double crush accident

In the early hours of Tuesday morning, Lin Qiu had already fallen asleep when the cell phone placed beside the bed rang suddenly, and he connected while half asleep, but no one spoke on the phone.

The long enough silence also gave him enough time to wake up. After his eyes adjusted to the brightness of the screen, he realized that the caller was actually, "Shen Jiaming?"

At [-]:[-] in the morning, the other party called but didn't say a word. It was a childish prank that elementary school students couldn't do.

"are you there?"

There was still no response, only the sound of the glass being knocked to the ground, Lin Qiu said to himself, "Did you press it wrong?"

He was about to hang up when he finally heard Shen Jiaming say "Lin Qiu..."

That familiar hoarse and magnetic voice, he drank, was he also drunk?

Tat for tat, last time he was drunk and Shen Jiaming came to pick him up, now he is paying back the favor, Lin Qiu lifted the quilt, pressed the hands-free button, stepped on the slippers and got out of bed, and started changing clothes.

"Where are you? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"Why can't I fall asleep even after drinking?"

Lin Qiu stopped buttoning his buttons and picked up the phone again, "Are you home?"

"Don't you fall asleep when you're drunk?" Shen Jiaming smiled, "Is it because I'm not drunk yet? It turns out that I haven't drunk enough."

"Shen Jiaming, do you have anything to worry about recently?"

He went to the bar for entertainment and to have fun. What is the reason for drinking alone at home?

Can you sleep just to get drunk?

Then why can't I sleep when I'm drunk?

He had a lot of questions to ask, many things he wanted to care about, but the other party only said, "Lin Qiu, good night."

The phone has been hung up.

Lin Qiu stared at the call records in a daze. Did Shen Jiaming, who was always in danger, encounter something that made him burnt out?

Lin Qiu contacted Wang Chuang the next day. The other party was very busy with Liang Shizhong's birthday party. Lin Qiu called him, and the other party was still confirming the details of the venue with the restaurant manager.

He didn't choose the right time, so Lin Qiu had no choice but to make a long story short. He was going to ask insincerely, but now he directly asked Wang Chuang if he knew about Shen Jiaming's drinking at home.

"Huh?" Wang Chuang's tone changed, and the ending sound rose, with a hint of disgust. "Last week, he dragged me to drink for two days. Why are you still drinking?"

"Did something happen to him? What happened at work or at home?"

"I don't know. I just kept drinking without asking him, but...it's like a broken relationship."

Wang Chuang and Shen Jiaming have known each other since they were young, and because they know each other too well, they are not too worried. If it was really a big event, Shen Jiaming would not spend there drinking with him, and would have been a pioneer in solving the problem and saving the big brother of the Shen family. hero.

"For things like emotional injuries, outsiders can't persuade them too much. It's easy to get overwhelmed, so don't think too much about it." Wang Chuang was afraid that Lin Qiu would worry, "Believe me, it's definitely not a big deal. Are you free to drink at home?"

"Are you hurt?"

Could it be about the white oak?

After thinking about it, he denied it himself. After all, the other party has only been pursuing Shen Jiaming for a long time, and he still doesn't know if he catches up with him. Is he almost entering the stage of emotional injury?

It was really impractical, but besides Bai Quer, he had no second choice.

"Lin Qiu." Wang Chuang was puzzled, and said directly, "If you care about him, just go and see him."

He didn't know about the cold war or even the breakup between the two of them, so Lin Qiu had no choice but to use his usual busy schedule as an excuse, so Wang Chuang asked him to ask Shen Jiaming directly during his birthday party on Saturday.

Hang up the phone, but can't concentrate on work. I always feel that I haven't done anything when I'm busy. It's already time to get off work, but today I feel that the time is too difficult.

Lin Qiu couldn't restrain his concern, but he couldn't help but ran to ask Shen Jiaming what was going on without any reason. He was troubled for a long time, and went home to dig out the suits that Shen Jiaming had given him.

The brand-new and sharp suit, which has not been worn out a few times, is ready to be sent to the expensive laundry downstairs in the other party's community.

Even if the purse is flat, if you know you are being taken advantage of, you have to rush to do it.

Before taking out the clothes for washing, he went outside the gate of the community and asked the security guard if Shen Jiaming was back.

At [-] o'clock in the evening, the security guard had just changed his post. The other party recognized him and enthusiastically asked his colleagues from the previous shift. While waiting for the call to be connected, he also told him that Mr. Shen was coming back late these days, and his work was really not good. Do it, everyone is very busy at the end of the year.

In fact, Lin Qiu just wanted to take a look at Shen Jiaming from a distance. It would be best to see that he was full of energy, or at least not looking sluggish, so that he could go home with peace of mind.

Finally got the result that the other party has not come back, Lin Qiu thanked him, then he can wait slowly.

Lin Qiu quit the security post, and before he got down the steps, he saw the Mercedes-Benz SUV that Shen Jiaming usually drives to work waiting by the door, the rails of the car were slowly tightened to the sides, and the people inside could not be seen clearly through the foggy windows.

