I wish forever

In the dead of night, in the imperial study room, Liang Emperor Xiao Jingyan was still crouching over his desk reviewing memorials.Under the flickering candlelight, the shadows lengthened and shortened.

Since ancient times, emperors have been lonely, and the solitary lamp is only a shadow to accompany them.

Is it the land of the king in the whole world, and the land of the land is the king's minister.The emperor sits on the world and overlooks the country, saying that the scenery is infinite.But it is also extremely cold.That icy dragon chair cooled down the originally red-hot heart day by day and year by year.

Emperor Liang subconsciously touched his heart through his clothes, his cooling heart was still beating slowly, but the kit that had been kept here was no longer there.

The long night is long, and the dew is deeper.Autumn is deep and the nights are getting cooler.

The servant had already put a dark blue cloak on His Majesty, but Xiao Jingyan still felt the slightest chill, so he got up, walked back and forth for a few steps, and finally stopped in front of the vermilion longbow.This bow is obviously an old thing from many years ago, and the red paint on the bow has long lost its beauty.The trembling hands stroked the icy longbow, awakening the dusty past of the youth.Over the years, if it weren't for the warmth of these unforgettable and deep-rooted memories, I'm afraid that my heart would have been completely condensed into ice.

Xiao Jingyan sat down in front of the desk again, holding a white silk in both hands, it was the letter from Lin Shu.The handwriting in the letter is familiar yet unfamiliar, it is the unique handwriting of Chiyan Marshal Lin Shu.If you look closely, it is not completely similar to the handwriting of previous years.Its shape is still there, but its spirit is quite different.It may be because the body has not recovered and the strength is not enough, it is less powerful and domineering, and more gentle and gentle.

The world has gone through vicissitudes of life, going round and round for more than [-] years.Xiaoshu of the Lin family has returned from a calamity, but after all, he will never return to the bright and willful young man who flaunted himself arrogantly and self-willedly.

In the past few days, he has read this letter many times, and he can almost recite its contents backwards.But he always felt that he was missing something very important.Now, looking at it again by candlelight, I found that there is a place where the space between the two characters is a little bigger.When I looked closely, there seemed to be a few extremely thin characters in the gap.Those few small characters are as faint as light smoke, seeming to be there or not, and it is really hard to find without repeated careful inspection.But when I want to see clearly, I can't.

Xiao Jingyan couldn't help shaking his head and smiling, Xiao Shu, whom he hadn't seen in ten years, acted a bit like he was naughty and frivolous when he was young.The dust-laden events of the past years are rushing in like a tide, and all kinds of villainous deeds of the young Lin Shu emerge one by one.

Xiao Jingyan's heart skipped a beat when the past happened again.Standing up and coming to Zhu Gong, he took out a small gold-painted wooden box from the hidden compartment on the wall.Opening the wooden box, a round crystal appeared in front of my eyes. The texture of the crystal was excellent, exuding a soft and delicate light.Xiao Jingyan carefully picked up the crystal and covered it on the white silk, and a few clear small characters came into his eyes through the crystal.It is no longer the previous jokes such as "stupid buffalo" and "stinky buffalo", but a poem "try to add food".

Don't give up and don't go back, work hard to add meals.

Xiao Jingyan only felt his heartbeat speed up suddenly, and the cold heart melted with warmth, and then it burned through his heart like a raging flame, ecstasy was mixed with the pain of bone erosion, and at some point, he burst into tears.

Scenes of the past.

That year, Lin Shu was 13 years old and Xiao Jingyan was 15 years old.

Lin Shu went out with the army for the first time, while Xiao Jingyan stayed in Jinling.

After Xiao Jingyan carefully read every letter from Lin Shu, he carefully put it in a brocade box and regarded it as a treasure.

As the end of the year approached, Lin Shu came back.I haven't seen him for half a year, but the young man has grown taller and stronger, and his fair skin has turned into a healthy wheat color in the baptism of wind and sand at the border.

After some laughter, Lin Shu asked to read the letter he had written.Xiao Jingyan naturally followed him, opened the brocade box with care and attention, and put the letters neatly inside.

