Please care for Lonely and Widows Sanxian [Traveling]

Ji Wuyou is a child who grew up in the countryside. Since he was a child, his parents have placed high hopes on him, and they have always taught him to study hard so that he can stand out, so as to bring more prosperity to the family that was not rich from the beginning. good life.

He later lived up to expectations, and through hard work, was admitted to a famous university in a certain city.From childhood to entering university, Ji Wuyou has always been the one who is praised as "other people's children", whether it is his excellent grades in character and learning, or his outstanding appearance.

Since Ji Wuyou was born, family planning has been implemented in China, and the rural area where he was born is close to the south of the Yangtze River, and the control is relatively strict, so most people basically only have one child in their families.

His parents are not highly educated, only a junior high school education, and both parents have passed away long ago. They started working in other factories very early, with low wages, but at least they can support a family of three.Later, after Ji Wuyou became an outstanding child, every time he went out, the family that was ignored before became "Your son is really promising, he is worthy of being the son of old Ji Jia" and so on.

Ji Wuyou discovered that she had different sexual orientations when she was in high school.

At that time, the Internet had become popular, and he was very panicked at first, but later he accepted this reality without digging into the horns after looking for knowledge counseling on the Internet.

However, he knows his parents' conservative thinking, so he has been hiding it all the time.

After that, he entered the university and graduated successfully after four years of college career.Two years after graduation, he was working outside. Before the Spring Festival, his parents called him home, saying that they had arranged for him to have a blind date with a little girl.At first, he wanted to pretend to deal with it, but then he found that the little girl was very interesting to him. Before the two began to formally communicate, they tried to meet a few times. Every time, he could feel the increase in the other party's affection for him. .

Ji Wuyou felt guilty about this.

In the end, he chose to take the initiative to tell the little girl that he hadn't made any plans to fall in love yet, and was going to venture out again. He hoped that the little girl would not be entangled in this matter, and that he would definitely meet someone better in the future.The little girl didn't say anything on the spot, she just shed tears, turned and left.

When he got home, of course, Ji Wuyou was scolded by his parents, scolding him for hurting a good girl's heart, they scolded him, even if he wanted to go out to start a career, he had to put marriage first.

"What's the matter with you, Qingqing, she cried to her parents to death when she got home, and said she wanted to be with you, but you just didn't want to."

"Wuyou, don't set your sights too high. We know that you have gained knowledge by going outside, but parents can never let you suffer. The bridges we have crossed are more salty than you have eaten. Who is good and who is bad It's always clear."

"We just think that Qingqing is a very good girl, with a gentle personality and good appearance. We can see that she will be a good wife and mother in the future."

"Her father is the mayor of the town, and her mother is the vice chairman of the travel company. Worry-free, if you think about it, even if you go out to find a job in the future, it will be unstable. It's better to find a good seat in our own town."

"Parents don't ask you how to get ahead, and we will be satisfied if we have no worries about food and clothing in the future, and someone to take care of you."

No matter how far Ji Wuyou was away from home, he still remembered what his parents said in the name of being kind to him.

Indeed, nominally for his own good.

However, in this, he also saw that when his parents said these words, their purpose was not pure.

That year, he felt that although he was paid well at work, he suddenly wanted to continue his studies and was already preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. He didn't tell his parents about it, and he didn't plan to keep hiding it at this time, so he just He blurted out and told them.

As he expected, his parents were firmly against his idea.

What they said was that it was enough to go to university, and even though Qingqing was the same age as him, she couldn't wait so long. Her parents were old girls, so they hoped that their daughter would get married early and give them grandchildren.When he marries Qingqing in the future, this university degree is enough for him to have a decent job in the town, without going to graduate school at all.

It seems that there is no point of quarrel, and the parents also said it to Ji Wuyou in a tone of earnestness, but these years, Ji Wuyou has thought clearly, he can't deceive the two families, can't do the same thing. He portrays himself as heterosexual, marrying a woman and having children, deceiving others and himself.

There is a reason for such thinking.

He also talked about a boyfriend in college, and before they had a relationship, he found out that this person had several other people who were ambiguous besides him. After that, he asked the other party out, and the two had a detailed chat after meeting, The man said that he actually liked Ji Wuyou's face and character, but he didn't expect Ji Wuyou to be a single-minded person, so there was nothing he could do.

In the end, the two broke up peacefully, but after that, when they passed each other in school, Ji Wuyou acted as if he had never known this person before.

After graduating, he heard that this person was found to be dating men outside the home after he married his wife. So far, a farce was staged. In the end, he chose to return to his family, but his wife, who was obviously the most injured, also chose to accept him. Let's talk about divorce and things like that.

However, not long after, the man who couldn't settle down cheated again.

