The king of the net finds you who lost love to me

He was the one who proposed the divorce. How could that woman divorce him? He should be the one to decide the divorce!

I don't know how long they had been in a cold war. He didn't go to see her or think about her affairs, and she didn't call him once. They became strangers again.

The relationship that was so hard to maintain, seeing that there is room for maneuver, has become like this.

Although he restrained himself from thinking about her, her face always appeared in his mind, even though her expression was never right in front of him.

After that, there was a premeditated assassination. As the heir of Atobe, he had many enemies, and there were as many people who wanted to kill him.It was she who used her body to block the shot for herself, even he himself didn't know how she knew about this and how she rushed to that place in time.I really don't know why she wants to do this, why she is still willing to do it.

They are all rational people, but why did they do such irrational, impulsive, and reckless things?Isn't she going to divorce herself?Why did you come to save him again and want him to live in guilt for the rest of his life?Or do you want to leave a deep imprint on his heart?

Woman, you are really cruel.

She gave him his breath, but every breath hurts.

At a loss, he hugged her gradually freezing body and rushed to the hospital. On the way, her breathing was weak, and every word seemed to be said with all her life: "Hey, Xiaojing, I... never knew that you would... I'm so... nervous." She smiled, smiling very happily, it was he who saw her most beautiful smile, not forced or contrived.

"Who's worried about you! Don't be so affectionate there. I'm just worried about the eldest grandson of the Atobe family, not you!" He tried to yell back, and also tried to tell himself that he was not worried about her and didn't care about her.

"So that's how it is..." Her smile was sad and desolate, and a mocking smile flashed across her pale face, she said, "Xiaojing, name our child... Wuyou! Atobe Wuyou... I hope he Live happily and without worries.”

"Ah, what a gorgeous name! Open your eyes for my uncle! Think again!"

"I can't think of it...so tired..." Her pale lips spat out the words Ji Ge, and she smiled palely.

Living with a smile on my face for two lifetimes is really exhausting.

"Wake up, sir, the hospital is here."

A large number of men in white robes and coats ran over: "The operation is ready, send it to the emergency room immediately!" The leading man ordered, took the light body from her hand, and sent it directly to the emergency room.

However, her hand was tightly grabbing his sleeve that was stained with her blood: "Xiaojing...will you stay with me?"

"Master Atobe, you can't go in!"

"roll!"

"Okay! I... will accompany you." One sentence did not know how much effort was wasted.She rarely begged him, rarely begged him for her own affairs.

The cold operating room was full of the smell of disinfectant. This smell became the most annoying smell in Atobe's life, but he couldn't get rid of it in his life.The pungent and disgusting taste went deep into the bone marrow.

"Anaesthesia!" The doctor's face was heavy. Seeing the man next to him who was wearing a bacterial isolation coat and a mask but still had a strong aura, an inexplicable pressure weighed heavily on his heart.Although he didn't know the relationship between this woman and Atobe, he knew that she was very important to him.

"No! I don't want anesthesia..." She didn't know how to cry.

"Concubine Atobe! Why are you crazy!" Don't you want to be anesthetized and treat yourself as if you were made of iron?

"..." The first time he saw her cry, the first time he let go of all his strength in front of her like a child begging for sugar from the elders, he still softened his heart, "Use local anesthesia, make sure she remains conscious."

Her grateful smile made him feel like an outsider, an outsider who could grant her wishes.They can get along with each other tacitly, but sometimes they are suspicious of each other.She has never been confident about their love, but she always works hard to maintain their relationship without absolute certainty.

In this marriage, what she lacks the most is a sense of security.

"Xiao Jing, our baby will be born smoothly!"

"I long for this child so much. I don't want him to be like the last child." She tried her best to smile, and tried her best to show him the best side of her life. "I don't want our Wuyou to be like the last child." The child... was born without breathing..."

"That feeling hurts..."

He squeezed her hand tightly, as if he could feel her pain.

"Xiao Jing, I actually don't want a divorce."

"But you're not happy with me."

"Xiaojing, I don't want to die, we haven't even held a wedding."

"Not even a wedding photo."

For some reason, her spirit became better, and she didn't have to struggle so much to speak. He felt a little relieved and listened to her quietly.

