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disturbed our meal.

Don't ask the girl how she reacted, anyone would run away in embarrassment.

Bai Kui sat down to eat again, and said leisurely: You are lucky.

Makino answered fluently: That's why I met you.

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Maimang wore a certain woolen cap, with his disobedient curly hair pressed down, a black mask covered most of his face, the collar of his jacket was turned up to cover his neck, and he stood at the school gate with his hands in his pockets and kept looking around.

Seeing him from a long distance, Makino came striding over and said apologetically, "Have you waited for a long time, is it cold?"

Mai Mang stomped her feet in the cold: Is it cold to death?I feel like a popsicle.

Seeing that Makino was about to take off the scarf after speaking, he hurriedly stopped him and said: I don't dare to wear your scarf, for fear of being hanged and beaten by Aoi, you better let me chill.

The two found a coffee shop nearby, and sat for a while before their bodies warmed up. Maimang held the coffee in his hand and listened to him, and finally expressed his opinion: I don't think you need to do these things, Aoi never celebrates birthdays, and he doesn't like Former friend, if you insist on holding a birthday party for him, I will not invite you, friend.

Makino asked: Why?

Mai Mang found a flattering angle: Don't you think he wants to be with you more?

Makino frowned. From his point of view, Bai Kui closed himself up subjectively and refused to interact with outsiders, so the deep sense of loneliness could not go away. Although Bai Kui only thought he was good, but He also hopes that Bai Kui can get out of the knot in his heart.

He asked: Can you tell me about his past?

Mai Mang said perfunctorily: There is nothing to talk about, the past is the past.

Makino continued to ask: How did you know each other?

Mai Mang half-jokingly said: He is good-looking, so I went to hook him up. Anyway, I didn't get in bed and somehow became friends...Maybe Aoi didn't consider me a friend, and thought I was a trouble...

Makino affirms: He cares about you very much.

Mai Mang sighed: I sometimes hate him too... People's feelings are so complicated...

Maimang showed a puzzled expression, Maimang took a sip of his coffee and continued, "Look, he specifically warned me to stay away from you, and I felt that he was particularly resistant to me, and then I thought it wasn't his fault, who told me to seduce you?" As for his ex-boyfriend, he thinks I will seduce you too.

Makino:! ! !

Maimang's insincere remedy: I'm sorry, I slipped my mouth, so just pretend I didn't say it.

Makino wanted to continue asking, but Maimang refused to speak again.

At the same time, Bai Kui, who was looking at the store, received a text message: He asked about your past, I can't stand it, help me.

Bai Kui called Makino back with a phone call, and the conversation ended.

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Baikui and Maimang are like two people who are stuck in a deep quagmire, they accompany each other for a long time waiting to be rescued, because they resist loneliness or don’t want to bear such a big fear, so they will reach out and hold each other when they are sinking. It is a kind of existence that is both resistant and dependent.

If you have a bad past and it's like a nightmare you can't get rid of, it's easier to share the nightmare than to be comforted and rescued.

Both of them felt chills every time they thought about it, but when they thought that another person was also suffering from this kind of torture, they felt much relieved.

The difference between the two is that Maimang has been in the quagmire for a long time and doesn't think it is such a bad environment. He can continue to stay when he hasn't seen a good change and feels that the current situation is not too bad; Aoi, on the other hand, kept seeking self-help, trying to get out of this predicament through various means, and he couldn't stand it anymore.

Maimang felt that he was too conceited and lofty, he felt that Maimang was too self-willed and depraved, as the situation changed, the gap became wider and wider, and it even became a contradiction of confrontation.

But so what, the only one who can accompany each other is the other party.

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In the middle of the night, Mai Mang asked Makino to drink, but when he arrived at the designated place, he didn't see Mai Mang, but the bartender at the bar greeted him: hi, handsome guy, what would you like to drink?

Makino's Brief: Looking for someone.

After speaking, he planned to call Maimang, but the bartender saw him turn on the screen of his mobile phone, and said clearly: Kui is no longer working here, it seems that you are late.

Makino felt his body stiffen, and asked meaninglessly: He used to be here...

The bartender is a little proud: Back then, when Aoi was still there, the "Blues" overshadowed this bar, but now the title of "King of Nightclubs" is no longer there.

This is a gay bar, the lights are dim, and the dance floor is gorgeous. The man leading the dance on the stage is taking off his clothes one by one. Looks like it's going to knock the roof off.

Makino's fingers holding the phone were so stiff that they turned white. At this moment, Maimang patted him on the shoulder from behind and sat next to him. The bartender handed him a glass of wine and called out, "Boss."