His wife has always been ridiculed by people around her. Although some people call her husband a homosexual, they often call her inferior to men. Her husband even falls in love with men, but he just doesn't love her. I have been married for more than a year and have no children. It is estimated that the husband's energy is spent on the little goblin outside. Isn't this a slut who is passionately in love and cold and broken?

In the end, the man's wife could no longer bear these criticisms and chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists.

This marriage seemed to end in tragedy, but the man didn't feel any guilt, maybe he was still secretly happy, because after his wife died, his parents found that they couldn't control the son, and they didn't force him to remarry, so he started again. After being ambiguous with many people, the woman's father finally found out that his daughter's husband had no restraint, and his bad nature was hard to change. One night, he sneaked into his house and cut off his lifeblood.

This incident was once circulated on the university's campus network, and it became a well-known fact.

If Ji Wuyou really married the little girl, then he will restrain his true thoughts for the rest of his life and be a good husband. No one will know his true thoughts. Condemned by conscience...

He can't.

He had lied to his parents for so many years and couldn't go any further.

He can't give up his true self, and he never wants to be a marionette in the hands of his parents.

That night, when his parents asked him to accept the little girl over and over again, they even threatened that if he continued to be self-willed, he would be ashamed of their education over the past twenty years.

He was silent for a long time, and finally, stimulated by the sentence "Qingqing is so nice, if you don't marry her, we won't recognize you", he told his parents his true self.

He said: "Mom and Dad, I'm gay. I found out when I was in high school, and I never dared to tell you. So please don't talk about marrying a girl. Only this is impossible. I will respect you well in the future, I will be a filial child, and I will obey your wishes in everything except getting married and having children that you say you want."

At first, the mother didn't believe it. After he repeated it repeatedly, his father hit him directly, causing his nose to bleed and his ears to ring. The mother held his father back, tears streaming down his face, trying to make him take back these words.

But once a lot of words are exported, it is hard to take back.

So far, the peace and tranquility of their home has been completely destroyed and turned into a violent storm. It is no longer the place where he could rest when he returned home, but a place full of quarrels and crying.

After that, he did a lot of psychological construction for his parents, but it didn't work.

That day, someone probably visited his house and heard it from outside, and then spread the news that he was gay to the whole village.

At this moment, the small village is like a beast, devouring Ji Wuyou and his family.

The little girl named Qingqing sent a message later, saying that he was so disgusting that he cheated on the marriage and tried to trick her.

He deleted the text message and reconfirmed with his parents, asking if they were willing to leave the village with him so that they could find a place in the city to live forever and never return here.

Neither of the parents spoke, and stared at him for a long time as if they were looking at a stranger.

The winter wind was blowing, and the festival was about to begin. As if to tell the whole village, his father dragged him to the concrete field outside the house, grabbed his neckline again, and slapped him directly. His face was burning with pain.

"Get out! You evil! Why did we give birth to you, back then! We should have strangled you to make another one!"

The father roared loudly, as if he wanted to vent his anger, he opened his mouth and panted loudly, and wanted to say something, but it seemed that he couldn't say anything and didn't want to talk to Ji Wuyou anymore, his eyes were full of disgust, As if he was a virus, pushed him away vigorously.

He fell to the ground all of a sudden, rubbing his palm on the ground, it should be broken.

The mother stood next to the father, from the disbelief when she first heard that he was gay, to the numbness now: "Wuyou...how did you get this disease..." She muttered to herself, seemingly lost soul.

When the surrounding villagers heard the news, some of them gloated, while others kept their distance.

"It turns out that there are gays in our village. Is there a nickname for rabbits or gays?"

"It's disgusting. Why is Ji Wuyou a homosexual this time? My daughter liked him. Fortunately, he didn't harm my girl."

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"Listen, everyone!" His father seemed to have heard these words, straightened his back, stood in the wind, as if he wanted to tell everyone, and said loudly, "From now on, our family It has nothing to do with Ji Wuyou."

His father looked down at him from above: "Even if you die outside in the future, don't say that you are our child, and we will not collect your body."

They seem to have decided that he is dirty, and the dirty ones seem to be dying soon.

Ji Wuyou stood up from the ground and wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth. In the past few days, he couldn't remember how many wounds he had been beaten by his father with a stick, or how many palms he had scraped.

He no longer refuted that it was not a disease.

Because no matter how many times he says it, he has been judged sick.

These people blocked his ears, only willing to listen to what they wanted to hear and see what they wanted to see. He was completely speechless, and he also understood the so-called terrible words.

The author has something to say: change the narrative method.

I take back what I said before I finished writing the worry-free memories of the first chapter, bang bang bang, I will increase the number of updated words after I come back!By that time, the Japanese course will almost be over, so you can have a stable day without any accidents!

ps: The author is on a business trip, and I will return on Friday night. This is the automatic posting in the manuscript box, and there will be an update tomorrow!

Hope to pass this training exam in one go!