Lotus Chronicle
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Lian Er's sleep was extremely restless, he had a lengthy dream.
In the dream, he did not meet the accident that suddenly hit him and left traces in his world in the evening when he was 14 years old.In his dream, when he was 16 years old, there was no transfer student named Vino in his class. When he was 16 years old, he lived every day without Vino. Without Vino, he was always stupid There is no laughing, no fighting side by side with Vino on the tennis court, no Vino doing stupid things all day just to attract his attention, no Vino doing everything possible to create a two-person world...
The self in the dream didn’t know that there was such a person as Vino. He was fighting for his dream with his friends on the tennis court. He was carefree, laughing and cursing, talking and laughing. He also politely refused the girl’s confession. After the other party left, he didn’t know. A group of friends who appeared out of nowhere swarmed up, teasing and frolicking, and I also smiled lightly.
Running, swinging, training, going to school and going home for a walk...it's just me alone, there is no figure who is following the pace, no charming eyes looking at me intently.
The self in the dream lives a regular life every day, step by step towards the planned future.
I have never tasted the taste of being entangled, jealous, and caring about feelings for a person, I have never tasted the taste of trying to manage a relationship for a person, and I have never been concerned about gains and losses because of a person...
Lived an ordinary life step by step, was admitted to university, was admitted to graduate school, and got a Ph. Kids...then family, work, and the occasional get-together with a group of friends...
In my dream, I kept smiling very indifferently...
This is the future he had planned, the ordinary life he thought about before he met Vino.
Lian Er watched the self in his dream go through this life like this, the old self lying on the bed with distant eyes.
Lian Er stared blankly.
"This is the life I want." The old self said suddenly.
Lian Er was stunned, everything he watched before was like watching a mime drama, but just now, he heard what he said in his dream, he was puzzled, and met the other's eyes.
Although he didn't know if the other party was looking at him, Lian Er felt that the other party was looking at him. The same two pairs of eyes looked at each other. Lian Er found that he was no longer watching all this as a bystander. He slowly Come closer, go to the bed.
"Do you want it?" my dream self asked.
Lian Er didn't answer.
The self in the dream asked again: "Do you regret it?" Regret to give up the person who can give up everything including life for himself, regret to give up the person who can make you cry and laugh and let you experience all kinds of ups and downs, regret giving up...
"But it's useless to regret, because there is no Vino."
"No Vino..." Lian Er repeated blankly.
"Yeah, Vino, it never existed." The self in the dream looked at him lightly and smiled.
There is no Vino...doesn't exist... Lian Er murmured silently, suddenly his pupils shrank, and he opened his mouth in horror, but found that he couldn't say anything.
"Do not!!!"
The chestnut-haired man who was sleeping on the hospital bed suddenly opened his eyes and sat up screaming.
The broken hair on his forehead was soaked in cold sweat, he was panting heavily, his chest was palpitating, Lian Er subconsciously covered it.
It took Lian Er a long time to come back to his senses, and he looked around, his eyes slightly confused.
This is... a hospital ward?
Why is he here?Trying to recall what happened, his dull brain was running slowly, and Lian Er remembered that he had met Kane and was stimulated by what Kane said, and then, he only felt endless pain...
Vino...
The heart ached again, Lian Er slowed down, trying to control his emotions.
Thinking of that dream, it seemed to be a very real dream... Lian Er thought of Vino's saying that he came from another world, and couldn't help thinking, was that dream another life of his own?If Vino hadn't come here from another world and hadn't found him, everything in the dream would have been his life...
But if there is no if, Vino does not exist. There is Vino here. An ordinary life is what he yearns for, but now Vino is what he yearns for.
Everything in the dream is just a dream.
Dream?Lian Er was suddenly in a trance, what is a dream?What is the dream?Or, Vino was imagined by him...
"Lian Er, are you finally awake?"
The sound of surprise broke Lian Er's trance, Lian Er Mu Mu raised his head, and saw his sister running towards him, crying and smiling, "Do you know that you have been sleeping for two whole days, and the doctor said that everything is fine for you?" Well, I just fell into a nightmare, and I said that it will be fine when you wake up, and you can't wake it up by force."
Lian Er looked at Liu Lianyi in a daze.
