one day it will overlap

The first night after coming back.

At dusk, after you simply packed the clothes you brought back, you glanced at the pot of violets in the house.

A small plant, but it grows lush and healthy.

Touch it with your hand, and feel the fragrance of flowers wrapped around you.

At least now you like it that much.

Take the key and go out. You paused a second before closing the door, and then took another look at the little life.

After you go out, you see that it’s still early for dinner, and everyone has just come back, and the training ground will not conduct regular training. After thinking about it, you decide to go to the stables.

Schutz, you miss it too.

It seems that after two years of absence, the headquarters of the Survey Corps has not changed at all.

Maybe a few minor renovations but everything is still the same as when you left.

So was the road to the stables.

I always feel that the air here is much fresher than inside the wall of Sheena.

It still feels like a dream.

At that time, you embarked on that new journey with the belief that you would definitely be able to come back. Even if you didn’t like it, you could refuse it, but at that time, Captain Erwin gave you the initiative, but you I just hope that I can do things for him. If you leave so decisively, you can give up the better life you can pursue because that person is Erwin.

His tolerance helped you find your present faith.

It is reasonable to want to repay him.

You really never thought that you would be able to come back so soon. Although it was a very unhappy two years, you still feel that it passed quite quickly, especially now that you have come back, and you don’t take the depression there as a return It's over.

Although there are still many troubles...let's talk about it later.

Now you, all fate is still unknown.

You hear the occasional low whine of the horses and some loud exhalations.

Looking up, he saw that he had already walked to the front of the stable.It's the same, though you don't know if the horses have been with you before.

Claret red, with a black mane and a tuft of white hair on his head, Schutz is still so recognizable among the horses.

You are really worried that it won't recognize you after you walk over.

Just as it was about to get close to it, it seemed to recognize you suddenly. It turned its face a little bit, allowing its eyes on one side to see you clearly, and then began to respond to you.

The way it shakes its head up and down is cute.

You immediately put a smile on your face.

"I am back……"

The right hand stroked its mane to appease its slightly agitated mood, while the left hand rested lightly on its head, looking at its big left eye and whispering to it.

You stood beside it for a while, glanced at the sparsely populated racecourse, and finally decided that you don't want to be disturbed by people here. Your reunion with Schutz.

Climb on Schutz's back, grab the reins, and you take it with you to the woods.

Where you first learned to use a three-dimensional maneuver, where you first believed you could fly.

Although you also suffered a lot there.

For the first time, I felt that a fall could be the same as or even stronger than falling off a horse, but the pain gave you the most real feeling of being alive.

You can still breathe the air, feel the breeze, and see the blue sky.

Sitting on the steady back of Schutz's slow progress, walking together in the woods, and then listening to the rustling sounds around, one will feel that this is a free world in a trance.

You can be so happy only because you feel that you have found it, and you will never hesitate to protect what you want to protect.

I dare not imagine, if those things are broken, whether you can still continue to face your world with a smile.

Time flies by on your stroll, and you watch the sun go down, so you ride back to the stables.

Before going to the cafeteria, you brushed Schutz yourself, and then fed him some fodder with a bucket.

After saying goodbye to it, you went to the cafeteria, and you already smelled the thick soup that you haven’t eaten for a long time on the way. Although you always thought that its color was not very good, the truth is that the taste is not as bad as the color.

In the military police group, the food is better, and the meat is provided more frequently.

I don't know if I can quickly accept the taste I'm used to when I come back...

You really can't stop some inexplicable thinking in your mind all the time, and it's always running.

When you step into the cafeteria, you feel that this is the only place that makes you uncomfortable.

In fact, there are not many things that have changed. The tables and chairs placed in the old places are still the same number, probably the same number, and the people and faces you are familiar with are also inside.

It's just that the person sitting in the old place is not the old person.

Such a simple and obvious thing makes you very uncomfortable all of a sudden.

Captain Erwin, Han Ji and Captain Sanmao are still sitting in the same place, and there is still your place next to Han Ji.

What makes you feel weird all of a sudden is not them, but the table next to you.

Liver class.

You came to Han Ji's side silently, and you haven't sat down yet.

Can't ignore.

Captain Levi is still across from you, but with his back to you, facing the table in front of you.

Seeing his back and him who no longer pays attention to you all the time, you always feel empty in your heart.

Now it's simply that you like him so much that such a seemingly insignificant distance makes you start to be afraid.