Maimang tapped the rim of the cup: Give this handsome guy the strongest cup, and make sure he pours it right away.

Makino refused: Sorry, I'm not in the mood to drink, so I'll go back first.

Mai Mang held him back: Hey, hey, don't lose face, you don't even drink when I treat guests, but now that I'm the boss, the whole wine cellar is for you to drink, just enough to get drunk.

Makino still refused, but Maimang sneered and didn't stop him, his voice came to his ears vaguely: Don't you want to know his past?Regret it now?

Driving all the way home, Bai Kui was sleeping soundly on the bed. He took a shower to get rid of the smell, and climbed onto the bed lightly, a cold breath woke Bai Kui from his dream, and turned over on the side of the bed .

Makino hugged him back again, hugged his warm body, and kissed him tenderly: I'm cold, let me hug for a while.

Baikui with sleepy eyes: cold... stay away from me...

Makino licks｜bites his earlobe: Do something warm, okay?

Bai Kui kissed him in a daze, he turned over and wrapped Bai Kui under his body, stretched out the tip of his tongue to seduce and kiss provocatively, his hands were not idle to untie his clothes, stroking every inch of his skin hungrily.

Baikui groaned and chirped twice, hooked his waist obediently, brought herself to his mouth, and whispered the name of Makino, and Makino bit his lower lip and repeated: I love you, Baikui ,I love you.

Baikui gave a happy "hmm": Thank you for loving me.

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Bai Kui was woken up by the phone. He fumbled around for the phone in a daze. The empty Makino beside him had already woken up. He squinted his eyes after touching the source of the vibration before answering it.

Over there, Maimang said: I made two calls before you answered!The boat of friendship has sunk to the bottom of the sea!

Bai Kui said a little tiredly: What's the matter?

Maimang happily said: Today is Christmas Eve, do you want to come over to play at night?

Bai Kui remembered that Makino had a class reunion: When?

Makino came in from the outside, took clothes from the closet, sat on the edge of the bed and hugged Bai Kui, Bai Kui said "hmm" to the phone twice perfunctorily, then hung up and threw it aside, bowed her head and unbuttoned her pajamas by herself.

Makino stared at his neck, the hickey left last night was still bright red: Will you go to the class reunion with me tonight?

Baikui refused of course: No, I have something to do.

Makino put on a shirt and a sweater for him, as if he was taking care of a baby who couldn't take care of himself carefully, Baikui let him do what he wanted to do, he thought about it and asked: Why do you insist on me attending the class reunion? Do you want to come out in public or what?

Makino smiled and said: You can tell, I just want to lose Truth or Dare and kiss you in public.

Baikui: You can be a little more childish.

Makino said again: No, I just want to be with you.What are you doing, are you meeting with Maimang and the others?

Baikui: Yes.

Makino: I'll pick you up after the show.

Baikui refused: No need.

Makino pressed him on the bed and kissed him until he couldn't breathe and hit him, then he let go and said: I'll pick you up.

Bai Kui was forcefully forced out of the normal saline, grabbed his hand and took a bite, saying viciously: "I refuse."

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Drinking is unavoidable in the blues, and Maimang specifically confessed that he only gave Baikui lemonade. When someone clinked glasses with Baikui in the air, he took a sip and almost missed the filling. He looked at Maimang and pretended to be calm. Zuo drank the wine in one gulp, and poured the wine glass to the person in the distance as a signal, and the person blushed immediately after gulping it down.

Mai Mang laughed, and walked to Bai Kui: That young master must have taken a fancy to you, there is enough lemonade, just drink him up, then we will get [-]-[-] points.

Bai Kui sized him up: No, you've become the boss now.

Mai Mang doesn't think so: Anyway, Situ's family owes a lot of money, if he doesn't want me in the future, I have to get some benefits, right?

Bai Kui was surprised: Do you want to open it like this?

When Mai Mang saw the young master, he was already planning to withdraw: I am accepting life, if I don't want to make it difficult, I will die, why don't I continue to live, it's better than being dead and no one will remember it.

Baikui smiled: I remember you.

Maimang: No, I won't die, I want to continue living with you, life will not get worse, it will only get better and better, right?

Bai Kui almost choked on him taking a mouthful of chicken soup, thought for a while and replied with certainty: You are right.

After Mai Mang left, the young master really came over, his childish appearance was incompatible with the atmosphere of this bar, it should be the first time he came to this kind of place, his eyes sparkled with excitement.

The young master sat down beside him: My friend suggested that I come over and say hello to you, so here I am.

Bai Kui looked at him with her chin in her hands: Who taught you how to strike up a conversation, it's so clichéd.

The young master pointed to the card not far away.