Liu Lianxu murmured, and poured Lian Er a cup of warm water, "Sometimes you look calm, and sometimes you cry silently, your eyes are tightly closed and you don't want to make a sound. We watched so anxiously, and didn't dare to wake you up. Lian Er, what did you dream about?"
Lian held the glass that was half filled with water in both hands, and did not speak.
"Of course, you don't have to say anything!" Liu Lianyi waved her hands, pretending to be very relaxed, "Mom and Dad will be here later, they must be very happy to see you wake up."
"Vino..."
"I'll call the doctor for you... En? Lian Er, what did you just say?" Liu Lianyi was about to go out to call the doctor to examine Lian Er, but she heard Lian Er seem to say something, but the voice was too weak , Liu Lianyi didn't hear it for a while.
"Vino..."
This time Liu Lianyi heard it clearly, she was silent for a while, and said: "You can go to him after you are discharged from the hospital. I took your cell phone and called him... Well, I couldn't get in touch."
Lian Er brushed her head up, looking at Liu Lianyi with burning eyes, her sister knew about Wei Nuo, so Wei Nuo didn't come up with her own imagination!Vino exists!Lian Er couldn't help showing a brilliant smile.
Liu Lianyi couldn't help shaking her head. Her younger brother inherited her father's genes. She has a restrained personality and is not easy to show her emotions. I think it's the first time I'm smiling so brightly and brightly now...
This time, he finally understood Vino's feelings. He was afraid that the other party was a figment of his own imagination, an illusion, so he was worried about gains and losses, so he was deeply afraid that everything would disappear...
He is going to find Vino, to prevent him from going on a blind date...? !
Lian Er's expression changed suddenly, and he stretched out his hand to hold Liu Lianyi's hand tightly, ignoring the overturned quilt and the quickly soaked quilt cover, "How long did you say I slept for?"
"It's been two whole days, why are you..." Liu Lianyi replied after regaining her senses, and then she remembered something, her face also changed, and she didn't care about the hand that hurt a little because Lian Er didn't control her strength , "Lian Er..."
"What time is it?" Lian Er hastily interrupted Liu Lianyi's words.
"It's past five o'clock in the evening... Mom and Dad are going to make dinner and they're coming back soon..." Liu Lianyi stammered, because Lian Er hadn't woken up, and they were all focused on taking care of Lian Er, so how could they want anything else?
It's five o'clock... Kane left at three o'clock in the afternoon... Lian Er threw the quilt out of bed in a panic, "I'm going to find him."
"Lian Er, it's useless for you to go now, the doctor said you have to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days. How about later?" Liu Lianyi hurriedly stopped.
"It's not too late! I must go!" Lian Er pushed Liu Lianyi away. He didn't even remember to change his clothes. He hurriedly wanted to go out. Even if the chances were slim, he still wanted to go to the airport. Maybe, maybe Kai Well still waiting there...
Lian Er's body was still a little weak after lying down for two days, Lian Er's feet gave way and almost fell down as soon as he got out of bed.
"Lian Er, don't get excited! Your current body can't take it anymore!" Liu Lianyi hurried forward to help Lian Er.
"I'm not excited, sister, no matter what, I must go." Lian Er looked at Liu Lianyi with a very firm attitude.
"I don't think Vino will find someone else. You know his feelings for you better than anyone else. You should take care of yourself first..."
"Even if there is only one in ten thousand chance, I can't afford to gamble!" Lian Er snapped back, "Let me go, sister."
"But……"
"Where are you going?" When the siblings were arguing, the door opened at some point, and Father Liu and Mother Liu appeared at the door.
Mother Liu held a huge thermos in her hand, and looked at Lian Er worriedly, "Lian Er, your body is still very weak, you should lie down and recuperate for a few days, huh?"
Lian Er looked at Father Liu and Mother Liu, and pursed her lips, her thin lips with no blood color looked extremely pale.
Father Liu looked at Lian Er seriously, and asked again: "Where are you going?"
Lian Er looked directly at Father Liu, and said calmly, "I'm sorry for disappointing you, I'm going to find Vino."
Liu's father and Liu's mother looked at Lian Er and said nothing, Lian Er continued: "If I can't be with Wei Nuo, I will die of pain. If Wei Nuo dies, I will die with him." Loose, as if the shackles tied to the heart were instantly released, Lian Er realized his own mind like never before, no longer self-hypnosis, this is the most real thought in Lian Er's heart.
