Please care for Lonely and Widows Sanxian [Traveling]

Xuan Zhu didn't answer Xuan Ying's question, but instead asked, "Why didn't you tell me what Xuan Huai did when I first met you?"

He once again felt the overwhelming grief from Xuanying Yuanshen. Xuanying used a long silence to ease her emotions, and then slowly said: [What I said, I am afraid that you will suffer and feel sad, senior brother. ]

If it was Xuan Zhu who had loved Xuan Huai deeply in the past, I am afraid that after realizing such a situation, he would go crazy and question that memory.

Because the original body would not doubt anything about Xuan Huai.

Even though he knew that Xuan Huai had murderous intentions towards him, he still accepted the thing Xuan Huai gave him.

"I haven't had that kind of affection for him for hundreds of years." Xuan Zhu said lightly, "Aside from that, is there anything else you haven't told me about Xuan Huai?"

Xuanying mentioned Xuanhuai several times, but only used "that person" as a pronoun. The emotions in it were extremely complicated, but the most vivid one was hatred.

[Yes……]

Xuanying struggled to pass a word, as if she didn't want to recall that period of the past.

In the end, she did.

[In the end, he killed me. ]

Xuan Zhu had countless answers, but he never thought of the result of "Xuan Huai killed Xuan Ying".

That is Xuan Huai, who dares to do anything for Xuan Ying, and has the deepest affection for Xuan Ying, so he can be regarded as the omnipotent Xuan Huai.

Ah, to use everything to the extreme—perhaps it was this extreme that created the later results.

Xuan Ying did not immediately explain how she was killed by Xuan Huai, but asked sadly: [Brother, do you know why I left Liurenling in the first place? ]

"...Why?"

[At that time, it was rumored throughout the cultivation world that you failed to overcome the catastrophe and died under the catastrophe... I was rejected by you, and I also agreed to marry him.But after hearing the news about you, I didn't believe it. I wanted to go out to find you, when he appeared. ] Xuanzhu could feel Xuanying's disgust in suppressing her feelings, she said slowly, [He told me, don't have any hope that you are still alive, marry him, he will treat me well , will treat me well together with you, senior brother. ]

Xuan Ying said that that night, she was heartbroken and went back to her room first under Xuan Huai's comfort.In dejection, she decided to stop thinking about it and get married to Senior Brother Xuan Huai.

After that, Liuren Mausoleum sent out wedding invitations widely, and invited all the famous sects and some famous casual cultivators in the cultivation world.

Then, the night before Xuan Ying and Xuan Huai were going to get married, Xuan Ying thought about Xuan Zhu tossing and turning, went out of the room, strolled among the long corridors, and unknowingly came to the door of the room where Xuan Zhu used to live.

Xuanying pushed the door open and entered.

The monk's room should be spotless, but it has been more than half a year since Xuanzhu left Liuren Mausoleum, and no one cleaned the room. After Xuanzhu left, she was too sad and never came here...

At this time, the familiar furniture was covered with dust, as if knowing that the owner would never come back here.

This place was where they always came to find Xuanzhu.

When she was young, she and Xuan Huai were always pestering Xuan Zhu, and they fought to sleep with Xuan Zhu, but every time she lost to Xuan Huai because of her gender.At the beginning, she was still very innocent, and she hadn't developed any affection for Xuanzhu, but she just thought countless times that if she had a next life, she would definitely be reincarnated as a man.

Xuan Ying came to the desk that Xuan Zhu used to like very much, and looked at the few books on the table.

She saw a copy of "Shaoyang Xuanben" in the hands of the disciples of Liuren Mausoleum. On the cover of the blue background were two animals that could not be identified as birds or chickens. She stroked the cover with her fingers, and the corners of her mouth curled up. There are tears in the laughter.

This is what she once drew. At that time, she wanted to draw two mandarin ducks to express her heart to her senior brother, but later found that she really didn't have the talent for painting, and she didn't have the face to tell her senior brother that they were mandarin ducks. chick.

On that day, Xuanying accidentally opened the book, and found a piece of letter paper in it.

After unfolding, it was a letter that was not even signed, and she recognized it was Xuan Zhu's handwriting with just one glance.

【Xuan Huai, I knew that what you gave me was not the soul-protecting jade, but I still accepted it.I wanted to tell you these words directly, but I wrote them down.I wanted to hand this letter directly to you, but I didn't send it in the end.

In the end, I still lost my heart.