Lin Shu opened a letter randomly, took out a crystal from nowhere, put it on the letter, and a line of small characters appeared: Stupid buffalo, haven't you discovered this secret yet?In each letter, there is actually a line of small characters that are invisible to the naked eye, and only this special crystal can be used to read the content written on it.Just some jokes: stinky buffalo, stupid buffalo, I haven’t realized how stupid it is, it’s boring to play alone, too smart is not good, the buffalo doesn’t know it’s boring... Xiao Jingyan saw it, annoyed and annoyed, They chased Lin Shu for a long time.Later, I still asked for the crystal, saying it was convenient for reading letters later.When asked again how Lin Shu wrote such small characters, Lin Shu talked about it all the time and refused to say it.

Now that Lin Shu is repeating his old tricks, it shows that he already has the memories of the young Lin Shu.Xiao Jingyan suddenly had an urge to see Xiaoshu right away.

After being separated for more than ten years, Lin Shu always cared about himself.

Xiao Jingyan felt that he should be content and should not expect more.Xiaoshu is living well in the world, and still remembers his childhood friend Xiao Jingyan, not just treating him as the emperor of Daliang.One must be content, this is what his mother taught Xiao Jingyan since he was a child.However, people are always greedy.

Prince Mu's Mansion in Dali.

Holding a note in his hand, Lin Chen rushed to find Lin Su.

Shaking the note in his hand, "Asu, guess what. I'll give you five chances."

Lin Su's interest was low, obviously not interested in this childish game.

"Yujin has already set off from Jinling."

"You're too boring. I think you've been bored these days. I'm afraid you'll be bored. You'd be ungrateful if you finally found a topic. Forget it, I'll go play with the kids." Turn around and leave.

Lin Su stopped him from behind, "Lin Chen, what's happening in Nanchu?"

Lin Chen turned around when he heard the words, "You, it's typical to employ people forward, not backward. I won't talk about it!" He smiled and stood in place, holding a folding fan, leisurely.

Lin Su was not in a hurry, "Although Ling Wang Yu Wenxuan is scheming and cruel, he loves and cares for his cousin Yu Wennian with all his heart. I heard that the new emperor ascended the throne thanks to his help. This person is now quite The new emperor will use him again and he has been crowned prince, with a high position and authority. With him mediating in the court, King Sheng will not be in danger for the time being."

"Since you already knew about it, why did you ask me?"

Lin Su smiled without saying a word.

After thinking about it for a while, Lin Chen knew what it meant.

"You are heartless, that's not how you order people. I won't go."

Lin Sudao, "The Princess Xiandai lived in Prince Mu's mansion for the past few days, and she has met Mu Qing several times. Although the Princess has changed, Mu Qing has never recognized her, but in my opinion, the Princess is very fond of her." The little prince Mu Qing has a lot of admiration."

"Asu, Prince Mu's Mansion has guarded Yunnan for generations and has fought countless battles with Southern Chu. The old prince even died in battle. Although Mu's Mansion and the royal family of Southern Chu have no selfish enmity, they have national hatred. Whether this can be done depends on Nihuang The wish of the princess and Mu Qing. Although the emperor has sent envoys to Southern Chu to propose marriage, but the person who wants to marry is Mu Qing, it is better to have the consent of the Mu Palace first."

Lin Su seemed to be confident, "I have already written to Princess Nihuang to inform the matter. Now it is time to reply. Mu Qing lost his parents when he was young, and Nihuang regards him as a treasure. I only hope that Mu Qing will get married as soon as possible. His wife and children live happily ever after. Princess Xiandai has a noble status, but she doesn't have the pampering and extravagant air of ordinary royal ladies, and has a gentle temperament, which Nihuang will definitely like. Moreover, Nihuang has always had a clear sense of grievances and grievances. To make things difficult because of the status of Dai County Lord Nan Chu's royal family."

Lin Chen saw that he had finished talking here, so he didn't say anything more.Then he continued, "As for that idiot Mu Qing, I guess you have already made up your mind beforehand. His lover must be a gentle, virtuous, civil and military woman like Princess Xiandai."

