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Yin Jiaoyu paused, then said casually: "What?"

"Look back."

He turned around, and Qiao Ran was standing behind with his mobile phone, looking at him with a smile.The light from the street lamp shone on his face, his eyebrows were delicate and soft, giving him an unreal feeling.

It's like going back to ten years ago. When you come out of the classroom after class at night, you will definitely see the boy leaning against the door of the teaching building waiting for him. Even under the dim lights in the corridor, he still attracts the attention of the students who come and go.

At that time, I didn't want Qiao Ran to toss back and forth, I don't know how many times I told him to wait at home, anyway, it would only take ten, twenty, ten minutes to drive back.But every time he promised well, the next time after class, he could still see the boy still waiting at the door, even in winter.

Although Hong Kong's winter is not too cold, Qiao's body is cold, and even in summer, his hands and feet are cold.Every time after waiting for Yin Jiaoyu, she playfully unbuttoned his coat and got into his arms to keep warm.

The cold hands were only wrapped around his waist through a thin shirt or sweater. Yin Jiaoyu often shivered from the cold, but he still held the boy's shoulders tightly, protecting him in his overcoat.

At that time, he thought that this simple happiness could last forever like this.It's a pity that the boy left before the next winter.

How could you give up so resolutely!Yin Jiaoyu, who is arrogant and arrogant, can't figure it out. Is it because I am not gentle enough for you? !I can do anything for you!

Ten years have passed, although the strong love at the beginning has gradually faded, but the resentment can never dissipate, and I always want to catch Qiao Ran and question her, why is she so unfeeling!Is it really because of not loving?He doesn't believe it.

Forcibly suppressing the churning memories and painful emotions in his heart, Yin Jiaoyu glanced at Qiao Ran, walked straight into the stairwell, and closed the intercom door behind him.

"Please, Alan." Qiao Ran walked over quickly and held the door that was about to close, "Am I so unwelcoming?"

Yin Jiaoyu walked into the elevator as soon as the elevator door opened, and did not answer.

Qiao Ran watched him press the button to close the door, and quickly stepped sideways into the elevator, and said helplessly, "Alan, are you determined to ignore me?"

Yin Jiaoyu frowned, just looked at the changing floor numbers, and didn't answer.

Suddenly a hand stretched out and pressed "stop", and the elevator stopped immediately.Qiao Ran stared at him with a pair of dark eyes, and the smile that always hung on his face had disappeared.

Yin Jiaoyu said coldly: "What do you want?"

Qiao Ran lowered her eyes, concealing the hurt look in her eyes, sighed softly, and said, "Alan, can we have a good talk?"

"I have nothing to say to you." Yin Jiaoyu finished speaking quickly, and was about to press the button to open the door, but Qiao Ran stood sideways in front of him.

"You..." He was about to get angry, but was interrupted.

"Please, Alan..." Qiao Ran bit her lower lip lightly, the pleading in her tone made Yin Jiaoyu startled.

He has never seen his posture so low. The Qiao Ran in his memory has always been a flamboyant, captivating goblin. Even when facing the American underworld boss who was chasing him, he would just laugh it off and never show anything. timidity.

But at this moment, the young man lowered his head, as if he didn't dare to look at him, that little bit of grievance and fragility slowly broke the ice in Yin Jiaoyu's heart.

But thinking of the crazy longing and pain he had experienced in the past ten years, his heart hardened again, and he forced open the elevator door. He didn't seem to look at Qiao Ran, and walked straight back to the apartment, closing the door heavily.Qiao Ran didn't catch up again.

Although separated by a thick door, the sad eyes of the young man just now are always in his mind, and he can't get rid of it.

Without turning on the light, Yin Jiaoyu slowly slid down with his back against the door as if all his strength had been drained.

It's not that you don't love, so why do you still want to disturb my life? …The pain that almost drove me crazy after I left, I really don’t have the strength to do it again.

I just beg you to let me go for the rest of your life... After sitting for a long time, Yin Jiaoyu stood up with the help of the sofa, went to the bathroom and took a casual shower.

Standing in front of the mirror and wiping his hair, he was in a state of confusion, and accidentally caught a glimpse of a small sealed bag on the shelf in front of the washstand, which contained a receipt.

Yin Jiaoyu glanced at it and remembered that this was a gift bill of lading he planned to give to Lorgar.He stared at the sealed bag silently, but his mood gradually calmed down.

Now that he has decided to treat the child well, the former love and old love should have been cut off long ago, why bother to disturb his mind, hurt himself, and Lorja because of Qiao Ran's return.

