Lotus Chronicle

Lian Er did not participate in the rehearsal on the second day, because that day happened to be the day when Bi Lushi went abroad.

Yagyu Hiroshi decided to leave without waiting for the cultural festival to pass. It is said that arrangements had already been made there and they were urging him to go.

Yagyu Hiroshi's departure was just a notification to a group of close friends. His original intention was not to see him off, but how could they really not come as friends?

Except for Seichi who couldn't leave because of the cultural festival, and Masaharu who didn't show up until the plane Hiroshi took off, everyone who was supposed to come came.

The atmosphere of parting is always sad. This farewell is estimated to take several years before we can meet again.

Watching Yagyu Hiroshi leave, the big boys were a little silent.

Fumi Marui's mature face was a bit heavy, "Another friend has left." So, I hate growing up, familiar friends come and go one by one, and finally leave.

But Kirihara Chi didn't think too deeply about the question, scratched his head and said, "If we miss Yagyu-senpai, we can go abroad to see him!"

Marui Bunta looked at Kirihara Akaya's innocent expression that hadn't changed for so many years, and couldn't help but pounced on him and pressed his head, "Do you think it's so easy to go abroad?" Don't think about it every few days, even every other month, it's not true See you soon!If you are both in the same country, you can still see each other every one or two months.

"Ah, Marui-senpai, let go!" Kirihara Akaya frowned.

A group of people smiled and watched the two live treasures making a fuss all the way out of the airport gate, as if they had returned to the youthful age.

"Let's eat cake while we have time!" Fumta Marui snapped his fingers.

Kirihara Chi was also the first to respond, but Lian Er hesitated for a while before rejecting, "I still have something to do, let's do it next time."

"Then next time." Before Kirihara Chi could jump up, Marui Bunta held him down and talked directly to Renji, "Go and do your work first." Marui Bunta understood that Lianji was going to help Seiki After all, he knows how busy the school is.So he dragged Chi Ye away neatly.

"Too slack." Genichiro Sanada's expression was as serious as ever. He looked at Lianji and asked, "Shall I go back with you?"

Lian Er shook his head and refused, "Go back first."

A group of friends dispersed quickly, Lian Er stayed in place for a while, then returned to the airport lobby.

People who came to the airport to see them off, those who took the plane, and those who came back, there were many back and forth, and the female voice of the radio station broadcast information in an orderly manner.

Lian Er stepped towards the right side, the side of the column that could only be hugged by three people, and walked towards the man leaning on the column with his head bowed, his hands in his trouser pockets and his right leg slightly bent.

"Since you're here, why don't you come out and meet?"

Nioh Masaharu tilted his head and laughed at himself, "I can't change anything when I see it, it just adds to the sadness."

Lian Er didn't say a word. Their own affairs can only be resolved by themselves, and he can't help anything. What's more, he can't even handle his own affairs, so how can he help others?

Nioh Masaharu raised his head and took a deep breath, then let out a long breath, and then said to Ren Er with a smile on his face, "Have a drink with me?"

Lian Er looked outside, the sky was bright and bright, "Are you sure?" Going to drink in broad daylight?

Nioh Masaharu nodded with a smile.

So Lian Er gave up his life to accompany the gentleman.

Although Masaharu's behavior seems to be normal, but because of this, Lianji can't help worrying. Although Masaharu is a bit cynical in his behavior, no one can deny that he is serious about this relationship. Unfortunately, this is the result in the end.

Is it true that feelings that are not in line with the world cannot be fulfilled?

Silent all the way, Masaharu Nioh purposefully walked towards a place, first hit and then walked.

Lian Er has been following behind.

Maybe it was because of the daytime, the street looked very deserted, no one was seen, and the store doors were basically closed, but looking at the neon lights along the street that were darkened due to the lack of electricity, Lian Er could imagine that there would be people here at night. How lively.

This is a famous bar street in Tokyo. There are all kinds of bars. Renji has never been here before, but he has heard of it. This is the first time he has set foot here, and it is still during the day.

Nioh Masaharu was very familiar with this place, he turned around a familiar corner, and then entered through a small door that was concealed.

This is a bar, the empty hall is dimly lit, and there is no one in it.

It cannot be said that there is no one here. When he walked to the bar, a young man in a white shirt was wiping his wine glass lightly with a handkerchief. When he heard footsteps approaching, he just looked up, then lowered his head and continued to wipe slowly.

"Bringing friends?"

Nioh Masaharu knocked on the bar, did not introduce the person who came, but said: "I need a private room and two boxes of wine."

Finally the man was willing to look up, stared at Nioh Masaharu for a few seconds, and then said: "The box you often go to, take the wine yourself." Pointing to the dozen boxes of wine piled up on the side of the bar, "I need to call the ambulance ?"

Nioh Masaharu sneered, but didn't answer, went to pick up two boxes of wine by himself, turned around and walked down the deep corridor.