May you cherish yourself well, treat Xuanying well, and wish you a happy union for a hundred years and forever. 】

Xuanying took the letter and stood in front of the desk for a long time, then burst into tears and rushed out the door.

[That night, I confronted him. ] Xuanying talked about the past, and the sadness at the beginning gradually turned into a simple narration, [He finally told me the truth, just like what you said in your letter, brother, what he gave you was not a soul-protecting jade at all...]

Xuan Zhu thought that she had been in pain for many years, and the pain was so numb.

That's right, what kind of soul-protecting jade is that?

It looks exactly the same as the soul-protecting jade, but the difference in the name shows the great difference between the two.

How could the original body be so easily fooled by a stone.However, when facing Xuan Huai, especially when facing Xuan Huai who had the intention of harming him, at that moment, when he accepted the meteorite, he must have died.

Xuan Huai blatantly gave a meteorite to Xuan Zhu, and he already wanted to break with Xuan Zhu at that moment.

Unexpectedly, Xuanzhu still held back as always, and left Liurenling after accepting the meteorite he gave him.

A fool who regards love as his life, no matter how much he loves, he will be hurt as much in the end. He finally chose to fulfill Xuan Huai's murderous intentions, and died in that catastrophe.

He obviously had the ability to fight, but in the end he did nothing.

Xuanying said bitterly: [After I learned the truth, I can see through what kind of person he is. ]

Xuan Ying said that she cried bitterly that day and scolded Xuan Huai a few words.

Xuan Huai let Xuan Ying scold her, and when Xuan Ying was tired from crying, she just knelt on one knee and asked Xuan Ying, would you still marry me.

Xuan Ying was silent for a long time, and then responded to Xuan Huai with the word "will".

At that moment, Xuanying didn't react, she didn't say anything to break off the engagement with Xuanhuai, she felt that she had never been so calm in her life, after crying hard, she said to Xuanhuai, waiting for him to marry She, and then she left Xuan Huai's room.

The next day, Liuren Mausoleum held the head wedding as usual.

There is a custom in Liuren Mausoleum. When the head of the Mausoleum gets married, the treasures of the town will be invited to express the blessings of the ancestors of Liuren Mausoleum for the marriage of the head. The most important point is to deter people from coming to the scene on the wedding day. The other sects watching the ceremony, let them know that Liuren Mausoleum is definitely not someone who can be easily bullied.

On the night of the wedding, the treasure of the Zhenpai will be placed in the room of the master, and will not be invited back to the secret room where the treasure was originally placed until the next morning.

Later, that evening, Xuan Ying left a letter while waiting for Xuan Huai, who was waiting outside to greet the guests, to come into the room, and fled Lu Yanshan with the celestial artifact.

[Brother, you know what kind of fairy artifact that is, and why I took it away. ]

Xuan Zhu really knew.

The treasure of the Liuren Mausoleum is called the Liuren Pan. One of the functions of this middle-grade fairy artifact is that you can find the location of the person you want to find through personal items, and the image of that person can also be reflected in it.

Every head of Liurenling will make a contract with Liurenpan in the next Liurenling, even if the fairy artifact is lost, the treasure can be found through the breath of the fairy artifact.

However, there is still a way to block Liu Renpan's search. It used to be a special sealing technique to prevent other sects from noticing where the immortal artifact appeared.

At the beginning, Xuanhuai had a deep affection for Xuanying, and when he was next in charge, in order to show his goodwill to Xuanying and show his determination, he resolutely told her the formula of sealing Liurenpan.

Xuanying said that at the beginning she had some concerns, in addition to using the secret method to seal the Liuren plate, she also used her cultivation to isolate her aura, so that she had no cultivation and could no longer use it.

In the following hundreds of years, she actually encountered many things while walking outside, and almost lost her life a few times, but fortunately she survived in the end.

After going through the world like this for many years, 30 years ago, she met a mortal, who was later her husband Wen Chengan.

At first, she was attracted by Wen Chengan's eyes that looked like Xuanzhu's, but in the day-to-day relationship, when she found out that she was really in love, it was too late.

She fell in love with Wen Cheng'an -- this mortal who had a heart of helping the world and hanging the pot, was kind-hearted, and fell in love with her at first sight.

When the heart lake fluctuates again, Xuanying's tranquility of nearly a thousand years made Xuanying temporarily support her. Not long after she married Wen Chengan, she became pregnant. In an instant, she knew that Xuan Huai must know her position.