Even if the family still disagrees, Lian Er will not change.
"I'll take you there." Father Liu said something, then turned and left.
Lian Er, who was ready to be scolded by her parents, suddenly heard this sentence, and looked at Father Liu's back in shock. Father, this is...
"I'm going too, I don't worry." Liu Lianyi said, then looked at Lian Er, "Let's go, Lian Er, it's faster for Dad to drive."
Lian Er's expressionless face remained in shock until she was dragged into the car by Liu Lianyi, Lian Er struggled to find her voice, suppressing the sourness and joy in her heart, Lian Er said in a hoarse voice "Thank you."
Father Liu didn't speak.
Although the road was miraculously not blocked, Father Liu tried to drive as fast as possible, and it was already 10 minutes after arriving at Tokyo Airport.
At this time, the sky was slightly dark, and the airport hall was brightly lit.
Lian Er hurried in as soon as she got out of the car, not caring about the faint pain in her chest, nor paying attention to Liu Lianyi's anxious cries.
When he found the service desk, Lian Er glanced over, went straight to the steward, and asked, "Do you know if the private jet parked at the airport by a man named Kane took off?"
The steward glanced at Lian Er, who was wearing a hospital gown, with a polite smile and a friendly attitude: "You mean Master Kane's plane? It left on time at three o'clock this afternoon."
Lian Er staggered, did he really leave? "Then do you have Kane's contact information?"
"Sorry, we couldn't get in touch with Master Kane." The steward apologized.
Unable to contact... Lian Er felt dizzy for a while.
Knowing this moment, Lian Er suddenly realized that if Wei Nuo disappeared, he would not be able to find him at all. All the people who knew Wei Nuo, those friends on Wei Nuo's side, even if they had a few acquaintances, would not have any contact. Way... The contact information that Vino's cousin insisted on adding was deleted by him...
Vino... Vino...
what to do?I can't find you...
"Lian Er, Lian Er, don't get excited, there will be a way, don't fluctuate too much, take a breath, take a breath, Lian Er!"
"Go back to the hospital immediately!"
……
Vino...Vino... Am I missing you?
In the dream, he did not meet the accident that suddenly hit him and left traces in his world in the evening when he was 14 years old.In his dream, when he was 16 years old, there was no transfer student named Vino in his class. When he was 16 years old, he lived every day without Vino. Without Vino, he was always stupid There is no laughing, no fighting side by side with Vino on the tennis court, no Vino doing stupid things all day just to attract his attention, no Vino doing everything possible to create a two-person world...
The self in the dream didn’t know that there was such a person as Vino. He was fighting for his dream with his friends on the tennis court. He was carefree, laughing and cursing, talking and laughing. He also politely refused the girl’s confession. After the other party left, he didn’t know. A group of friends who appeared out of nowhere swarmed up, teasing and frolicking, and I also smiled lightly.
Running, swinging, training, going to school and going home for a walk...it's just me alone, there is no figure who is following the pace, no charming eyes looking at me intently.
The self in the dream lives a regular life every day, step by step towards the planned future.
I have never tasted the taste of being entangled, jealous, and caring about feelings for a person, I have never tasted the taste of trying to manage a relationship for a person, and I have never been concerned about gains and losses because of a person...
Lived an ordinary life step by step, was admitted to university, was admitted to graduate school, and got a Ph. Kids...then family, work, and the occasional get-together with a group of friends...
In my dream, I kept smiling very indifferently...
This is the future he had planned, the ordinary life he thought about before he met Vino.
Lian Er watched the self in his dream go through this life like this, the old self lying on the bed with distant eyes.
Lian Er stared blankly.
"This is the life I want." The old self said suddenly.
Lian Er was stunned, everything he watched before was like watching a mime drama, but just now, he heard what he said in his dream, he was puzzled, and met the other's eyes.
Although he didn't know if the other party was looking at him, Lian Er felt that the other party was looking at him. The same two pairs of eyes looked at each other. Lian Er found that he was no longer watching all this as a bystander. He slowly Come closer, go to the bed.
"Do you want it?" my dream self asked.
Lian Er didn't answer.