At that moment, Lin Qiu was so nervous that he couldn't breathe. He turned around and hugged the suit tightly in his arms, squatted down and buried his face in the suit. He was afraid that Shen Jiaming would find out. Without telepathy, the other party had no Look over here.

The car was about to speed up and drive in. Suddenly, a figure ran out in front of Lin Qiu and shouted at Shen Jiaming's car, "Mr. Shen, your friend is waiting for you."

Before Lin Qiu could stop it, he raised his right hand in the air, and before he opened his mouth to utter a word, he heard the sound of brakes behind him.

"Lin Qiu?"

Hearing the footsteps of leather shoes on the concrete floor, and the people walking quickly, Lin Qiu had no choice but to turn around and face Shen Jiaming, "I..."

He suddenly remembered the purpose of bringing his suit, wasn't it to have a reasonable excuse when he was discovered?

It's not wrong to be wronged, the value for money is excellent, he lifted his suit to show the other party.

"I'm just here to dry clean this suit, I didn't want to come to you."

I don't know if he was too nervous to read it wrong, or it was too dark for him to read it wrong. In short, the smile on the corner of Shen Jiaming's handsome mouth last second has completely disappeared in this second.

"So, so I'm going to that dry cleaner now, it's getting late, I'm afraid they will close."

"Lin Qiu, come up and sit down later."

Shen Jiaming looked at Lin Qiu who looked flustered, "Or you can just put the clothes on my side, and I will deliver them to you at work tomorrow. I didn't have time to give you the gift I brought you when I went to Singapore last time."

Shen Jiaming took the initiative to invite him to go up, so it can't be regarded as him coming uninvited, Lin Qiu felt relieved, God knows how much he misses Shen Jiaming.

He was so afraid of always thinking of Shen Jiaming, he knew it in his own heart.

"Ah."

He nodded, followed Shen Jiaming into the car, and the car drove directly into the parking lot, like every time the two of them went home together, entering the elevator, getting out of the elevator, opening and closing the door, and the world between the two of them.

Shen Jiaming made him a cup of hot cocoa. Lin Qiu was not at home, and the can of cocoa powder that had almost bottomed out was still there.

The secretary knew that he didn't like sweets, but Lin Qiu didn't, because the other party had a habit of asking him, this looks delicious, Shen Jiaming, would you like it?

No matter how much he looks forward to it, how much he likes the delicacy, as long as Shen Jiaming doesn't eat it, Lin Qiu will hold back, his bright eyes darken in a second, saying that I have no appetite at all.

Shen Jiaming didn't know why the other party cared so much about his thoughts, so he had to accompany Lin Qiu to eat greasy food with excessive sugar.

But if Lin Qiu is happy, then what does it matter.

"You were drunk last night, what's bothering you? Can I help you?"

Still could not hold back, asked out.

Shen Jiaming walked to the refrigerator, looked back at the worried Lin Qiu when he heard this, and thought, of course you can, you are the answer to the question.

"It's nothing. I've been under a lot of stress recently and suffered from insomnia, so I drank some wine. As a result, the more I drank, the more sober I became."

When he woke up, he could keep thinking about Lin Qiu's appearance, and then mistakenly thought that the other party was sleeping in the next room, but when he rushed over, he was in vain.

Lin Qiu didn't ask any more questions, as long as the other party said it was fine, he would be able to handle it well, because he was Shen Jiaming.

He took out two boxes of chocolates from the refrigerator. The chocolates produced in Malaysia are rich in taste and sweet but not greasy. He has given Lin Qiu so many chocolates, including European, Malaysian, Japanese, and this one with almonds. It is the most pleasing gift.

Afraid of buying the wrong brand, Shen Jiaming asked his friend in Malaysia to buy it locally and find someone to send it to him. The other party rolled his eyes.Is the cost proportional to the benefit?You Mr. Shen, who is engaged in finance, will tell you.

Shen Jiaming took out two boxes of white coffee and cocoa powder from the cabinet in the living room, and put them in front of Lin Qiu, "It's all what you like."

Lin Qiu glanced at it, and saw that it was a brand he had praised for being delicious. His heart was heavy, and his head was also heavy.

It turned out that that night, when Shen Jiaming returned home from a foreign country, he parked across the street indifferently, watching him talking and laughing with Cheng Xu, what took up some space in the suitcase was a gift for him.

Lin Qiu suddenly felt ashamed, regretful, and sad.

Even if I was complained again, it doesn't matter why you came to pick up the plane, why I saw you the first time I got off the plane.

He regretted not going, wondering if Shen Jiaming had spent half a second looking for an idiot in the crowd, but that idiot thought he was smart and wasn't there.

"Give me the suit, I'll get it for you at work tomorrow."

Shen Jiaming stretched out his hand towards Lin Qiu, but the other party didn't raise his head or move, his hands were tightly clenched into fists on his lap, Shen Jiaming sat beside him, and Lin Qiu's face was raised.

Sure enough, there were two lines of teardrops.

"Why are you crying again?"

Lin Qiu hurriedly reached out to wipe away the tears, and Shen Jiaming had to see the other party's aggrieved face and pretending to be fine, pitiful, ridiculous and cute.