It had been nearly a thousand years, and when she was walking in the world of comprehension, she could always hear that Liu Renling was ridiculed and despised by countless sects because of her.She knew that this was the result of her self-willedness, and she sometimes regretted that her rebellion had brought shame on the sect that gave birth to her, but in the end her dislike for Xuan Huai prevailed, allowing her to curb this regret.

[Even if I do it all over again, I will not marry her. ]

Xuanying spoke with hatred in every word, talking about the past.

When she realized that the Liurenpan seal had weakened, she panicked and thought about leaving Ningle Valley immediately so as not to disturb the tranquility here.But Wen Chengan comforted her, there was a monk around Ningle Valley who was able to set up formations, not just anyone can break through the formations, so she can rest assured.

After the child was born, Xuan Ying and others regained some physical strength and immediately strengthened the seal of the Liuren plate. After hesitating for a long time, perhaps she was still lucky, but she still did not make the decision to leave Ningle Valley in the end.

[After eight years of An Ning, I thought Xuan Huai would forget about me and be his master.But it turns out that I was wrong... I was too wrong...]

The remorse in Yuanshen is constantly surging like a lake and sea, conveying how Xuanying can't extricate herself from this guilt.

When the formation that protected Ningle Valley from the outside world was broken, and when countless unruly cultivators broke into the valley, Xuan Ying, who was terrified, had a guess. Until the person appeared at last, her suspicion came true.

In fact, she didn't dare to think that way, and she didn't dare to imagine that the man who once loved her so much would do such insane things.

But it turns out that the end is exactly as she guessed.

[I handed over the fairy artifacts that the casual cultivators wanted right away, but they... looked like crazy monsters, and they started killing everyone. ]

Speaking of this, Xuanying's primordial spirit became weak and indistinct, and her breath was disordered.

Xuan Zhu noticed that Xuan Ying's primordial spirit was almost unable to hold on, and she was about to lose the power of the fairy to her again, but this time she refused, and instead said distressedly: [Brother, don't waste your mana.I know you are very tired this time.I'm sorry I can't help you, I'm really sorry... for making you tired. ] After a pause, she said in Ling Chi's own tone, [Brother, this is a sin I must suffer and a sin that must be atoned for.What Tan Yangyu said is correct, I am also the executioner who will make this place into this. ]

Xuan Zhu knew that these were not all of Xuan Ying's words.

Like the memory he saw in Yan Sheng Yao Yuan not long ago, the words Xuan Ying said...

Her husband died, her son died, and only her primordial spirit survived in the world. Such a result has already tortured her.

If it weren't for the things she had to do on her shoulders, how could she have persisted for these 12 years.

What's more, when Wen Chengan died back then, it turned into that kind of resentment, not only would he no longer be able to be reincarnated, but it would also devour others together with other resentments. Everything, it is estimated that there will be grief and anger, and I don't think I will have the chance to be reincarnated as an adult again.

If nothing happened later, Xuanying would have wanted to go with Wen Chengan a long time ago.

"Don't you want to say goodbye to your child?"

Saying this sentence is more like pouring salt on Xuanying's wound.But Xuanzhu also knew that not to mention that Xuanying had no desire to survive now, even if she had, her primordial spirit, which was so fragile that it seemed to be blown away, would not be able to last long.

[Brother, you and I both know, and Mr. Yan Sheng also knows that what he said to Qing Mo was just a consolation. ] Xuanying smiled wryly and said, [I believe that in the next life, Qingmo will live a happy and worry-free life.An ordinary life is enough. ]

Xuan Zhu kept looking at the young man who was still tormented by resentment, and when he heard the young man's painful groan/groan, his eyes unconsciously showed pity, but he asked in a calm tone: "To Xuan Huai, do you have anything to say? ?”

[I feel disgusted even thinking about him.Presumably he won't change because of my words, I don't want to say that I want you to avenge me, brother... On the contrary, I hope that you, brother, stay as far away from that person as possible, he has already gone crazy...]

Xuan Ying's resentment towards Xuan Huai seemed to overflow the porcelain vase.

Xuanying's primordial spirit has existed in those grievances for a long time, and there were many moments when the resentment towards Xuanhuai almost made her fall into the hatred. She wanted to just merge with the grievances, don't think about the follow-up things, just What's wrong with focusing on hatred.

She struggled and lingered for 12 years, until she saw Xuan Zhu again, she was glad that she was not really swallowed, she still had her will, and she could still communicate with Xuan Zhu, this was already the best result.