Lin Su smiled slightly when he heard the words, "There are countless people in the Lin Pavilion, and it seems that the mentality of such young children can be seen clearly."

Lin Chen stared into his eyes, and said with a smile, "Speaking of childlike demeanor, since you brought that pearl with you, I see that you are also full of childlike demeanor!"

Lin Su's face sank when he heard this, and he threw the instant book in his hand at Lin Chen. Now he practiced with a hidden weapon as a bright weapon every day, and his aim was so strong that Lin Chen couldn't dodge it.

Lin Chen clutched his aching forehead from being smashed, and said bitterly, "A gentleman uses his mouth, but a villain does it. You are such a villain. Ouch, I'm so mad!"

When Lin Su saw that he had been tricked, most of his anger dissipated immediately, and he said embarrassingly, "I really didn't expect you to fail to dodge it. But who told you to talk nonsense. You deserve it!"

"I deserve it. I deserve to cure you and let you bully me. Hmph, you want me to go to Nanchu to persuade Prince Ling to agree to this marriage, but I won't go. You are clever and clever, and now you have improved a lot. Go by yourself." After saying that, he wanted to leave in a fit of anger.

But Lin Su sighed from behind, "Lin Chen, thank you! In the past few days, I remembered some things from the past. It's from my childhood."

Hearing this, Lin Chen turned around slowly, and saw that those eyes as bright as a bright moon were shrouded in a hazy mist, which contained the sorrow of losing relatives and friends, the relief of being wronged, the joy of being resurrected from the dead, and the memory... Those who lost and found are also happy and sad.

"Tell me about your childhood. In the past, you were busy and exhausted every day. First, you overturned the unjust case of Chiyan, which took you 14 years of hard work. Not long after the overturn was successful, you went to the northern battlefield. Then it lasted for eight years After waking up from a deep sleep, I really forgot all the past. Therefore, I have known you for more than 20 years, and I have rarely heard you talk about the heroic deeds of Marshal Chiyan Lin Shu when he was a child."

Lin Su knew that he wanted to lure her to chat, so as to relieve the depression in her heart.And I have always regarded Lin Chen as the most reliable close friend, and I have always talked about everything.

The recovery of the memory of the boyhood is indeed due to the pearl. Since seeing the pearl and carrying it with me, the memory of the boyhood has gradually returned.At first, scattered fragments emerged continuously, and these fragments gathered more and more, becoming more and more clear and distinguishable.Gradually, these fragments are connected into lines, and soon they are interconnected into planes, and finally merged together, like the water of a river flowing into the sea, becoming a clear memory.The memory is as clear as what happened just yesterday, as clear as if the experience of more than 20 years was just a sound dream.Now that the dream is waking up, he is still the young, frivolous and self-willed Lin Shu, the sweetheart held in the palm of his parents' hands and in his mouth, the favorite grandson of Grandma Tai, the best friend of King Jing Xiao Jingyan, and Mu Nihuang Brother Lin Shu is still the young commander of the Chiyan Army and the commander of the Chiyu Battalion.

But the experience of more than 20 years is not a dream, and now the relatives and friends in memory are not around.Father Marshal and the [-] sons of the Red Flame Army were buried in Meiling, with heaven and earth as their tombs.The mother committed suicide when she heard the bad news.Mu Nihuang has long since grown up and married another woman.His close friend Prince Jing Xiao Jingyan from back then is now the king of the world, and he can only look up to him from afar.

When you lose your memory, you are confused and ignorant.When he retrieved his memory, he was helpless and desperate.

once having seen the best, the rest is not worthwhile looking.

Heaven and earth are not benevolent, and all things are dogs.

The sadness of gain and loss filled Lin Su's eyes, covering up the light of loss and recovery.

"Asu, the dead are gone. People are mortal, and a real man is alive, as long as he wants to be ashamed of the world. It is useless to think too much."

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm just paying homage to the people and things that have passed away. If you're obsessed with the past and cannot extricate yourself, then you're not Lin Shu."

"You've decided to go back to Lin Shu." Lin Chen said in an affirmative tone, obviously anticipating today.