Don't blame Lin Qiu, he couldn't bear it just now, when he heard Shen Jiaming say, it's all your favorite food, this sentence.

Shen Jiaming cares about his preferences, remembers his preferences, and chooses gifts based on his preferences. Such a friend may be common among the general public, but for Lin Qiu, there is only the other party.

He still wants to be friends with the other party, even if he can't achieve his wish in this life, he is very willing to stop at friendship.

But the two of them were dead, so he couldn't help crying, crying that he didn't cherish it, crying for everything he missed.

"Shen Jiaming, when you came back from a business trip in Singapore that day, I really wanted to go to the airport to pick you up. In fact, I already checked the time of that flight that day. I was afraid it would be delayed, so I checked it several times."

"But you didn't come."

"Because I'm afraid that you will be disappointed, but I regret it now. Even if you are disappointed, I still want to go."

To see you, to wait for you, to let you know how much I look forward to your return.

"I'm disappointed?"

Shen Jiaming looked at Lin Qiu in puzzlement. He was at the climax of disappointment at the airport that day. He couldn't find anyone at the airport, so he hesitated to call Lin Qiu, but there was no message on the phone saying that Lin Qiu had arrived. The other party didn't say anything, and he couldn't ask affectionately, have you arrived at the airport yet?

Just like that, I waited for more than half an hour meaninglessly at the airport.

If he didn't leave, the subordinates who were traveling with him didn't even dare to speak in the low-pressure atmosphere. Shen Jiaming sat in the business class to enjoy caring service and exquisite meals, and the two looked at each other at the airport hungry.

"Why do you think I'm going to be disappointed."

"Because you said that you don't want to see me?" Lin Qiu said timidly, "You said, compared to me, of course you want a beautiful woman to pick you up at the airport, so I don't want you to be so tired from a business trip abroad. Not happy yet."

"I'm very happy. Every time you come to pick me up, I'm very happy to see you."

Shen Jiaming sighed, he couldn't help reaching out and pinching Lin Qiu's face, gnashing his teeth, "Have I never joked with you?! I remember my tone at that time, it was obviously a joke! It's not a joke, how could I Will compare you with those girls! Just because it's a joke..."

"A joke?" Lin Qiu was stunned. When Shen Jiaming said that, how could he have the mood to tell if it was a joke?The mood has already dropped to the bottom.

"That's not funny. I was very hurt. I thought you really hated seeing me, so when I returned to Nanbei from home that time, I didn't dare to ask you to pick me up at the airport."

I see!It's all his own fault!

Thinking back now, after that time, Lin Qiu's attitude towards himself became more humble and sensitive. He didn't understand at the time, it turned out that he was the one who did it!

His elbow hit the back of the sofa fiercely, the depression accumulated in his heart for a long time finally found a reasonable outlet, and burst out like a mountain torrent, and his heart finally felt relaxed.

So, can he expect more?

At this moment, Shen Jiaming really wanted to kiss Lin Qiu's pouty lips because of grievance, but he endured and endured, and asked the other party.

"Why don't you care more about what I do than what I say?"

"I care!" Lin Qiu retorted anxiously, "I care very much, but I dare not care."

His answer was a little out of bounds, already beyond the scope of normal friendship, Lin Qiu stopped in time, hurriedly stuffed cocoa powder and coffee into a paper bag containing chocolate, stood up, "Forget it, you don't understand after I tell you."

"I don't understand, just tell me. Lin Qiu, what are you thinking in your heart?"

Shen Jiaming got up with Lin Qiu and held his hand to prevent him from running away. He felt that he pretended to be drunk and asked Lin Qiu's question that night, and a large part of the reason he got the answer that made him sad was because of his terrible and hurtful personality. People's jokes.

"I want...I want to go home." Lin Qiu tried to break free, but couldn't break free from the opponent's hand.

"Except for this! Lin Qiu, don't run away, why do you care about me, and why don't you dare?"

Shen Jiaming's questions were like straight balls one after another, the speed was so fast and the wind was fierce, Lin Qiu couldn't stand it.

Shen Jiaming held his hand tightly, as if there was an invisible force coming, what was he expecting?

If you don't run away and face your heart directly, then of course you won't be aggrieved to tell all the ups and downs of the eight years of secret love, but it's not allowed.

You can't talk about it if you still have reason.

Can't be seduced by the atmosphere, can't be bewitched by words, can he bear the result of confession?

Because he likes Shen Jiaming so much, but he doesn't know whether the other party likes him or not, he says the wrong words, expresses the wrong feelings, the other party despises him, and there is no friendship left.

He can only stand still and keep his affection.

"I think, I want to continue to be your friend, I don't want to lose you... this friend."

Shen Jiaming breathed a sigh of relief and let go of his hand.

Just like this, or like this, forever, only like this?

The person who has a crush has a lot of worries, and is cautious in probing, but always dare not take the first step.

Strangers are fine, but the worst thing is to continue to be strangers. The most careful thing is to be a friend. If you don’t pay attention, you don’t have to be friends.

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感谢在2020-11-1905:38:22~2020-11-2005:42:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Changan Gule, o Beibei o1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I don’t know a bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!