Xuanying paused for a long time before saying: [Brother, he said a word to me the moment he killed me. ]

Xuan Zhu patiently listened to Xuan Ying's gradually erratic voice saying every word.

That day, when Xuanhuai appeared, the sky darkened.

After Tan Yangyu and the others noticed that a Mahayana monk had arrived, they wanted to escape, but they were easily hit by Xuan Huai and fell to the ground.

Xuan Huai walked up to Xuan Ying, squatted down, lifted Xuan Ying's chin with her hands, and stared down at her blood-stained face, suddenly said in a dull and boring tone: "Xuan Ying, after so many years, I I found out that I don't love you anymore."

Then she was shattered and her neck was broken, and she fell into the blood, with her phoenix eyes open, and she died with regret.

At this point, Xuanying understands——Xuanhuai's path of self-cultivation, from the beginning to the end, he only cares about himself, and even his love for her may be just an obsession that arises because of seeking but not being able to.

There was another moment of silence, and the young man who was silent again suddenly trembled.

Xuan Zhu, who was always paying attention to the young man's movement, moved forward an inch, his brows were furrowed, and he was desperately thinking of ways to relieve the young man's pain.

As if sensing Xuan Zhu's uneasy state, Xuan Ying asked: [Brother, will your apprentice be okay? ] There was a trace of apologetic concern in his tone.

"Yes." When talking about the young man, Xuan Zhu's voice was surprisingly gentle, "I won't let him have trouble either."

Xuan Ying seemed to let go of everything, and said softly: [If your apprentice is safe and sound, please say 'thank you' to him for me.Please don't blame Mr. Yansheng, he is doing everything for the children. ]

Xuanying said that seeing the young man's self-sacrificing behavior, she could no longer blame him.

What's more, the senior brother was angry with her because of this, she was about to leave this world, so how could she blame that person again - she didn't say these words.

She also said to Xuan Zhu that she only hoped that from now on, the young man would treat her child's body well. If the young man didn't mind, he could use Wen Qingmo's name to practice in the cultivation world. She gave the child one of the "Mo" The word is to hope that children can use a respectful and silent attitude to think about how to achieve the "Tao" [1].

The so-called "Tao" can be the way of life, the way of practice, and various ways.

If this demon cultivator is really different from other demon cultivators, then I hope he can think carefully about what his "Tao" will be like in the future.

If one day in the future, he no longer needs this body, please bring it back to Ningle Valley and bury it.

[Brother. ]

Xuan Zhu heard the sound and responded in a low voice.

[Thank you, I am very happy to meet my brother in this life, so this time, please hold on to what you want and make yourself happy too. ]

Xuan Ying sensed that the primordial spirit in the porcelain vase dissipated little by little, and for a moment, it seemed that the pretty woman from the past appeared.

The skin is like creamy fat, the eyebrows are phoenix-eyed, the woman is pear blossoms with rain, and only each other can know the pain in their smiles.

Xuan Zhu felt how many thoughts were conveyed, until there was no trace of mysterious aura in the porcelain vase, and it became empty.

No matter in the past or now, even though Xuanzhu found Xuanying out of love for Xuanhuai and asked her to marry Xuanhuai, he even expressed to Xuanying who expressed his love to him that the person he has always loved is Xuanhuai .

Xuan Zhu originally hoped that the three of them, senior brothers and sisters, could always get along happily, but everything changed at some point...

If he can't continue this happiness because of his existence, then he will leave.

At that time Xuanying was in great pain, the pain was that she never understood Xuan Huai's true thoughts, the pain was that she was self-indulgent, and it was even more painful because the person who liked her was Xuan Huai, and it was Xuan Huai who Xuan Zhu loved deeply. .

But now, everything has changed.

Her former senior brother who only treated her badly has changed, and her former senior brother who only fell in love with one person has changed, and even she wonders if her senior brother has also changed.But when it comes to those familiar past events, the senior is still the same senior.

After a thousand years of separation, people will change more or less.

Just like she is no longer the little junior sister who was extremely happy as long as she had two senior brothers by her side.

I only wish you, senior brother, from now on, you will gain the heart of this one, and you will never be separated from each other.

The author has something to say: Note:

[1] Baidu Encyclopedia

I've been revising this chapter, it's late, sorry QAQ

Xuanzhu, Xuanhuai, Xuanying, these three names give me a headache, I always make mistakes!

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