The old lady of the Lin family in Honglou

Lin Mansion, a set of three entered the compound, the whole mansion was dressed in red and hung with joy, and the whole mansion was busy but their faces were a little heavy.

"Housekeeper, Madam has had ups and downs in the past month or so. Since the young master got married, she has become more and more ill. The young mistress has started to take care of the house after returning home. For more than half a month, some places in the backyard are quite inappropriate. Please take care of the housekeeper. I'd rather be more careful. Madam's condition seems to have improved a bit these days, and now there are many places in the backyard that need careful attention."

"Mrs. Lin, Madam is seriously ill, and some people are panicking. It's true that the young lady's actions like this just passed the door, but we have to give way. This is the capital city, and there are few masters in the house, because it is not planned to live in the capital city. Most of the servants are in their hometown, and most of the family servants were bought after they went to Beijing, and they came here as a dowry with the young mistress. It is inconvenient for those who don't know the rules of the Lin family. Please take care of the old lady's daily life. The young master is in high school, and the young mistress also comes in. Yes, Madam will get better after letting go of some burdens."

In the right wing of the main hall in the backyard, Lin Lin was fluttering, feeling her heart beating intermittently.Lin Lin didn't know how long she had been drifting away. She just felt that she might be leaving, and she was so reluctant, because she only cared about her own feelings. In this life, she had hurt so many people's hearts and neglected so many relatives and friends. She really wanted to say sorry. Is it all in time?If God gives me a chance to do it again, I will definitely live a good life, and I will definitely be good.

Lin Lin was very sad and very reluctant to part with it. When the pain gushing from the bottom of her heart turned into tears, some of them leaked out from the corners of her eyes.I am so unwilling to raise a child, I am so sorry to my family, I may be relieved, but I am so sorry to my family, Lin Lin knows that she may never have the chance to open her eyes again and take a second look, and she is broken for herself My dear family members, open your mouth to say sorry, thank you, and take care of them. At this point, there is only deep reluctance left in my heart.

Lin Lin was immersed in her own world, slowly suffering, waiting for the final dissipation, my child will always come, yes, it will always come, Lin Lin always feels that her child is waiting for her there.I don't know how long it has passed in the faint perception again and again, so long that Lin Lin almost forgot her own existence, and finally one day her thoughts began to slowly gather back, doing an intermittent and Long dream, oh, so long, as if another life has passed, is it really a dream?How can there be such a real and sad dream?

Lin Lin was connected to this dream bit by bit in her wandering thoughts. Looking at everything in this dream, Lin Lin felt that she was much more peaceful now.Although the dream is not perfect, but watching a child grow up from birth to education, everything is already very good.

"Young master, let the old slave come. Madam has fallen into a coma since the young master got married. Looking at the tears seeping from the corner of Madam's eyes, I know how much Madam misses you. Madam will definitely get better. Madam has been much better in the past two days , the doctor also confirmed that Madam will wake up soon. Let the old slave serve Madam and drink medicine."

It was so bitter, she wanted to vomit, and Lin Lin, who had finally returned to her senses, felt powerless and unable to move. The bitterness came bit by bit, endlessly, and uncomfortable.Am I not dead yet?Yes, there was a child in the dream.Lin Lin felt less uncomfortable.I want to move, I feel so weak, I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are so heavy, my ears are buzzing, who is whispering, so familiar voice, who is it?

"Master, Madam is moving, Madam is about to wake up"

"Mother, mother, mother, the baby is here"

Who is it, who is calling eagerly, Lin Lin feels that it is her child; "Hai'er" Lin Lin naturally called out, yes, that is her child, the child in the dream.

"Mom, the baby is here, the baby is always here"

Lin Lin was dizzy but trying to laugh, the child is my child, I must take a look at my child, Lin Lin tried to open her eyes, "Haier" this is my Haier, slowly A handsome boy appeared, and Lin Lin thought his name was Haier, so she called him naturally.

"Mother, you're finally awake, come and feed you some ginseng soup, mother, you will get better soon."

Lin Lin stared at the child intently, my child is like this, very good, very good.With mouthfuls of ginseng soup, Lin Lin finally felt a little strength in her body, and wanted to reach out to reach out to the child. When "Hai'er" raised her hand, the child quickly held it up, warmly, "Hai'er, good!" My eyes were blurred with water, I was so happy, I was choked up and couldn't tell.

"Mother, don't get excited, the baby is always here, mother, take care of it slowly, and it will definitely get better."

"Hai'er, my Hai'er" Lin Lin called softly for fear of scaring the young man away, she held that hand tightly, and fell asleep dizzy and powerless.

Lin Lin didn't know how long she slept, but she finally regained her consciousness in a daze.Lin Lin woke up again, and opened her eyes narrowly. The room was dark, but the bright outside should be daytime.Lin Lin looked at everything in the room and wondered where I am?Am I not in the hospital?Everything here is like a house on TV, why am I not surprised?Why do you think it should be like this?Why is this place so similar to what I saw in my dream? What's wrong with me?Feeling powerless, Lin Lin stared blankly at the screen in front of her.

There were soft footsteps outside, someone came in, the first figure who came in was quite familiar, it was an old nun.