The self in the dream asked again: "Do you regret it?" Regret to give up the person who can give up everything including life for himself, regret to give up the person who can make you cry and laugh and let you experience all kinds of ups and downs, regret giving up...
"But it's useless to regret, because there is no Vino."
"No Vino..." Lian Er repeated blankly.
"Yeah, Vino, it never existed." The self in the dream looked at him lightly and smiled.
There is no Vino...doesn't exist... Lian Er murmured silently, suddenly his pupils shrank, and he opened his mouth in horror, but found that he couldn't say anything.
"Do not!!!"
The chestnut-haired man who was sleeping on the hospital bed suddenly opened his eyes and sat up screaming.
The broken hair on his forehead was soaked in cold sweat, he was panting heavily, his chest was palpitating, Lian Er subconsciously covered it.
It took Lian Er a long time to come back to his senses, and he looked around, his eyes slightly confused.
This is... a hospital ward?
Why is he here?Trying to recall what happened, his dull brain was running slowly, and Lian Er remembered that he had met Kane and was stimulated by what Kane said, and then, he only felt endless pain...
Vino...
The heart ached again, Lian Er slowed down, trying to control his emotions.
Thinking of that dream, it seemed to be a very real dream... Lian Er thought of Vino's saying that he came from another world, and couldn't help thinking, was that dream another life of his own?If Vino hadn't come here from another world and hadn't found him, everything in the dream would have been his life...
But if there is no if, Vino does not exist. There is Vino here. An ordinary life is what he yearns for, but now Vino is what he yearns for.
Everything in the dream is just a dream.
Dream?Lian Er was suddenly in a trance, what is a dream?What is the dream?Or, Vino was imagined by him...
"Lian Er, are you finally awake?"
The sound of surprise broke Lian Er's trance, Lian Er Mu Mu raised his head, and saw his sister running towards him, crying and smiling, "Do you know that you have been sleeping for two whole days, and the doctor said that everything is fine for you?" Well, I just fell into a nightmare, and I said that it will be fine when you wake up, and you can't wake it up by force."
Lian Er looked at Liu Lianyi in a daze.
Liu Lianxu murmured, and poured Lian Er a cup of warm water, "Sometimes you look calm, and sometimes you cry silently, your eyes are tightly closed and you don't want to make a sound. We watched so anxiously, and didn't dare to wake you up. Lian Er, what did you dream about?"
Lian held the glass that was half filled with water in both hands, and did not speak.
"Of course, you don't have to say anything!" Liu Lianyi waved her hands, pretending to be very relaxed, "Mom and Dad will be here later, they must be very happy to see you wake up."
"Vino..."
"I'll call the doctor for you... En? Lian Er, what did you just say?" Liu Lianyi was about to go out to call the doctor to examine Lian Er, but she heard Lian Er seem to say something, but the voice was too weak , Liu Lianyi didn't hear it for a while.
"Vino..."
This time Liu Lianyi heard it clearly, she was silent for a while, and said: "You can go to him after you are discharged from the hospital. I took your cell phone and called him... Well, I couldn't get in touch."
Lian Er brushed her head up, looking at Liu Lianyi with burning eyes, her sister knew about Wei Nuo, so Wei Nuo didn't come up with her own imagination!Vino exists!Lian Er couldn't help showing a brilliant smile.
Liu Lianyi couldn't help shaking her head. Her younger brother inherited her father's genes. She has a restrained personality and is not easy to show her emotions. I think it's the first time I'm smiling so brightly and brightly now...
This time, he finally understood Vino's feelings. He was afraid that the other party was a figment of his own imagination, an illusion, so he was worried about gains and losses, so he was deeply afraid that everything would disappear...
He is going to find Vino, to prevent him from going on a blind date...? !
Lian Er's expression changed suddenly, and he stretched out his hand to hold Liu Lianyi's hand tightly, ignoring the overturned quilt and the quickly soaked quilt cover, "How long did you say I slept for?"
"It's been two whole days, why are you..." Liu Lianyi replied after regaining her senses, and then she remembered something, her face also changed, and she didn't care about the hand that hurt a little because Lian Er didn't control her strength , "Lian Er..."
"What time is it?" Lian Er hastily interrupted Liu Lianyi's words.
"It's past five o'clock in the evening... Mom and Dad are going to make dinner and they're coming back soon..." Liu Lianyi stammered, because Lian Er hadn't woken up, and they were all focused on taking care of Lian Er, so how could they want anything else?