At least, that child loves him wholeheartedly, and he will never leave irresponsibly like Qiao Ran...

Thinking of this, Yin Jiaoyu took a deep breath, went back to the bedroom while looking for a hair dryer, and at the same time picked up the mobile phone on the bed, wanting to see if there were any missed calls or text messages.

The background picture is the one taken at Happy Valley Land Paradise last time. Lorgar made a mischievous face at the camera, sticking out his tongue and showing his sharp teeth. Arale’s peaked cap was crooked. The white wings also drooped to the side of the head.

The child's smile was bright and sunny, and the haze in Yin Jiaoyu's heart dissipated a lot, and a smile appeared on his lips unconsciously.How childish to wear such a hat.

I wanted to call Lorgar, but remembered that the child said that he would go out to dinner and drink with his good friends tonight, so he put down his phone and went to the bar to pour a glass of wine.

Inadvertently found that outside the window did not know when it was raining, not too big but very dense.Yin Jiaoyu frowned, wondering if the dead child would be drenched when he returned to the dormitory later, probably this little idiot would not remember to bring an umbrella to go out.

He shook the glass again and again, the ice cubes hit the glass wall and made a crisp sound, and he was still a little uneasy for some reason.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, and a string of unsaved numbers appeared on the screen. Yin Jiaoyu glanced at it and recognized Qiao Ran's phone number.

The mood that had just calmed down became disturbed again. He hung up the phone and continued drinking.

Not long after, the phone rang again, and it was still Qiao Ran.Feeling depressed, Yin Jiaoyu turned off the phone and threw the phone on the sofa.

Drinking wine glass after glass, until the whole bottle was empty, he frowned and put the empty wine bottle on the table heavily.When he stood up, he was very dizzy. Yin Jiaoyu supported the bar and took a breath, knowing that he had drunk too much.

What the hell, I haven't been drunk in years.The last time was the day when Qiao Ran left... What a coincidence, did you drink too much today because Qiao Ran came back?

He smiled wryly. Sure enough, we are doomed to be at odds, Qiao Ran, let's live our own lives and don't bother me anymore...

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The next day, when Lorgar woke up, the other three in the dormitory were still sound asleep, and they didn't even wake up.

He glanced out the window, the sky was gloomy, it seemed that it was still raining.

"Ah, I got up so early, it's still not dawn!" Lorgar sat up happily, and fell back down with a groan, obviously the headache from the hangover began to cause trouble.

After lying on the bed for a long time, he slowly climbed out of bed, turned on his phone with his toothbrush in his mouth, and glanced at it until six o'clock.He thought that maybe he could have lunch with Yin Jiaoyu, watch a movie or something, and his heart was bubbling sweetly just thinking about it.

After spitting out the toothpaste foam, Lorja absently picked up the phone and wanted to call Yin Jiaoyu, but suddenly froze.

Difficult, is it past six in the afternoon? !

It turns out that the dim sky outside is because it is already evening? !We should meet at six o'clock!Yin Jiaoyu is probably about to go berserk again!He sighed, grabbed the towel and rushed to the bathroom.

After taking a quick shower, Lorja frantically dug out a T-shirt from the closet and ran out of the dormitory, while grabbing his cell phone and calling Yin Jiaoyu.

The phone rang once and was picked up, "Hello."

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I drank too much yesterday, I just woke up..." Luo Jia explained impatiently, before he was interrupted by Yin Jiaoyu, "Wait a minute."

It was very quiet over there, but his voice was very low, and he hung up the phone in the next second.At that moment, Lorgar seemed to hear a familiar voice, like a nightmare.

It's Qiao Ran...

Luo Jia stayed where he was like getting an electric shock. Was Yin Jiaoyu with Qiao Ran?

After standing there for a long time, with trembling hands, he called Yin Jiaoyu again.My heart is anxious, but I don't know what to think.

This time, the beep on the phone rang for a long time, and every time it rang, Lorgar's heart sank a little.

Reluctantly called again, still no one answered.Until the last call, when the receiver said "the number you dialed has been turned off", the despair in his heart spread uncontrollably and weighed heavily on his heart.

Although Lorgar was already mentally prepared when Qiao Ran asked him to wait and see that day, when this moment really came, he still felt suddenly at a loss.

No matter how self-aware you are, there is still a little hope in your heart.Maybe there will be a miracle, Yin Jiaoyu won't be tempted by Qiao Ran, who is both beautiful and enchanting, and who loves him deeply... Well, forget it, even thinking about it makes me feel ridiculous.

However, he stared blankly at the blacked-out phone screen, tears streaming down his face, didn't you agree to spend my birthday with me? ...