"Actually, you have always known that I longed to be Lin Shu again, and that's why you named me Lin Su during the years when I lost my memory. Lin Su... Lin Shu... Lin Su is Lin Shu. I never thought about it. What I understand is, how did you change my appearance back to Lin Shu's? Could it be that you had an operation, anyway, in those few years, I was asleep and could not wake up, even if you cut my flesh with a knife, I would not know."

"Of course not. You were extremely weak and drowsy at the time. How dare I perform an operation to make you lose blood. Amnesia and facial changes are just side effects of the medicine. At that time, you were suffering from the poison of fire and cold and the poison of ice grass. Two types of poison, and these two kinds of toxins restrain each other in your body, weaken each other, and will eventually disappear. It’s just that this method of fighting poison with poison is extremely harmful to the body, and your body is already at the end of its strength and will soon be exhausted. , I can’t bear the conflict between the two poisons. You should die. At this time, my father came back. His old man found the Resurrection Grass and the Forgetfulness Grass by chance. The Resurrection Grass can keep you from dying temporarily. Hold your breath and buy time for detoxification and recovery. Wangyoucao can make people forget the past and rest with peace of mind. It’s just because you have nightmares every night after the Meiling incident and it’s hard to fall asleep. If you don’t rest well, how can your body recover. I had no choice but to give you Wangshoucao to make you forget the past and sleep peacefully. The Resurrection Grass also has a miraculous effect, that is, it can change the appearance of the user. This kind of change is particularly long-lasting, and may take years or even decades. And you can only change back to the most memorable and desired self in your heart. Ordinary people have never changed because of their original appearance. After being exposed to fire and cold poison, the skin was peeled off and the bones were reborn, and the appearance has changed a lot.”

Until now, Lin Sufang knew how he narrowly escaped death, how he lost his memory, and how his appearance changed drastically.All because of my obsession is too deep, even if I lose my memory, I am still obsessed with going back to Lin Shu, so stubborn that I want to turn back time and start everything again.

"You knew my memory could be recovered."

"That's right. Nessence Grass just makes people forget worry, but it doesn't make people lose their memory permanently. As long as you keep in touch with people or things deep in your soul that you have been unwilling to forget, the relevant memories will be restored. You just woke up During those two years, I was worried that your body had not yet fully recovered. If I recovered my memory in advance, I would have to think too much, which would not be beneficial to your body. Come to visit when you are asleep, and leave all the daily nursing matters to Fenghua Xueyue. Even I, a doctor, can not show your face when you are awake."

"Thank you for allowing me to spend two years of carefree time. In the future, I am afraid that such days will no longer exist."

"Well, I expected today to come. What has to come must be faced, and there is no way to avoid it. Neither Lin Shu nor Mei Changsu will run away, they will only face up to difficulties. Wait for Yan Yujin and the others After arriving, I will go to Nanchu with them. After the incident in Nanchu is over, I will not come back to see you. I have been away from Langya Pavilion for more than half a year, and I have to go back and have a look. If there is anything to do, please send me a letter, and I will try it as soon as possible Come here. Your body has healed, and the veins in your legs have been opened. The only thing is, your body was exhausted before. After ten years of recuperation, although you have recovered more than half of it, you can never regain Lin Shushi's physique. I have spent more than 20 years for your life. You should cherish it and cherish it. Remember not to overwork. If one day, you have enough time outside, the door of Langya Pavilion will be open for you at any time. Jiang You can worry about the leftist alliance from now on, I have worked hard for ten years, and I really can't handle it anymore."

On the second day, Princess Nihuang's reply letter arrived.There are two letters, one for Mu Qing and one for Lin Su.The letter said that Nihuang was very happy to learn that her elder brother was in Prince Mu's residence, and soon set off to visit her elder brother in Yunnan.After Mu Qing read the letter, he suddenly realized.He finally understood the feeling that he was about to be sold out when Lin Su mentioned the marriage to him a few days ago.Sure enough, he was playing tricks on himself, it was too insidious, Mu Qing thought angrily.However, when he thinks of Princess Xiandai, he can't get angry. He and Princess Xiandai have met before. She looks like a delicate and weak girl, but she is strong in martial arts and has a tough heart. It's somewhat similar.Thinking of her sister coming back, Mu Qing's unhappiness disappeared immediately, and hurriedly ordered the housekeeper to clean up the house for her sister and three children.