It's five o'clock... Kane left at three o'clock in the afternoon... Lian Er threw the quilt out of bed in a panic, "I'm going to find him."
"Lian Er, it's useless for you to go now, the doctor said you have to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days. How about later?" Liu Lianyi hurriedly stopped.
"It's not too late! I must go!" Lian Er pushed Liu Lianyi away. He didn't even remember to change his clothes. He hurriedly wanted to go out. Even if the chances were slim, he still wanted to go to the airport. Maybe, maybe Kai Well still waiting there...
Lian Er's body was still a little weak after lying down for two days, Lian Er's feet gave way and almost fell down as soon as he got out of bed.
"Lian Er, don't get excited! Your current body can't take it anymore!" Liu Lianyi hurried forward to help Lian Er.
"I'm not excited, sister, no matter what, I must go." Lian Er looked at Liu Lianyi with a very firm attitude.
"I don't think Vino will find someone else. You know his feelings for you better than anyone else. You should take care of yourself first..."
"Even if there is only one in ten thousand chance, I can't afford to gamble!" Lian Er snapped back, "Let me go, sister."
"But……"
"Where are you going?" When the siblings were arguing, the door opened at some point, and Father Liu and Mother Liu appeared at the door.
Mother Liu held a huge thermos in her hand, and looked at Lian Er worriedly, "Lian Er, your body is still very weak, you should lie down and recuperate for a few days, huh?"
Lian Er looked at Father Liu and Mother Liu, and pursed her lips, her thin lips with no blood color looked extremely pale.
Father Liu looked at Lian Er seriously, and asked again: "Where are you going?"
Lian Er looked directly at Father Liu, and said calmly, "I'm sorry for disappointing you, I'm going to find Vino."
Liu's father and Liu's mother looked at Lian Er and said nothing, Lian Er continued: "If I can't be with Wei Nuo, I will die of pain. If Wei Nuo dies, I will die with him." Loose, as if the shackles tied to the heart were instantly released, Lian Er realized his own mind like never before, no longer self-hypnosis, this is the most real thought in Lian Er's heart.
Even if the family still disagrees, Lian Er will not change.
"I'll take you there." Father Liu said something, then turned and left.
Lian Er, who was ready to be scolded by her parents, suddenly heard this sentence, and looked at Father Liu's back in shock. Father, this is...
"I'm going too, I don't worry." Liu Lianyi said, then looked at Lian Er, "Let's go, Lian Er, it's faster for Dad to drive."
Lian Er's expressionless face remained in shock until she was dragged into the car by Liu Lianyi, Lian Er struggled to find her voice, suppressing the sourness and joy in her heart, Lian Er said in a hoarse voice "Thank you."
Father Liu didn't speak.
Although the road was miraculously not blocked, Father Liu tried to drive as fast as possible, and it was already 10 minutes after arriving at Tokyo Airport.
At this time, the sky was slightly dark, and the airport hall was brightly lit.
Lian Er hurried in as soon as she got out of the car, not caring about the faint pain in her chest, nor paying attention to Liu Lianyi's anxious cries.
When he found the service desk, Lian Er glanced over, went straight to the steward, and asked, "Do you know if the private jet parked at the airport by a man named Kane took off?"
The steward glanced at Lian Er, who was wearing a hospital gown, with a polite smile and a friendly attitude: "You mean Master Kane's plane? It left on time at three o'clock this afternoon."
Lian Er staggered, did he really leave? "Then do you have Kane's contact information?"
"Sorry, we couldn't get in touch with Master Kane." The steward apologized.
Unable to contact... Lian Er felt dizzy for a while.
Knowing this moment, Lian Er suddenly realized that if Wei Nuo disappeared, he would not be able to find him at all. All the people who knew Wei Nuo, those friends on Wei Nuo's side, even if they had a few acquaintances, would not have any contact. Way... The contact information that Vino's cousin insisted on adding was deleted by him...
Vino... Vino...
what to do?I can't find you...
"Lian Er, Lian Er, don't get excited, there will be a way, don't fluctuate too much, take a breath, take a breath, Lian Er!"
"Go back to the hospital immediately!"
……
Vino...Vino... Am I missing you?
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