What's more, sitting opposite him at that table was Petra, who had been in Levi's class for a long time.

Sure enough, did he still have to face this fact so early?In fact, if you can, do you really want to sort it out now, because you know that your future is unpredictable, at least you don’t want to position yourself now.

The heart was pulled.

Taking a deep breath, he retracted his gaze from Captain Levi's back.

"Miyake? Come and sit down!"

Han Ji's voice suddenly rang in your right ear.

"Ah."

You glanced at her with a smile, and the glasses still glinted at you occasionally.

In the last corner of your eyes before your eyes came back, you saw Captain Levi freeze with his back to your back.

But there is no turning back.

You just sat down with your still calm smile.

There is no need to bother or even hurt others because of your willfulness.You still insist that you don’t want to delve into it, and you don’t think it’s necessary.

What to do, you have already thought about it a second before you sit down.

Although your glazed eyes still betray your seemingly calm and even smiling appearance.

The silence after sitting down, surrounded by three pairs of eyes that sensed your disappointment.

After dinner, it was not completely dark yet.

You quietly packed your tableware and put them in the kitchen sink. Even though this is no longer your job, you also know what you are running away from.

Things that have been decided before eating, now I think of all the experiences and possible results, and I am no longer sad.

Not to mention despair.

You can afford it and let it go, that's why you can always go with the situation, there are many add-ons.

You just decide to accompany and don't like to hurt others.

The low self-esteem in the past always catered to the character of the people around you. You were afraid of being disliked by others, so you were always like a weed. You felt that what anyone said was reasonable.

Only in the Gendarmerie do you feel, ah...so you can resist yourself!

I went back to the old place, but I started to worry about what I did not do well and being hated by them.Although it seems that you are gradually wanting to give up something, in fact, you also know that you are afraid of trouble, so you choose this way to escape.

You will never get rid of your inferiority complex, you feel that you are inferior to the people around you in everything, and you have no capital to compete with others.

You slowly packed your things. The logistics department was surprised that the squad leader under Han Ji's sub-team came to help them, but you smiled and told them that you couldn't find anything to do anyway.

Pretend to smile and be kind, in fact, it is just like trying to please them, you don't want to be hated by others.

Such a person, what qualifications does he have to stay by his side, and wishful thinking to be the person he likes who will always stand behind him?

You smiled wryly after turning your back.

Miyako, haven't you always been like this?Think one way, do another.

Looking at the last bit of sunset, the sky is still smudged with deep red.

Beautiful, treacherous.

You don't really like that color.

It's like some kind of foreign object sprinkled in front of you that makes you feel sad and hopeful from the bottom of your heart. Even your heart twitches for no reason after seeing this color.

But you don't hate the color either.

The last struggle of the light before the sun goes down.

Sit on the small slope that you used to go at night, straighten your body, put your legs on the downward slope, and support your hands on your thighs with flat palms facing down.

He took a few deep breaths of the air before sunset fiercely, his heartbeat was unusually calm.

There was no expression on his face, but it was stained with a layer of halo by the last corner of the eye.

There are so few wisps of wind, you just feel that your untied waist-length hair is gently stroked to your chest, and the broken hair on your cheeks is scratched by the brought hair, a little itchy in your heart .

Sure enough, I recognized myself clearly, and then accepted it. After letting go of my psychological burden, I felt relaxed...

You smile again.

Suddenly something strange appeared on the forehead.

"Miyako, why don't you feel very happy to be back?"

Petra said, retracting the left hand that was just on your forehead, and then sat quietly on your left when you looked back at her.

"Grow up."

You wait for her to sit down, turn around, and look at the last afterglow of the setting sun.

It's going down.

You still have a smile on your lips.He moved his hands back from his thighs and propped them on the lawn on both sides of his body, and then he seemed to relax and leaned back a little bit, no longer paying attention to the setting sun, and his eyes followed the big bird flying in the sky in front of him.

Petra looked at you with her mouth slightly open, then smiled, and sat down with a relaxed body just like you.

"We are not young anymore. Apart from understanding all the decisions made by each other, it seems that we will also start to hide our troubles."

As she spoke, her eyes fell on the moving big bird.

You turned your head in surprise.

She can still see your heart as always, whether it's small troubles or pretending to be strong, she can see through it at a glance.

The author has something to say: This chapter is about to be abused, of course, if it can be abused.

I don't want to, but after all, Mia can't face Peimei at all.

When I think that Levi's class will be wiped out soon, ah, I feel so sad.