one day it will overlap

Lie on the bed, lying flat.

It's night when you wake up.

In the quiet night, only the calls of bugs in the grass outside and your own heavy breathing can be heard.It was very dark in the room, and the only light that came in was the moon in the sky outside.

Perhaps, there are still those stars who are still far away from you.

Every breath is mixed with the fragrance of violets, the strong smell of blood from your own wounds, and the smell of various potions that you have only smelled in the Corps infirmary before.

Every time you wake up, you will see a faint light, which indicates that the sun is about to rise, and you will also yawn in the last drowsiness, chase the drowsiness, and get up.

Right now, there's only darkness.

You don't like it when you wake up and open your eyes and see the world is black.

What's more, when I open my eyes this time, I don't feel sleepy at all.

You're trying to feel your left shoulder and leg, which seem to be tightly bandaged.

At this moment, you can finally feel the pain all over your body.There is a large scar from the left shoulder blade to the armpit of the left arm, the entire root of the left thigh, and even the pelvis have been squeezed.

Taking a deep breath of air, your left shoulder twitched in pain, and you almost couldn't hold back your voice.

The breathing movement of the body stopped for a moment, and then let out that breath slowly, for fear of hurting myself again, how could I not cherish the life I had finally recovered.

Adjusting your breathing to the maximum limit without hurting yourself, your left hand is still silently trying to make a fist, but under the burning wound, your left hand is terribly cold.

At least there's still sentience, that's what Hanji said, anyway, you haven't broken a bone yet.

Compared to the lesser impact of the left shoulder injury on the left hand, you are afraid to move a wound that bites completely on the left leg.

Just trying to move your feet, the slight muscle tension is a pain that makes you forget to breathe.

Well, I give up on you.

Thinking of this, you began to comfort your left leg again.At least you can still feel the pain, which means it hasn't been abolished yet.

Glancing at the clean clothes on the bed outside the pillow, your bloody torn clothes should have been disposed of by them.

Subconsciously, you stretched out your right hand under the quilt, and gently pulled the quilt away, a bigger smell of the potion hit your face, and you looked at your body.

Sure enough, it was completely removed, and now the long hair that was cleaned is scattered under the pillow. Someone carefully cleaned it and bandaged it for you, and then put you on a loose pajamas with buttons on the front that are easy to put on and take off.

The azure blue pajamas have almost become dark blue in the blackness of the night, or tend to be more grayish blue.

Not wanting to know who did all this at all, you still insist that it was Han Ji.

Then I naturally thought of Captain Levi.

Captain Levi, he always respects all your choices, no matter how angry he is, he has never stopped you, right?

Therefore, he who respects himself will not do anything to you easily.

You slowly closed your eyes even though you were not sleepy, because there was something you didn't want to look at directly.

Petra...

When you close your eyes, your chest becomes dull again, your nose sores, and the sadness stuck in your throat makes you sob unconsciously, and tears immediately flow out of the corners of your closed eyes.

Why did she leave you inexplicably while you were alive while you were seriously injured.

You obviously thought about it, and apologized to her when she came back.

In the quiet room, the only sound is your sobbing.

Still the same, hating the crying self, hating the helpless self.

I can't remember how I fell asleep after waking up that night when I came back, and fell asleep with tears.

Early the next morning, Han Ji opened your door on tiptoe, and then came in with a lot of things, for fear of disturbing you, although she was not sure whether you were awake or not.

In fact, you felt the sound when the door was opened, and you were dreaming, dreaming that someone opened the room in the dream.When she closed the door, you woke up completely from the dream, opened your hazy eyes slightly, and watched a figure approaching you.

"Squad leader..."

You spoke in a weak voice that you could hardly distinguish yourself, and the person who was already close to you was stunned for a moment.

"Miyake, you just woke up? The vitality is not so tenacious~"

Still speaking with her unique cheerful tone, she sat down on the stool next to your bed while talking, and then put the things in her hand on the small bedside table.

"Does it still hurt?"

"Um……"

When I woke up, the pain returned.

"Although you are already in pain...sorry, you still have to get up and change your dressing now, it may hurt more, you have to hold back."

"it is good……"

Just keep your limbs alive.

She slowly helped you to sit up, and then pulled the quilt away, exposing your whole body to the air, and the smell of medicine wrapped in the quilt instantly spread throughout the room, completely covering the violet flowers fragrance.

Under the loose blue pajamas, your petite body can be seen faintly.

