Shen Yi

He hesitated and raised it several times but failed to knock it down.

After a few years, all reality has deviated from the track he had imagined.For this woman who once brought him the maternal love that was once missing, at this moment he inevitably has some inexplicable complex feelings in his heart.

He thought of the woman with exquisite make-up that he met in the empty hotel lobby on the morning after the graduation ceremony, the cold eyes that seemed to know everything.

Even though all the choices depended on that man, obviously he didn't think that there was no woman's guidance behind that decision.

The door was pulled open from the inside without any warning, and the little nurse changing the dressing let out a small exclamation because of the person standing silently outside the door, then hurriedly bowed to him, and ran away in small steps. up.

Unprepared, Jian Ying was reflected in the familiar yet unfamiliar eyebrows of the pale woman sitting on the hospital bed in the room.

The thinner woman who was wrapped in the hospital gown was only in a daze for a moment after she looked at him unsuspectingly for the first second. Since she quickly recovered her natural expression, it was just as he remembered With a gentle look in the middle, he greeted him with a smile.

"A Ying is here, come and sit down."

Jian Ying unexpectedly remembered the daily life of women greeting them when they came home from school in their youth. At that time, women were like this too. When they heard the door opening, they raised their heads and smiled gently at him and Jiang Chenyi: "Ah Ying Ayi is back, wash your hands, come sit down and eat."

The familiar feeling that touched the heartstrings for a moment resolved the embarrassment of his initial gaze at the other party.

Jian Ying sat down on the chair beside the bed a little cautiously, looking at the woman who still maintained light makeup even in her illness, many questions wanted to burst out of her chest, but after the man's mouth opened and closed, , and finally only murmured: "Aunt Jiang, you..."

Jiang Yiwen seemed to know what he wanted to ask, shook his head at him unhurriedly, and said lightly: "Since I asked A Yi to call you over, I am ready to tell you everything. , don’t worry, I’ll tell you slowly, okay?”

Jian Ying didn't seem to expect that she would start the scene so bluntly, and nodded in a daze.

"A Ying, I think, before I tell you what you want to know, I will tell you about A Yi's life experience and...the reason why your father and I remarried back then."

"Jiang Chenyi's... life experience?" Jian Ying caught the slightly weird words in her mouth, and couldn't figure out what Jiang Yiwen wanted to say.

Jiang Yiwen nodded, and said slowly: "Actually, my ex-husband is not A Yi's biological father."

Jian Ying's eyes widened slightly, only to hear Jiang Yiwen continue in a calm and helpless tone: "Ah Yi...he is a child from artificial insemination, my first husband, he is a homosexual. At the beginning, I was arranged by my family Commercial marriage, no one thought of it at that time... But I didn't know much about love at that time, and I felt that there was no relationship between me and that person, so when he told me that he hoped to artificially inseminate a child, I didn't think too much about it. Big conflict, this is nothing more than an explanation to each other's family - but I haven't talked about it with A Yi, even if he later found out that the person eloped with someone else, I didn't tell him about the other party It's also a man... What I didn't expect was that A Yi would also fall in love with a man—when I knew he liked you, I knew I was wrong, because of my concealment, he brought you into the A road of no return... I am sorry for your father, I am sorry for your Jane's family, in the final analysis, it is all because of my selfishness..."

Jian Ying was already speechless because of her shock.

Jiang Chenyi... unexpectedly...

He opened his mouth, and finally he could only ask: "You said just now, you still want to tell me the reason why you and my dad remarried?"

Jiang Yiwen responded in a low voice: "A Ying, you should already know about your father's illness, right?"

"……kindness."

"When we decided to remarry, our original intention was to start a family-in fact, your father and I met in this nursing home many years ago. When we found out that we were hiding our children from each other for treatment, we thought of this way , if we can’t escape the clutches of the disease in the end, at least after we’re gone, our children can still take care of each other on the basis that they are blood relatives.”

"But you didn't expect that Jiang Chenyi and I would..."

Jiang Yiwen nodded, showing a bitter smile: "A Ying, do you hate A Yi very much?"

