really not doing it?" Xin Mu said in a tone of "Don't lie to me".

Xin Qianyu said sincerely: "I really don't." She wasn't working, she just finished working and was still panting.

Xin Mu nodded and said, "The cfo cashed out and left, you know about that, right?"

"I know." Xin Qianyu felt relieved when she heard that it was work, "What's wrong?"

Xin Mu said: "The old man knows that he transferred the shares to you."

Xin Qianyu smiled and said, "I just want him to know. I just want to see him anxious."

"Trick or treat." Xin Mu said dotingly, "The old man is really in a hurry and told you to go back for dinner."

On the evening of the New Year's Eve, the old man didn't care if Xin Qianyu went back for dinner, but now he called people home, which is really interesting.

Xin Qianyu nodded: "Okay, if it's the Chinese New Year, I'll go back and make trouble for the old man."