But the doctor was troubled by the sight.

"Please stop talking and save some energy." These are two operations.

But she turned a deaf ear to it: "Xiaojing, can you smile?"

"Just smile at me, like you smile at Kitazawa Hatsune."

Her temperature gradually disappeared in his palm, he held her head, buried his face in her arms and wept.Even when the doctor successfully took out the child, he didn't respond at all.

"Immediately prepare to give the child a full-body examination and send the child to the incubator."

"Hi!"

"The patient has lost consciousness. Immediately prepare for surgery and take out the bullet!" Shouldn't the bullet be taken out first?Why do you want children first?

why?

Why, no one discussed it with him?

Why can she still laugh at her like that?

He didn't know when the child was sent away. He saw that the child was indeed in the incubator again: the facial features were exactly the same as his own, a small face was wrinkled, eyes were tightly closed, and the small body was curled up into a weak ball. It hurts.

She said, "Xiao Jing, can you have a smile?"

"Just smile at me, just like you smile at Kitazawa Hatsune." A simple request has become a dream that can never be realized in a lifetime.

…………

I cherish you very much, I love you, and I just want to convey to you, my joy.

But I can no longer see your arrogance, your undefended smile at me.

Time is ruthlessly cut by the years, whether it is fast or slow, or urgent or soothing.With the help of Hochotarou, Atobe has been freed a lot after letting go of the work of the student union.Although Shen Yin, the emperor in class, never listened to the class very much, his good family education also made him keep quiet in class, creating a good learning environment for other students who are eager to learn.

The silver-purple eyes reflect the reflection of each student listening carefully to the class.I don't know what I thought of, and I smiled lightly, which can be regarded as an expression of satisfaction.

"Hey, Jingwu, you're distracted!" The girl in the front row turned her head, looked at him and whispered with a smile, the expression on her face was not accusation but secret joy.She seems to have discovered a few flaws that exist perfectly in the eyes of everyone, such as sleeping in class, being distracted, and dazed. However, these things that should have annoyed her unexpectedly made her feel cute and cool.

Hearing her address, the corners of her lips curled up slightly.Jing Wu, very few people dare to call this name!The juniors respectfully call him minister, Atobe-senpai, and president, while his peers call him Atobe-kun, or just Atobe-kun; Seigaku's Fujimama sometimes calls him Xiaojing, and Echizen's guy is called "Monkey Mountain King" (ah Well, it’s not a fancy name!); that woman calls herself quite a lot, Young Master A, Young Master Jing, My Grandpa, Grandpa Atobe, Narcissus, Flower Peacock... only her close elders and Kitazawa Hatsune I will call him Jingwu.

"Don't worry, I won't report to the teacher." She said softly, Atobe didn't care at all.He believed it, even if she said it, no one would believe it.He has the right to freely enter and exit classrooms and colleges. If he can't calm down, he can go to the tennis club activity room or the student meeting room to find peace.

Mind-wandering - really not a gorgeous mood.

"My concubine Xia, please translate this little poem."

"Ah, Asha has been drawn!" Kiriharaho was a little surprised, a little flustered, as nervous and uneasy as a bad student who was suddenly called out by the teacher to answer questions.

Her voice is beautiful, although she doesn't speak often, but her voice can be heard by people.

"I just watched you smiling across the face without saying anything

I love only the perception in my heart

I don't need to know what you think about me

I cherish my secrets and also a little sadness

The sadness that never turned into pain

I swear: I love to give you up without any hope

............"

Impossible, how could love give up?I don't have that kind of courage

Without the courage to love and let go.

"I swear: I love to give you up without any hope

but

not without happiness

as long as you can forget

happy enough

Even if I no longer see you smiling across the face"

The wind brushed over her forehead, brushing her usual bangs, the happiness that loves so decisively seems to be like a moth to a flame without hesitation, even if you know that death is the end of the search for light, you have to get closer, looking for the long-awaited the warmth.

"I swear: I love to give you up without any hope

but

not without happiness

as long as you can forget

happy enough

Even if I no longer see you smiling across the face"

This was her last renunciation, and it took a month to finish the painting.The reason to opt out, bless them, decide to divorce him?