Jian Ying was taken aback when she heard this question.

hatred?I really hated it when the other party broke up at the beginning, and I did have such strong emotions when I was training hard every day in the military academy, but then what?Every night when he calmed down after exhaustion, in his dreams, there was the tenderness and warmth that that person once brought him. From pain to numbness, he couldn't tell whether he still hated it or not.And after listening to what Jiang Yiwen said just now...

Jiang Yiwen seemed to see something from her expression, leaned forward and took his hand, and said, "I forced him to make the decision to separate you...you are all good boys, but I can't... You can't let Ah Yi ruin your Jian family."

Jian Ying pursed her lips, an indescribable bitterness rose in her heart because of those two heavy words.

"So," Jian Ying trembled her lips, "In order to separate us completely, did you... file for a divorce with my dad? To... keep me and him from being under the same roof? Think we are far away from each other Can we let go of each other?"

Jiang Yiwen was silent for a few seconds, and finally nodded.

"Then why did you call me here today and tell me these things?"

Jiang Yiwen finally broke the calm expression on his face, and tears flickered in the corner of his eyes: "Aying, I am sorry for you. I never thought of telling you this before, but I feel that if I don't do this now Do it, don't let you know the cause and effect of the matter, Ayi...it's not fair to him. Just treat it as a mother's selfishness towards her child...You don't know, Ayi has changed a lot in the past few years , went to college, neither integrated into the group, nor willing to talk with others, he only took two and a half years to complete the four-year college courses, and he offered to graduate early to help the company, I can see that he intends to Keep yourself busy, don't give yourself a little free time... I tried to introduce girls to him, but it almost made him quarrel with me-the first time he talked to me in that tone, I knew he had changed.

"But he still loves you. He told me that he doesn't need to be with you, but he can't be with anyone else anymore. Even if he sees you finally get married and start a business, he will choose to be alone for the rest of his life..."

Jian Ying opened her mouth, but in the end she couldn't say anything.

"I can see that you have changed a lot in the past few years. In the final analysis, it's because I didn't do well enough. I was too arbitrary. If, if you are still willing to accept him... on your father's side, I... ..."

"Aunt Jiang..." Looking at the woman's expression, Jian Ying couldn't feel even a trace of blame in her heart. Everything she did was for the sake of their family, so what position did he have to blame, and, "You said You guys started out together just to start a family, but you ended up liking my dad, right?"

The woman looked at the apparently mature man in front of her with some surprise, lowered her eyes for a while, nodded and admitted: "Yes, in the end, I still fell in love with your father."

As soon as the woman's voice fell, the door was pulled open from the outside.

A middle-aged man was sitting in a wheelchair and was pushed in by a man with a calm expression behind him.

The woman sitting on the bed obviously didn't expect her confession partner to appear at the scene at this time. The woman who was completely unprepared blushed instantly after recalling what she had confessed with her own mouth just now.

It is rare for Jian Suizhong to have a pleasant expression. After all, he just heard the unexpected confession from his ex-wife. The unknown reason for the divorce, he has analyzed some cause and effect, coupled with Jiang Chenyi's assurance to him on the road just now and the words he heard outside the door, the man felt unexpectedly calm in his heart: "Yiwen , you don’t have to think about it so much, in fact, if you think about it, even if the two of them are together, it can be regarded as meeting our initial expectations, isn’t it?”

"Dad..." Jian Ying was taken aback by her father's sudden open-mindedness, and was at a loss to find the man standing behind the wheelchair.

The latter old god was smiling at him, but he had an expression of "everything is under my control".

"..."

"You boy, you did all kinds of bad things when you were studying, just don't provoke your female classmates, do you think I didn't find out? I have already prepared for this..." Father Jian waved his hand at his son with a look on his face, "And Xiao Yi is not a random person. She brought you back to the right path in high school. I don't worry about the two of you being together. But if you decide to be together, you should live well and don't be careless...Okay, I still have something to say to your Aunt Jiang, you and Xiao Yi go out first."

"Who said I want to be with him..."

As a result, as soon as she went out, she was pulled by the man walking in front, and the tip of her nose was filled with a fresh smell, a familiar yet unfamiliar embrace, Jian Ying suddenly thought of the night when the man confessed to him many years ago.Suddenly there was an urge to cry.

"elder brother……"

Jiang Chenyi buried his face in the other side