"Nurse" Lin Lin called softly, so natural, so taken for granted.

"Madam woke up," Lin Lin looked outside, "it's Xiangwu now, the imperial doctor came to see you yesterday, and said that Madam, you are starting to improve, I guess Madam, you will wake up at this time, and the food is ready Here, Madam is taking the meal first, and will be taking medicine later.”

Lin Lin blinked slowly, but she still had no strength in her body, so she let the nanny do the washing, and the nanny fed her meals.Seeing a group of people tidying up here and there, and after those people had left, Lin Lin thought about asking the mother softly, "Where's Hai'er?"

"The young master has gone to his in-laws' house. This morning, the Jia's house came up to tell the young master that there is something to do. The young master and the young mistress will go to the house together."

Lin Lin was dizzy in her head, but she was always energetic, "Tell me about Haier."

"The young master has been going to the Imperial Academy for some work in the past two days. Since he came back, the young master has come to watch over the madam when he is free. He watched the madam cry, knowing that the madam is awake, and said some interesting things to tease the madam to relax. Take care, fortunately Madam has finally woken up. After the young master got married, he didn't spend much time with the young mistress, and the young mistress is now in charge of the house, and the servants also abide by the rules, not daring to cause trouble for the masters..."

Nagging, Lin Lin slowly began to wake up a lot. Where am I, I'm so dreamy, what's going on?Here comes the dream.

Lin Lin felt that everything was too unbelievable, but seeing the incomparably real figure and the child in front of her, Lin Lin felt that even if it was in a dream, it was very happy.

This is in a dream, everything is so real, what is the difference between waking up and not waking up, everything here is happy.

Lin Lin looked at this nanny, but felt so very familiar, yet seemed to have forgotten something.Lin Lin slowly pondered to figure out the current situation, but she didn't know where to start, so she opened her mouth before she knew it.

"How long have I been lying down with this illness?"

"Madam has been tired since she came to Beijing. The young master's marriage is tight, and Madam is still making decisions in everything. This is not exhausting."

Hearing Mammy's complaining and concerned tone, Lin Lin hurriedly said, "Isn't that for the children?"

"Yes, yes." Mother Lin felt that Madam was much calmer now, "He can't hold on, as if we are all decorations. After the young master got married, the madam had been lying down for more than a month, which frightened the young master." , let's see if the young master won't come and nag you every day in the future."

"These days when I was lying down, I always felt like I had gone through a lot. Watching children being born, growing up, and getting married, it seemed like thousands of years had passed. I had forgotten many things, but I remembered Haier. Things, do you think I am too old and confused, and my brain is useless."

"Ma'am, you just care too much about the young master. It's only because you're sick and lying down for so long that you don't have enough energy. Wait for the blessings when you recover from the illness."

"Where is this? I forgot to be confused. I will make a joke and it will be bad for Haier." Lin Lin felt that she should figure it out first, and she always felt that some things should be like this in the dark, "Just say Tell me about Haier after high school?"

"Yes ma'am, after the young master went to high school, the queen mother issued a decree to marry him. Ma'am, you rushed to Beijing to preside over the young master's marriage, but unexpectedly fell ill. After holding on to the young mistress to see the ceremony, the disease became more and more serious. It's okay." Slow down now."

"After waking up, I haven't seen my daughter-in-law yet, and I don't know what kind of character she is?"

"The young mistress is the daughter of the Duke of Rongguo's mansion, and she is a perfect match for the young master. She is busy with housekeeping and guarding the wife these days. Today, she probably wants to marry her, so she went with the young master."

"Then let's talk about the mansion of the Duke of Rong." "This Duke of Rong is a descendant title granted by the founding emperor for his meritorious service. The old man has passed away and now the man who inherits the mansion is his in-law, Mr. Jia Daishan." Lin Lin said casually. Asked, "Young Mistress's boudoir name is Jia Min?"

"Yes." Lin Lin felt dizzy, she lay down and waved her hands to let Mammy go down, Mammy thought that the old lady was sleepy, so she helped to tuck the quilt and went out.

Lin Lin vaguely thought it was so familiar, what is this?After thinking about it, I fell asleep again.

Lin Lin seemed to be more energetic, and slowly woke up. Looking at the light, it should be afternoon.Lin Lin looked at the room and began to think, everything is so familiar, where is it?This is in a dream?It's not a dream, son, Hai'er, it's real.

The daughter-in-law is Jia Min, Jia Rongguo's mansion, Tanhua, so familiar.Lin Lin always felt as if she had forgotten something.

Haier, my son, Lin Lin laughed, I have a son, that is my son, hehe, my heart is sweet and beautiful, suddenly remembered, ah, it is a dream of Red Mansions.

who I am?I'm Lin Lin, I'm Madam!who I am?Son, Haier, and so on.God, God is really, is this true? I'm in a dream.In the dream I have a son.

Pinch it, it hurts, it doesn't matter if it's a dream, I got my wish, I have a son, yes, I have a son.That's my son, it's true.Lin Lin thought that it was my son, what should I do?I'm sick, oh, I'm sick now.I have to get well quickly, looking at my Haier, I have to get well quickly.