Hanji carefully pulls up the skirt, and then your legs and pelvis are exposed in front of her.

Looking at the wound wrapped up like that, you suddenly worried about yourself.

Han Ji continued to gently untie the bandage, taking it off one by one, and the last few layers of gauze were obviously soaked red with blood.

She frowned, and you frowned too.

"Is it serious?"

You whispered and asked her tentatively.

"Hmm...it looks like it is, but...you see, the gauze has been cleaned, and there is no bleeding. Your wound healing ability is really strong. Well, the potion must be well prepared!"

She inspected the wound carefully, her face was relieved, and you also relaxed a little.

"Sure enough, it hurt the skin and flesh to recover, although it bit you... I heard Levi briefly describe the scene at that time. The giantess should have seen the importance of you to many people in Levi's class. I hope Use you who are about to die to lure Li Weiban into action and disrupt their position."

You don't speak, recalling the scene at that time, it may be true, the giantess didn't want to kill you at first, but just wanted to take you as a hostage to lure them into action.

You are suddenly thankful for yourself, thankful that Petra and Captain Levi looked back and cared about you when you were fighting alone, so that the giantess guessed some of your importance, otherwise, her bite might directly kill you.

There's no way you're still sitting here, keeping your heart beating.

Han Ji started to smear your wounds with disinfectant, and you didn't even want to look at the big hideous cracks on your white skin.

Strangely, neither the disinfectant nor the freshly applied potion seemed to hurt you more.

As if seeing your puzzled expression, Han Ji began to explain to you while applying the potion.

"Don't you feel that these wounds are numb from the pain? And the outermost wounds have started to stick, so the medicine will not penetrate more, and naturally it will not cause severe pain to your more sensitive touch under the skin. It seems that next time Before the mission, you can guarantee that you can get out of bed and walk. Don't be too pessimistic, this is a good thing."

The wound is too big, you feel that she still has to deal with it for a long time.

After the wounds on her legs and crotch were reapplied with lotion and tied up with clean white bandages, she sat on the edge of the bed, moved closer to you, and slowly took off your left sleeve.

The wound on your left shoulder has also been dealt with. Even though the injury has become like this, you are still a little embarrassed to look directly at your left upper body.

Han Ji raised the corner of his mouth slightly.

"Don't hide, I finished watching it last night. In the blink of an eye, I've grown into a big girl!"

You blushed and lowered your head.

The wound on your left shoulder was obviously much more painful when it was treated. When you applied the potion, you tried your best to hold back. Your right hand supported on the bed tightly pinched the sheet, and a little water still oozed from your forehead, but you never yelled out. .

Compared with the pain of biting his mouth back then, the pain now is nothing at all.

"Okay, now lie down and rest well, although you don't like being asleep all the time with nothing to do..."

"Squad leader, when will the next mission be?"

After you lay down, she just covered you with the quilt when you asked.

After she finished listening, she slowly sat back on the stool.

"The next mission is not to investigate outside the wall."

Um?Isn't it the task of investigating outside the wall?

You looked at her curiously, waiting for her to continue.

"Because of the failure of this mission, the Gendarmerie Central Committee has ordered Alan to be taken away, but the time has not been set yet, we think it will be within this month. However, Erwin will not be reconciled to such a failure , he seems to be looking for new clues, once we have a new goal, we will start a new action."

You suddenly have the feeling that you need to fight the Gendarmerie.

Stay in bed all day.

You stared at the ceiling with your eyes open, in a daze until noon. Han Ji came to your room after lunch and fed you food, and you lay down alone again, continuing to stare at the ceiling in a daze.

Boring to death.

Because of such an injury, you can only lie flat and cannot turn over.Soon you feel as if you are nailed to the bed.

A long time after lunch, you seemed to find a little drowsiness, so you happily obeyed the drowsiness, closed your eyes, and listened to your own breathing.

Occasionally, there are occasional voices of soldiers passing by outside the house, but when they reach your sleepy ears at the moment, they are as misty as a bedtime story.

You turn your face slightly to the left against the wall.

so comfortable...

Suddenly, there was the sound of unpleasant footsteps gradually approaching in the aisle.

And the sound of two feet landing doesn't seem so natural.

You regained your mind and listened a little bit, but you are still a little bit dissatisfied with this kind of thing that disturbs your rest, after all, it is a rare sleepiness brewed.

A second later, the door was gently opened.