Seeing this, Lian Er frowned slightly, but she still didn't say anything, and followed silently.

Put the two cases of wine on the heavy glass table, sit down in the box, open the wine and drink directly from the bottle.

Renji closed the door, turned on the light, and then sat across from Masaharu Nioh, watching him drink.

Nioh Masaharu tilted his head to look at Renji, then opened another bottle of wine and handed it to Renji.

Lian Er took it and put it on the table, "I don't drink."

"Are you sure you don't want to drink?" Nioh Masaharu laughed, saying that he was accompanying him, but he was really just accompanying him!

Lian Er firmly shook his head, he now hates the word wine.

Nioh Masaharu no longer forced himself, and continued to drink himself bottle after bottle.

Lian Er watched Nioh Masaharu drink wine as water. At first, he just watched, but later he couldn't help but stop, "Drinking too much wine will hurt your body."

"It's good not to be sad." Nioh Masaharu said nonchalantly, and opened another bottle.

"Since I have made a decision, no matter what, I have to accept the result. It's not like you to be so decadent and exile yourself."

"Actually, I'm not very sad, I just really want to have a drink." Nioh Masaharu shrugged, and his performance did not seem to be sad.

"Just look at it."

"I will go abroad in a few days." Nioh Masaharu suddenly threw out heavy news.

"Going abroad?" Decided to go to Billus?

As if he knew what Renji meant, Nioh Masaharu explained, "I won't go to England, I can go anywhere, anyway, I won't go to England."

"In this relationship, it seems that I am the only one who is singing a one-man show. I am always the one who takes the initiative. I am the only one who is chasing. I am tired. So this time I will not take the initiative."

Lian Er seemed to be touched by something, and murmured, "Are you tired?"

Only then did Nioh Masaharu come to his senses, and laughed, "Of course I can't compete with Wino, he will never tire of you."

"Although my situation with him and yours is somewhat similar, they are fundamentally different. However, Lianji, you should let go of some things, Vino, maybe one day you will get tired of this hopeless pursuit .” Just like him.

Lian Er smiled wryly, "It's not that simple." Now, he is not even sure whether Vino likes him or not.Looking back now, I don't feel any ups and downs.

Maybe it was best for him and for himself not to be entangled anymore.

Lianji was immersed in his own thoughts, and didn't notice that Masaharu Nioh's phone vibrated, as if he had received a text message. After reading it, he looked up at Lianji, with an inexplicable smile on the corner of his mouth, and pressed a few times. Edit the message and click send.

"It's because you think too complicated." Masaharu Nioh said, "Follow your heart."

Lian Er didn't speak, the problem is that he can't even see his own heart clearly.

"However, this kind of thing may be easy to do in the eyes of others, but only if you experience it yourself, you will know that there are many things that you can't just let go of."

Nioh Masaharu drank another bottle of wine while talking.

"Ah." Lian Er replied briefly.

A moment of silence followed.

Not long after, Nioh Masaharu stood up suddenly, "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be back later."

Lian Er nodded, seeing Nioh Masaharu walking out with a normal expression, he only felt that Masaharu could hold so much alcohol that he could not see any change after drinking a few bottles.

After wandering for a while, when he heard the sound of the door opening, Lian Er turned around, so quickly...?

Lian Er suddenly stood up, "Why are you here?"

It was not Nioh standing at the door, but Vino.Vino's eyes darkened, "Is that why you don't want to see me?"

This is not a question of whether he wants to see him or not, but how he would know... By the way, it was Masaharu who said it.Knowing the reason, Lian Er calmed down.

Vino walked in step by step, looking straight at Lianji.

Seeing Vino approaching, Lian Er subconsciously took a step back.

Vino stopped, "Lian, are you afraid of me?" His voice was so broken that he could barely make a sentence.

Lian Er opened her mouth, unable to speak, he was not afraid, he just hadn't figured out how to face it...

"But I really can't live without you..." He really couldn't do it and just gave up, even if he was scarred physically and mentally by Lian Er now, he still wanted to be with Lian Er...

This obsession has been deeply imprinted in the soul.

The two stared at each other in silence for a moment.

"Vino, am I exactly the same as the one you liked in your previous life?" Is the one you like the current me?My temper, my character, the real me, not the imaginary me that you picture me in your mind.

In the end, Lian Er still couldn't ask, and closed his eyes tiredly. Anyway, he was no longer attached to this relationship, so what's the point of pursuing it now?

"Huh?" Wei Nuo's rare face was dull, and he didn't understand the meaning of Lian Er's question. Didn't he also like Lian Er in his previous life?Aren't they alone?

Sure enough, Vino couldn't tell his own thoughts at all, Lian Er laughed at himself and said, "Tell me after you think it through."

Maybe, when he figured it out, he wouldn't bother him anymore.

Thinking like this, his calm heart suddenly tugged, and dense pain spread from his heart.