Xuan and Meng

The mother's strength was not strong enough to cut the trachea, but the injury was not minor.It was her father who took care of her all the time.

Ning Du completely emptied himself, and didn't step out of the house for a week.He no longer manages the clinic, his parents.

Ning Du's half life was fairly smooth, except for the death of his grandparents due to illness when he was very young, he didn't experience any parting.In such an era, the distance between people is shortened to the shortest.Treasure becomes rare.Nor was he prepared for any parting.

In fact, he once thought, if Xuanhe was really a time traveler, would he time travel back.But after several months of getting along, he gradually dispelled this idea.Xuanhe would be with him for the rest of his life, he thought so, and made a plan.

However, he had to believe in the existence of fate, and the person he loved the most disappeared forever in front of his face.

I think of an animated movie I once watched with my sister - "Forest of Firefly".But the dialogue of the characters makes people feel that something is about to disappear and cannot be grasped.

In love, but can never touch you.No one says anything, just love reaches the chest, the eyes will change, and the tone will change.

A once-in-a-lifetime hug requires all your strength.

Yin's extreme gentleness, the innocent love between them.

Sister Ning Xin cried for a long time, Ning Du couldn't really understand Xiaoying's feelings, but she was quite emotional.

There are always stories like the future or the past you.

Xuanhe also disappeared like that, he tried all his strength to hug and kiss him, but he couldn't keep him.He literally flowed away from his arms and fingertips.So is time, but time is a reprieve, it's a death sentence.It took away all of Ning Du's love and senses.

There is no you anywhere, not in the house, not in the air, not in this world.I want to know where are you?Can you live well?Will someone pamper and love you like I do?Will you...will you forget me?

Worse than the end is the unknown.What Ning Du is most afraid of is the unknown of Xuanhe, wondering if he is doing well, what can such a weak existence like him bear?Think about how he was when I first met him.A person who made himself covered in bruises all over his body, with blood blisters on the soles of his feet, rough calluses on his palms, and a thin, yellow and dirty face.Still unaware, she looked at him with wet, fearful and confused eyes, as if she was used to that kind of body, used to hunger and poverty.

That was his Xuanhe, whom he had raised for so long, so clean, white and tender.

Only his people.Where can I find you.

Everything is false, and nothing can be grasped.

Ning Du didn't know what to do anymore, whether it was crying, being irritable, shouting, or hugging Xuanhe's clothes, he couldn't make up for the unfathomable vacancy in his heart. It turned out that there was a person who left his life. feelings.

No matter how you fill it, you can't fill it.

The pain exceeded the limit that the human body can bear. Ning Du really wanted to break open his chest, cover his heart, warm it up, and fill it up.That real lack of feeling is more terrifying than physical pain.

The wave after wave of spikes makes people unable to breathe.

Xuanhe, will you come back?How about you come back?

No one knew that Xuanhe had left until Shi Yuan dug Ning Du out of the pile of clothes.This man seemed to have changed in just one week, his face was ashen and his pockets were shabby.

Only then did Shi Yuan believe that it turned out that his gray hair overnight was not a rumor.

No one could utter a word of accusation, or even anything at all.Ning Du seemed crazy.

He hugged Xuanhe's clothes tightly and didn't go anywhere.The face with thick stubble was buried in the clothes, smelling the mysterious and residual smell, as if some kind of persistent beast was guarding something.

Everyone only knew that Xuan He was gone, but they didn't know where he went.Shi Yuan couldn't find it even with his location. Looking at Ning Du's distraught look, he thought of the worst possibility.

But how is it possible?Why is there no movement on such a big thing, where is the body?No funeral either?Xuanhe seemed to disappear into the air.

But no one dared to ask.

Ning Du's mother had already woken up, and was discharged from the hospital not long after, and her mood stabilized.Even Ning Du's father had already compromised, persuading her not to try to accept Xuanhe, and fearing that she would do something stupid again.

However, Xuanhe disappeared at this time.No one knows where he is.Ning Du's savings and property were not lost, but he lost his heart.

No one could wake him up except that person.

When the earth is missing, everyone is spinning, but people are buckled together like a chain, and every buckle breaks makes another person sad.You don't know how much he grieves, how much he loves you.

The earth is still spinning, and time is still flowing.Ning Du gradually calmed down in everyone's eyes. It took him two months, which is long enough.He also has parents who cherish him, a career he loves, and sincere friends.Everyone is looking forward to his recovery.

But Ning Du didn't smile for a long time, and even felt uncomfortable seeing other people's smiles for a while.Obviously this world is without you, you are struggling in the abyss, but so many people are happy.Why would they laugh without you.

Although he knew that such thinking was wrong, Ning Du still couldn't restrain himself.He misses Xuanhe crazily.Wanting to hug him, kiss him, get in, rub into him wasn't enough.

I didn't feel it when I was with him, but I was happy and complete every day. It turns out that happiness is so simple that you can't notice it.Only loss is enough to be unforgettable.

When Xuanhe disappeared, Ning Du's heart palpitations were as uncontrollable as an illness. Such a feeling was deeply engraved in his memory, and he never wanted to experience it again.

Once, I found an unattended stand selling cotton candy on the side of the road. There was a blue cotton candy in front of the car, which looked soft and soft.Ning Du stopped in his tracks, couldn't help but burst into tears.

That was the most embarrassing thing in his life, and he cried so hard that he bought a blue cotton candy from the stall owner.It was exactly the same as what Xuan He ate in Suzhou Amusement Park.The stall owner obviously had never encountered such a customer, and although he was surprised, he still made him a perfect marshmallow.Very light and nice looking.

Ning Du took it, his hands were trembling and he could hardly hold it.

The stall owner couldn't help but asked carefully, "Did you buy it for your daughter?"

Ning Du was so choked up that he couldn't speak. He tried to control it, but his emotions were surging and he couldn't resist, "My love. Yes, I'm sorry."

The stall owner understood, and couldn't bear to say, "I'll give this to you."

"No need." Ning Du stuffed a paper ticket to the stall owner, and left.

Holding the sweet-scented cotton candy, Ning Du walked for a long time on the street, people's faces were indifferent or happy.

Not knowing where to go, where to send it.The world is this world, but there is no one like you anymore.

Repeatedly looking through the two marriage certificates and the photos of Shan Qing, this is the proof of your existence and the proof of our bond.I am most afraid of waking up in the middle of the night, suddenly thinking that you are still there, and wanting to hug you, but the side is empty and there is no warmth.

After six months of acquaintance and love, I walked through cities and experienced several storms, and I engraved you into my life and into my grave.I don't care if you come back or not.If you come back, I will regain love; if you don't come back, I will have to muddle through, and it doesn't matter what happens to the rest of my life.