You didn't open your eyes, but gave it to your hearing.

It doesn't feel like Hanji...

After the door opened, the person who came in stood silently at the door for a while, probably observing your reaction, then walked in and slowly closed the door.

Just as the man walked towards the bed, you opened your glasses slightly.

Captain Levi.

Suddenly all the drowsiness flew away, and you seem to have noticed something in his hand.

You closed your eyes again, because you don't know what to say to him if you were awake, and you still clearly remember the scene when you came back, and your mood at the moment when you saw that scene.

The hatred you even wanted to kill him has not completely subsided even now.

Close your eyes and listen to him.

He walked to the side of the bed and stopped, as if he was taking a closer look at your state. After a while, you felt your bed move slightly, and he sat on the side of the bed.

Even with your eyes closed, you can feel his hand stretching out and gently pulling away the quilt on your left...

You admit that you were nervous for a moment, and then you really wanted to jump up and beat him up, not to mention what he wanted to do, it would be cold just by lifting the quilt.

His movements paused for a moment, but you dared not open your eyes to see the expression on his face.

Then you feel the touch of his hand, over your injured left leg.

He gently lifts up your blue dress pajamas that cover your body... Hey!

In a blink of an eye, you can feel that it has been stretched to the inner side of your thigh.

You feel like you're going to sit up and beat him anyway if he keeps pushing up the thighs.

satyr!

Eventually he stops at the base of your thigh, fingers stroking almost everywhere you're bandaged.You guessed that he might be frowning.

It seems that you have been staring at your wound for a long time and thinking about it for a long time. When you feel that you are about to tremble, he finally puts down your skirt, and then carefully covers you with the quilt. You are tense. My nerves also relaxed.

He felt the bed move again, and he stood up.

You wonder how he got the key to your room in his hand.

After he stood up, he didn't leave immediately, but walked towards the position against the wall, and then there was only a rustling sound, and you were a little curious about what he was doing.

Make sure that the sound will not stop immediately, he should also be facing the wall with his back to you now, so you slowly turn your head.

But I saw him squatting on the ground...watering the tree...

You feel like you have opened the door to a new world.

He is squatting on the ground with his back facing you, to be precise, he is kneeling on one knee, wearing his white shirt and black trousers, which makes you feel that this person also has such a thin and helpless back.

He stopped watering the violets suddenly, then got up slowly.

You quickly turn your head back.

Something broke in my heart again.The way he stands up, in obvious pain, reminds you of the injury to his leg.

Even though I am also a wounded person, why did you come to visit me, and even made a special trip to water the trees... Well, I must just want to come to water the trees, and I wanted to do something by the way...

The base of your ear burns a little, remembering the touch of his fingers on the inside of your thigh just now.

Then, he must have lost interest in seeing Hucheng like this.

After all you can't deny that he's a man too and you know what they need.

How can I feel so angry when I think about it like this...

Still breathing lightly, not wanting him to see that there is something strange about you.You heard the sound of him walking slowly towards the door after he stood up, opened the door, then stopped staying, stepped out, and gently closed the door.

His unnaturally distant footsteps sounded in the aisle.

Inexplicably, I still feel that you feel sorry for him.

Han Ji insisted on coming to help you change the medicine every day, but she came alone every time.

To be honest, you still kind of miss Captain Erwin.

During the period, you asked what Captain Erwin was doing, and Hanji replied yes, waiting for the opportunity.

It's time to wait again... However, you can't deny that Captain Erwin's intuition for timing has always been right. For example, he predicted from the beginning that the wall might be destroyed again.

In other words, the appearance of human beings like Alan who can become giants may also be expected by him.

Levi comes back occasionally, but only when you're sleeping during the day, when he thinks you're sleeping, of course.

You often lie with your eyes closed and feel him come into the house.

"Captain Hanji, Captain Levi, why does he have the key to my room?"

One day two weeks later, when Hanji came to change your medicine as usual, you asked her.

Han Ji's staring eyes could not be hidden behind her glasses.

"I thought you were asleep all the time! Ah... I did give it to him."

really……

She continued to remove the gauze in her hand, so lightly that you didn't seem to feel any pain.

"You know, he didn't know that the person Erwin would send was you, which made him a little annoyed, but he couldn't deny that your ability is no worse than others, even after so many sacrificed reinforcements , you returned alive."

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By the way, what should I do if I am afraid of being locked and swollen when I write meat?

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