Another two days later, Daliang envoy Yan Yujin and his party arrived in Dali.As the special envoy of the Emperor Liang, Minister Yan had a lot of ostentation, with a mighty motorcade marching in front and back, with banners flying and well-dressed horses.After the envoy entered the city, he settled in the post and did not go to worry about Prince Mu.

That day, two men came to the gate of Mu's residence, one of them was General Lie who had just left more than ten days ago, the guard knew it and hurried inside to report.Mu Qing heard that Lie Zhanying and Yan Yujin had arrived, so he hurriedly ordered someone to come in quickly.

I saw that Yan Yujin's attire was still that of a handsome young man, with a folding fan in his hand, chic and leisurely, as if time hadn't stopped on him, and he still vaguely looked like the old days.

After the greetings are over, the host and guest are seated, and the maid makes tea.Yan Yujin praised the quality of the tea, Yunnan Pu'er tea is famous all over the world, and the tea from Prince Mu's Mansion is the best of the best.

Lie Zhanying and Mu Qing explained their intentions, but Mu Qing already knew about it.

Immediately lead them to the courtyard where Lin Su is.Lin Su was sitting in the courtyard at this moment, holding a book in his hand.As the sun set in the west, the afterglow of the setting sun dyed half of the sky red. The light of the sunset glow reflected on Lin Shu's face, and the originally pale cheeks also regained some blood color.

Seeing them coming in, Lin Su put down the book in his hand and stood up.Yan Yan smiled at Yan Yan, "General Lie is back. The person next to him must be Lord Yan Xiaohou."

Lin Su now only has memories of his youth, but no impression of Yan Yujin when he grew up.In his memory, Yujin was still a follower running around behind the young Lin Shu's ass, and he couldn't shake him off.Lin Shu was the most impatient with children, and even tied the naughty little Yujin to a tree for half a day, until Xiao Jingyan found out and rescued Yujin.Afterwards, although Xiao Jingyan took the blame for him, but he knew his son better than his father, and he still took his father's punishment for this.To Lin Su, it seemed like it just happened yesterday.Now he suddenly saw the handsome Yan Xiaohou, and secretly compared him with that little kid. It's really a man's [-]th change, the more he changes, the better he looks.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but chuckle.

Yan Yujin was stunned when he saw Lin Su, and the suave and suave Mr. Yan stood there blankly, with his mouth wide open, capable of stuffing an egg.As smart as he was, although he had already guessed the true identity of Lin Su whom the emperor wanted them to meet, he never expected that this Lin Su really had the appearance of Lin Shu, and also had the charm of Mei Changsu.Isn't this just telling others that Lin Su is Lin Shu and Mei Changsu?

Seeing his dumbfounded appearance, Mu Qing was really funny, but couldn't help it anymore, and burst out laughing.Pointing at Yan Yujin while laughing, "Brother Lin Shu, Yujin was so afraid of you when he was a child, and when he saw you, he frightened you silly."

Brother Lin Shu woke up Yan Yujin, and he didn't bother to trouble Mu Qing at this moment. He strode up to Lin Su and held his hand excitedly, "Brother Lin Shu, it's really you." Are you back?" He was emotional, his voice trembled, and tears fell from his eyes.

When old friends met, Lin Su was also emotionally agitated, reaching out his hand to wipe away the tears on Yujin's face. "Yes, I'm back. It turns out that our little Yujin has grown up and is still a little crybag."

When Yan Yujin heard this, he was convinced that Lin Shu had really returned.When he was young, Yan Yujin was the naughtiest of those children, but he also cried the most, so Lin Shu called him "Little Crying Bag".As soon as he saw him, he shouted, "Here comes the little crying bag." Xiao Yujin was so angry that he wanted to cry, but in order not to bear the title, he still had to hold back his tears.It's really hard.Thinking about it now, I still itch with hatred.